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shrimp
i guess its better than shooting heroin or smth
shrimp
>>704343
id actually love to hear u yap about it tho altho maybe it wouldnt be fun because its all very grim but im generally pretty numb to the horrors of humanity
anon
No there's some fun stuff to be honest
shrimp
me, the enlightened true crime watcher
shrimp
I think history is super interesting and I love learning about the history of other places in the world it's just not like a primary interest so idk a lot
anon
There's uh... okay if you want a moral conundrum
anon
There's this former warlord
anon
General Buttnaked
anon
Basically he was fucked in the head
shrimp
General Buttnaked
anon
Like eating the hearts of the parents in front of their children then conscripting them to be child soldiers tier evil. This guy was fucked
shrimp
Oh I thought you were gonna talk fun stuff I missed the "if you want a moral conudrum" part
anon
But after the Liberian civil war, he became a born again christian
anon
And now he actively wants to establish a court to oversee punishment for war crimes and intends on standing trial
shrimp
oh wow
anon
like he's submitted himself to it wholeheartedly, started up a whole program to help former child soldiers, like the whole nine yards
anon
So basically it's a whole moral conundrum because this guy was the absolute worst of the worst, maybe a product of his environment, but he is at least sincere enough in his newfound convictions that he'd be willing to be executed at any moment so that justice is served. It's kind of an interesting story to me.
shrimp
That is incredibly interesting honestly
shrimp
Says a lot about the human condition i think
shrimp
People can definitely change but what do you do when they did shit like that.
shrimp
I think like, justice doesn't necessarily mean just killing him. For as much harm that he did if he is true in his conviction serving a cause that tries to right the wrongs he did, alongside the wrongs of others doing similar things, that probably sounds like justice. Like a sort of forced community service
anon
I think that he should be sent to the court and serve the exact same punishment as any other warlord, which for guys with that level of power should really be execution in order to secure some degree of stability.
shrimp
Hmm yeah
anon
Not because I think it's necessary that he "be punished' but that in order for such a court to function properly exemptions can't be made because "you're kind of a cool guy now"
shrimp
I'd agree with that too ya
shrimp
Very clear cut line
anon
Oh God, there's also the whole thing with uh fuck I always get his name confused
anon
Habyarimana
anon
The Rwandan President whose plane was shot down triggering the Rwandan genocide
shrimp
Oh?
anon
The prelude to the Rwandan Genocide is genuinely like... insanely complicated. I am too tired to explain the entire thing, but it is very very complicated
>>704383
finch
strange things are happening in this girl's basement
finch
3 of us are not sober and we injected the sober one with estrogen (with his consent) and now we're playing a vr furry porn game
>>704387
anon
>>704383
Unfortunately, everything I know is from textbooks, a couple of books, reading over the documents the UN provided, etc.
>>704390
shrimp
i figured im just shitposting sry
shrimp
>>704384
average transfem hangout session
finch
only 2 of us r transfems
shrimp
3 now
shrimp
>>704385
you'll just have to record a personal podcast for me later....
finch
maybe
finch
2 transfems a twink and a sort of weird like he/him lesbian kinda guy in this basement
anon
I am seeing if this video covers it
anon
But basically the details around the Arusha accord are very mysterious, because essentially it's taken for granted that Habyarinama intended on just breaking them the instant he could, but his plane was shot down by the RPF (which they deny but it's more or less highly likely they did it) before he did break it. And there's like... it's very very confusing. Especially with the way the interhamwe were set up, the fact that Rwanda basically spent 20 years with the RPF perched at their border, Habyarinama started out as a sort of compromise between the tutsis and hutus but his own desire for power along with the constant looming threat of the RPF had essentially led him to have an ever shrinking circle of allies that became more and more extreme.
shrimp
oh huh
shrimp
i dont really follow honestly cause idk these names or orgs. i basically know nothing about rwanda other than there was a genocide
anon
When I am not as tired I can explain it, it's like... very confusing even when it is explained
shrimp
i'd love that honestly
anon
Because like... we are talking the Ugandan government trying to create a puppet government in Rwanda, which in turn becomes this hardcore military power that creates its own puppet governments in the Congo that are still around today
anon
Like there's alot of weird political maneuvering and interests from all over the continent that sort of coalesce
shrimp
oh wow
shrimp
is that why you say it was like kojima and got
anon
Yeah
shrimp
it get the general vibe of it more now yeah
shrimp
id def love to learn more
anon
right now M23, which is a Rwandan backed group, is taking over a substantial portion of the Eastern Congo.
