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I have to go mow and stuff so gonna poof
take care of selves worms
::glehappy
yngven
got back from the docs
yngven
my back is perfectly fine besides some disk bulging and VERY slight scoliosis
yngven
:D
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weba
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about to head outside
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put on sunscreen
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and yay
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real glad to hear, and that it was just a quick thing going over scans
::pet clover
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ily worms
yngven
yur :3
yngven
just gotta do more PT and my back pain /should/ go away
yngven
if not they'll have an MRI done on my back
anon
erm
anon
Of all the fucking things to completely implode Trump, the fucking Epstein files. Jesus fucking Christ total conspiracy theorist cultural victory
0.0515% laptopbooger!boymodewng
wormies it took 5 days
0.0516% laptopbooger!boymodewng
5. days.
anon
huh
0.0517% laptopbooger!boymodewng
5 days since i moved and i fucking hate t his place and am literally counting the days
#c 365-5 (360)

until i can move out of this shithole and go somewhere that is better
anon
idk where you moved to
anon
But you just moved, so you need to like get out and explore
>>708802
0.0518% laptopbooger!boymodewng
absolutely not
0.0519% laptopbooger!boymodewng
hate literally every single person in this place tbh
anon
What region and is it urban or rural feeling
0.0520% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like it's just... everyuthing i literally hate everything, like the place wouldn't be so bad if the people didn't suck
0.0521% laptopbooger!boymodewng
but like i've talked to like 10 people and geniunly i just didn't like any ofthem or they were weird
>>708805
0.0523% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like if i even met 1 person who wasn't either

weird as fuck
creepy as fuck
a dick
sketchy
didn't try to scam me
not annoying

then i'd be like, whatever i'll give it a chance, but i'm not kidding literally every person i have talked to so far has been one of those things
0.0524% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like i just think the west coast people just suck to be honest
0.0525% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it's a culture thing
anon
It's your first weekend out there
>>708812
0.0526% laptopbooger!boymodewng
the only people who i've liked have been a few of my coworkers and they are all moved from the east coast
0.0527% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>708810
that doesn't matter imo
anon
I just think you gotta try, there's gotta be people out there that are cool
0.0528% laptopbooger!boymodewng
no i will leave in a year inshallah
0.0530% laptopbooger!boymodewng
wait frick i higlighted the wrong thing
0.0531% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i'm not yelling at uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
0.0532% laptopbooger!boymodewng
oh. yeah that really sucks to hear. I hope you can move out soon.
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yeh
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thankfully I don't get too much pressure put on me about doing it in two sessions but
does get aaaa
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cus sometimes exec dysfunction is bad or I forget
or I literally have to say the truth that I'd faint in the heat when he's asking
anon
>>708816
I need to get my schedule on track lol
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awww yeh
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I'll try not to contribute to the failure to do so
will help or try w if wanted, mb
anon
I can handle it, don't you worry
0.0533% laptopbooger!boymodewng
yeh.png
but #yeh
anyways i basically speed ran hating this place, it's actually insane. New Record
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lol
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I forget if I found out where u went but I hope its not so insufferable that its somewhere you cant live long or much worse than old place
0.0534% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i started a countdown timer i am getting out of here in a year or i am quitting and then going back home
>>708836
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ah yeh
anon
>>708834
You should instead start a timer to coming to my place
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is it like a 6 mo contract type thing
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ye
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with some of those like more institutionalized positions/places you can more easily do that than elsewhere
0.0536% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>708840
the place? yes. the people, 50/50
>>708843
anon
>>708842
My family has some land out in Texas near Fredericksburg....
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:v
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I constantly think about well
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not constantly but like 3+ times a day
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getting a place or going n squatting in the middle of ded nowhere Cali type area where you will never see police and so on
anon
Fredericksburg is kinda like er... fancy Texas. Nice ranches, wineries, things like that. The city center has like hip and cool stuff, very good restaurants. It's not like actual rural Texas. My family USED to live in goddamn pearsall.
