if u dont see me for a while i'm in a hospital bed

i dunno anymore but i have a gnawing pain in my neck and throat on top of the jaw pain now

threw up a bunch yesterday too

its storming and i HATE going at night

those arepast 2 days

I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL WITH THE ANGRY DRUGGIES

every time i go at night i have to deal with them and it makes me so scared

i can drive if i need to i'm not that bad

i can sit here and bitch

i've had pain for over a month now

i too my clindamycin

i'll be fine till the morning when ican get my shit together

i want to have my pills, charger and some clothes

i'm going in like 6 hours it'll be fine

i haven't gotten any worse since like 7 pm

no i'mnot its titanium

my ears would be fucked uptoo

and my ribs

they put feet in my skin after cutting meopen and it heals around them

yes and they screw the tops on

the reason my chest ones are red is the infection got in my skin

i've had the chest ones for over a year

the throat is january and the ribs are like 2 months

oh the belly button one is like october last year

the dermals yes i decided to get into body mods

i'm not going till i want to

there is no proof of sepsis yet

the jaw has been hurting for ove ra month its not a new pain i simply didn't take my meds right

pain killers i'm supposed to take eery 4 hours

jaw infectiona nd swelling

they were vague

possible syphilis

nope its not getting ready to go till i get out of bed in the morning

i'm contrary and will fight

yes they are the pain pill seekers and they basically stay in the waiting room harassing u

so until uget a bed they are around

security is basically rent a cop they cant do shit

i'm a vulnerable looking trans woman i dont need that stress

anyway gnight i need to sleep some

i'll make it

the hospital in the morning is me being safe i could have just ignored it and finished my pill bottle i'm being proactive

the night staff is also really sparse so you wait forever anyway

bout 9 in the morning you get good treatment

and the storm should be gone by then so i can drive

its always better to go in the morning if u can for most things people are just better at that time

1:30 am staff is groggy and surly

no they are behind the big doors and the pain pill guys are on the other side in the waiting room

oncei went and they had actual cops and they kept the guys in check

ok i'm out and just btw my space bar is breaking

thats why i keep missing it

bye i'll try to check in if they dont keep me it might just be another go in and spend the day thing

luv u worms

got sum work done though

<3
hihi
missed u yday and maybe day before ?
how was ur visit w wife back at ur area :>

oh!!

other than getting work done

I scraped like 90-95% of brans art to make an archive so that don't have to use Twitter, and so can send to peeps when good, fitting picture

omg heya roseeee

>>686530
and gahhhh

ver

hehe

if there was one here n fit or stuff, would, or put ur flag as a badge on website

also

I hope things chill n the peeps at ur new place do or are gon take care of selves n the place, n aren't made to be doing stuff a lot

reminding me of the 2-3 peeps I lived w who I was like the most functional peep showering and cleaning and so on despite being the disabled one

>>686549
< 3

also

I cuddled cus

is u

ur not the other anon right

>>686559
#hug
;3;

take care of self n don't rush best can
n hope its not bad gahh

rose i

downloaded like 95% of of brans art

yahooo

pretty, cuties

>>686571
ur twinkanon right or other Twink anon

ah

ah

that is why I cuddled u

assumed was the regular

and yeah

what does this mean are u just a repressor

>>686596
;W;
gahhhh

need to help u put stuff on smh

>>686595
if chu are trans n just brainwormed then bonk

no calling self that

would help

or

lmao

whichever identity u are that isn't just self hate there's flags for trans n ppl on hrt

'''boys'''

ty

idk what weirdo stuff snissy is other than where I can assume its coming from

>>686613
<333

wut

o_o

>>686614
I got cake but haven't had any yet

is also choccy

perhap
but also would eat w worms

he looks intense in pic also the hat is adding to that teehe

need to talk to nonaaa

I might go into city this weekend

for concerts

>>686613
rose did u see my msg abt pup bran art

I might upload it to an unlisted file folder to let worms DL them all, too

I don't wanna have to scroll pages to find the art and I wanted reaction images, n I was just vibing watching videos so I spent time n downloaded I think 90-95% of her posted images n stuff

hope u can do nicu stuff

n ur probably a cute girl or girlboy n not a twink

>>686653
<333
mhmhm
is very lovely

and ah ic

there's several peeps here who use the flags to y'know

but

have nice time w bf

and rose that type stuff is rly cozy n wan again gah
very comfy n fun

love looking at art w peeps and sitting next to/on or in peeps lap (no matter if in lap or they're on lap)

if u mean can chu post nudes or porn, nuh

u can show covered up self a bit if its not suggestive sorta thing
but if to ask for input or stuff
chu can do #throw and replace an image with another in case u send smth of self that u wanna delete

>>686667
#throw
::pet clover

I might hab cake

need a line break
bwa >>686671

ver cute

want that againnnn

n be bruised n wear crop top or stuff out

>>686681
#this (this, so much this)

and very waow

I might try n watch an EP of something w character wish I could get body to better align w so I don't have my thoughts go blegh about not being err

and silly

on n off I've been trying to figure out, not actively at all, what manhwa I read in like 2021 n stuff that was

maybe popular, yaoi w abuse n abduction by rich guy in like a penthouse but

the other ones I've seen aren't it n would have to find my old friends and talk to them again to find out

is dadsex like the roles or literal in story incest

wanna try out Gundam again after not having done more than a couple, 10 or lil less yrs ago n
trying to find cute or pretty n awawa ones, idk, and this looks nicu
but wanna find stuff with more parts

>>686702
me jacking into the wired to find laen

omg heya vuv

heyaaa

and I'm incredibly noddy
might pass out but grabbed sum tea n lil wheel of cheez

hbu??

mhm. sane

same

been up super long, got sum work done last night though

but gm to u n I hope u can wake up moar n hab a great day, or rest sum moar if u need

gonna grab another smol cheese wheel or two I think, had been putting off eating much moar but finally did

had meant to eat so I could brush teef earlier but lot track of time so gonna brush again in a few (have to do so after every meal w me n things)

mhmm

they're the

smol wax covered ones

family err

well

me n mom were able to get groceries figured out cus she got paid, had been out of everything till yday afternoon

wanna cook for cuties

u hab any plans for ur day ? yday or one before that we talked go oke w visit ?

awww ye

I hope u can, bwaaa

ehehe

millions must yippee

I had, for the past few years, considered a series I saw when I was 12 to be my second (maybe third, depending on if I was watching two at the same time) anime I ever saw, outside of Pokemon or some yugioh when my mf dad wasn't around so he couldn't claim it was satanic
but

I had thought that, outside of those two as a kid kid, DRRR might've been my second
though I realized, from seeing the bury hug pic w (is it kero kero? hm)
that Sgt frog was probably my 1st or 2nd, outside of thingies like pokemon

.search sgt frog opening

1. 1.
   
   『ケロロ軍曹』Keroro Gunso OP 1「EN Sub」

   shoikot

   1:31
2. 2.
   
   Sergeant Frog opening song

   Kodamas100

   1:31
3. 3.
   
   Keroro Gunso Opening 1 [Full]

   Kappa

   3:08
4. 4.
   
   『ケロロ軍曹』Keroro Gunso OP 2「EN Sub」

   shoikot

   1:30
5. 5.
   
   Top Keroro Openings & Endings (Party Rank) (Reupload)

   Daytona-520: Anime Music Lists - Not Dead Yet

   13:42