anon
Oh and also it is very uh... there is a whole thing where France was sending in soldiers to back Habyarinama under the guise of "protecting French citizens", then supplying equipment to Interahamwe while the Belgians were in turn training the RPF, then after the genocide alot of the Interahamwe fled to the Congo, which is the reason why Rwanda attacked the Congo in the first place
shrimp
ohh was it the french and belgish that were involved
shrimp
for some reason i thought britain was involved in it
>>704412
anon
>>704410
The British had their own problems, they had very recently had Rhodesia and all the bullshit along with it, and iirc this would be around when apartheid ended in SA which is where British focus was
shrimp
ohhh i was thinking of rhodesia i think yeah
anon
The Brits were more focused on pressuring South Africa to end apartheid while also doing their own thing elsewhere
anon
Also the Brits HATED Rhodesia and South Africa's white minority government for being incompetent fuckwits obsessed with worsening the situation at every turn to maintain something fundamentally deranged and impossible
shrimp
understandable
anon
Alot of South Africa's problems today can be tracked back to the white minority government having a melty and burning everything to the ground just to keep apartheid up in the face of overwhelming international pressure
anon
cool lore anon
anon
But it's okay, Elon will bring back the white minority government and now we'll embargo the South Africans for having too many black people in charge instead
shrimp
💀
anon
Which is part of why you should never listen to a single thing anybody ever says about Africa ever. Because they will be like "the land redistribution caused capital flight!" when my brother in christ the capital flight was already happening because of the sanctions
anon
if elon was still buddy buddy, he would have wanted to become the head of a newly independent corporate western cape
anon
The work Mandela and De Klerk did to stop the country from completely imploding and collapsing is severely underappreciated
shrimp
interesting
shrimp
i have nothing insightful to say but i am reading with interest
anon
despite apartheid being run by afrikaners mostly, it doesn't take up much cultural space here in the netherlands
>>704432
anon
maybe because it was a british colony for so long
anon
but sometimes I hear afrikaans when walking about, and you always do a double take. It sounds very strange when you expect to hear dutch
anon
kind of like what dutch sounds like to english speakers, I presume
anon
especially at uni, there were a significant amount of south africans
anon
>>704427
I mean it ended over 30 years ago at this point. Also all things considered, it ended fairly peaceably. What was expected to be coups, countercoups, and tribal conflicts ended up being democracy with some flaws and a bad economic situation.
anon
sure, but I meant that it is the largest linguistic descendant of our language, and still occupies no cultural space here.
despite the native speakers being like, more than half of our population I believe
>>704448
anon
we still have a lot of influence from for example suriname, the antilles, etc. much smaller former colonies. They occupy a lot of cultural space here
anon
not meant negatively of course, I like surinamese. it feels familiar as a partly hispanic person myself
anon
afrikaans seems much more insular in that sense
anon
I always figured afrikaans sounded like a very very accented dutch to you guys
anon
I also speak portuguese, my maternal family comes from Brazil. Brazilian Portuguese is much more sing-songy compared to that of Portugal, which is harsh.
When I hear Afrikaans, it has exactly the same relation to Dutch. It sounds way less harsh
anon
Apparently they also use more archaic words, and certain ways in which you compose words (grammatically) are different
anon
I figured that, afrikaans split from dutch alot longer ago than people think
anon
like, the English postfix -ed in dutch is -en, but in Afrikaans it seems like they use the last constanant(?) less
anon
sounds nicer than dutch tbh
CrimXius Fur
Hello
CrimXius Fur
I like how this board updates in real time with messages
anon
y its cute
anon
Damn I gotta sleep lol
anti
i think afrikaans is p interesting but since its the racism language and descended from frankic dialects i mostly use it to silence frankic speakers lmao
anti
>>704433
i knew a south african, but idk i dont think theres that many afrikaners in the mainland netherlands at least
anon
glorious ducks.....
