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lain from computers
do u like gelgelgeglege "glay glay"
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watching this, I remembered some of the things from this that directly affected me
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very annoying
lain from computers
huh
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I had some accounts banned w 100ks of views (it all being legal things) and
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if I err
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just yk
lain from computers
oh video is playing
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if watching now, exodus cry is one of the evangelical anti lgbt/sex work orgs
lain from computers
was it like of or something
i know that was a big thing
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it was adult stuff (not of me or smth or of any person) but like
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unless you sign a bunch of stuff, on top of already ID verifying, you'd get deleted entirely on some of these
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he talks about itch now having delisted/de-indexed all 'nsfw' games and also just LGBTQ games
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non nsfw ones
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porn sick brain rotted pedo gamer fetishists
lain from computers
lol
lain from computers
god i just dont fuckin care
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understandable w other stuff happening but
the
lain from computers
no i just dont care about the like puritanical thing i just dont
lain from computers
the president is like a child molester and everyone is trying to launder that image
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ah
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yeh
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I just care bc of the silencing of queer artists and such a long w generally
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even if I don't care about most of the specific pieces, as its trying to get smth bigger
finch
hai worms
finch
i wish i didnt have to work 💔💔
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heya
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pat
lain from computers
no i think the uh
the like censorship from this group is fucking gross
i just dont care about the specifics about what they're banning
>>730543
finch
my friend is here tho!!!!
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>>730541
yeah this is mostly my position
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heyaaa
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>>730544
mass banning of 'adult' content by evangelical/terf etc groups pressuring payment processors
anon
The scariest one to me is yup the payment processor stuff
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yeh this is what its about
nonners
>>730549
what do you mean youre a horse? like an actual horse? so youre like a horse on a comupter? what do you mean? what do you mean by that?
>>730553
anon
>>730551
IT MEANS I AM GOING TO CUT MY HANDS OFF AND GET HOOVE SOK NONNERS? IT's the future
lain from computers
what fuckin sex crimes
@gronk
the catholics do NOT stay winning
anon
Both Kelly and McInerney are like huge Catholics too, like hardcore, McInerney is on Notre Dame's board and is part of a whole bunch of groups like that, same with Kelly
anon
Please
anon
I must fight
anon
Itis essential to my survial i need worthy oponnents i need to duel i need to pwn i need to frag i need to kill i need to collect headshots i need to get killstreaks i need toget my 3 killstrea kuav please itrs all that matters to me its all that gives me meaning
>>730565
@gronk
>>730564
true gamer fetishism i salute you anon
anon
That is to say, it is somewhat Evangelical pressure, but I also wouldn't be surprised if alot of the pressure was from within the companies
anon
The silly thing is that the conservative obsession with "debanking" (even though debanking is always overwhelmingly to the benefit of an evangelical agenda) has resulted in a few bills going to Congress heavily limiting the rights of payment processors to deny service
anon## global mod
>>730218
Neat
anon## global mod
>>730570
Why hello there
anon
global moderation
@gronk
global-sama
anon
Drew Pavlou is still posting the blood and soil
>>730576
nonners
>>730570
its the fake admin dont fall for it
nonners
>>730574
cant believe people are saying things, gotta keep up with it!
@gronk
people should stop saying so much stuff it's hard to keep track of it all in my little brain
nonners
my forearm is swollen from using my mouse
nonners
baby is chuffin back a fat dart
nonners
i cant sleep in this heat
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feel that
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lol
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putting trust in sexpestiny
@gronk
>>730587
literally who
@gronk
twitter influencers go home
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guy who got in a fight with the libpol account who's a 'liberal' with 100k followers
>>730595
@gronk
>>730594
ah
so now some of the people who were around for that are here
excellent
@gronk
>>730596
are you a milker of those creamy udders anon
>>730611
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.skip (video skipped)
@gronk
try .search
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had to reboot cus my tab kept unloading
lain from computers
@gronk can your touch dull the harsh roar of this hostile world
>>730617
@gronk
>>730615
please keep up the good work
anon
>>730615
I remember one time I was smoking in the back and when I opened the door an alarm went off
>>730624>>730625
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mines got 16% left
lain from computers
>>730622
thats just the smoke break alarm
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hehe
anon
Luckily line cooks are unfireable
lain from computers
do you still work there
anon
Not anymore
lain from computers
well well well...
anon
Because I started going to school
anon
Not because I was fired
lain from computers
you dont work there any more thats the only explanation
>>730635
anon
>>730633
nah they legit could not fire me, as in I could get away with absolutely anything
>>730637
lain from computers
you were fried
lain from computers
>>730635
ik im just joshing
finch
my d slur friend is here
lain from computers
>>730615
this is all fun and games until the manager walks in and finds dozens of frozen clouds on the floor
>>730647>>730646
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nice
@gronk
hello finch's dartboard friend
>>730652
finch
>>730643
my manager is like my best friend and the owner isnt here
>>730649
@gronk
>>730643
fridge clouds are the leading cause of enclosed fridge slips n falls
finch
cabbit
@gronk
>>730652
thank you....... lain fromcomputers...
