I don't hab it going rn n not gonna try n ,,, I'm here if wan send n can link me in dm here if feel like it

had to deal w a lot of that thoughs but

>>620694
this is true....

like

tbh

try Grindr w pics of self n just see how many ppl spam u w validation, its a thing n can show self how you might just believe these things Abt chu internally, even if parts of u don't look the best

only ever used grindr for bullying the fuck out of chasers i feel like im way out of my league here

aw

hehe

I luv ur pics from there

>>620714
oh 100% but then theres a cute doggirl that tempts you

>>620716
thats how i act on grindr anyways

>>620721
mostly an internet trend/exposure to it leading to ppl getting into it

>cries in being a puppy girl since 2020~

>>620723
id kiss you in lots of places

>>620730
suffering

I should send cuties my grindr screenshots

they're so bad

and my Twitter lewd cosplay acc dms

>>620730
fucking hell wth aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

cursed

>>620743
mods will get me

>>620733
>///~///> hhhh

adorbs...

I'd add but been

mental health EP holding me from getting on while I need to

>>620721
have u seen how good dogs havve it?
like, they get food, water, headpats, belly scratches, cuddles and all the love
and also not wworry abt anything

>>620749
I'm at the top of the offline list in libpol server

do u have signal or matrix twink

>>620759
i mean..

I'd rather get comfort n support n affection n care n openly be completely sincerely myself than be sigma

>>620764
mask as sigma then be puppy or whatever g/u/rl in private w peeps u trust mb heehee

should i post my most recent funny grindr convo? its five pics long

>>620766
rly pretty ; ~;

also

I luv ur freckles bwaaa

I kinda wish I had cheek ones or the creepychan eye coloring a little more, I have it slightly...

>>620766
ur cute

like the under eye discoloring

>>620778
#kiss

>omw to look up

wait

erm erm

so I might have a chance at having some kinda extra work n income on top of what I do rn but

>>620781
pigs hate this one simple trick

I'ma start mapping out n documenting rent prices places n doing math for moving....

n Seattle included

awrooooo

>>620763
real
being sigma is self torture

so is boymoding

no, this is false

>>620766
(this person tried to enter ur phone)

u look quite fem n could look nicu w gud styling hair n w clothes

mmm chimchen sandwich was gud

ur cute

>>620816
eat more...

heya Nona <3
and yeah I hit don't recommend on all that shit its so guh

I finally found a video

on my favorite character from durarara

>>620830
yikes

there's not rly been one before yet

:3

I'm working on a piece that involves it a bit

and the dollars community, bbs, n support groups bwa

#truke (must quote a post)

>>620844
heh
it doesn't exist dw abt it

do u actually like drrr sad,,,

>>620853
this, u like legitimately look real fem but boymoding isn't helping u let self

omg heya daves

ooo

yay

which

I'm writing

ah ye

and, gimp is fine, I stick to photopea now tho

but nicu, I'd be interested in doing sum of the photo editing if want but idk what idea is yet n I gotta

force myself out there again

also

I really gotta get a crack of the Adobe suite again

cus I didn't block network connections to the software, it bricked itself then Adobe put a warning window that yelled at me

yeah

many of them no, but yes, there are

such as which tho

krita is great and the entire KDE dev suite

blender

Olive is good, but davinci is better

where do monkrus come from / are sourced

I use photopea for photo edits now cus I'm not doing adobe ATM

ah

I have csp installed uh

what's that new illustrator and such suite that came to popularity on ipad and PC and Mac

photo pea is great cus I can save as PSDs and do it all in the web browser while doing most of what I'd do in gimp, n on a tiny Chromebook that fits in the small upper part of my thighs' lap

>>620893
it works like a serious one, I believe there maybe a desktop one buuut
it has community templates that have 3d renders and hundreds of things like layouts for YT thumbnails, mockups for things like even office wall signs, hundreds of weird things plus all the normal gimp tools n a 3d thing that does all that

its quite cool

I need to get a crack of photo mosh

yea, I just mean its gud for what it is n easier sometimes than having a dedicated tool as personally I like to do stuff across multiple devices n OSes

man

I found a video specifically Abt my favorite durarara character for the first time

n good analysis/thoughts that I've been wanting to share an essay I've written once or twice about

I need to shave my calves again

ii trimmed some hair yday

I'd help clean n take care of peeps

need to get bread
gonna make some chicken samich

I have a load a load of issues but not as much skin tho some of my conditions cause symptoms that affect my skin a bit

I should make a private sorta (not it specifically but one like it) rentry/carrd page that has a bit of info on m disability and who I am

holy shit my ass is so fat wtf

good morning wired

an heya gm :3

also pat

>>620916
not at all

>>620920
gonna lick it

:3

wanna send pics of self or smth,,,

loading up my cloud drives

awww

I prep w u like

um um I have a fun idea

>>620935
I'd love to setup a sorta not exactly squat w u that's a safe house w cache n place to stay in abandoned or unused n unkept area/building n have a space that's safe n where can get away,,, I've been planning out places I think might be cool or interesting ones

