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labby
i do not like italians
0.1194% laptopbooger!boymodewng
what's wrong with italians
labby
they speak a romance language so i cant understand them
0.1195% laptopbooger!boymodewng
the media is a reflection of the people imo
>>726972
sæкі
I make coffee
anon
>>726969
It's a reflection of the fact that the people have an appetite for infotainment, yes
0.1196% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it's a reflection that the people really don't want to be informed
>>726976
0.1197% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it's boring they want exciting conspiracys and whatnot they don't care about how government actually functions
labby
i am a disillusioned anarchist so im halfway to woke mussolini
anon
>>726973
I disagree, people *want* to be informed, but they are easily enticed into mistaking infotainment for quality information
0.1198% laptopbooger!boymodewng
you have a too optimistic view of people
>>726984
labby
>>726978
yes
0.1199% laptopbooger!boymodewng
because if they wanted to be informed then it woudln't be the case that the majority of americans can't name the 3 branches of government because uhh yeah that's covered in school
labby
mandatory transition for all reppers
anon
>>726977
I believe democracy's record speaks for itself, and that people are too eager to dispense with the idea that the people making decisions is good
>>726987
labby
>>726985
kiss them obviously i'm a dyke for a reason
0.1200% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>726984
you could have said the same during the french revolution
>>726991
0.1201% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i believe the monarchy's record speaks for itself look at the propsperity we've had compared to before
0.1202% laptopbooger!boymodewng
faith girlcel?
anon
>>726987
I would describe Napoleon's empire as short lived, I would not describe liberal ascendancy as short lived
>>726993
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>>726991
i was talking about before napelon
labby
>>726988
i dont know how you got this from my post
labby
i am a dyke not some pussy ass het
0.1204% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like the monarchy was in place from like what 867 until like ~1700ish
>>727001
labby
i like women idc if theyre ugly and/or clocky
sæкі
bacc
sæкі
got like half a cup n set to make another thing of coffee
>>727006
anon
>>726996
The monarchy repeatedly collapsed and was replaced with new dynasties and systems, the medieval era was not as static as believed and regardless you are describing a fundamentally different level of development and society
0.1205% laptopbooger!boymodewng
and democracies haven't?
0.1206% laptopbooger!boymodewng
but i feel like you're missing the point, you're looking at it with hindsight, look at it from the perspective of someone who lived in the time
>>727007
labby
>>727003
i fuck testo butches what kinda question is this
0.1207% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727000
coffee????? you can't do that that's a drugf
>>727008
anon
>>727004
Okay, then it was alright sure, and sometimes bad. If I look at feudalism as though I am currently existing in feudalism, I'd probably turn around and talk about farming turnips
0.1208% laptopbooger!boymodewng
and i'm not even really arguing for like, retvrn to dictator or monarch, really what i want is a return to a republic, like some kind of barrier should be but in place to vote
>>727013
0.1209% laptopbooger!boymodewng
idk what it should be but it should be something
anon
>>727010
A barrier to vote is a double edged sword that will be used against you
0.1210% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i'm not saying i would be fit to vote even to be clear lmao
>>727016
labby
the adolf hitlers of the world are chomping st the bit to bar minorities from voting
anon
>>727014
Do you think that the barriers to vote would result in "the good people" voting when every barrier in history has had the exact opposite effect?
0.1211% laptopbooger!boymodewng
no but it would stop the dumbest ideally
>>727020
sæкі
-..-
0.1212% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like idk even just like a mandatory course, where you have to learn how the three brnaches of government worked would do wonders i feel
>>727024
anon
>>727017
last I checked it was the dipshit crackers in the south that were getting to vote
>>727025
labby
>>727009
i simply do not care about brainworms because i live in the real world
>>727026
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>>727021
YEAH AND THE MAJORITY OF AMERICANS STILL DON'T KNOW IT
anon
>>727019
I agree compulsory education and a more functioning education system
>>727029
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>>727020
yeah so i agree like idk how you would do it but sure repulicans or democrats would use it to discriminate against "undesirables" whatever they would be
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>>727022
yeh
u also deserve to be able to be happi past ur self hate or stuffs too thoughs
::heart
labby
im a fat tranny dyke and im straight chilling bc i go outside and dykes love that shit
sæкі
even if its not brainworms in the same way
0.1216% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i'm not saying i have a solution, i'm just saying there's clearly a problem
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and the problem isn't the system i think it's the people
labby
i think twinks should be barred from voting
anon
>>727029
It was working fairly well relative to every other system tried for a century, I'm not going to give up on it now after getting undermined by snakes like Trump and his dipshit wannabe tech overlord filth
labby
>>727033
trvke
0.1218% laptopbooger!boymodewng
china is doing pretty well
>>727038
0.1219% laptopbooger!boymodewng
we could copy their system
>>727040
anon
>>727036
Yeah no I'm sorry, I'm not a big fan of their idea of "democracy" or "liberty" nor do I buy their narrative either
0.1220% laptopbooger!boymodewng
well but if your criteria is that it "works fairly well" then i mean you should be for it no?
