full of treats

beep boob

beeboop

:3

what is everyone doing today

or tongiht,,

no freaking way

watching stuff, might check stuff n try to do work in a few, how about chu - ?

how is it out already..,, wtgf

wha

wtf.... ttrolled

it come out the 11

#ksay booger <3

ableeh

bleeh

im so tire..

awe

haha

thank u saeki

:>

am a bit tired but had coffee n stuffs

oh nice

what time is it for you

its almost 11 for me lmao

bit past midnight

pets...

;w;

wonder if any worms are from france

im not in france

!

ye

u'd be west of me

im very far west

globally

or wait

yeah u would be

am NA

not even true

are you french

you idiot

ur french

idiot!

sorry taht was rude

aw

but.. why...

fair enough

aawwwww

straw and gloob might call me sister mb
well
think straw did earlier
but gloob pat

whaspeeps up to

cuties

idkkk

bweh

aw

I need to check my messages

though just offer in case need to reach out
same for you booger tbf

>>679196
do yall only communicate via email correspondence

lololol

I wanna start writing letters and doing pen pals over email but its a messaging service that's more functional for communities than signal but encrypted and private in the ways discord isnt

e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2e2eeeee

use protonmail or something idk

most of us do

this is instant messenger with group chats

as in people not using proton mail are using their choice of private and encrypted email service or their own stuff

@_@

also, not gonna try and live communicate and reply all to a bunch of peeps to talk to them

waow

ur swiss? Swiss cheese?

saeki ill be honest. idk what ur even talking about

I'm saying

i just like listening

a site like signal is what we use in case need to reach out, thasoki too

dw

thasfine thens

that kitty makes me think of the time on laen's mincraft server I found a sleeping snow leopard

ive barely added anyone from here

ok actually thats not entirely true ive contacted a few worms off site but most of them dont go here anymore

ye thaswhy I was offering in case chu wanted to is all

yeah, I mentioned mainly cus like

worms will sometimes disappear out of nowhere n u cant always know what happened if yk
but hope u were able to reach those peeps u were trying to

i wuld be okay with that i guess

since this might be a better way to do it
I could dm u the link to the site n my handle, n let u add if u ever feel like joining n can put u in touch w peeps, so u didnt have to do it if didn't feel like

tired

u are a silly girl

silly-gle

ur a cute robot gurl

not even true

I can see ur charging port- I mean what

cute n sweet though

>>679248
awawawa

cyute

but just trying to check yt while vibin and
see like 60-80 died in flood :c

me

me too rn

mhm

I should get my lain kigurumi/onesie clean n if it gets too cold one night, or I decide to eep w/o blankets
can just wear that

aw thats so cute

wish i had that

would get worms ones n wear with in worm puddle till eep

is cozy though, but sadly its been over 80 to 90 f minimum so has been, y'know ;w;

I like warm stuff, but overheat easily

same lol

i like covering my body

mhm
I enjoy both n well

do whascomfy

i always feel a little naked sometimes when im not completely covered. i feel weird knowing that peopel can see my body

and let self wear what chu actually wont, w/o the impulse taking control

woo, I found a about half empty, small - journal sized, notebook to use cus my tons of other are mostly full n I have to wait till weekend mb for garage sales or stuff to get moar than a single one from store hemm

awawa

hehe

silly

>>679277
i do this on the internet all the time

lol

I've been the like exact opposite for a long time

usually unintentionally. for the record

aw, yeah I've done that a lot tho

just mentioning my generally radical views on like
identity, love, politics, queerness, etc
then getting a mess going because I just said smth abt who I am I feel

thankfully this has happened less, here

this actually, kinda related, makes me think of things I'm writing smth down abt rn regarding something known as prosocial lies where having positive relationship or social outcomes requires a lie that isn't negative to say
and how sometimes I'll have to pretend, online (but this is worse in person), my views aren't as progressive or queer/gay as they are to not turn a conversation into debate #9984 about gay people and trans people

i like watching people argue for me

and silly

I'll come in here and sometimes get a political Convo going then 2 ppl will come in and turn it into a hole thing I just have to sit back and watch play out

