what kind?

maybe I could see if there's yard sales

little baguettes
>>621309

I want a collar, I was gonna go for collarfactory a couple months back but I started wondering if there's any other options or good ones anywhere

>~<

mmmmm

I wanna

visit straw and Twink n nona

become a full digital nomad or be a van/squatting nomad

yep

I was thinking

y'know actually

I'll make a pad document u can read n make notes on to give ideas - like a whiteboard

>>621316
im still hungry

ooo

>>621321
this shit is honestly the answer in life. I have so many friends that van life or hitchhike

they do like online surveys and bum around for money. Make like 100 bucks a week.

aw

I like so

I can explain w some privacy n such a the situation erm

I have no stable income ATM, but I have a lot of gear for music production n mixing etc instruments but mainly drum machines n samplers, then electronics like retro computer stuff n very niche devices for writers n such a stuff
very aware of those things n watch for trends or devices I know will blow up in time, as I did with hunting down a few alphasmarts which I got locally for 8 USD total when each one sells for 100-150 USD

so I have this kinda stuff I can earn quite a bit off of that I have n not gonna keep w me on trip/moves (other than my white faceplate skinned n white knobs Roland SP-404 SX)

but

so I have that and I'm able to repair/resell n find good deals for most if not all electronics through trading n hunting all around across like 10 platforms n all
anyway

that and my investigative/information/cyber & ethical/moral hacking n such a I can earn some from - tho this couple things are less stable n I'm not trying to do crim stuff so much w money yk yk

I have like, an account of savings that I used for dental and emergency medical etc that was meant for college, n I may use for if I can move somewhere n get back to capable of school w/o intense panic/health stuff from home life yk
but I have this acc w interest on it n like is in the lowest of 5 figure amt, from my grandfather/grandmother who passed in the past few years

I have that all n I have any other money stuck in control of dad who's investing in dumb stuff but
I just need stable income so it doesn't yk get sketch n I'm burning money

wha

nothing dw

just was

too rambly w trying to explain my money situation

if u check the last msg paragraphs one it explains a bit of what I have atm, in terms of just savings savings

I have more I could use for needs/+rent if I didn't have stable income for a bit but it's in that mix of control my dad has who is possessive n controlling of all of it he can, as he did with how he made it so I couldn't even get money or access to HRT.

ily straw

maybe I should also try making short form videos at sum point to practice heavy clip editing n bwa

::trains trans

I love riding trains

awwwww

I um

sent a

set of messages explaining my savings situation in case u or peeps have idea or need help urselves n I have possibility to leverage it into getting out of here n eventually the US rose bwa

>>621360
ur a train!

>>621369
d'awwww ur preciious

>>621361

>>621377
hly shit thats spooky
the little guy there wtf

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these guys as sick as

or this might be wrong one

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I love graffiti scenes, maybe I could use my

OMG

that is

so pretty n precious I luv it sm

I have drawings peeps did like that of me but I wish I was

a lil more soft myself...

other than a few parts of me

awwwww

adorable

this escape is crazy

n mhm same

I like it but been too nervousputting it off, I wanna though :o

n practice myself

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I haven't watched chaostown in a while but I remember its great and think he's like an ex-vice reporter or the same type to be y'know

omg I love it

AWW

these are

so

nice

and omg

I should send that's like exactly the pose of a drawing from one of my favoritegraphic novels

>>621409
did u or waifu do its or smth ? :3

d'awwww!!!

I wish I had partner who did bwawa...

the last one I did was the furry bf who did rly good art but was addicted to ERPing with chatgpt

or llms rather

and bwa

yeah

like idk if he was addddiiicted but he

would chat with a LLM on a certain site cough cough that u can erp with openly no restriction and it was

he did it for like 2-4< hrs a day while doing other things

or through the whole day

he was

an amazing furry porn artist though like

amazing

nu, I mean I was dating him n we were poly n had an understanding but

there was a lot there n I just

he had

some kinda delusions that felt enabled by things like this

and I had a lot of feels n care for him, he was the ex of someone dear to me who took their life n we met n got close bonding over the struggles w both went through n all
but he coped in ways not great n was like 30

so I wasn't gonna be the one to fix a lot of that when I'm online n not in person n he's 10 yrs older than me n he is idk

>>621455
d'awwww

this is super cute story

I love it sm that drawing hehe

not like err
the softness of the shape of the drawing is rly comfy, not even ur shape just mean the sketch style n all c:

hehe

I doooo but was referring to the other aspect cus said a lil smth Abt ur pretty self befores...