>>727042
labby
i think i'd rather live in china than in the US rn
anon
>>727039
My criteria for works pretty well is different than yours I suppose
sæкі
>>727043
that's not why I'm saying that
0.1222% laptopbooger!boymodewng
oh why
sæкі
its like choosing to copy another system that's going to create as many issues just different ones, and this country isn't one that has the culture that would allow the same kind of system to be employed
>>727050
0.1223% laptopbooger!boymodewng
china is a complicated country but like objectively i think some of the ways that they choose to do things works well
anon
>>727046
I don't flatly reject everything they do, but I view their continuous propaganda with suspicion, I believe there are things worth borrowing but not their entire system
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>>727047
but this is fair
sæкі
I think you can take aspects and learn from these countries but trying to copy it wholesale is going to create a big painful problem
anon
I don't believe the current american system is above change, to the contrary I think its flexibility is a benefit
0.1225% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like i think state owned corporations are a great idea tbh and there should be more
>>727056
sæкі
and yeah no
0.1226% laptopbooger!boymodewng
oh okay i think they work well and usually they're pressured to pay well and if you do themwith critical resources you can return money to the people
anon
>>727053
Yes and you can have state owned enterprises in a liberal democracy, we have them all throughout the Western world and we even have them in the US
>>727061
sæкі
I just disagree with the sort of dichotomy of picking between these
sæкі
they both suck in different ways
0.1227% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i was talking just about state-owned corporations i think they should be used more oh okay i see what you're saying
sæкі
yeh I mean as apart of either system
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>>727056
yeah they should be used way more
>>727062
anon
>>727061
And I believe the decision to do so should be decided by a legislature elected by the people, with a judiciary that ensures this respects the rights of those involved, and executive selected by the people to carry it out
0.1229% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i just disagree
0.1230% laptopbooger!boymodewng
people are not equipped to understand today's world i feel
0.1231% laptopbooger!boymodewng
which leads to them acting in really stupid ways, like i know that everyone here is a communist or anarchist or whatever, but the stock market and the economy is really complicated and i don't think first of all even *i* understand it, but i don't think the average person understands these things.

Which leads to them literally thinking the most braindead conspiracies on how companies work, and how these things work, which leads to them voting for dumb decisions which leads to worse outcomes
sæкі
the average person doesn't need to know about these things to make a decision, they should be informed without a false narrative and information misleading them, but
anon
I don't view moving decisions away from the people as a curative for this, I see autocrats as even more likely to insulate themselves from it, authoritarian regimes more likely to manipulate information to make themselves more appealing as reality is thrown to the wayside.
>>727069
sæкі
taking away the peoples autonomy bc its presumed they cant understand is just
0.1233% laptopbooger!boymodewng
a body of experts
anon
>>727069
technocrat is a relative term, in dipshit MAGA land Laura Loomer is a goddamn technocrat, the selection of those in power isn't hold on grabbing sandwich
sæкі
its gonna leave a lot of people behind and bring more blindspots that cause harm because of things
0.1234% laptopbooger!boymodewng
true i guess
sæкі
you can have a system that allows the people to have direct say in the system while still having experts who are educated on the things they focus on, without the people being decided they cant choose the general things for themselves - even if they cant deal with the nitty gritty small details in the bigger picture, they don't need to
0.1235% laptopbooger!boymodewng
but then there's a dillema i feel where you have people who have no idea what they're voting on voting and leading to really dumb stuff
>>727078
0.1236% laptopbooger!boymodewng
ok focusing on the economy, there is people who believe that a trade deficit is a bad thing, like catastrophically.