anon
such magnificient creatures
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heya
shrimp
saeaeaeaeaki
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shreieeeieieieieimp
nona
hi is anyone there
nona
hi
nona
am
nona
kinda
nona
freaking out
nona
uh
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:<<
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wassup
nona
can we talk on discord
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errrr
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I haven't checked discord in a long time but I have um
nona
i dont rlly wanna talk abt it publicly
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ye
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there's a site a bunch of worms have been using for dms that just need email
nona
ok
sæкі
I'll dm
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one sec
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::cuddle crying
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::cuddle cry
anon
am i petty/evil for being happy to learn that an old enemy of mine is locked in a psych ward? if it helps they're transphobic
>>704482
nona
@camo:envs.net
nona
>>704480
ur not evil but personally id never wish anyone to go there
>>704483
anon
hmm
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invited u
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can add u to the worm group later when ur doing oki
yngven
:3
romeo
i will never be a real man
sæкі
u are >:c
romeo
im a weird deluded fat woman seeking validation
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nuh
romeo
i don't even look male
romeo
everything i wear shows how stupidly curvy i am
sæкі
you can work towards better fitting how chu wanna look but it doesn't invalidate who you are to not just yet, or be in circumstances that feel blegh or hurt
romeo
everyone of my friends is lying they all see me as a woman stull
sæкі
n also find clothes that help
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nu reeee ; _;
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
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#tag (unknown booru upload error) loose_clown clown help
>>704570
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
BRO LET ME LIVE PLEASE
sæкі
omg heya rose
romeo
hi rose
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hellooooooo hihihihi
romeo
rose do you think im a real man
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
yurr
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yus
romeo
i beg to differ
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2 say otherwise
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
well then beg
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hehe
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I forget that u have the hrt femboy flag
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
eheheh its just rlly funny
romeo
i guess i could be a man
romeo
maybe
sæкі
you are :>
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
well i say you are so you are
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
because im always right
>>704523
sæкі
real
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its like how my crush is a girl now cos i said so
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its just how it work rlly
>>704528
romeo
r u gonna forcemasc me then
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
idk if its rlly "force"mascing
sæкі
heh
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
but yeah i'll inject u with T rn, the needles flying towards u
romeo
yay
romeo
im on pills rn it does not help
sæкі
:3
sæкі
would also help worms w meds
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awww
sæкі
I hope u can get the treatment that chu wan in time
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
.play geese taxes
romeo
i get paid on friday so maybe ill diy
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
u can see lex walton in this music video for like 0.2 seconds
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i did a lex walton cover a few days ago
>>704547
romeo
wait fuck i forgot to see where i ranked in the pjsk event
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
but also she cut her hair, devastating
romeo
last time i checked i was still top 4000
sæкі
:3
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
pjsk?
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ye
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
what is pjsk
sæкі
project sekai
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
ahhh
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
DOCTOR
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
DOCTOR HEAL YOURSELF!
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
DOCTOR
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
DOCTOR HEAL YOURSELF!
yngven
helo saki how goes it
sæкі
heya
sæкі
meh
sæкі
chu ?
yngven
same
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
boreddddddddd
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
wanna HANG OUT
sæкі
would
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
saekiiiiii why doesnt the booru work rn??
sæкі
huh
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errr
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>704503
im tryna upload shit to the booru n it no workie
sæкі
it loaded for me but sometimes there's an error and you just have to try again
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i tried a few times tho :(
anon
i keep destroying my legs without giving them enough time to heal. its SO HARD to sit still
sæкі
awwwe I'm sorri idk maybe its the file specifically its not liking, but I can try to upload smth in a couple
sæкі
and reeee
sæкі
rest urself
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daww
romeo
i went down by like 1000 places overnight
sæкі
mhm ;u;
romeo
im friends with #4232
sæкі
also hehe name
romeo
i am the yaoi machine
romeo
there's a ruikasa pic somewhere in that yaoi command
anon
I'm a yummy-treat powered victim.
sæкі
gah
anon
how do males cope with trauma
anon
liike i think male socialization basically means that you just don't talk about these kinds of things, and a lot of the times, you don't really talk about your feelings and such
anon
I think some male culture is going
anon
‘ I am strong’ with all you do
and some female culture is going
‘I am only acting as other would have me’ with all you do
>>704596
anon
>>704594
that's so shallow, i don't get it
sæкі
this is incredibly reductive
>>704599
romeo
i cannot fc this one song holy shit
sæкі
awe
romeo
.play pjsk Rin-chan now hard mode gameplay
sæкі
its implying that you cant change from that socialization or that there aren't ways that its vented, trauma wise, for men
but socialization is something that is a concept and isnt universal to all men with how they'll cope with trauma, yeah, many men don't do things to cope with it and often end up putting emotional labour on their wives or partners but this isn't universal, particularly in current times
its massively dependent on the person and, often, its vented through things like community or religious spaces or partners
>>704608>>704604
romeo
its not that hard but its just very difficult to get consistent at
>>704606
sæкі
also I just find the whole idea to be quite damaging to trans people specifically, in general
but the way that men are treated and the expectations put onto them can put pressure on them to bottle it up which can be seen in how many of them vent it out or explode, though this is not a universal thing
>>704608>>704609
anon
>>704605
to clarify, i'm asking in the context of toxic masculinity.
i don't get why you're all upset about this, kinda.
