I have to get three teeth done Friday

aw pat :c

nope i still have them thats what they are removing

that's rough, I had a point when it was kinda like that but not the left side of ur mouth cus thankfully not experienced yk ;-; I'm sorry ur dealing with this on top of so much other health stresses adding to it, sad

they went bad like 10+ years ago

yeah

I had a serious mental spiral after I became disabled and I stopped caring for self while having hereditary teeth stuff (though thankfully is smth I can deal with but gonna take ages, it feels like) but its tough
I'm again, rly proud of for working up to finally getting past n going on that though
very ugh thing to face

thats likely necrosis

and ;_;

would help take care of peep n recover

my mouth is a good example of my mental health. i keep up a pretty front and the inside is pure chaos

i dunno how it'd feel to be normal

mostly i hear a voice telling me people are talking about me and or laughing at me

i keep nodding off lol

its 240 in the afternoon

>>632812
<3

i set it late because i knew i'd be nervous they're only a mile and a half away from my house

u got this

mhm mhm

yes 2

may need to disconnect for a bit so I don't work self up into being unable to eep myself over mine

i usually wake up naturally at 7 to 8 anyway

daww gm fent!!!!!

eep oke? excited to hear Abt ur time :3

lol i dont sleep some nights like i will just go out with a guy and then another one after hes done

I just isolate n get more unwell bwa

bad loops

been needing to reach out to peeps but only been on here instead

i'll be fine gonna wake up, get some food, take a nice shower and wash my hair then dress like a 90s deadbeat and go to the dentist

and ur too kind to me would

gon make me

hhh

emotional I aaa

not in

i get to put in a weeks of leave from work after they do the removal

a week

thasgud

sorry i'm not totally together after drinking

its okay

WEEK ONE

i mostly want time away so i can just not see the same people every fucking day

woof

yea

i'm gonna get as many hookups on grindr as i can all unprotected of course

>>632874
wruff!! hai Rosie!

hii

gm <3

and hhh ;<

I'd come over n make sure u took care of self bwa

to clarify im not rose orlando

yah

i'm gonna post my boob

and bwaa

maybe not

that would be not smart

sadchat 2nite

a bit,,

i want abused tho

i hate grindr guys >:[

and wish could keep company n have company of peeps

i have a strong appetite for being thrown around and generally mistreated

heya

-w-

lol i have medicade my job is not very good

>>632919
get a job

wanna hold worms rn just

my job just lets me buy booze and weed

i want to get mistreated :((

would give weed

not alc though

and :<<

I'll treat all w luv but give

grindr gives me both of them too tho

lil teasing bulli if wanted maybe

and free food

men gross me out and there are transgirls in my city but theyre all older than me and

yes usually but i have been with some 30 year olds recently

-w-

>>632932
all u ;_;

>curled up in a ball rn holding my knees in feels

i'm most happy with guys in their late 30s or 40s so we're not super far apart

am 19

o-o nd pat

but ive been independent since 18

i'm 39

>>632952
do u know my age

im not attracted to people my age

I'm just curious

I'm just attracted to ppl connect w personally

demi crying

heeheehoohoo

>>632961
REAL

uh-huh

i'm the grandmamoder

I'm shy bwamoder

im annoying femcelmoder

I'd give plenty hmph

-u-

>>632976
::hug
#throw

I

i wanna hold some worm n get to let out cri after ages

I started crying rly easily earlier

and awww ye u

showed b4

i wanna be held and called pretty

pretty

n

i wanna get knocked up

wud hold u n worms,,,

>>633001
invalid compliment you have no clue what i look like

>>633004
u seems incredibly sweet n trust rose saying ur pretty n ababa
precious, cuties

>>

>///>

wruff too tired to argue and be mean

awww

hey

pio makes me too hungry

:3

awrooo

oh igotta return late 90s tomorrow

I need

cuddling again its been aaa

-v-

sry for vent rambles tonite

;^;

I'm just

less uh

nervous to share how feeling,,

cus tired

ok i almost fell out of my chair sleeping i go to bed

awwwww

I'd carry qts to bed'

my phone is plugged up its far away from bed

>>633043
#this

hush

aw

lel

nom

sry I ated it

Ono I hope I didn't eat a worm

>>worms

wah every irl trans person treats me like a child because theyre all like minimum 3 years older than ,e

sry chu are dealing w that

maybe try meeting some older trans ppl as well, as they can be a lot less ugh Abt age more aware

>>633070
thats my problem!!!! theyre all like 25 and im 19 but i want to be a peer

dont tell me to go on reddit ill die

i dont want to be around young people i like older people

everyone my age is some lame college freshman who doesnt get it

okk night

awe

goodnight dakota, it was nice to see u n I'm proud of chu for doing the stuff u needed to, I wish u the absolute best w the stuff u got to deal w n the fastest recovery so u can hab time off to relax

niini

wan err

half on the verge of crying still bwa wanna hide w

awww I

didn't realize u were that young stills pat

(not that that's rly young just hadn't thought pat, though knew generally bwa)

aaaa

just ehm

emotional n lonely n curled up knees to chest unsure if gon cry or just shy,,,

>>633104
you should drink water, fuel your tear ducts

cry

aw

n rest up if u need or are going to gloober

id give you a hug if i could

even if you started crying id hold you

bwaaaa

even if in that state myself
deserve the support n care n helping peeps mutually can help make both feel better idk >,<
but seriously appreciate the thoughts bwa

what time is it for you?

about 2 am bwa
chu-

you should get cozy and drink water

mhm,,
just had sum ,w,
am laying on couch w sheet over knees held to chest

and listen to music

thats good

aaa

maybe a shower?

screens make the brain go too fast and its hard to calm down and feel better

music is good

stimulation without a screen

shower and think and get rest

::bury gartic crying sun

im being hypocritical though, i was feeling really lonely and bad and wanted socialization

hey, its okej
hug

I just erm

here is one of the last places my mental lets me check w/o melting down completely into obsessions or compulsions to hide
plus just different than the places I'd usually use being ones I've had to put up w stress from for a decade or smth

but

aaaa

surgery?

like dakotas or

(not me u mean right)

heya,,

aaaaa

u2 anti pls hhhh

erm
I dunno have work to do this week n trying to earn money n stuff it's bwa
just bleh
but

I appreciate its just

too sweet of peeps had me

teary after big msg n response min ago

<3 ;///;

waow I'm the earth boll

; w ;

our earth ball!!

i have two more days until my workweek starts again

reminds me I wanted to

write hand written letters to couple peeps here but the mailing to wud be hard to get w/o some way to deliver w/o dox address

i was supposed to go to a trans shot party movie night thing tonight but i felt reallyy bad

aw

awwww,,,