sæкі
yeah but this is because of them being mislead and the information being flooded to them has damaged it even being democracy
>>727079
fujo
>>727075
mr president another period of trump has hit the united states
>>727083
0.1237% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727077
i disagree it's been explained to them numerous time, there is a large body of people who will violently disagree with you if you explain to them that just because they make more money doensn't mean they will lose money. Like they cannot understand graduated tax brackets, and will get violently angry with you if you point it oput
sæкі
this is a much smaller amount of people
sæкі
also
sæкі
maybe focus on that there was such a large amount of people who don't engage at all, rather than the people dug in that far
>>727084
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>>727078
ur right actaully this would probably lead to a dicatator
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>>727082
i feel like the people who are dug in that far are the problem
>>727087
anon
mind you I don't fully disagree with everything you say or believe
anon
I think, for example, in order to be elected to the legislature, you should have a record of civil service
>>727092
sæкі
>>727084
they're part of it, but they've been fed the information to end up this way, and so it just
>>727089
0.1240% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i'm just a simple blue collar worker, idk what i'm talking about
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>>727087
you're taking away their agency, they might just be straight up stupid, or unwilling to listen it's not misinformation
sæкі
I'm not talking in that sense
sæкі
I mean that the information being given isn't an actual issue or factual a lot of the time so people end up being pushed into these spaces due to a lot of things
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>>727086
eh
0.1243% laptopbooger!boymodewng
idk honestly, i could see drawbacks to limitations placed on that like saeki was saying tbf
anon
I think everyone should be allowed to vote, but I think the value of the republic is that you have to elect a capable representative, this representative should be selected from civil service as they understand the systems in place and restrictions it has. As opposed to titans of industry or god forbid... political pundits being elected
sæкі
its a intersectional and complex thing that involves a lot of systems and how people are getting information and massive distrust
0.1244% laptopbooger!boymodewng
yeah but if you limit who can be elected, then you are limited who can represent the people. Like I think that you could miss out on a lot of people who would want to be represented if you did that
>>727100
0.1245% laptopbooger!boymodewng
like what saeki was saying
sæкі
I personally don't believe in a system with a president or sole leader, but I can recognize in a system like we're in now it's probably going to be safe if some reqs were made but
0.1246% laptopbooger!boymodewng
yeah but this is like your representative like your memeber of congress
anon
>>727096
Alot of people would want to be represented by bozo the clown. You can find a right winger in civil service
>>727101
0.1247% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727100
ok and the problem isn't that they elect bozo the clown the problem is that they vote
>>727103
sæкі
locking out the people who
anon
>>727101
The issue is that the current bozo the clown and his ilk literally do not understand how the government works
sæкі
I cant fully go into rn but can maybe share a doc sometime that maybe of interest that isn't like wack stuff
sæкі
just things that can also be taken into account
0.1248% laptopbooger!boymodewng
yeah i think the issue with the reqs is no matter what you make them, there is always the chance someone stacks the deck yano? which people won't accept
>>727109
anon
hold on getting soda
sæкі
its also a thing where the people who are most representative of the people err
anon
>>727106
Yes, I am stacking the deck in a different way, but I suppose I am doing it because I want
>>727112
sæкі
a lot of people are locked out of it due to not having the privilege of entering the roles that would be needed in that kind of system, things could be done to help that but it cuts out a lot of people that could be those the general populous actually wants, but cant choose (neutrally)
>>727111
0.1249% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727110
yeh i get what you're saying, like if you make civil service a thing to be a represenattive then people who coujldn't get a job in civil service for whatever reason would be locked out
>>727114>>727113
anon
>>727109
I want minimum competence out of those in government
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>>727111
yeh I mean mainly a lot of people who maybe best able to represent the vast majority of people would often be ones who have the least ability to pursue work like that, or be allowed to enter that kind of work
anon
>>727111
public employment, even in our market system, is fuckin HUGE. Locking marginalized groups out of civil service would not be an entirely non-destructive measure, it would be felt
sæкі
its a sucky circumstance thing due to capitalism in many ways but not commenting on that here just noting that it is
0.1250% laptopbooger!boymodewng
idk which is why we should bring back kings to make these decisions for us
0.1251% laptopbooger!boymodewng
or queens i'm cool with that too
anon
in addition, I believe a functional judiciary would be in place to stop this very act
0.1252% laptopbooger!boymodewng
nah
anon
alright I am back
0.1253% laptopbooger!boymodewng
no more judges either the king can be the judge
>>727124
anon
Got my sandwich
sæкі
I need to find out if the original platformism texts or theory is out there n also download the 80s post left book
anon
>>727121
Yeah nah, fuck that, I want a big old judiciary
anon
And a huge lexicon of individual laws and precedents I ffucking LOVE ENGLISH COMMON LAW YES YES FUCK YES
sæкі
cus why not
0.1254% laptopbooger!boymodewng
anyways idk, you guys see the represenatatives as a problem, and i don't. I think they're accurately representing their people. I think the people are the problem. I think that's the core disagreement.

