I don't believe there's a like

they all have their place basically, but also PC is gonna be a lot better for many reasons when it comes to mc

>>715741
I was relearning php for the new versions a few months back

I used to run a few phpbb forums

>>715749
there's a few of these but I'm not so involved that I'd know the names off top of my head, particularly with how cloned the plugin market and such gets

they're seemingly alright from the info I have but I'd have to find out which one I'm thinking of

this makes me wanna play the windowsG electronics MC server running on a an iMac g4 or g5 or smth
such a good video, she also makes it so 1.12 clients can join the latest vers server

omg

I could use

:V

I could use vivecraft to play on laens server or whoevs

I haven't used vivecraft since probably 2020-2021

on my used quest 1

but cus the MC servers we run are chill, I use clients to be able to make my FOV fit my preferences and make it so the UI is smth I prefer more

I'm very anarchy brained but I don't use it for cheat cheats generally

I did actually lel I

used to HvH in csgo

went bathroom

I just realized while in the bathroom

I saw my scars and was thinking for a second and realized I hit my 5 yrs clean of SH last month

>>715789
#hug

bwa

xo
also proud of worms, , ,

last time was actually the day, I think, when I broke up w the person who got sentenced
so is kind of a strange like aligning of the timeline it feels like

ye

ik

just shy

not err

been rewarded for any of dis stuff

ily n worms too n appreciate lots, too kind

reminds me of this forum for my peer age range, which died, that has a like
many years long SH like days clean counting thread that I'd post in and say how long itd been for a good few yrs

was good to see other peeps there working through getting more time in-between n stuff

bwawawa

n mail u letters

:3

I forget the name or the word for it but an item exchange sending things to each other w letter that peeps find

like if find a thingy at thrift store that chu think the other person would like or would be cool to send, chu mail it and then the other person sends u smth too

yeah

sort of like that with the people knowing what each other like even if just generally

a gift economy board on libpol when

ye

I used to

lmao

omg

just unlocked a memory so uh
I used to bike 20 or a bit less miles sometimes in my teen yrs and
I was still like trying to work on figuring out what I felt w being fem or stuff, and I would have packages of outfits sent to a kiosk on a secret Amazon account that I'd bike to and put in my bag

in case family were to open a box

yeh

that kinda thing I'd always check the exact time and be able to pickup right away in case

but lel hope it wasn't uhhh ouch

ovo;

yeah

I enjoy being err
well, I didn't/don't feel safe all that much here at this home so I enjoyed getting out and doing things, and getting to places I felt I fit better instead of where I am in the middle of corn fields

and its just a like
it was a junky old like 'mountain bike' that was probably 100 USD originally in the 90s or 00s that a friend gave to me when he got a new one, it was just black

with like the junky bike branding claiming it was for mountain off road whatever

I wanna get a used electric bike so I can get to the train station and be out for most of the day, go to a coffee shop or place towards the city to work (doing stuff online)

hehe

other than the city rent seeking ones they're p expensive and only came down to an eh price around the past couple yrs

>>715851
:((

bikes can be rly sketch especially if in an area w traffic or so on

and yeah

its just that they're not really made to be y'know

and often aren't treated with as much respect or safety gear that motorcycle bikers are used to generally

hehe

never got to have one of those but did ride a frens electric scooter a couple times

but hope to get a used ebike for a couple hundred or so, that is local used listing, so I don't have to spend like 700-1500

>>715866
teehee

yeah those things

those are sketch

yea the bikes generally go up to at least 20 mph but some of them have questionably added higher speeds that aren't supposed to be allowed

>>715882
nuh
ily
#kiss

I'll err

insert like j-joke about '''suffocating''' w kis

>>715891
nu

:D

>>715900
I'd bite u if u wanted

lovingly

teehee

#meow

boogerererererer

go eep!

u need it

>>715930
#kiss

I'll tuck us in instead n do this every night till ur able to have the thoughts begin to ease n fade bit by bit even if long n slow

ily too

take the care u need and tend to self best can
would give care

gonna make fried rice I think

>>715943
d'awwww!!! goodnight ! luv u and sweet dreams, cutie
hope u can eep well c:

>>715946
watching stream rn n just started playing the vid a few min ago, missed some of the first guys thing cus making fried rice but yeh

ye

just the I don't see how j6 makes him pro crime wah

>>715953
yeh

also him being a convicted felon etc

also lel it kinda sucks that so
jubilee claims any stream showing it so shes having to put like bad reverb/echo sfx and a filter that looks like the lines u get when u smash a monitor and a dancing very low res weasel gif

to avoid getting taken down

very annoying

also lmao the ur not American assumptions already

ye

hehe

yeah

I wonder what percentage of the socialist politicians in the early 20th century US were like first gen immigrants or such, but that was also a lot of people at the time so I'd have to seriously look and I don't really trust ai' with this kind of question tbh

at least generally many more progressive for America positions, due to the window of US politics having been all over and usually further right than many places for quite a long time now

yeah I mean the later

we had a different situation then

ah yeah 'the conservatives are liberal to me' I can see the types they picked to stir the pot

[YouTube]

the trans streamer who fled to Thailand

is having to head to Vietnam for a while to work out visa stuff

rip
>link the stream
>she breaks a plate

heh

yeah

its really bad with jubilee cus theyll make the stream shut down if its recognized

she also has, I didn't know specifically till mentioned earlier when asked, has a degree in medicine and also studied nutrition

>you and I both agree that sex offending, especially child sex offending, is a bad thing [right?]