finch
>>730657
this is my boss. shes also my best friend and also shes a d slur
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yus
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qts
lain from computers
im going through very mild spiro withdrawal
this is such a weird feeling
reminds me of opioid withdrawal without the severe dysphoria
>>730668
@gronk
spiro withdrawal sounds horrifying
on spiro and then off it and body WANTS to go back on it?? frightful
>>730667
i'm satantrips #letsgo
>>730678
lain from computers
>>730668
no just spiro
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okej
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yeah
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#ai spiro is a beta blocker right

no, spiro refers to spironolactone, which is a potassium-sparing diuretic and antiandrogen, not a beta blocker. beta blockers are things like propranolol or metoprolol. they have different uses and mechanisms.
spiro is a beta blocker right
lain from computers
i was literally taking 25mg every couple days anyway
>>730675
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gone through similar wds though and hope it lightens soon, the err
lain from computers
>>730675
it was worse when i dropped from 50mg daily
its really weird
im slightly more confident and i see motion better?
>>730681>>730685
anon
>>730679
I love the cartoon splat noise he makes at the end
lain from computers
my T is sufficiently suppressed fwiw
@gronk
>>730677
spiro is a stinker drug so gettin off it is good no matter what imo
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>>730683
the effects ur feeling can be normal, for some people its less so but it can be that way
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just w the fluctuations
lain from computers
its something to do with cortisol i think
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hope it lets up soon
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yeah
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that's why I asked about beta blockers as the blood pressure effects can make there be a sort of wd side effect that isn't fun
>>730695
lain from computers
i can like more comfortably sit through aggressive visual stimulus now
fujo
i upped my dosage of e recently and its kinda weird
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overstimulation and stress heightened
lain from computers
>>730691
my bp is good
stress feels down tbh
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yeh
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mean in the opi wd way that can be errr
fujo
my bp is way too low i think
lain from computers
ah
fujo
stress is weird, i am stressed in normal situations, but when shit is on fire and people are freaking out, i am totally content and not stressed at all???
>>730705>>730706
lain from computers
>>730700
genuinely hate that so much
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yeh
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not fun gah
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>>730701
I get this and some types of personalities or stuff experience things this way
fujo
>>730701
i should set things on fire and make a mess everywhere i go, i feel like that would fix me :333333
>>730708>>730716
finch
i should stop e it hasnt done anything for me
>>730710
lain from computers
>>730706
bad cycle....
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bwa
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>looks at your chest
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uh-huh
finch
its been a year and a half and i pass no better than i did pre e i just dont think i have it in me
>>730720>>730717>>730719
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also you're early on
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you're cute and pretty I will flick u
fujo
>>730706
its awwwwwwson, not arson!
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>>730713
you need more time and you also need to stop boymoding before you can, and you are able ; also no matter this, you look cute
fujo
a wittwe awwwson :333
fujo
>>730713
am sorry finch, i get how you feel...
idk what to tell you >:
despite being at like 3yrish(ok well not exactly but close enough ™) i also manmode, it's at least more bearable than letting t ruin my body even more
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bonk
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15126.gif
I get it but isn't true even if feels that way
::pat
finch
plenty of ppl are pretty enough to get away w being clocky i am not
>>730725
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>>730723
you are pretty to me and people even addressed u as a cis girl so
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I'm
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like
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many people have told that ur not this way even if feel so
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I get the pain but just cus you feel that way, it doesn't mean its true and you have to recognize that before you can be happy with self
>>730732
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I hope having the frens u met though does help but should talk w them about it and try to work through things more
fujo
>>730730
how can one recognize something they strongly believe in is not true, that's like a catch22
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you have to talk about it a long with recognizing the patterns of thought you have, talking to people where everyone else is saying smth you believe about yourself isn't true and trying to work on it is important; I cant fully describe this rn cus I'm like
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body is shaking and its making me emotional cus I feel helpless to do anything
>>730736
fujo
>>730734
did you eat and drink enough today >:
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yeh
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I drink too much water
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>>730735
isoke, I know you don't mean to/cant help it in this moment but u deserve to be able to talk to the peeps you have and get the support to work through this, maybe talk to ur friend when ur both off/able and try to see what they say or if they're willing to mutually work through talking about those kinda things
fujo
cofe...