I disagree with the notion that it's just misinformation, these people are gleeful, they know what they're are doing. They are hateful and fucking idiots. I think this is an inevitable problem, in a democaracy, which is why i don't think everyone should necessarily be allowed to vote.

That's my argument.

Your argument is, the represenstatives are the probelm, the elites are tricking the people into voting against their own interests, and that, if presented with the correct information, they wouild make better decisions.

Is that a fair summary?
>>727130>>727133>>727145
sæкі
got coffee
sæкі
too hot
anon
>>727127
I think that you are looking at the problem and trying to solve it by squeezing one section, I want to squeeze a different one, the reality is that in every system, there are people, autocracies, oligarchies, democracies, that's how it is
sæкі
its not just but it is a big part, what I mean by that is there's been so much distrust and polarization that digging your heels in has become a response for a lot of people
sæкі
its a factor
we have a lot of people who believe things that are just inherently opposed to things that would bring progress, but these people often times wouldn't have so much power in the decisions if it wasn't for things like how voting is done
anon
>>727127
I don't think that they are being maliciously tricked, I believe that the elites are playing to the tune of the market realities, I also think there is MUCH MUCH more than just a shitty media ecosystem, but I think it is dramatically underestimated how destructive it is that 40% of Republicans watch Fox News and literally nothing else lmao
>>727135
sæкі
its very broad, but when you have those who self identify as right wing or such, they well
0.1255% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727133
i don't think that the elites are some united group, i also think thats where we differ. I think that the "elites" if they exist are giving the people what they want. basically. Which is why fox news is so popular, they WANT that to be the case
>>727138
sæкі
I have studies n such I could link here I believe I just don't have the link here rn
0.1256% laptopbooger!boymodewng
BTW to be clear, i'm not like, errr, i'm not like a idocracy kinda person, like i think the messaging in that movie was kinda bad
>>727139
anon
>>727135
I don't think the elites are a united group either, I know because I am one lol lmao. I think that uh, my point is more so:
my period key doesn't work so no greentext, but essentially, the exact problem you see in democracy is way, WAY more rampant in any other system, you look at an autocracy like in Russia, the oligarchy and autocrat are the dumbest most ill-informed motherfuckers, because they made a system that rewards that exact behavior. I also agree, the people want infotainment, that's what they crave, I think this should be SMASHED out with the law, because I am a good liberal
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>>727137
but it was funny if you don't think about hte natural conclusion of their arugments
sæкі
I mean yea I get where you're coming from but just feel that its smth that is real easily co-opted for the sake of stuff like the ideas from Idiocracy, aka applying eugenics while claiming its for making voting more yk
>>727141
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>>727140
yeah i get what you mean
sæкі
this does make me wanna play the benn Jordan vid w the evidence of the pure amount of info that was manufactured though to both sides by malicious actors and foreign ones generally
Luca
are we arguing about democracy?
