might take more krat
took some of my stims cus I put it off for a long time
hope ur day gets a lil better n can have a comfy rest of ur weekend at least

gah

just started raining a lil
dad had wanted me to mow more but he didn't know its been raining

awe

comfy

< 3

gah when someone u mildly follow and sub to on yt posts smth about doing an event with sexpestiny

-1

huggol

tossing u

no dying

idk what u look like but stop putting that pressure on self, tho I think ur all cute >:c

nuh

tossing u

woooah there

how long have you been on

ah

pills?

heya fujo

anon is saying they'll die if they don't pass

yus

believe in u

>>676543
#hug

yayyy!!!

awwww

;////w////;

ur both adorable bwa

::donkey type

awww

take care u need

but

sending belief beaming it into recruiters head

hhhhh

would think that if dakota shows up u could get more specifics but finding things that fit how chu look n fem leaning clothes styled around it can help but
depends idk
if other peeps show up can probably give more detailed advice n tired

recommend trying to talk to older trans women, a few who are in their 30s show up here at times but are usually busy cus yk

but

learning from peeps online who have talked about this (I'm not sure, off the top of my head, what keywords it would be for finding) and think I've seen vids about and so on errr
I forget if the lead head MTF guide has stuff on this kind of thing in it but also has some gud info

ye
hope can get comfy w ur body and be in a place with it that feels better
though probably look better than chu feel u do

gon go shower

; w;

showered

yayyyy

weba

and lol

showered

;3;

d'awww

would massage, maybe if wanted

mhm

:>

might make noms

maybe I could play some cyberpunk and test out streaming, unlisted, to my yt n share to worm or two

<3

take care of whatever chu need, cutiepie

ouuuu

am warming up from cold shower in pullover hoodie

>>676620

>>676571
is that what heaven looks like

>>676491
i'm still not out to my family and i'm bound to face that sort of situation in three weeks or so, halp

I mean
can wear a shirt or smth or come up w excuse to not go in water or such but gah

>>676630
i suppose that's what i'll do, but there's still a risk that they may get a bit too suspicious

>>676632
but eh, in the worst case they'll learn that i've been on hrt for 6 months already, lol

mhm
take care chu need n hope u can tell them n peeps, gah

everything will be fine
i dunno, i should probably feel terrified rn, but the thought of being accidentally outed to my family feels... i dunno, it's kinda funny ig
the only reason why i haven't come out to them myself is that i'm aware they're into alt-right groups here, but eh, whatever

recommend trying to find a place u can go if ur still living w them and things go blegh

>>676639
dw, i've got an escape plan if things go south
it's not perfect or foolproof, but in the worst case, i can escape at any time
and beyond that, i have some leverage on them in case they decide to pull off something legally shady, like calling in a certain local anti-trans organisation on me

i'll be fine, but i just find it strange that i should feel utterly hopeless and terrified, and yet the best emotion my brain can come up with is "it's funny ig"

>>676641
real

ahhhh!!! evil!!!

ebil...

>>676634
it's amazing that they don't suspect anything yet though
some strangers get confused once in a while because i look a bit androgynous now, but my parents behave as if nothing has changed, lol

why his cheeks out

heya booger

erm

sigh Xbox doesn't let u stream to yt

:/

hug

I can setup a new twitch acc to do it on but

may do later n can show if u come bacc after ur thing

<3

luv u n worms

seeing someone or busy w stuff tonight that hab to leave ?

hope goes oke

oh ye

I will get to show u my character

hehe

mmmm

I wan get slice of Meijer coconut cake again sometime

maybe get to try strawberry cake first time from somewhere

mhm!

same

I haven't had in maybe 8-14 months

omg

happy peeps have one n hope its going well n <3

>>676694
AWWW

>>676703
cuuute

>>676710
:3

.play beck dreams music video

lol

liBirther-pol

.search vampire weekend campus animatic

1. 1.
   
   campus || OC animatic

   bonxxii

   2:59
2. 2.
   
   hey, somebody is here to pick you up

   Suncelia

   0:16
3. 3.
   
   Campus | Vampire Weekend | OC Animatic

   Silverb3rry

   0:54
4. 4.
   
   campus (a bokuaka animatic)

   val_kurry

   0:50
5. 5.
   
   Campus - Vampire Weekend || Animatic

   Kenmakeart

   0:48

1

2

.play spoon new York kiss

3

5

my favorite number is 4 despite the whole uhh

isn't it Buddhism or which I forget

hehe

#ai what culture or religion has the number 4 related to death

in chinese and japanese cultures, the number 4 is associated with death because it sounds like the word for "death" in their languages. in chinese, "si" (四) means four, similar to "si" (死) which means death. similarly in japanese, "shi" (四) means four and "shi" (死) means death. many buildings skip the 4th floor or avoid the number in things like license plates or phone numbers because of this superstition. what culture or religion has the number 4 related to death

.play I'll survive

I thought it was china but I also thought it was buddhism

was unsure though knew that much of China isn't yk

where in the world is rose orlando

she was on an hour or two ago

busy

I'd forgotten the name of this n wanted to queue the cake one last time we were playing cake

mhm hehe

weba!

playing cyberpunk

lole

silly

might make noms

no u
<3

<3

hehe

awww ;-;

hope they can get care they need n things can calm down soon even if just for a bit, I'm sorry ;_;

mhm,,

and chu too

mhm,,
just ver scary and sorry you're going through that so soon
and same for her, lots

ur from US right ven I forget

I think i

ah ye

ik there's like 6-8 UK ppl here but sometimes head gets foggy

me

fent

uhhh there's more

I cant remember things well, off the top of my head - name wise

;_;

bwaaa

take care u need to recover for a while

>>676803
#hug

making noms but will brb
x

>>676803
luv u
I hope u can have it improve a bit as chu recover n got some care for, is really tough

g a h

I used to drink wine a bit while writing, a lot (not as in a lot of wine)

patpat

I grabbed sum coffee

oh

I forgot it in kitchen

my tolerance is very low so I just get very horny and stuff ATM

atm

also I don't enjoy weed that much myself other than edibles depending on the mood

smoking nic and writing tho was a whole thing for me a bit when writing for a period of time
stopped smoking a couple years ago now though, other than periods of like one cig every 5 days or smth

lel

yea kinda

and ye

awwww

heh

I would work rly long on call time periods for my conflict stuff then smoke cus by the end of the day cus of bwa

and yus
>>676845

this makes me wanna rewatch the jeffiot vid

omg heya twink

or in traffic?

aw

oooo

family or fren or stuff ?

think u mentioned but blanked

I might try and get a used switch and a copy of Pokemon scarlet to keep playing cus using my dads (that he hasn't touched in many months) and library copy

awww ;-;

would care for u rn till recovered

deserve, company, comfort, care, n support

mmmmm...

ur making me think of

i

found a video on my phone

from me waiting and finding my ex gf at the airport, meeting her for the first time in person

wh

like
that kinda bbl