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finch
ibetibetibetibet
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my dad apparently invested a hundred dollars into pop mart
Phonedal
Your dad is gonna buy labubus
finch
lesbians r so cool im jealous of them
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:3
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hehe
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pups are is so pretty I wish I had an owner again
Phonedal
>>636698
Okay but can you make a cool breed and not like a pug or smth
finch
idk how to spell it
Phonedal
Anything but these spaws of Satan
>>636713
Phonedal
Idk what that is I just heard it on MLP like 10 years ago
finch
burrito deep fried covered in queso
Phonedal
Neither am i
finch
never watched mlp cuz im not a WOMAN
Phonedal
MLP is the MEN'S show
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>>636704
do u not actually know abt the spawn of Satan as a cultural idea
>>636714
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ye
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its like a way to refer to something as being satanic
Phonedal
Well suh
Phonedal
That's why I called them that
finch
>>636711
u dont know that what if i was a 40 year old chaser just here to take advantage of pretty trans women
>>636721
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I've seen pics of u cutie
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hehe
finch
women scare me a lot i get jealous of them
Phonedal
Chaser flag doesn't work on mobile
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I can scare u (lovingly)
finch
u already do scare me.... ur too woke.....
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I'm the woke trans gay anarchist coming to fucc u
finch
awawawawawa
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cyuuute
finch
im deathly afraid of women.. i feel like they see me as a threat
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exposure therapy
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nuh
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you're just brainwormed
finch
ur a woman am i a threat im big and scary right
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a threat to my need to cuddle
finch
i thought u were a lesbibab
Phonedal
Fuck why doesn't anything work on mobile
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im somewhere from sapphic to lebsiane
finch
im too much of a straight man to know the difference
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ur not
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I can tell u that much
finch
best way to prevent twink death is transitioning them forcibly
Phonedal
Cold take but forced transition is eh
anon
excuse me for what im abt to do but I need to dump a load of shit nobody cares abt
Phonedal
You need to take a dump? Can you at least do it in the toilet
finch
remember to wipe
anon
I want to go back to the 2010s so badly just because my worldview felt concrete. The world is so fucking absurd and I just feel myself losing my grip on reality easily because I have nothing to ground myself with. There is a certain burden you bear when you lose hope that there's a possibility of being normal, that you have to change your fucking gender and violate everything you thought you were till you're unrecognisable. And that doesn't even get to the smaller things, the everyday changes like self-driving cars that I see sometimes now or having a step dad who's nice to me. It's so comforting to fall into judgemental thinking and pretend like it's 2015 where stupid things are still 'cringe', looking at neckbeard nest images and pretending like anime posters are a moral failure except I walk into half the dorms in my building only to see plushies and those same posters all the time now... it's fucking stupid but it all makes me feel so unmoored. I don't have any problem with it but the level of unrestricted self expression I see online and increasingly in real life just disorients me so much to the point I don't know what's real or what's normal, isn't knowing that how I'm supposed to survive and be included in things? My place is filled with rave outfits and dumb gay posters but maintenance just comes in and barely bats an eye, am I not supposed to feel ashamed and hide those things? I can't be this vulnerable, it feels so wrong like I'm shattered all over the floor every day
>>636760
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you can be vulnerable
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just need support n path to improving urself
finch
>>636754
eventually enlightenment is reached in which you realize that the concept of cringe in itself is cringe
>>636783
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love it
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I dated some other Ukrainian peeps
Phonedal
Can confirm btw
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omw
finch
u wouldnt
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uh-huh
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u say that now
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>>636773
ur not one
but u dunno who I've dated, you'd be surprised, again I'm demi
finch
im literally undateably ugly nobody would i literally have never been flirted with in my life
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no.
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again
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prove it by getting grindr
>>636784
anon
>>636760
idk if it's some kinda bpd but i feel such a complete lack of identity and it scares me, even though in all honesty my identity is fairly established I just suck at following through with stuff lol
>>636788>>636785
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u can find one, or accept that ur interests change n other things are always fluid
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>>636784
finch needs to cus she hates herself and wants to have that kinda thing but still thinks everyone on Grindr is gonna tell her to die or say shes ugly
Phonedal
I thought only gay men use grindr
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smh
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nooo
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no
finch
no not really
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yes, she is
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she just has wack brainworms
Phonedal
That's why I'm saying
Phonedal
Everyone with boymoder icon is a womna
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so true
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do men take estrogen for over a year?