>>715989
ou

hope its faster than the traffic junk of yday night

>>715983
I cant remember the exact circumstance but I think she found out about the vaush 'tax folder' earlier than it happened and dealt w harassment cus of the chuds
even tho p small, has been through quite a bit n is relatively gud on most issues so I stuck around

, ;v ooo

oh my, apparently I got gifted a membership sometime recently even though I don't rly tune in anymore

apparently I've also had 6+ months of subs gifted to me from watching
I made a wiki site for her community at one point but got busy n couldn't do much with it

aw

we have like subway cars that go above the roads

>>716005
sadly they don't really go out into the areas beyond the city, but if I take an hour long ride on a like double floor train (but not one you can sleep on or stuff) you get to the city

basically, except these go directly into the city and then go other places

but they like

could be using the other trains but they don't connect the best so its kind of annoying

I had balance/+walking issues for a while and is tough
but ye dw now

I have other stuff (am disabled) but thankfully recovered from the gait thingy

is a like
condition that's a rare issue of manifestations of trauma as physical or pain or etc issues that's gah
(its mainly gah because its presumed to always be faking, but there's like yk)

x ye dw

a story I fo

a video essay from a guy who talks Abt psychology and such in relation to games and things (Daryl talks games or whatever) went into the condition and an example story of a real (Idk if case study fits here?) experience a high schooler had - unrelated but also when I experienced it

he was on the highschool football team, maybe a quarterback I forget which position (US football)
and he ended up getting hit kind of hard in a game and he realized on the ride home that he had lost vision in one of his eyes

they tested him and couldn't figure out or see any issue or anything, saying he had to be able to see in the eye
but after seeing and talking with psychs eventually I think, they came to understand that pressure from his dad to become a professional in the sport, and do it for the rest of his life, had put so much stress and mental weight on him that it had this rare manifestation in this way; the Drs and psychs had him talk to his dad about not wanting to devote his life to the sport and such, and that his dad would accept him no matter what he chose and the vision came back in a couple days

#smartai what is functional neurological symptom disorder, it's relation to trauma and its intersection between psychological and neurological issue

Functional Neurological Symptom Disorder (FND), formerly known as Conversion Disorder, is a complex neuropsychiatric condition characterized by neurological symptoms—such as motor dysfunction (e.g., weakness, tremors), sensory disturbances (e.g., numbness, blindness), or non-epileptic seizures—that cannot be explained by conventional neurological disease. Instead, these symptoms arise from disruptions in brain functioning at the level of neural networks rather than structural damage.

### **Key Features of FND:**
1. **Neurologically Inconsistent Symptoms** – Clinical findings often defy typical anatomical pathways (e.g., "glove-and-stocking" anesthesia that doesn’t follow dermatomal patterns).
2. **Positive Signs on Examination** – Hoover's sign for functional leg weakness or tremor entrainment tests can distinguish FND from organic disorders.
3. **High Comorbidity with Psychiatric Conditions** – Anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) frequently co-occur with FND.

### **The Trauma Connection**
- A well-documented association exists between psychological trauma and FND development:
- Childhood adversity (**physical/sexual abuse**, neglect) increases vulnerability.
- Acute stressors in adulthood may precipitate symptom onset.
- The prevailing hypothesis suggests that traumatic experiences overwhelm cognitive-emotional processing capacities, leading to maladaptive dissociation and somatization—where distress manifests physically via dysfunctional sensorimotor integration.

### **Psychological vs. Neurological Intersection**
FND sits at the crossroads of mind-brain duality:
1. **Neurobiological Mechanisms:**
- Abnormalities in limbic system connectivity disrupt emotion regulation.
- Hyperactivity in the amygdala heightens threat perception while prefrontal cortex hypoactivity impairs executive control over bodily functions.
- Dysfunctional self-agency networks lead to misattribution of internally generated movements/sensations ("I didn't do this; it happened *to* me").

2. **Psychological Frameworks:**
- Freudian conversion theory proposed unconscious conflicts transforming into somatic symptoms but has limited empirical support today.
- Contemporary models emphasize predictive coding errors where top-down expectations override bottom-up sensory input due to prior trauma conditioning.

3. **Treatment Implications:**
- Multidisciplinary care integrating neurology & psychiatry is essential.
✔️ Psychoeducation reframes symptoms as reversible malfunctions rather than irreversible damage (“hardware intact; software glitch”).
✔️ Cognitive-behavioral therapy targets catastrophic misinterpretation & avoidance behaviors reinforcing disability cycles.)
✔️ Physical rehabilitation rebuilds normal movement patterns disrupted by maladaptive habit formation.)