>me trying to chill n just have calm n u stressful convo abt a position or discussion abt
>next comes the paragraphs

nuh, think its like

it could be anyone in the right situation and the way some people approach them turns it into something irritating that I can get why chu &or others would engage w how u do

ie, take for example that person who came in while said to be in the hospital and you know

the one that uh

wha

yea

ye

but that was more of a like random storm that happened suddenly unexpectedly

hope they are disconnected from things n figuring stuff out to be safe while getting care, sigh

hmmm I should see if we have a yume Nikki tag to add the vibin to

>>679313
no no I mean that

if someone says something clearly objectable and they maybe being genuine and such, its understandable for ie u or others to respond calling out

yeee

appreciate

hope chu can work towards how u feel better being, also its probably a good thing not to add to stress or bleh on top of other stuffs
like can add needless strain, sometimes

awe

err

my private browser windows crashed earlier so gon re open booru n try to add some tags to applicable images n fix others

yahoo

might do some more math n working out price of moving, been using a calculator w a thermal printer receipt thing n putting them on corkboard to map it out

im so tired...

rest up when chu can <3
looking at Pinterest for stuff to save n stuff to share here or to peeps

>>679331
i probably will now rest. i have a tendency to get wrapped up in tech troubleshooting late at night for som ereason

>>679332
#hug

aw

feel that
I would spend like 2 hours designing a very specific part of my websites design and typography then realize time blindness had kicked in

hope chu can keep well, soon, when u do - sweet dreams then, too c:

bleh

omg heya finch xoxo

wassup how was ur day today n ur long weekend been seeing peep, knowing thems so far ?

dysphoric rn my arms are way too long to pass im such a moid

nu

god iwnbaw

that doesn't matter

and

it kinda does i look like a man and i always will

false

you are a woman

nah

are u seriously gonna say that when u just got mistaken for a cis woman and u have like ten plus people telling u how cute and pretty a girl u are

the dude who mistook me for a cis woman is a dummy!!!!!!!!!!! and everyone is hugboxing me!!!!!!!!!!

if everyone else who thinks ur cute is a dummy
then maybe u just need to be able to love urself and realize u are cute, and a sweet girl

u need to be yaypilled
millions must yippee

gonna hold u and make u unable to say the dumb brainworms things by cutting u off n telling u how much chu mean to self n peeps n how cute n pretty a girl u are
and will

no but i think its cool and watched like a summary video bc i decided i probably wouldnt end up playing it

been putting it off

gah

I forget if I ever even asked chu specifically, have u urself played omori cus ik u know characters

wud spend time w u n play that n other games, many n play while we talk n u can experience different ones that are much smaller n greats

I streamed cyberpunk for peeps for an hour to two from my xbox and showed some stuff to twink and straw and errr other peep while chilling and talking about it

gah the omori thing n hearing its music in smth else rn is making me thing of
loveyourself48(??) (4 numbers at the end)'s video on it and his story of playing it to connect with his 13 year old daughter who had loved it, and he hadn't known a lot about, and who took her own life, him doing a project now to express and cope with his grief through talking about and playing games n connecting w people who went through similar grief
his stuff has hit me hard in past n relate to lots

heyaaaa

I'll be checking thing in a min or two
been putting life off

h ye laen

oh*

I streamed cyberpunk from Xbox for 3 or 4 peeps on an alt twitch acc I made

weba booger

had a chill time

we(lcome)-ba(ck)

<3

I wanna start using yh again more, I didn't use it much here cus I think younger or peeps who, ver understandably, didn't know the dumb IRC stuff I used words from (just means yeah, I like shortening words and things a lot)

ive found it interesting how a lot of australians just shorten every phrase into like a single word for the saying

lol I hadn't been thinking too consciously and I had left my mouse cursor hovering over the cursed burg video and it played for the last 4 minutes straight in center of screen

I wanna get to trying pickles that are nicu, on their own sometime, again
do not enjoy on burg

lol

heya nonners

I like the cap bury

lemme see what tags it has

yippee

I hope that there becomes a more viable way to emulate stuff like switch Pokemon w/o immense power, in time - or at least the price drops as new parts come out, sigh