>>636806
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uh-huh,
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sure
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you'll be the only one thinking ur one
finch
i look like one
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stoppit
finch
i think and act like one
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god I
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no
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also can women not have what are 'strereoypically' male interests? it doesn't matter
Phonedal
What are male interests? I thought there have no gender
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I know right
finch
i have no stereotypically feminine interests also i do lovd fishing
>>636822
Phonedal
Fishing? Hunting? Bowling? Football?? I'm pretty sure anyone can do tgat
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stop imposing gender on yourself from the societal pressure
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do what you want and be who you want, even if it'll take time to get there and accept yourself
finch
mine r ugly anyway i look like my dad w gyno
>>636832
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stoppit
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;-;
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also omg you
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aren't agp stop that as well
Phonedal
I like moobs tho
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finch thinks all the guys on grindr don't like squimshy girls
Phonedal
Naw come on girl you look great
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see
Phonedal
I've seen cis women much manlier than you, look great
>>636840
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>>636839
I've been trying to think of how to articulate this kinda thing for a day or so
a lot of cis women look way less fem than peeps w dysphoria picture in their head and it makes peeps no less pretty in their own ways
Phonedal
I think that's because most transfem folks try really hard to be feminine, not realizing that they're already feminine
finch
i barely try at all lol out of fear of lookig like a freak
>>636847
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yeah
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trying to align w the view of a woman or fem in their head or society places upon them
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you don't
Phonedal
>>636843
Half of my facuilty are girls who look like "freaks" you're fine
finch
im fat which makes jt a million times harder to be accepted for not passing so i think i manmode forever
Phonedal
I rhink fat people pass better tbh
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honestly yeah
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its due to a mix of things but it also helps hrt
finch
my body is icky thoooo im fat but without the curves
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nuh
Phonedal
All bodies are icky
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also if there are things u find icky Abt it, these can be improved by working on self n self care, even if you cant fix the things you have otherwise
>>636856
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and
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you look nice.
I don't agree w this and
Phonedal
>>636856
You can fix the jaw tho
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yeah
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you can also
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style in ways that make it fit u and its not smth u should let yourself think on so much, working towards it to get off the things u have n cant change but
Phonedal
Ribs are removable and shoulders can be made smaller too
Phonedal
Hell I've seen transfems get feet minimalization surgery
>>636867
finch
im so jealous of my friend who started when we were 15 i remember when she started and it made me so sad for so long. she streamed today and i hadnt seen her for a long time and shes literally stealth like you cant tell at all shes super cute too and it makes me feel sick knowing that those extra few years i had to wait ruined me
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I disagree that they look the way u think they do on u
finch
shes a bit of a cishon though tbh and i think that ruined my chances
Phonedal
.play it's not always about the money spiderman it's about the mets
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need to help push yourself away from applying that language to self n others
but
Phonedal
Shoe feet btw?
finch
idk what my shoe size is i had it measured and now the shoes i got after having them measured r too big so
Phonedal
*Shoe
Phonedal
Fuck
Phonedal
SHOW
Phonedal
SHOW FEEET
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-w-
Phonedal
I NEED MATERIAL FOR WIKIFEET THEYRE KICKING ME FROM MOD STATUS PLEASE I NEED FEET PICS
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wait do you actually lol
Phonedal
Nah jk
finch
im so devastated though those 3 years i had to wait to become an adult ruined me
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they didn't ruin u but I get the pain there
finch
passoids dni btw
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-.-
finch
i hate passoids!!!!
Phonedal
Moss...
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Jesus please stop using the language like this, it's really gross, you should work on self can use some of it but yk its just
finch
im sorry
Phonedal
Who is passoids
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incel words
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even if u feel u are one
Phonedal
Okay but what does it mean
>>636897
finch
trans person who passes super well and is stealth
finch
randal im going to beat u up
Phonedal
Good, I'm into that
Phonedal
Square up
finch
id pummel u randal im big and strong
>>636907
Phonedal
You're probably 5'5 like a giiiirl
>>636910
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I gotta make a mega folders w some of them
Phonedal
Small
finch
im literally taller than most of my friends
Phonedal
Not taller than Twinknon
finch
I HATE BEING TALL
Phonedal
I hate being a manlet
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u can get to be on ur knees to hug my tummy while I pat
>>636924
Phonedal
>>636919
You can be a gross big woman tho
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ur not
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5'7 sad
finch
im taller
Phonedal
I'm 5'1 check your privilage
finch
LOL TINY
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cyute
Phonedal
*bites your knees*
finch
i wish i was 5'1" maybe id pass then
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<3
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same
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u will n do but present urself in less fem way, tho u could >:c
Phonedal
with enourmous tits
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waow same but trans
finch
i was hoping id lose some height on hrt cuz apparently that can happen like ur hips rotate or smth but im sure mine fused at like 16
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nu u just have it move around
finch
i'm so cooked
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no.