4.) Emerging research highlights promising neuromodulation techniques like transcranial magnetic stimulation **(TMS)** targeting supplementary motor areas implicated in agency disruption.)

In summary,F ND exemplifies how deeply intertwined psyche soma relationships are — neither purely “in one’s head” nor entirely attributable pathological lesions,yet profoundly real suffering warranting compassionate neuroscience-informed interventions.” what is functional neurological symptom disorder, it's relation to trauma and its intersection between psychological and neurological issue

>>716029
lmao

wait what the hecc

#ai what is transcranial magnetic stimulation and its use in the treatment of conditions like FNSD, for example

transcranial magnetic stimulation (tms) is a noninvasive procedure that uses magnetic fields to stimulate nerve cells in the brain. it's typically used for treating depression when other treatments haven’t worked.

for functional neurological symptom disorder (fnsd), tms is less commonly used but is being explored as a potential treatment. some studies suggest it might help modulate brain circuits involved in symptoms like seizures or movement disorders when they’re psychogenic in origin. it doesn’t directly treat fnsd itself, but could help alleviate certain symptoms by influencing brain activity. still, evidence is limited and it’s not a standard treatment for this condition yet. most approaches for fnsd focus on psychotherapy, physical therapy, or other neurorehab techniques. hospitals or specialized clinics might offer tms off-label for fnsd in research settings, but it’s experimental. what is transcranial magnetic stimulation and its use in the treatment of conditions like FNSD, for example

huh

interesting
makes me think of, I forget the name for it specifically, but using monitors of brain waves to train and be able to help work on treating issues similarly

>he had hookers there too

also is this like a mirror of truth posts

from trump

is he legit just posting this screenshot or is it a video

oh seriously haha

I thought that was a joke

I get it now

that kind of thing is referenced ironically so often now that I couldnt tell

I should link something

[YouTube]

renegade cut is based but he sadly now just makes like

well, sadly for my kind of interest, he makes these like heavily edited music electronic meme music videos relating to politics that have no commentary or such

when he used to make analytical essays, he was also from the original like

nostalgia critic or TGWTG site or I forget the name of their platform
he did a sort of progressive/left film analysis and review show back then

also I don't think, if we are to have presidents, that the president should have sole authority to decide all if we can have a law that the people want for example or such

I don't believe in the idea of a presidential system, but if stuck with it, I'd prefer that they're more accountable to the people, and actually directly chosen by them without all the things making it so that the people don't properly decide it and marginalized groups have less effect on the vote

I need to re-read some of the history of the various commune type regions of the US that were made by Christian anarchists in the like west or in various parts of the country early ish on

I find that well

in the current situation, removing it could cause an uprooting and situation that leads to a lot of conflict and risk for bigger issues at the current moment, not even thinking about the issues of democracy being compromised due to the manipulation and entry into post truth

and manufactured consensus reality

and also there probably should be more restrictions but not in the way that like

it needs to be something yea

they should probably also not be someone already of such immense power and such that well

a lot of things

yeah

someone who's actually pursuing the servant work because its what they want to do, helping things/people or so on and aren't expecting to pursue being president from the start

yea

god I just realized and made the connection of what some of the ai discussions the last day or two reminded me of, being some of the zizzian stuff

the gutfeld first bit being "we need to learn from the blacks" just on its own is wack

yea

also

its TV ratings

yk

yeah

the fact that Rupert Murdoch didn't kill the letter story is kinda crazy but also gives some kind of possible credibility that they knew a giant af lawsuit would come and yet they published it when unlikely to at all be in their full interest

yeah

sorta hedging his bets too with already knowing it probably but also yk

lel

yeh

I recommend the first season (first like 10? or 8? or smth?) episodes of the pod 'it could happen here' for talking about such stuff and the concept of a second American civil war, where the creator predicted a lot of what happened in the coming years, all the way back in 2019

yeh

this being the first ep if ever interested
https://podbay.fm/p/it-could-happen-here/e/1553767200
he's a long time conflict journalist who reported from Ukraine in 2016 and in Syria and stuffs
and also does behind the bastards, a history show on the worst people from history into modern day

in the first EP he talks about his worry of a 2nd civil war, and he decides to reach out to a bunch of historians and civil war scholars, thinking they'll ignore him or think he's crazy etc
and his growing terror as basically every one of them responds taking it seriously with their own similar worries

gonna try and eep in a while

have to leave for my appt in err
13 hrs or so (is chill and will have enough time to eep)

, w,

>>716109
qter sweetie
and mm, ye, rest up when chu can cus its later there :>

huh, in ref to thing on stream, I didn't know the spare the rod spoil the child thing wasn't actually about corporal punishment originally

if true

nw, its about how

the rod was used to fight off wolves from attacking and killing sheep and such, and that if you didn't fight off the wolves with such that the child would be '''spoiled'''

lel yeah the sort of flip side of how its been taken

>we value freedom of speech so journalists must platform my ideology
>says the great replacement guy

hehe

omg heya again

thing work okej ?