.search blednost music video

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   blednost. - i entered the internet and never came back. (Official Video)

   blednost.

   3:23
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   The noise is a fog, look beyond it and you will find beauty. [FULL ALBUM VISUALIZER]

   blednost.

   1:05:38
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   fever.

   blednost.

   3:03
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   ANGURA

   blednost.

   3:02
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   The noise is a fog, look beyond it and you will find beauty. [B​-​SIDES]

   blednost.

   50:34

.search lost embrella song

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   inabakumori - Lost Umbrella (Vo. Kaai Yuki) / 稲葉曇 - ロストアンブレラ (Vo. 歌愛ユキ)

   inabakumori

   3:23
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   Lost Umbrella (English Cover)【Will Stetson feat. Kariyu】「ロストアンブレラ」

   Will Stetson

   3:26
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   【Inaba Cumori ft. Kaai Yuki】 Lost Umbrella (ロストアンブレラ) - English Subbed

   AngelSubs

   3:23
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   Inaba Kumori - Lost Umbrella(yuigot Remix)

   yuigot

   3:09
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   Lost Umbrella

   Will Stetson - Topic

   3:23

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luz?

yeh

I'm gonna try to meet a couple and anymore that I'm able, in time

could think on that

have sorta planned that sorta thing before I think

could be like a simultaneous east n west coast one or stuff

yeh

gah I should

talk to one of u about trying to leave the country eventually in DMS or possible plans

I'm gon try whenever I can ,_,

if I have a/the peeps to be able to do it with, or go to

o_o

jesus

>>732794
yeah

there can be this weird like

in marginalized groups and non white ones I feel, probably especially
this sort of thing of viewing them as having gone through so much that they're more mature and older than they are, while also infantilizing them

guh

haiii

waghh

omg heya rosie

heya dawn

>>732798
real!

hi saeki

i like those cows

>>732832
gah, but I hope I've been oki >'>

nicu to see u two . .

you hope?

you've*

I also hope I've been okay

>>732865
#hug

>>732866
god I hate thinking about ggah

the sexpestiny stuff seriously made me like
it hurt w how much he hurt others

>>732869
yea if i think about destiny too hard rn i may actually rope

and just all the people he hurt and their stories, even if I disagree w everyone of them on many things

>>732872
nuh
take some time to occupy self w other stuff if u can pls

talking here even on top of watching smth

I used to watch a trans peep who streamed n covered all of that every night and it was gah

>>732877
he had been sexting with a bunch of fans and then sending videos he recorded of sex with people to his fan harem

i mean i think all political content creators should face the firing squad

>>732881
he also was in a secret affair w lauren southern and he has never been a like breadtuber

but

Idrc for that term

isalr

>>732874
ur so sweet

I get why people got that energy from him

wah hard week but ill be fine dw

>>732887
he is nowhere near like
I get why you'd feel that but comparison to Hasan is lel

he's a like

moved center right

yeah

the impression given of these guys by outside content and social spaces is heavily distorted
and destiny is very pro Israel its reeeally bad

like laughing at women trying to go to a crossing who get shot and telling them they deserved it type shit

>>732900
i want to put you in a position of power NOW

Light was a repper that was the issue

>>732897
do not engage w the reddit spaces of any of these people if you're able
that's about the worst place to learn about them tbh
but like, Hasan is someone I disagree w due to me being an an-synd but he's respectable even if he's done some stuff I don't care for or the react streamer stuff

destiny and vaush are ouh

ouch

>>732908
yeah its gotten so bad

the streamer I was mentioning before is

>>732908
real

lemme link her, shes chill and trans, fled to Thailand

she got harassed a bunch for knowing and calling out vaushs creep and 'taxes' shit early on and has good positions on most things

its supplemental for me

like just a place to chill and talk about it, and I mean in like 100 viewer streams

I get it from a lot of sources

>>732922
teehee

wABBBG cant type

https://www.youtube.com/user/NoCommentChick

shes cool

oh shes live lel

>>732925
yeh

I have a lot of sources I go to but I also check in w peeps and those who I know have good sourcing, and then places like the an-fed for aggregating info from sources that'd usually be suppressed or are related to queer and anarchist/political prisoners etc

i like her voice watching her stream now

also recommend checking out or subbing to the RSS of 404 media if you haven't already

and ye just tuned in awa

I haven't watched as much in a while but apparently I still have a gift sub

awawawawa

I have like 9 months of gift memberships I got from peeps lel

shes gonna have to move to Vietnam for a while to be able to work out visa stuff

woaw

left the US in maybe March

based of her

(not rich or smth, got a job for video editing or smth but sadly the guy had to go back to US)

im looking into teaching english in spain to get EU

i only rly now this stuff cus I was working on a wiki for their community for a bit, got busy tho and better things to try and make

yeee

if I could get a path to leaving for Spain in particular or any EU citizenship it'd be an absolute godsend