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;-;
Phonedal
Trans women stop being suicidal. Not even a challenge just please don't do it
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ily
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cuttteee
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nu
Phonedal
Long lost twin?
Phonedal
Ahahahahahaa wtf
Phonedal
This image lmao
finch
dr pickle
Phonedal
DR SEX
finch
im way taller than strawb
finch
im probably one of the tallest wormies
Phonedal
I'm so glad I realised I'm agender not being bound by gender roles is great I can post yuri and be like "literally me"
finch
its actually so over for me though its not even funny
Phonedal
Are they executing you tomorroe
finch
im executing me sometime probablt
>>636970
Phonedal
How about no
Phonedal
NO
Phonedal
No seser slide please
finch
nobody here gets what its like to be this fucking ugly and manly and it bothers me
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im gonna cry
finch
noo dont cry im sorry
Phonedal
You made Saeki cry
Phonedal
I'm gonna throw you into the garbage can
finch
i deserve it
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throw me in too
finch
NO. no girls allowed in the garbage can
>>636984
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ill stop her from deth
Phonedal
Ffs it's raining again
finch
no wormies near me
Phonedal
I live in Cringeland
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also I think a worm is up there-ish
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glued
finch
idk i wish i was a woman thats all :(
>>636994
Phonedal
Bridget might be icon but her Strive outfit is :/
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>>636996
you don't become a man because you feel you don't look like you pass
finch
i literally look like a man
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no, you don't
but that doesn't matter anyway
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are all trans women who don't pass just men then
finch
no most of them r pretty its mostly just me
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no, a ton of other people have similar struggles to u
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including a lot here
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but it doesn't make the things that brainworm u true
Phonedal
The only thing you all should be brainwormed about is your favourite anime/comic book/film etc
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<3
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mhm
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is why my name is what it is as is why urs probably is
Phonedal
Nah, I have a different handle
Phonedal
I just don't use it here
>>637015
finch
finch is not my actual name believe it or not
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uh-huh i remember urs
Phonedal
Recently (like last year or so) I decided to start going as "Kawada" so that's what I am
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ooo
Phonedal
Charlie is fine too
finch
i honestly think i just need to detransition this isnt gonna work out for me
>>637029
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no
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you're gonna suffer more that way
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it is going to, you're not letting it
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you're struggling but its holding you back from being happy
Phonedal
>>637024
Do you transition because you believe that you are a woman or do you believe that you failed as a man and should be a woman instead
>>637030
finch
>>637029
i dont know what i am i just feel like everyone sees me as a man
>>637032
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image.png
ur just doing this to urself when u could be happy
Phonedal
>>637030
Maybe you're non-binary
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that too
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i mean i am
Phonedal
Or demigirl
finch
i want to be a woman i just feel like ill never actually be
>>637041
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i am
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then just let yourself be one
finch
i wish it was that simple
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you're ony making urself suffer thinking you're not enough
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maybe there will be another one in u soon, idk
finch
woag..,,
finch
hhey stoppit
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>me looking for pic from pup for this
finch
ughhhh i wish i was a cis girl
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that's better, but pat, I'm sorry you're struggling w rn badly
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would gib comfort
Phonedal
Us rn
finch
i wish i had nice tits mine r stupid and look like really bad gyno
>>637059
Phonedal
I haven't touched boobs in 22 years
finch
unfortunate
Phonedal
In fact, even when I was a baby my mom barely breastfed me
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n ur early on hrt
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I've seen, stop
Phonedal
You're gonna have to wait for them to develop bbg
finch
u have not seen my tits im NOT posting them here lmfao
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-v-
Phonedal
Show
Phonedal
Hehe
Phonedal
>no feet pics
Phonedal
>no bobs
Phonedal
Why live
Phonedal
Any americans can confirm if this is legit or not
finch
my old hidden photos folder w all my good pics is gone w my old phone this is so sad
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why what happened
finch
my old phone broke i thibk the hidden folder doesnt get backed up
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I mean u could try to see if it shows up on computer w plugged in but :c
finch
phones long gone
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-v-
finch
traded in months ago
finch
wiped first ofc no poor employee has to see my weird tits
Phonedal
Mmm tits
finch
need need need need need need need need need need need need need need
Phonedal
I wish I could fart for miles

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