>>620940
wah

I like setting up a like

contingency/incident response plan that has emergency switches to provide a place to lay low, or the info to help keep peeps(s) safe

:O

I wanna help tbh

I like this stuff, I used to do it a lot

I might

share some of the stories in the essay I'm writing,

its not far into it at the moment buuut

lemme update it for a sec then I'll send it to you

and if u wanna maybe see it as I live update it I can send it to you too Nona cus I might talk about the prepper stuff I had to do for conflict work, idk,,,

aw

lmfao

can I join

>>620960
chu see msg b4? :3

I found an abandoned barn the other day

there's I think 4 I've come across locally ish

there's an abandoned motel fiiiilled with shit I can send pics of and inside of

they put up motion cams or monitored cams tho after a yr or two of our access, but

its got a ton of shit in it idk

its been filled for 25 to getting closer to maybe 30 yrs

I'll hit u up w the info n pics I've taken n possible um

have thoughts

antiiii

I'll

link u a

Pinterest board or a cloud drive photo album that has the surplus n style stuff pics I'm gonna add, also some collages of design docs/mood boards for the DIYing aspect n stuffs >///u///<

<33

u on ur way home soons ? I hope u had an amazing time, again

n did u see Convo we

>>620972
>>620973
>>620974
>>620975

>>620985

its abandoned cus one of the chefs I think or someone on staff was murdered in it then it shut down
its a wacky themed one from the 80s-90s that was surviving solely cus on interstate and it died but

its all still there

like 4 buildings maybe more

so funny seeing u ppl talk abt prepper stuff...
its easier for us to see the end of the world/society than it is to see the end of capitalism(the actual thing causing problems).

I don't actually feel a need to prep for an end of the world world, but I have serious valid worries about safety from natural disasters and pollution/climate change effects causing issues for my living here or being safe
but particularly the danger of being targeted for hateful, political, or vengeful reasons cus of who I am, the work I do stepping on the toes of n-zis, hate group types, or the state being mad I documented abuses etc
so like to have a plan for if things go that way,

I had to have that ingrained into me due to being around the hack(er/tivist) scene and knowing people from the 90s era and later 00s era of raids on the littlest of things

this is why I refuse to co-operate with cops directly at all, though that's also cus of the fed police leading to the suicide of my mentor cus they put her in a male prison as a trans hacker for IP law
main reason I'm so stubborn in my convictions against police unless its absolutely necessary in a way, and am the type who puts more importance on a person having been an excop than an excop

lel

I have um

notebooks full of plans I had the possibility for n could entertain cus I constantly felt the need to be able to leave at the drop of a hat

had this stuff ingrained in me to my own detriment and others but

in a situation of times like these, tragically have more to put to use constantly
and learning n studying growing n cultivation of food n such

want to learn further Abt hunting, maybe get a good, modern, air gun for hunting

lel

just so I can troll on falconry subs?

>>621019
god I hate this

I cant even start lol

those types of reactions get me mad

like

when I was at my most unwell n hurt in early 2020 I had reactionary-ness from worrying that covid was gonna cause smth and telling family that one of us should have a weapon (I asked them cus it was a better time than there had been)

brb

#uwu (USER WAS UWU'D FOR THIS POST)

but

I was being reactionary and I wasn't engaged like directly in doing what I do now, I was basically a libertarian socialist then but I didn't have the vocabulary for it - I did write political essays then, at like uh 15-17, and people liked them in my community, ones who thought I was like 21 when I was 16,,,

>>621037
luv this and :DDD

is that

ur handle handle

>>621040
I fuccin know right

oh god

this is reminding me of

making my blood boil the

salt lake 'volunteer safety' asshat who shot at the guy who was a regular armed protest peep who showed up w punks and antifascists

then this guy sees a guy w a gun while he's a 'volunteer' supposed to protect protesters
and

he shoots at this peacefully walking anti fascist n then kills a bystander

yeah

I don't recommend, unless organized into a group w collective covering n a reason to be there in particular, bringing weapons such as that out there for smth like no kings of all shit
as it risks much worse escalation in this case particularly, but they just

like I'm very sympathetic to the punk anti fascist, he legit is like a punk band bassist and all this shit

cool guy

and some liBtArD "safety" volunteer shot him for no reason

>>621064
yep u!

>>621069
um I can find his things

he's a cool guy even if I disagree w his carrying, though in Utah its completely legal n I get why he did it but

this protest was not the move to do that particularly alone where the only real resistance wouldve been the police where if you have a weapon openly like that, you're just risking others safety due to the assured cop response
for something like pride in contested cities, you can have things like what John brown gun club did recently in - I think Colorado (?) - but that was an organized set of people wearing the same clothes and boots or such and having pride sashes across their chest, there to protect from counter protesters who will be armed with rifles themselves in such areas

but unless you anticipate a full blown massacre or escalation to live rounds, you're adding to the escalation and likelihood of live rounds, though this doesn't mean the cops wont start a cop riot no matter what

yay

>>621077
same, I was gonna get

lemme find it for u

its an amazing patch deviant ollam has

>>621083
:33333

luv deviant, its cool that he's also enby and apparently has a trans daughter which I didn't know abt the latter for a long time