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yeah
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bwa
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ye
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we're like
0.0537% laptopbooger!boymodewng
my hottest take ever is that west coast culture sucks in general, and that people from the e ast coast are 10x nicer, more funny, better to be around, not as toxic and cringe
>>708855
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we have areas like that semi near to us but we're in unincorporated area that's mostly fields beyond the odd nieghborhood
anon
>>708853
West Coast feels like America's America. Like I view Californians the same way the rest of the World views Americans, hyper materialistic, firm in the belief that their state is the only one that matters or even meaningfully exists, overly open and such but not necessarily kind
>>708857
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would you pick letting Cali exist or the state of jefferson
0.0538% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>708855
>state of jefferson
YES
0.0539% laptopbooger!boymodewng
not to the state of jefferson i had it highlihgted because i had to look it up
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hehe
0.0540% laptopbooger!boymodewng
but i just think maybe the states should be split up and the western states should be their own country tbh
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I think they should have the autonomy to yk make their own and decisions but also required to uphold equality & freedoms
anon
I think we're stronger together :heart_emoji:
>>708865
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lel
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slurp slurp
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my family is mostly from like
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my parents lived in Cali for most of their lives
anon
I mean California is a very weird place, but there's stuff to do out there. It's not so bad.
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yyeh
0.0542% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like i'm not saying they're worse necessarily, i'm just saying I don't persoanlly like or enjoy it. I don't think they should change i just don't fit in. Like i'm not saying they're wrong for their culutre basically
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its just different in ways that diverge a lot due to the sheer size of the country and how regions can be worlds apart in opinion/cultures theyre influenced by
0.0543% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it's not the opinons that are the issue it's the way they act
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ye
0.0544% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like i like most of californias politics
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people are uh
0.0545% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i just don't like the people
>>708879
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insert first question being what do you do and nothing else when first interacting
0.0546% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>708877
and this is like apoloticial, like i super don't like any maga anywhere, but cali magas i especailyl dislike, and i super dislike dem calis. It's not like a politics thing
>>708881
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its a different culture and the way they act bc of where they are and the culture there makes it its own special kind of irritating
anon
>>708879
Cali has it's own brand of political weirdness. It's home of the NIMBY.
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yeh
anon
.play carry on my wayward son
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haiii
awroo
anon
puppy girl
anon
i never expected to become a puppy girl
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:3
anon
>>708894
You should wake me up by looking at me like this and asking me to cook something for you
>>708896
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hehe
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sweetie
anon
smoking tobacco out of an old timey pipe
anon
and getting a delicious burrito
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:D
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nom
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need
anon
Agreed
anon
Want to take you out for good food tbh
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:#
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:3
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and u 2
anon
I would NEVER say :3
anon
I don't :3
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boymoders must take off their hoodies and show their cute selves
>>708915
anon
>>708914
I agree... I should take boymoders and force them to go to the mall so they can pick out cute clothes then make them girlmode and look cute for me
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:3
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hehe...
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gah I need.. to um
anon
hmm?