>>727145
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yeh
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>>727143
>>727127
i think this message sums it up, but i might be not representing their arguments well they haven't confirmed yet
>>727147
Luca
oh man, come on don't you guys have more joie de vivre, come for a walk with me, it's beautiful outside
anon
>>727145
I only agree that "representatives are a problem" (not *the* problem, just one of many), I don't think that the elites are sneaking around trying to trick everybody (I think the corruption of our media ecosystem is entirely organic) nor do I think that people would make *perfect* decisions, though I do believe they would make better decisions if the media ecosystem was fixed up, I suppose yes
sæкі
teehee
sæкі
yeah its apart of a much wider thing like
sæкі
if a load of the other weights were taken off the system and it wasn't so dysfunctional or in the hands of so few, I wouldn't be as worried about a representative system even if I personally disagree with t
0.1261% laptopbooger!boymodewng
all i am saying is if they let me run america like it was a paradox game i would win ez
>>727153
0.1262% laptopbooger!boymodewng
(joking)
anon
>>727151
I think if I was autocrat I would fix everything (not joking)
sæкі
dw can tell
0.1263% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i can't wait until i get my computter back and i can play vic 3 again
anon
playing my favorite games!!!
sæкі
awe
anon
I'm an anarcho-Bidenist
0.1264% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i am a *nom nom nom* eating your country and making it apart of mine and improving the quality of life ist
anon
Incorrect, I am pro taking over your country, releasing it as a democracy, because I am the good guys! And then I respect your sovereignty as a nation-state :D
0.1265% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i love seeing my country on the top of the 4quality of life average by a lot because i think its fun
0.1266% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it functions as a democracy technically but i usually just ignore the party in power if i don't like them and just not pass any laws until the party that i want to be in power is and then i pass their laws and then after i finish passing all of the good laws then i just ignore it for the rest of the game
shrimp
boger
fujo
shimp
shrimp
fujowujo
0.1267% laptopbooger!boymodewng
FUJO WHY DON'T YOU HAVE A LESBIAN FLAG ON
labby
hi fuj
fujo
it removes my lesbo flag from tiem to time i dont know
fujo
like when my browser restarts my flag is just gone
anon
white people can't eat spicy food bruh
anon
I can't HANDLE this sandwich
sæкі
ah yeah
0.1268% laptopbooger!boymodewng
speaking of vic 3 it made me want to learn more about lat am history a bit because there's a mechanic about the constillados or something i forget the name but basically if you have the military too strong then it becomes stuck like that and there's a lot more civil unrest and i was curious if that was accurate
sæкі
shreiemp we could continue the audiobook in watch party at sum point if ever felt like
Luca
I thought the Acadians loved spicy food
>>727181
anon
And I didn't even get the spiciest sandwich
fujo
i cant even type those
anon
I realize redacted makes it seem like a racial slur lmao
Luca
>>727181
Oh my god, were you guys expelled after the slave revolts?
>>727189
yngven
vladimir putin more like vladimir poopin
sæкі
heya
yngven
haha
anon
I healed the racism divide by having relationships with black people
anon
And bringing a black girl with me to a Mardi Gras ball
Luca
I thought it better not to finish that thought
sæкі
I think ive
not mentioning frenships
0.1269% laptopbooger!boymodewng
ohhhh
0.1270% laptopbooger!boymodewng
it was Age of Caudillos whatever that means anyways i wanted to learn about that bc that mechanic was fucking annoying
>>727205
sæкі
been in relationships w like
>>727201
fujo
my life is so much better ever since i only kiss grils..
labby
trvke
sæкі
trying to think of a non gah way to say
anon
>>727191
Don't worry, my dad voted for Obama, we aren't racist!!!
sæкі
lelol
sæкі
dated a lot of non white ppl from different BGs and ethnicities etc
anon
Same, mainly because New Orleans you are really cutting down your dating pool if you are racist
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>>727205
it was a mechanic in vic3 where if you had the armed forces interest group be in power for too long then they wopuld become entrenched iand it would lead to like more instability, and it was a thing when you were playing latam countries, and i wanted to learn about it because it seems like a really specific thing to iunclude
>>727221
sæкі
yeh
sæкі
I mean same with here you know
anon
You're out near Chicago right?
>>727217
anon
Not to DOXX YOU TO EVERYBODY
fentmom
chi town
sæкі
smh
0.1272% laptopbooger!boymodewng
>>727216
yes
Luca
the strong men
Luca
military juntas
anon
The Juntas and Caudillos
0.1274% laptopbooger!boymodewng
oh is that what it means ?