>>732947
I could maybe swing the two year work visa to citizenship being puerto rican

but i may have to move in with some family on the island for a bit

ic

I'm trying to get out to basically anywhere if possible and ic

my non US family thatre distant are mostly left in Ukraine I think

you could enlist lel

I have stories but I almost ended up doing cyber over there for a bit
was in the UA IT army org and others
in 2022

but it got so heavy I stopped cus of the stuff you see, take care of selves worms

mhmmhm

but also hope u can work out the path for that, I wanna figure out work over there or doing studies there for the sake of getting out and costs

i remember a 19 yr old girl i met on 4chan when i was 16 who would send me mass shooting videos and encouraged me to transition

gah yeah

and

i hope shes alive

>>732962
:D

>>732962
!!!!!!!!!

ive been participating in the local food not bombs more recently

I could put together a list of specific things to add to peeps' msgs like that related to issues we deal with that maybe less known like the trans medical care w medicare ban being fought against thanks to it

ive just been doing diy and relying on some old spiro stockpile i ahve

yeh

awe

I have like tens of bottles of various meds

but

i have been bad about my meds in general lately which is probbaly contributing to the fog ive been in for weeks

yeh

I'm err

going to be trying to push myself to restart e ASAP since I got it but I've been real dead mentally

>>732977
its maybe helped but i dont know what my estrodial is doing vs spiro

hard to separate them for some people

espec if started at the same time

im sure its done some and i dont wanna risk getting odd

off

since i cant afford to see a real doctor or get bloodwork

im just kinda like trusting that ill feel if my body starts to overcomp with testosterone

hug

chu doing injections right ?

yeah

.2~ weekly and 100mg spiro daily

which i know is nothing

gah

i dont wanna risk anything though

you can be fine if ur e is at the right dose

w/o spiro, and if you create a way to make you do ur shots regularly

50mg/ml

and i usually overcompensate and its more like .25-.3

yeah u

shouldn't also add Spiro to that imo

yeah

EE actually sry

yeh

maybe but ive been on hrt for over a year and EE for months and nothings happened but tits

iit is

it*

and I don't think adding extra stuff is rly gonna help if anything its gonna make you have instability mood or stuff wise that doesn't help

<3

>>733018
the new in range video about the keltec is cool

>>733018
ur so cool/gen

like the gun in it

>>733021
so r u

>>733024
heh just look up inranges channel

>>733025
oh you

i know i should get off spiro

good 2 know

laens going through that rn I do not recommend

slowly

ive been trying to ween off ssris recently too and its been like silent hill

mhm

I'm supposed to be on one but I don't take cus ik I don't need the dullening but

I'm sorry thats real rough, been there

reach out to peeps to have the company or support when u need, cus it can get rough

ive gotten some good irls in the past few months

take care of self

>>733040
i will

<3

got fired like two weeks ago but I have some work lined up

>>733042
heh
I like the energy

>>733046
i have 50mg pills so i can split it

ill work out a weening schedule soon when I have the energy to research

:D

>>733042
i wish

using a typewriter to get them to think you're a boomer and they actually take you seriously

>>733053
thatd be good for me, im happy its working out so far for you

mhm

I get that

>>733056
interesting

ive been on spiro since december i think

my brain is certainly a different balance of chemicals atp

awe x

ye

im gonna make some pork belly because im horribly depressed do you want any saeki?

okiii

xo

the better my cooking gets more people should be concerned

might make noms

making a chicken teriyaki noodle dish

I try to make stuff for self tho when I can

also could be worse

aaa

pls

wan have more fish again in time n make rice noodles w stuff

>>733083
mmmm

:3

ye

hehe

yeh

ik

mmm

yeah

I'd help u c:

weba luca

lol

lol

had meal

hope u did whatchu needed to

:D

happy ur getting the push to get the momentum to start doing these things

oh do u live in a shared like kitchen unit

hehe

ou

got some iced tea

living w one to two other roommates depending on size of the place, again, would be cozy

would, also have made my closet floor a place to keep before, being like the size of a sorta twin mattress

but would

teehee

I like making a small space into smth I can use functionally, like the idea of living in a small storage unit has always been appealing to me even if not smth I could probably manage, personally

yeh

if I could do it w like another worm or peep in one nearby then that'd be chill

imagining having like 3 units w one where u can chill n has couch n tv n stuff, having some nice like monitor headphones w 3 audio outs to listen n watch stuff together so speakers don't get caught

:D

qt

:0

nicu
having good time/chat ? similar to chu at all ?