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sigh
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dunno how to word it and is kinda depressy so nvm but
::cuddle
anon
it's alright if you wanna DM it to me
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just need to start doing the things again that'd make me better comfy in body including finally uhh
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what's the word
anon
Ahh I see, you should, it'll make you feel better just to finish it up
>>708929
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I'm on new browser now
>>708931
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heya
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Mozilla is unfamiliar but hopefully I'll get used to it
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I mean I need to start my shots and hold myself to starting
>>708940
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being like
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I'm not detrans but the stasis or comfort in not having to face the effects again just yet has been holding me back from doing the thing that'd make me happi
::gle sad
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based off firefox
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much better
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I have like 6 browsers installed at least
anon
>>708932
You should, it's hard to get over the first hurdle especially when you have exec dysfunction, but once you get started and rolling it'll be easier
>>708944
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hmmm
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Well thing is my country's goverment is rolling out a new bullshit law soon so I want to protect myself online
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
The last one I used had direct connections to police and such, one snap and all your search history belongs to them
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
And using Tor is kinda painful so I think FF will do for now
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yeah if you
anon
You should
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Kinda wish politicians would focus on actual problems not what people search online but it is what it is
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want a privacy focused ff that is better than plain, using LibreWolf or Zen while mixing with Tor as needed is a good path
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librewolf has a lot more privacy features and blocks trackers and everything related always
(I used it for a year or more, it is annoying to have to re-login to a lot of stuff every relaunch, but it's worthwhile)
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uhhh
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2
anon
Use LYNX
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hehe
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I wanted to get into lynx more
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I think laen confirmed or u did that the site breaks on lynx
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Why even uses Opera anymore, the only good feature was build-in vpn
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just don't use opera
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tbh
anon
Use Lynx and start using gopherspaces, truly the only way to be safe online
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Okay okay
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this is what zen looks like and it has a lot of customization and all Firefox features
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Thing is, the law isn't a law yet but it may become soon
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which law this time
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
And I want to be prepared
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blocking of all stuff or
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yeh
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very understandable
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oh yeah so the main thing with zen is that you can do hotkeys for most things
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Don
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Don't wanna talk about this
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and ye dw is alr
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I mean, obv. I don't spend all my time online searching how to make drugs or bombs but still
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was just curious but not gonna make describe or risk or stress self
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ye
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lol
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
With Russia you never know
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yea
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the uncertainty is very stressful idk
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
"The harshness of russians laws is softened by not having to follow them" as the saying goes
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heh
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yea
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
And even after LGBT became an extrimist group recently I don't think anyone actually got into trouble (unless they're open) but still I'm too paranoid for all of this
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mostly ends up being a way to write off targeting people specifically and those out in public being such yk
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
And as you can probably imagine this isn't 1984 levels of security, we don't have enough money or people to like jail everyone and watch everything, there's tons of ways to avoid this but still, what is even the point of all of these laws? To scare people? That's the only real point I can see
>>708992
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there's a lot of holes
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and a lot of bigger fish to fry
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
And the worst is that all the far left internet sources covering this are fear mongering to the max rn
anon
>>708988
To scare people and also to be selectively applied when you do something the government really doesn't want
>>708996
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Like any time anything like this happens everyone start fear mongering
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I hate this sm
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>708992
Ofc ofc, that's what I've seen Kochetkov (russian pro lgbt activist) talk about in his telegram
>>709003
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yea
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I knew some mutual aid groups around
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Honestly I like him, he's one of the few who don't fear monger 24/7
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yea
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it also doesn't help to be scaring people all the time to where they freeze up and wont be able to do anything
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
It's almost like they have a fetish or something
anon
>>708996
Yeah, I don't think the idea is to enforce it harshly across the whole of the population because quite frankly the Russian state doesn't have the resources. Instead they are going to sort of randomly pick out a few people to completely crush with them or find those who have done something the government dislikes, then hope that scares the rest
>>709006
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oe trips
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inb4 the state is coming for my lost emo kids Yuri
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>709003
This mostly done "for a checkmark" as we say, just to show that "Yes sire we do watch and follow the law"
anon
Well it also gives them a good way to discredit opponents in the eyes of Russia's sort of right wing elements. "Oh this guy that opposed the government, he's a faggot too, the anti-faggot law was used on him"
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also just putting every group other than those in power against one another
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pitting
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
It's all so tiresome.png
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yeh
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I had to stop engaging as much as it drained me to burning out over and over
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Anyways, sorry for venting just needed to get this of my chest
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isokej, take care of self how helps
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
In other news, mt Postal dude key charms arrived
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yahoo
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Gonna take a photo one sec
Chicken Sandwich
what ever happened to exodus
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helo
fujo
god this is awful in terms of fingerprinting
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heya fujo
fujo
hi saeki
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Fujo? more fudge amirite
>>709026
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.skip (video skipped)
Chicken Sandwich
I used to have an Umihara Kawase charm but it fell off my lanyard while I was walking one day :((((
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hope u can get some that u like to replace if u do
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I also ordered passport cover with Postal dude
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Quality of life updates
Chicken Sandwich
tfw. I have no passport and it's currently federally illegal for me to be issued one (because trans)
>>709037
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oo
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pat
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also have this issue but likely going another route if I try to leave
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>709033
Roseboy sandwich?