>>727230
sæкі
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>>727225
if chu wan or feel like sometime, can continue the audiobook in watch party if ever in the mood
::Gle happy
>>727238
anon
>>727228
No not really, but the entrenchment of the military elite led to issues later on of consistent military governments, and the expectation that the military step in to overthrow democracy when things go slightly wrong (as is what happened in Chile for example)
>>727241
0.1275% laptopbooger!boymodewng
vic3 starts right after the breakup of gran colombia i think
0.1276% laptopbooger!boymodewng
i know i misseplled columbia i am dumb
>>727239
Luca
that's how you spell it though
anon
Similar thing happened with Venezuela, uh Chavez made his name in a coup where he stepped down in exchange for getting a televised dealio
>>727243
0.1277% laptopbooger!boymodewng
which way
Luca
Colombia
0.1278% laptopbooger!boymodewng
oh i think it was mad i didn't capatalize it
shrimp
>>727229
ya im down whenever ill probably half pay attention but its a good listen/background nooise to switch in and out on
>>727244
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>>727230
ohhhh interesting
anon
Basically Chavez did an attempted coup and then willingly stepped down to garner the affection of the people
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>>727234
yeah i went to school with a girl who's family was from venezuela and she said there was beef with the colombians apparently because the colombians all thought venezuela was supposed to be a part of colombia
fentmom
vamos ala diskoteca
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>>727248
SHRIMP
shrimp
booker
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hi
>>727260
anon
I want to overthrow a carribbean nation
Luca
Please, no.
Luca
You'll end up like William Walker and get shot by the Hondurans and British
>>727263
fentmom
im going to land on the shores of aruba with my 50 armed men to install socialism
>>727267
fentmom
cocomo as well
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wait but i like the carribbean
shrimp
>>727251
hi一═デ︻ тнє gнσѕт σƒ кιєν ︻デ═一
>>727264
0.1284% laptopbooger!boymodewng
can we overthrow hmmmm can we over throw mabe a city council and then makea worm city
shrimp
worm city
anon
Should I play Skyrim
labby
>>727256
aruba is still part of the netherlands so you'll have to deal with the comically incompetent dutch army
0.1285% laptopbooger!boymodewng
skyrim is fine
>>727272
0.1286% laptopbooger!boymodewng
wait were taking over the neth3e4rlands now?
>>727273
0.1287% laptopbooger!boymodewng
do we even have any boats
0.1288% laptopbooger!boymodewng
we need boats if we wanna do that i think
anon
>>727268
I have my pickpocket khajiit that runs around and steals everything
labby
save me from the ghoulish hitlers and liberals that run this country
labby
they can only get off on deportations and cutting benefits
>>727276
labby
their new plan to get military spending up to the nato standard is that they're gonna cut benefits again
labby
like they're gonna take 100 euros of everyone's monthly payments
labby
its cartoonishly shit
sæкі
yea,,,
sæкі
I believe I'm gonna owe a base, flat 30% cus of being yk
not technically an employee
labby
when the student financing board comes for my ass its gonna seal the deal on never owning a house
labby
i never finished a degree bc im disabled and very sad so I've racked up insane amounts of student debt
sæкі
same
sæкі
aw ;<
hug
would help if could be there n I hope u can work out of some of that in time
labby
normally they forgive like half of it when u graduate
labby
but they recently introduced a new system thats more shit i think
sæкі
, ;/
sæкі
I avoid talking Abt my school yrs or such after w college cus of such stuff
labby
i got bullied in every school i ever went to
labby
well into my 20's lmao
sæкі
yeh I had to drop out of school at early 17 due to having had my health be destroyed due the trauma of that sort of things
labby
its a wonder i finished middle school
sæкі
but
sæкі
reminder to reach out to n work w the peeps ur there w n care for - as chu need
fentmom
when i went to the trades college i like immediately formed a prison gang of boys from the east end
sæкі
do what you can, even if things suck in all those ways now, and even if for quite a while
it can be worked past n isn't the yk
fentmom
i did this bc several of them were being predated upon by the class nonce and a couple of shitheads with loads of friends
sæкі
believe in tho, w finding a path that lets u stay somewhere comfy, squatting or whatever u can, n get by
labby
i wish i cd do a trade
labby
if my body and brain worked and i wasnt a tranny I'd be on that shit
fentmom
yeah one of the reasons i decided not to take hormones was bc well look im gonna be pickin up bricks and laying them for 8 hours a day for $$$ and i want that to be as painless as possible
>>727307
sæкі
I believe there's stuff I er
sæкі
things I've done that could recommend or give info on sometime