>>704602
>its implying
no, not what i wanted to do nor do
>>704610
sæкі
>>704608
yeah this is what I'm alluding to more but there is a lack of ways to vent it out in the west specifically
sæкі
just the way that err
male and other things were said and then the follow ups it came off weird
>>704620
sæкі
riding w worms
booger (phone)!boymodewng
huh
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waow
anon
>>704611
what should i have said instead..
sæкі
things like leading w toxic masculinity instead and men there can be gud, but its not a particular issue, just kinda came off similar way that some brainwormed ppl or such I'd seen talk in past
>>704622
sæкі
just don't put a ton of pressure on self thinking you have a 'male brain'
>>704626
anon
>>704625
i was more referring to people in my social circle
sæкі
yeh I get it
sæкі
my dad does not speak about anything like at all in these senses
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and was a workaholic alcoholic till he nearly hit us
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thankfully stopped drinking
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they usually vent out in negative ways like that, though
anon
sad that being miserable made him achieve more career wise
anon
I think toxic masculinity is a motte and Bailey. just say masculinity. no one ever says ‘hey that woman needs more positive masculinity’ which if there were positive parts, everyone would need th
sæкі
I mean people have begun, as of a few yrs now, using positive masc/fem as a way to describe fighting the toxic parts
anon
but why would those positive parts be essentially gendered and also only apply to one gender
sæкі
I mean I don't really use them or the terms but its just a way that I see describing these things but its usually err
anon
standing up to others might be ‘positive masculinity
anon
but women need to do it too even if more uncomfortable to them
sæкі
its a thing, I'm not gonna be able to fully explain it
sæкі
but applying it to people like that isn't good and especially err
w it gendered
anon
it doesn’t sound like the most useful thing. it sounds like a way to complain about others without joining in their struggles
anon
it’s never ‘we need to work harder to prevent men from going crazy with overwork’ -maybe that’s foolish because no one wants to emphasize the bad parts of life. people like to talk about what they achieve in the context of work, not just the labor
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I mean its a useful lens for analysis, mainly
anon
I hope Nona feel ok
booger (phone)!boymodewng
sakei
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boog
anon
booger
anon
gf cant find her zyns and now she's super cranky at me :(
anon
time for her to stop
homeless puppygirl
woof
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heya
homeless puppygirl
hiii saeki
sæкі
r u actually homeless? :c
>>704661
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
im building a little puppy kennel for her rn
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:>
homeless puppygirl
>>704658
not yet, but maybe soon :<
sæкі
nuh :c
homeless puppygirl
the future is uncertain for this puppy
homeless puppygirl
i think you're kinda far away
0.0382% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>704671
0.0383% laptopbooger!boymodewng
saeki ur spinning
dinnerladymoder
im a low potassium sissy
dinnerladymoder
im so eepy because i didnt supplement my medicines properly and now ive got hypowhateverthefuckaremia
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- u-
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.skip
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hmmm
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a video still shows as stuck for me
yngven
:3
yngven
i love drinking a monster for breakfast
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awe
shrimp
2 mosser
anti
mosser
yngven
found out i got lovebombed by the person i was talking with
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awwwe :'<
yngven
i genuinely thought they cared about me
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, ;<
hug
I'm sorry that's tough
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cyberpunk update announcement stream going rn
bwawa
boe
my poor 1060 would melt just by watching that stream
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d'aw
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I play that stuff mainly on my series s cus my laptop is p weak
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; w;
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I'm watching it at 720p on 8 gigs of ram on tv
anti
whats new in da update
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heyaaa
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3 new cars and new quest for them and motorcycles can now have custom color schemes on all of them and
anti
its p cool they're still adding new stuff
sæкі
auto drive got added and it allows you to set it to just drive you around the city with no input, like let the game idle and drive you around to random places w music on
>>704709
anti
maybe ill play it again sometime but I'd have to set up my gog launcher on steam deck again
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awe ye, I had gotten it on PC by buying a gog cdkey
anti
i shd have a look if modders got custom radio figured out
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they are saying they say a bunch of 4 hr YT vids of people driving with music that were popular so decided to add a way to do it which is cuul
also having 'cinematic' camera for it n stuff
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the new bike looks cool
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also a giant ass truck with graffiti all over it
anti
oh nice
anti
i can finally add some proper punk
sæкі
yeee
sæкі
my PC copy had a ton of mods n stuff but I haven't played it in a while cus each update means I have to reinstall each one
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::meow
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:(
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heya fujo
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I might make fried rice
fujo
you're telling me a sæki fried that rice
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as saeki as that
shrimp
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mumble mumble woke mumble mumble trans weed
anti
hi fujo :D
anti
le cannabis du la wokisme
shrimp
its so racist how they draw shrimp pink like that thats what they look like when theyre dead and food
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hehe
anti
what a banger
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making sum
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omg heya straw
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just found out parts of the US have privatized corpo fire fighters and not public ones
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like they bill you like an ambulance
>>704752
straw bury
>>704748
incredibly fucked up

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