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might shower in a bit I'm gah
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>>730735
also ur the one who deserves hugs
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I really wish I had beta blockers err
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my moms metoprolol I think has some ingredient I'm allergic to in it but I might have to test again n see if its actually that
anon
That's going to be you when I cook for you
anon
I was up late last night like legit 5am so I am more awake and conversational now
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aww
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I woke up at 6 am or smth cus I slept for most of the hours yday
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but I hope u got some rest
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I finally opened element but I haven't looked at my full list of dms, as I found a way to open a single dm bwa
>>730766
anon
saeki can you check my username lmao
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aw
anon
I only have my password
fujo
its surprising how little i know about my family... i must've been cloned and raised by some sort of intelligence agency
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aw
anon
hm
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lemme
fujo
>>730773
i need to figure out where my keys are, element doesn't figure it out for me
fujo
::grim
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rip
anon
I only have my password saved to the key lmao
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u gotta save it to like a
fujo
>>730782
or i can just not do that and use a messenger that works instead :DD
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-w-
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am just saying smh
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idc what peeps choose
fujo
me neither
anon
I fear there's some chain of numbers after my username
>>730792
fujo
i am just ranting about being bothered by this crap for years
fujo
i kinda like matrix, like the idea behind it, but it's shit
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>>730788
there shouldn't be, if its like
you gotta select the envs bit but I should be able to see them if you had ;<
anon
oh wait yeah is there supposed to be a .envs or something at the end
>>730796
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might shower in a couple
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yeah
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>>730793
you need to choose the I forget the word, its the domain ur acc is registered w, then type envs.net in there
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or just go to element.envs.net and sign in there
anon
lmao
anon
I am very dumb
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not dummy
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but pat
anon
I am never :3
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ur ;3
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mew
anon
Alright saeki....
anon
You've accused me of being :3, what's the next step of your master plan?
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licking u
anon
:3
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:333
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teehee
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gah its so hot
anon
I know, luckily it's raining here
anon
so the rain is keep the weather cool
anon
Need to SHOWER though because I am a STINKY boy
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mhm same
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I'm just like
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my hair is a lil oily from eeping so much yday in the heat
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not bad, and its put up rn, but still bwa
anon
I'm gonna shower, grab something to eat, probably play some tropico
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mmmm
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ou
anon
And also relax
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hehe
qt
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yeh
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I'm trying to, but also get the push to check all the stuff I need
anon
I get it, lemme shower
anon
I'll be back in a bit
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wait
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u there one sec
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rip
anon
hm
anon
I am here for a moment
anon
entirely naked and about to shower
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oki one sec
anon
mhm
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gon try and shower now
booger (phone)!boymodewng
why is no one on anymore
straw bury
726.jpg
::glegleglegleglegle
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omg heya straw
straw bury
>>730850
glegle sees a mysterious stranger at the bus stop but doesnt have the corage to talk to her..................
straw bury
omg omg saeki new femtanyl
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yeh
straw bury
.play femtanyl lottery
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listened to it when it got posted
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I like the aggressive stuffs more but is oki
>>730867
straw bury
i wish i had no arms and i could move stuff around with telekenesis
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hehe
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>>730867
I wish I could better experience/express anger
straw bury
yelling at random ppl on da train wit saeki
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silly
straw bury
riding home at 3 am on da train with saeki and she falls asleep on me and i dont wanna wake her up so we miss our stop and then the train derails and we almost die but survive miraculously
>>730876
booger (phone)!boymodewng
not silly
>>730878
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>>730873
gon carry u to the hospital ;c
straw bury
:3
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ily peeps,,,
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need to live w a peep again who gives me the motivation to clean their/our place for
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bwa
straw bury
saeki i would literally not stop doting on u we would never get anything done
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would make self get things done for u
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I should send the pics of the place I was living in SeaTac that I would just be the sole one cleaning cus
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to a fault I do things like that for ppl I care about even if its not a good situation n bwa
>>730893
straw bury
ugh
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<3
straw bury
omg omg faetooth is coming to seattle in september
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nicu
straw bury
going to da faetooth show wit saeki
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I don't, too much, enjoy listening in my day to day to metal or stuffs but I do enjoy shows for most genres
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it was interesting hearing about how mosh pits have kinda changed w how teens/young adults who use TikTok n such have a different perception of them and almost do it like a choreographed thing instead of chaos
>>730914
anon
I am back
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weba
anon
My ass is CLEAN
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I showered 2
anon
I have my Paco Rabanne Phantom on
anon
I am going to go PICK UP CHICKS
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did u see my msg on here
anon
Yeah I did
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yeh
anon
I heard about that recently yeah
straw bury
hard to imagine people moshing to faetooth
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hehe
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I'm listening to smth for like
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keeping up on stuff so cant play rn
anon
Saeki, do I order pizza and invite someone over, or do I go to the restaurant/bar nearby and try to pick someone up
>>730923
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wanna listen to music next to worms though
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awe
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u could maybe do the latter then fall back on the other one if its slow
anon
Alright, I am gonna try to invite someone over for pizza
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okiiii
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lucky
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nawu but mhm
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>>730929
did u happen to watch the thing about Daryl Gates and DARE? just curious
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talking to my mom, who lived in LA/Cali through Daryl Gates (practically) reign and her stories and having experienced it was interesting
straw bury
this part rips so fucking hard

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