n is safe cus its meant for publication kis

but

test

okay

so this sweet British guy I dated for 2-2.5 or 3 yrs n knew for like 5~, he was a sweet but strange neet n think he mightve basically come out as gay or found out he wasn't straight cus of our relationship but anyways

he also looked like a pre transition shoulder length hair version of me that had a wider build but was Abt or a bit taller than me

yamaha the kind of company to make mid range bass guitars and then jet fighter engines

so this long time bf had been off of drugs for a few yrs n his mom was a chronic, functional, opioid n gabaergic drug user n he n his older brother were both at risk n he'd gotten sober though
so

he starts hanging out with his older brother again after a long while cus the guy was not a good influence, I learned about all this cus his younger brother was close to both of us
he had tourettes n would call u n shout like immediately after smth happened compulsed to do it, tho was quite sweet other than teasing tf out of you (cool guy, think was a furry)

so uhh, from what I'm aware, their mom who my bf was living with, took tramadol for health conditions
one day his younger brother calls me out of the blue and is heccin LMAO'ing the hecc off my ear
uhh

apparently, my bf had felt some tooth pain and was really annoyed, like when we talked it wasn't even crazy tooth pain (I'd make a British joke here but I'm not gonna be that mean w what came next)

my bf apparently took a bunch of tramadol, an opioid, and took a pair of motherfuccin pliers and ripped out the tooth

ty modworm

but what kind of

ifkr

I get a call from his brother saying lmaooo <name> ripped out his mf tooth with a pair of pliers HAHA with pliers lole

he became worryingly unstable and I'm glad we broke up as I would've been limited by that relationship while I transitioned

his older brother started getting him back into drinking n stuff n it was just quite sad but
thankfully I got back into touch with him last winter

oh my

on steam and he was okay n still sweet even after poofing like I do when unstable, he seemed okay n said he was alright
I might reach out to his younger brother sometime or see what his life is like now or smth

my other British ex bf was the opioid addict who became homeless in London n got stabbed (after we broke up), bad track record w boys from the uk

and yeah

they're nice, n were fine w me being trans generally but just kinda broke our relationship

i like being mixed so i dont have to associate with crazy british people

>>619753
yeah, I mean I had strong feelings for them n Im demi so its more abt my personal attachment to someone than any else but
I just hung out in the wrong circles

also tbh

no kings no gods no masters I don't get along w no monarchists ;'3

except for monaroseists

aaa....

aaa....

pls

>>619757
youll have to match me crazy

I eat p quick cus ADHD

>>619766
wanna cry while bedrotting?

>>619772
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IM BEGGING PLEASE

>>619774
awwww....
do u bedrot much,,

>>619776
yah....

I couch rot

>>619775
yeah but you wont be able to match the sheer peak imma put on the aux

but

god

if I had an apartment w cutes n there was one room w couch n bed n desk I'd be so comfy staying in it w peeps n laying w while doing stuff so much

also I'll take care of while u did so

>>619784
hiii

and give lil pets n kisses while u regain energy or recover while doing it, but keep from letting self rot super hard

>>619786
yeah i got the best weed smoking music u ever heard in your life

need

ooo

gosh

skinny jeans rn are

I didn't measure my size exactly

nothin

just guh

like

I got pairs from goodwill n just tight n is bleh on tummy cus I drink so much water

>>619795
hell yeah i been on one

n I wanna get on boat w Twink n luz that's dream

laying on deck together

swimming out in the ocean so I dont get nervous Abt ppl....

i love bands with the worst names ever

currently jamming the fuck out to some naked giants rn

also

I mean what

>>619812
hell yeah

>>619813
naked giant girl?

>>619817
i mean if you fly me over then i can be

also

this bikes shape looks so cool

>>619785
just a little bit, just to get the sadness out of the system.
we will ride dirt bikes latetr

I

I wanna learn how to ride a motorcycle or like a vespa

>>619819
my fantasy is that ill one day become the coolest bass player ever

I would looove them if I was in a more urban region

>>619825
:DDDD

I'd come to every gig n listen n give thoughts if wanted

>>619828
IM NOT EVEN COOL!!!!!!!

you are!!!!

that's a big lie..

u look rly cool,,,

>>619825
can u play?
.play barbarism starts at hoe

n I wanna

learn an instrument w cuties n make music, or I could do the sampler stuff n drum machines

>>619837
i can try and learn...?

n synths or smth

man I want a

groove box rly bad

>>619840
u already is the coolest bass player ever

>>619830
#hug

>>619847
i aint got pedals but i can try

isn't this bike on the video that bike that maverick drives on top gun?

>>619846
but like........im not even thatd good.....plus i kin deacon blues

>>619850
its gonna get to the point where im gonna fuck ur dad be careful

.play four fists GDFR music video

>>619854
can me n twink n any other worms who wanna, ride like this together someday in this vid coming up

>>619842
name 1 thing about me thats cool i dare u

oh yeah thats kinda true ngl i got cool shirts...

