^

-v-

it maybe rough rn but things do get better, you just have to accept who you are and start the steps to make it so

and promise to yourself you will

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buying hormones, finding clothes that affirm you
you're using a repressor flag what do u want me to assume -w-

breaking past viewing self as a man is a big step n talking to ppl even online you trust n telling them how you want to identify, working on finding a way you want to n are comfy to present in person that's more fem or androgynous that takes the step towards being u

and going out n becoming more comfortable in wearing even small fem things at first is a big step

n meeting ppl

I imagine it as more identifiably radicals using it

but idk

-v-

n pat

thEm

-v-

yus

I tried to memorize n play one of his songs a gud bit bacc in 2018

hmm I just got reminded that

ppl on VRC that don't have a PC or know unity will pay to get avis uploaded n setup
not even fully made just hm
know a lot of ways I could make money again on there but should try again

vrchat

I need to figure out how I can get my performance better or what quest vers is like now cus I got a quest 3

I could also maybe meet ppl to room w on VRC again, or if I meet peeps in a chat again

lived w peeps from an IRC for a while

aw

I had a lot of peeps on VRC n all this stuff

aw

I know some great graffiti vids

I think I got user or known user now when I last logged in

I'd left for a year or a couple

I was making some pieces/+a documentary one scenes in the game for a while but other stuff came up

waow

I used to do graffiti

had a few tags related to old stuff I was known by or other stuffs

lemme find the vid I'm thinking of

wearing some of the new pants I got from goodwill

oh ye

I should look up what the Mili surplus store was I wanted to look at online n maybe go to the local one but idk Abt that

sketched out by going back there in modern times, nowhere, USA

.play 554 originals on hold

graffiti vid

I mean

FDR's wife or uhh

one of those presidents was a lesbian while married

n the first lady

she got buried next to her Ukrainian partner she met while visiting or through letters

very sweet story

but in the past there have been but now there's such a stigma around these things that its much rarer

like in the past there was no concept of sexuality as we have it now

I forget, was the first lady of one of that eras presidents one min

eleanor roosevelt

>>618449
,

>>618457

>>618461

awrooooo

wruff

identity

but also that's just cus of where u are online

petpetpet

I got a

do u know the flat Stanley thing u do for school in us

u send a paper character to interesting places through family or stuff

my aunt took it to meet weird Al n get photo n kids book signed

hehe

I should send pic of some of my avis

.search samiyam earl

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   Samiyam - Earl Sweatshirt - Mirror (Official Video)

   Stones Throw

   2:31
2. 2.
   
   Earl Sweatshirt - Quest/Power [prod. Samiyam & Budgie]

   TerrorizeSpeed

   3:00
3. 3.
   
   mirror

   Samiyam - Topic

   2:29
4. 4.
   
   Earl Sweatshirt & Samiyam - What's In My Bag?

   Amoeba

   8:35
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   Mirror - Samiyam ft. Earl Sweatshirt

   C I

   2:30

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luv samiyam

almost sold him band shirts over ig once

hm?

whasthat again

bwa

ye

ahh nicu

my dad books shows n has worked in indie ish ish to folk n stuff labels n A&R for 30~ yrs

I mean far back yea but nuh not rly

nicu

half Ukrainian half German

I have 2 would let share

used to hab 3 but ex stole my shit when I had to dip after he did smth

and my very rare trans color Easter basketball shoes n PS4 n clothes n sigh

took me 3 yrs but I finally found a pair on eBay after waiting so long for under 50 USD when they're usually 250

rare Easter edition ones

they're d roses

I've had a few pairs of d roses n

I found

I saw those in a pic when looking for new shoes on night, liked them n that they used trans colors

but they were like 250 on eBay

and I went to the community thrift store in the almost city that week n

there was a pair for 20 USD that fit me, those were the ones stolen from me

and I'm trying to get boots to match my styling

n Mili surplus jacket along w things to make the rest be fem but in saphhic way

u r

heya weba :3 qtpie

>>618579
so

>>618584
awwwe, I'm sorry

>>618592
I do, but you have to break out of that thought loop

or you'll never end up happy with how you look, or at the least comfortable

>>618611
<3333 except not those words just cute gurl pretty

I should

do erp on vrchat for money

seeing a girl mime head for 4k

>>618623
same

but need money

>>618628
didn't chu earlier

>>618630
pretty woman I ree

saw top of face

but gonna get rose a VR headset n cuddle

lel

>->

you can do both n be happy b4 then

and see

cute

ur being mean to self n hmph

but like

I need stable or some kind of income or work

n erping on VRC would not be bad other than the trauma tbh

known peeps who earned a lot but this guy paying 1.5 then another 2.5 for 2 min of head