:D

does booger have interest in stuffs like that

writing down n coming up w ideas for pieces or essays, or media like games if I come up w any other concepts for - maybe

she hasnt messaged me and shes meant to come over today im so nervous

heya :C

aw, sweet ;_;

hey, take time u need to care for self rn and occupy r mind but also try and come up with anyone u could possibly reach as a second contact to check in with who u havent already but

until then there's only so much u can do if done all this stuffs and is best to recognize that ur just gonna have to strap in until being there to meet later, n u cant do anything by putting more n more pressure on self rn - n that it'll make it harder later to do

well ive not been introduced to any of her friends in any way shape or form and i only know one of her friends accounts by stalking her page

awe

im so upset

I get it ;-; its really tough, especially when chu have been getting so close to her like I've been saying, but I really hope it was some circumstances that made it rly difficult to access or do msging, or she needed time away or stuff for the trip, as much as that sucks, it could lighten pressure being put on self a lil by the feeling of endess worries
but

>>679433
i mean i guess ur right but like......its been 3 days.......even her liking one of my messages to let me know shes still even alive would help but ive gotten nothing

I really hope she does reach out like its

weird and quite gah to do like that, so soon in ad when going away n just kinda ghosting u like that, u deserve a lot better than the stress of dis n lots of luv as well, but I hope with all my heart that theres an explanation that helps ease, and u can get in touch soon
maybe sleeping after all the stuff was doing

ill keep you guys posted...

thank you saeki ily ur a good friend

(even though that doesn't explain the previous days,, maybe was a mix of issues but I'm just hoping its not smth bad in ways that'd weigh more, and either way) am here if can gib support of company through this lil while of hurt being more rn, and

nawu lts, chu are really sweet n caring n showing it in this weight ur feeling though I know how much it makes it hurt even more to have that thought n care behind someone n does this sorta thing
love chu lots n sending u care n good wishes, take care u need n don't forget to eat n be drinking water

gonna grab pasta salad/cold pasta meal prep esc thingy w cucumbers olives and lot of pasta n nice salad dressing etc

ate the last of it that was in fridge ,w,

yis!
there's a lot ofsliced cucumber left in the container cus not enoughpasta for and hehe

I wanna share watermelon w cuties, too
luv watermelon n melons a lot as even my old pfp/profile art by fren had me sitting w/holding watermelon hehe

;3;

real pain
would probably cry

;v;
reminds me, I wanna someday/time try thing that the trans streamer who moved to Thailand would eat a lot of on stream, being jackfruit or stuffs
idk much about or remember how she described taste
was also a vegan

or

yea vegan I think, but wasn't ever talking about being such just yk u can infer from all the stuff

and

would take care of peeps noms n pickup new ones so didn't have to stress self n go out, too much

heh

then replacing it the next day is another one I image along the route

and lel

awww

might see if I hab any choco

>>679466
omg omg heya Twink, diid u rest a little, sweet?

hehe

mood

I've been nodding while writing down notes

waow

yeah smth like that

I'll tuck us in so both can eep

I've been getting songs stuck in my head lately

>>679481
u gonna stay up for a bit ? I feel that, I might rest soon ill

finally check my dms

actually, let me dose a lil first so I'm a lil less shy nervous

u get any dreams more than just a nap ?

lain I'm gonna go ahaead and be there n make u imagine positive hopeful scenarios when u start thinking n suggesting dreadful ones

d'awww

I had that earlier

I'll err

maybe I can send u a pic in DMS of how I setup to eep but I

have a comforter cover made of same material as soft sheet n stuff w button up to close it and
cus I'm a dummy, I use it instead as a
yeah
I put my sheet inside of it (cus its summer, too hot) and get inside w the sheet I wrap myself in while inside it, then put blahaj between legs and arms and
I have another blahaj under my pillow I rest hand on underneath my head

>3<

ye so

I put my heavy weighted blanket over all of that

and d'awww, I hope u can rest up soons

I take it off midway through about half of nights

I have my fan on absolute max and eep when its cooler out