>>619858
it was!!!

Luz is rly cool n pretty

i play bass BADLY

could I send u some bike pics too or make pinterest board to send u Twink n stuff

I'll link some new pint boards I make n see about

lemme check if my main Pinterest has public ones for u cutiepies

>>619867
it is nice......ig...

oh !

man sad

anti twink isnt here :c

I went shopping for military surplus

>>619880
OK FINE JUST STICK UR TONGUE IN MY MOUTH THEN

lori i can get behind ur thinkin

ahem

>>619889
cute girl driving

>>619890
>>619891
>/////<

:3

>>619889
AWWWW yes!!! I love these pics sm ;;

ok but do you guys fw the hat? i love the hat

us precious n adorable n cool looking too

it makes me feel like i have a lobotomy

also love the wavy hair, I wish I had it

maybe I could,,

>>619896
lesbian trucker vibes

curl mine a bit to get like it

>///>

mum luz

>>619903
ive never been complemented this well holy based

>>619900
who tf mentioned the smiths wtf

its playing rn

>>619908
WOW OMG DO I DO THAT TO PEOPLE????? holy shit....

bass is fire

oh i have ww turned off

i have play heaven knows im miserable now and frankly mr shankly on bass

>>619908
don't leave us sis!!!
nooooo

>>619914
woah.....

maybe I should share some of my car selfies w my basil watchface,,,,

n peace sign of mine too,,,

>>619923
what soda

>>619923
yep
dr. pepper

>>619934
wth i had the same thought

>>619927
YES

yes

YESSSS

dr pepper is my goat

>>619933
i personally would hate that but you should get it!

oki I found my

main Pinterest account

i love the story behind the taste of DO

I'll link some boards thatre my type of stuff I luv

DP

I wan some Arizona, its gon

I'm gonna bring it in from garage

dp is cola flavored?

the bass on this song is so good

this part could be a good sample slowed down w fx

>>619958
monster girl drinking monster

omg straw!!!!!!

she looks angry
>>619958
>>619959

imagining straw being shy while we drink monsters n looks down then looks at me like that

>>619964
#schizoflip

shit

>>619958
omg strawburyshoe hiii

>>619964
#schizoedit

nvm

can we bike like this cuties

>>619957
clearly never had some ice cold Jarritos before

this is the kind of area I live in

but this is Minnesota

>>619981
you wouldnt get it

Here’s a luminous freak of nature, shimmering with radiance—cream beast in the raw, my darling.

like this is what everything looks like outside my small neighborhood

omfg just call me a beaner atp

fields flat fields

;3;

I was just gonna say b4 u said the rest of that, cute bean

>>619989
me listening to the bauhaus debut album

hehe

bike w me like this Twink

n w my own diy jacket w my own anarchosynd patches like his

and I forgot he has a no kings/no gods/no masters patch

an-synd based

who's the artist on the back of his jacket btw

i think i like an-com more but idk much about either

I'm unsure

awe

I'm around there

I align w syndicalism more cus of my approach, but in terms of like

although an-synd WAS in monty python so maybe im an-synd

yeah

like I align view wise further left w ancoms and post left anarchists n queer anarchists but

>>619988
hola manita, como estas?

>>620015
*la explosiona*

I organize through horizontal syndi

and heyyyaaa

anti I began shopping for Mili surplus :3

i need to confess something gang

I'll make a Pinterest board of the pics of things I'm finding

im a mexican that cant speak spanish

.search four fists 6666 music video

1. 1.
   
   Four Fists "6666" (official music video)

   Four Fists

   4:35
2. 2.
   
   Four Fists - "6666" | A Do512 Lounge Session

   Do512

   4:03
3. 3.
   
   Four Fists - 6666 (Live at The Current)

   The Current

   3:56
4. 4.
   
   FOUR FISTS "G.D.F.R" (Official Music Video)

   Four Fists

   3:39
5. 5.
   
   Four Fists "6666" (official audio) [360° VR]

   Four Fists

   3:56

1

a smaller like version of these bikes is kinda what I like

>>620027
3rd generation chicana, didn't even learn spanish lol

I'll make a board w pics

>>620033
2nd gen lmao

>>620033
ITS BC IM BRITISH SO ALL I LEARN IS FUCKING FRENCH

>>620042
its so upsetting

also holy shit why is leftover pasta so fucking good like i can slurp this up harder that i can slurp up girl penis

found sum of my

>>620044
so real, tbh if it gets to that point sometimes idk what happens but it changes the feeling n taste in positive way

ye!!!

I was saying

it was in Minnesota b4

lori what did u say i didnt see

but the last videos fields are like where I live

>>620055
nothing

hehe

I love

both of these guys

they're great

>>620058
.play all the things she said

>>620058
oh yeah that makes sense bc she has the hots for me i dont blame her

also

I wanna