I'm rly self conscious but not super or much brain wormed just emberis n feel shy when peeps draw representatively of me, unless drawing me, representatively, but with the changes to my body I'm working towards,,,,,

lemme find some of the art that sweets have done of me, I knew n was rly close to two artists who did some of these n I miss them personally n seeing their art too a lil, n the couple times they thanked me by drawing self or as a gift , 3,

awwwe heya gloober
<33

god, I'm lagging so badI counted 21 seconds of trying to get that last msg to send to type this one

Dell Chromebook 3100 2 in 1 with like 4 or less ggs ram

and waow anti

u should

test

>>621484
hm?

aw

most phones they don't

tomorrow or later or Sunday

might show the

start with durarara n go between that n looking at yt n other stuff

heya qt3.14, oops I

misread my brain autofilled a qt

but I made an account after looking for a specific good service watch party platform cus
I wanted the ability to watch yt and shows and all that typical stuff most of them have, but also have it host a virtual browser that's running in a VM somewhere, streamed to everyone n lets us play anything that works in browser
it also lets screen share

hehe

could chat w peeps in the page when we do it n see

dunno it off the top of my head

I think my mom mightve passed dyslexia onto me

wha

saki, my namesake, is from durarara

character I relate to most, tied with her bf

heyahiya

34ºc but with 5% humidity wtf

chu don't have to be into anime much, but its based on a light novel n manga ababa

I'm re reading the manga n LN for a piece nominally, in part, about the series

:3

the anime does have some anime logic like yk, emotions being represents in physical form and power, body etc

but a lot of it is swift and realistic in its own ways

heh it's amazing

>>621533
i want to see it

>>621389
beautiful

damn...the curves

grabbed sum arizona from the garage n put the jug in the freezer to cool n hopefully be chilled before I eep at sum point later, n making chicken fettuccine Alfredo dish :з

I'd share it with you cutie worms

very true.... sad...

aww

I think I watched smth Abt streets of rage earlier

yay im

art my friends did of me

I miss all my old artist friends

*sigh* yearning again

changed into a pair of pajama pants, a thin - hawaiin... - button up shirt no buttons up rn and finished making my chimchen fettuccine alfredo w broccoli :3

here's a pic from that motel someone was murdered in n thing was from, all these I took but low res cus was like 14 w first phone that was a 75~ USD android

gon have the rest of brioche pastry w chocolate chips thatve been baked into its rly soft

>////< yis pls

luv u qts

strawww............... bury........

m-mhm..........

is that...... u,,,,,, straw,,, bury,,,,,,,,

awww.... sweetie...
what's up >^>
snuggol

I get that,,,
I'm sorry. that's one of the toughest feels sometimes, here if talking about it could help or it'd give a lil comfort through that
but would come over n give comfort n break the numbness feeling
and hey

no need to be sorry, cutie

we luv n appreciate u

n if able to work through it w peeps help public or private, peeps n I - always wan try 2 b,, - will be here,,

bwaaa

I'm

been up for

24< hrs and sincere headspace bwa

pls tuck in

oh ye

I was gonna open the spreadsheet to figure out rent costs over there, here , n stuff,,,,

mmmm,,, yeah,, I erm hmmm,, how can I articulate dis,,

mhm no but

yus

though

if we found or u or I had place that was just far enough to be manageable or if roomed w u n maybe other peeps could be manageable, even if sucks In ways

mhm

aw

I hope to learn some kinda trade or get the IT trade certs paid for so I can take them, n then have a way to get easier work if I needed smth suddenly when over there

but I got given a possible option for shut in income

and

I honestly would probably if

yeah

I have like

I mean hey

lel I

firework last night sent me into panic for a second thinking it was a gunshot

and aw,,

awe

I would hear them regularly and

I have trauma from the erm
the amount of footage and communication I had w peeps I came to be close to, even date, living on the ground in Ukraine had me get super aaa from it w already hearing gunshots not uncommonly across my areas

like cus

I lived near the airport in both Seattle and over here where it's considered to have some of the worst yk for a major city, sadly, though a lot of the eastern edges have it a lost worse than us at all n is tough - the towns that are mostly abandoned buildings. but in the west where I'm at its also bad but differently, in more corn field zones n different kinda stuff

I'm rambly sorri,,, hecc

::hug shy

u don't deserve to be feeling bwa n having to go about things w/o support n peeps there moar, toos

>~<

ur too kind bwaaaa hecc
makes me lil teary maybe a l-lil,,,,

but Seattle was lovely to meh w how pretty the pac NW was n it reminding me of where I grew up in NH, having mountains after more than half my life had been spent w/o anymore :c
n love rain n breezes from the mountains n such a stuff

mhm

flagger as in this case wha, tradie?

ohhh ye I was thinking like

ohhh

icic

reminds me of my tripsit community frens who were like a mailman

awwww yay!

yippee!

if u think its gonna be tough on body with who knows the stress from just that kinda thing for each person, is different, but if smth like office work or stuffs is better tho assume it isn't w chu hehe then can help

doing hackathons w a partner who could do tradie stuff would be a good path kinda, I used to get real far w my designing n building of websites n stuff quick but peeps who made lil things would win,,
but teaming up to make things to get paid by company on the side w help of trade skills is a cool path to help if can catch that break

awwww

I love linguistics

and

my dad books two concert halls (smaller but not small ones) for all the way from mostly folk or international shows to punk n indie

said a couple times we had was it uhh

beach bunny? n stuff play a few times at event he has in the summer

his boss who got promoted from being a teaching/education director cus the last boss quit is now doing ugh to him tho, not getting at all how concerts work n how not everyone can sell out, deciding that he needs constant upwards growth

not good

benn Jordan used to teach jazz there though which I learned when I asked him on stream Abt the place n was rly funny n surprising a lil

>>621692
I just hope ur not a dialectics fag

I wanna wear err

I wanna go for terrorwave aesthetic w fem leaning but w Mili surplus jacket/coat/etc n stuffs

gon see if iced tea is cold yet