fentmom
>>727307
my friend told me that and tried to say i could boymode on the worksite but i wasnt convinced
>>727311
labby
for me its more the social aspect
fentmom
i already look young and i know im gonna get it in the neck from guys there
fentmom
im gonna have to butch out a little
>>727317
labby
replied to the wrong post award
anon
the elder scrolls V: Skyrim Special Edition :D
labby
>>727313
ive given up on a normal life
sæкі
find the one that works for you
fentmom
mine has just been breakneck weirdness from age 0 so im looking for a way out
fentmom
ig im aware that i have several privileges or whatever you wanna call them that'll allow me to be accepted by the norms and wider world and i do feel bad for my friends who cannot do the same thing
labby
I've been bullied my whole life for various reasons and i see no reason thats gonna stop anytime soon unless im an asshole abt it
labby
and being an asshole tranny doesnt get you very far in the job market
fentmom
yea the only asshole trannies who do well are like either in politics or engage in ratqueenery
>>727329
fentmom
and even then its like
fentmom
damn you really wanna live that way
labby
>>727326
they're either sucking up to the cisoids or in some comically evil field
labby
i want a better world for trans women and lesbians so ig thats what im gonna spend my time on so long as the government deigns to keep me alive
fentmom
reading more about necropolitics in relation to the disabled and its fucked
fentmom
im glad my parents look after their older disabled friends
fentmom
we really need to turn to eachother right now as corny and trite as that may sound
labby
yeah disabled people are treated like shit
labby
Canada's just turned to fucking euthanizing them
fentmom
like idk i cant even be that annoyed by forever maskers bc its a sign of empathy towards the disabled
>>727337
labby
a lot of forever maskers are kinda annoying abt it but i get where they're coming from
fentmom
yeah i was just turned off by this encounter i had in a starbucks once but maybe that person was just having a Really Bad Day
labby
im lucky that im capable of mostly caring for myself
labby
but esp with the depression induced rot i cant hold a job or education
sæкі
I can maybe share the thing I'm gonna be doing that's hopefully gonna help in my own situation like that
labby
and because im not seriously developmentally disabled i cant get disability benefits
labby
bc the dutch state is extremely tight on those
sæкі
but hug yeah
fentmom
yeah i got no clue how my bpd autist ptsd friend got 1500 bucks from the state every month
>>727348
labby
technically autism adhd and bpd should qualify you but they'll just turn you down anyways
>>727357>>727356
fentmom
>>727348
im kinda pissed i practically coached her into that call expecting it to be a long winded back and forth thing and then she later went and talked shit about me to people
labby
bc im audhd and bpd
sæкі
hug
sæкі
yea
Luca
>>727351
There's this impossible itch I cannot seem to scratch
fentmom
>>727351
man honestly the british state should be giving me like a lot since i got 4 diagnoses plus probably a bunch of others
>>727360
sæкі
I could probably get on but the restrictions n me trying to be able to get out of here make it not feasible
fentmom
PIP is very hard to get now though
labby
>>727357
yeah im probably mentally ill in more ways than i understand
sæкі
I've just stopped pursuing mine after the amount n just gah
labby
usually to get disability benefits (wajong in this case) you have to prove you've been disabled since before 18
>>727364
sæкі
sigh
labby
>>727362
and that it means you can't work for more than an hour straight or a bunch of other criteria
sæкі
yea
anon
I have OCD and I want to get money from the government
labby
but to actually get wajong you usually have to come with a specialized lawyer
>>727369>>727372
fentmom
honestly i could probably make a case that my BPD and autism makes it impossible for me to work lmao
labby
>>727367
like you gotta request it, get it denied, and then bring in a fucking lawyer
>>727371
fentmom
i mean i still try its just an extreme detriment to myself
labby
im stuck trying to go to school or work a job in an endless loop
anon
>>727373
Oh good, I thought you were going to say "(redacted) me" or something along those lines, on a sfw board no less!
labby
where they make me get off benefits, i flunk out, and im on benefits again untill they make me do something
0.1289% laptopbooger!boymodewng
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anon
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labby
i can spend some of my time doing community work but community work doesnt pay the fucking bills does it
fentmom
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sending this to the PIP people and they're like "yeah i understand fully now" and i get 2k a month
labby
man they'll deny disability for the dumbest shit

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