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maybe can err
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Bitches be like: you're mine. First off I'm on probition, "I" belong to the state
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hmmm
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it is possible to get a passport even if trans in US ATM but it wont generally match your gender marker, it will be a pain but
>>709045
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I'm aware of people who have fled the country to Thailand already with such
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Why do people need birth certificate bro I'm right here
Chicken Sandwich
>>709041
yeah I'm not gonna go to the airport with a document that gives TSA an excuse to molest me
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I mean this is something that is sadly the reality no matter the gender marker unless like
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with the body scanner, if they see like
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Is it true that Hawaii has rainbow on driving lisence
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I feel like its sadly a lose lose often cus either that marker is assigned at birth and if they
Chicken Sandwich
the body scanner isn't the problem, I'm post top and I have a vagina
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ah
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yeh that bwa
Chicken Sandwich
if I have to go through security with a passport that says "this is a man with a male name and a penis" I'm going to get mistreated
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hope you can possibly like
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there is the route of I think its like
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flat 30k to get a passport for a separate country that can let you get out and buy citizenship and so on
though in terms of here, practically the main thing is seeing how other ppl in similar position have had it go in your state, hopefully being one that isn't red
Chicken Sandwich
or possibly accused of using a stolen passport
Chicken Sandwich
it was perfectly legal to update gender marker until like six months ago and now I'm kicking myself for not having done that
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Girl pills (crystalized breast milk)
Chicken Sandwich
I can't travel to another country without being immediately outed as trans, assuming the US government will even issue me a passport (with incorrect information on it) in the first place
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waiting and seeing with the current canada situation, blocking the nb from being deported due to the danger for trans people in US, maybe good to check on in the meantime while working on things
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but
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I recommend looking into citizenship by descendence
anon
No you can only have ONE BITE of my burrito
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aw
that works
anon
Otherwise I will have to get you your OWN burrito
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one of the women whos a victim of Epstein attempted suicide and has 4 days expected left from pills damage to organs ; _;
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sigh
anon
The Epstein stuff has gotten completely wild
>>709094
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yea
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
So what about that Stephen King tweet
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dunno it
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Check him hard drive
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Well tbf considering how often he makes children in his books do questionable stuff it's unsuprising
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idk wut happened
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
He said Epstein client list isn't real recently
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welp
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inb4
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Meh, his writing became shit a while ago
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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::gle sip
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Me with horse tranquilizers
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Pikmin 4
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Which Sonic character would be able to kill Kennedy
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you see the letter at least? or the stuff about it
>>709102
anon
>>709094
Basically Trump admin had to completely 180 because Trump was friends with Epstein.
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yeah the base is generally just realizing
anon
It's funny because like... I doubt that there is some sort of client list, but we live in the total conspiracy theorist victory timeline so now MAGA has gone completely crazy
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>insert me talking about this years ago
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for mom n i
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>>709102
for Epstein's 50th birthday, a collection of letters was made for the party, for epstein, and its been reported and seems legit that trump wrote a letter in this book that's quite uh
questionable
and also was written inside of a drawing of a naked woman with the pubes being trumps signature, using the same sort of marker he's seen using in the other drawings he's done from the time
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its very gah
anon
this has got to be the most bisexual president ever elected how can your pedo ring letter be that fruity
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I feel like there's been quite a few at the least bi presidents that were heavy closeted in the 20th century
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along with like I think FDRs wife who was buried next to a woman who she was in love with
>>709116
0.0547% laptopbooger!boymodewng
erasdfjikl;asdasdfgjjsdfgjksdfgz sdfgjieruasfd
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it may not be FDR but a president from that era was buried alongside a woman who she met while traveling w the president and became pen pals with
>>709122
anon
>>709116
she is now as far as im concerned. you said it and now its instantly head canoned in my mind.
>>709119
Luca
>>709118
Lmao, she couldn't be satisfied by ol' paralyzed dick FDR
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a first lady was buried*
0.0548% laptopbooger!boymodewng
klasdfgjkldfasjklasdfjklasdfjkl;asdfjkl;assdfjk
Luca
>>709117
Truman? Eisenhower? like new deal era or shortly after new deal era
Luca
Hoover?
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eleanor roosevelt
0.0549% laptopbooger!boymodewng
fjkiuiojkamamnfudapuioeheajklajfhda
0.0550% laptopbooger!boymodewng
jkasdfhjasdfhjasdfghasdfhjasdfhjklasdfhjkl
0.0551% laptopbooger!boymodewng
hjkhjkl;j io;hj kl;j kl;hjklhjklhjkl;jkl;jkl;hjkl;uhikl;;uhjkluhjio;jio;hjkl;jikl;hjioklhjklhjkl
anon
what if you could have a drug trip... inside another drug trip?
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hehe
Luca
>>709126
Fascinating, I had no idea
Luca
It's kind of sweet that she was buried next to her lover
>>709137
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I forget what specific episode its from but I can find the history EP about cool ppl in history, hosted by a trans anarchist author, who covered it and showed me it first in EP
0.0552% laptopbooger!boymodewng
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>>709136
0.0553% laptopbooger!boymodewng
not even a weba...
>>709140
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this 4? partner is amazing btw but that one has the Eleanor stuff in it
anon
oh boy bi erasure
Luca
Oh boy, I didn't think it would actually put it in Spanish!
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hehe
Luca
>>709136
#change prose in the style of Jorge Luis Borges
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curious, is there a /lit/ or equivalent on libpol
Luca
No idea, though sounds like it might be a decent place to get recommendations if it exists
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I check all every now n then in case peeps are on some other spot but yeh
>>709153
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was wanting to find a forum to begin hanging out on again, earlier
>>709160
Luca
>>709136
ironic that it would write a passage about Cervantes lol
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heya weba
0.0554% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>709147
i never check
0.0559% laptopbooger!boymodewng
who messed with the tags..
Luca
>>709148
Damn, you don't like the chats?
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I do, but having a forum where I can compose my thoughts and have it be static etc would be nice for some other forms of conversation, it's basically a different medium
Luca
Used to use a forum a long time ago, eventually shut down a few years ago, but all the people migrated to instant-messaging
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yeh the forum I had a few hundred to thousand posts on died but it was probably for the best, another forum I used - but mainly stuck to their IRC - is still alive but idk if I wanna come back cus I met my 3 ex gfs there
>>709165
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and no clue if they still check in
Luca
>>709163
Oh yeah, makes sense. Wow, three ex-girlfriends.
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(we were all a thing bwa)
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I did move in w them for a time tho but
Luca
Oh, I see
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the community was cool tho I think its mostly dead now, otherwise I would recommend
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its like a decade or two old, very gay/queer, dev community that has a bunch of forums and wikis and fediverse stuff
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but if I find a comfy forum that'd be nice, n same if others do as well
for posting stuff upwards of a couple paragraphs at times
0.0560% laptopbooger!boymodewng
just use myspace
0.0561% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it's what we used to do back in the day
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actually that reminds me, spacehey could fit that for me if I get to using it again, more
0.0562% laptopbooger!boymodewng
saeki what are your thoughts
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that I should answer my messages. . .

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