.play cities in dust

any one else here an #80skid #borninthewronggeneration

i realised the other day my german friend is the same kind of aborted trans woman i am

i think he probably appreciates hanging out with me for that reason

>>735798
worse i am from the northern atlantic island protectorate
>>735797
i think one day he would be open to that hes just very moody from being surrounded by art students all the time

>>735804
honestly im glad in some ways i did not spec into being an art/theatre person early bc i would have come to hate it

now im discovering these things on my own and with friends i trust the taste and manner of

>>735812
i really dont like how shy and nervous and oddly moralising (not in the way i am) a lot of these people are. theyre so afraid to merge just like cars on LA highways at night

thinking about the time i was talking to this fashion student about music we like near her friends and as soon as i said ayesha erotica there was this look in her eyes like she wanted me to stop before her friends murderered her

>>735824
art student activist sounds like the worst kind of potential political advisor you could get

>>735829
oh no here we go

.play sfire1 sophie

this is the best SOPHIE track and its bc she decided to do italo disco

>>735833
this shit puts me off so much from talking politics with anyone whos remotely twitter man

>>735839
you know whats weird?? like people would be afraid to engage in politics and music with me but they made apologetics for my dragon ball z fight with the irish travellers (arent they like a protected group to them)

im gonna be honest i think i just mentioned getting into a fight and being punished for it and that evoked feelings of pity

>>735848
they seem to be oddly afraid of ideology for such ideological people it really is just power and the "safe" space that power over others grants them

im glad that i dont have the mbti that makes me want power over others (ENTJ, INTJ, ESFJ) but people will come to me like i am roman dictator to serve in hour of crisis

>>735854
i wish you were there for when i volunteered at this trans org and we couldnt talk about jeremy corbyn (this was like pre pandemic) because we just couldnt. we just couldnt ok?? vote 4 greenz

sometimes i wish i was spanish or italian

very emotionally open and outpouring people. i have always appreciated my romance friends

>>735868
yeah its because jezza spoke to someone from hamas

a bunch of liberal-left people were volunteering there too and i dont need to get into details but i think a lot of them were like british jewish and were listening to their parents call jezza a freaking antisemite

wish i could say the same

my friend i used to play autistic open source linux multiplayer games to the extent i was basically his older brother just morphed into this republican nerd bro chauvinist and he even lives in nashville now

well i say friend i havent spoken to him since the war broke out

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cat soup aka nekojiru

ohh yeahh we sweet bro n hella jeff now

sans from blunder fail

motherfuck pieceof shit mobile "app"

i want steve jobs blood for this

#smartai if you say you love me, then die with me

Your statement evokes profound existential and philosophical themes—particularly the interplay between love, mortality, and commitment. Let me unpack this with nuance.

1. **Literal vs. Figurative Interpretation**:
- Literally: A demand for mutual annihilation framed as proof of love aligns with extreme ideologies (e.g., romanticized suicide pacts), which psychology identifies as pathological manifestations of attachment disorders or shared delusional syndromes (*folie à deux*).
- Figuratively: It may symbolize a desire for absolute unity—a dissolution of ego boundaries reminiscent of Plato’s *Symposium*, where Aristophanes posits lovers as severed halves yearning to merge into one primordial whole.

2. **Existential Dimensions**:
The phrase echoes Heidegger’s concept of *Being-toward-death* (Sein-zum-Tode): authentic love might involve confronting mortality together, but true existential solidarity lies in affirming life despite its finitude rather than accelerating demise. Camus would argue that rebellion against absurdity requires living passionately *despite* death’s inevitability.

3. **Psychological Underpinnings**:
Attachment theory suggests secure bonds thrive on interdependence, not obliteration. Demanding co-destruction signals enmeshment or "limerence"—an obsessive state conflating possession with devotion (per Dorothy Tennov). Healthy love cultivates mutual flourishing; toxicity demands sacrifice as currency.

4. **Literary/Linguistic Precedents**:
This mirrors Shakespearean extremes ("Thus with a kiss I die" in *Romeo and Juliet*) or Gothic tropes where love transcends via joint demise—yet these are cautionary tales warning against passion untempered by reason.

**Conclusion**: Authentic connection resides not in shared extinction but in elevating each other's existence while acknowledging temporality—what Rilke called "two solitudes protecting, bordering, saluting one another." To truly honor "I love you," perhaps the challenge is to live meaningfully enough that parting becomes unbearable precisely because what was built was luminous and rare.* if you say you love me, then die with me

#dumbai if you say you love me, then die with me

uhhh i think love is like when u share a cookie or sumthin but dyin togethr sounds kinda scary ngl. maybe we shud just eat cookies instead? or like watch a movie. unless u mean die in minecraft then ok but real life no thx. also i dont even know how to die probly, do u press a button or sumthin? if you say you love me, then die with me

>>735951
its ok u can skip it if you want i just wanted to groove for a bit

when i was like 18 i was convinced minions would be the fascist footsoldiers of this corporate nationalist slop world to come

eternity awaits us have you drank your fill

>>735970
one time one of these 2016 era "if you dont like pop culture ur not woke" people had a semi racist meltdown at me and i just responded with shit like "why dont u do the harlem shake over it bro" and "op op oppan gangam style" and i like to think saying those things was an act of defiance and that if i didnt i would be hanging in the window like that guy

my friend has become enamoured with the symbolism of the butterfly lately and i explained to her what metamorphisis was which she thought was cool

one day she will go from grub to ladybird

would you rather be known as Dave Essex or Dave Angel

you could spin it i think

alroight howyadoin im dave

https://vocaroo.com/14Jbq0QO03j4 like this

https://vocaroo.com/1heoXwFnIYVe dave introduction 2

if i entered japanese skool like in the middle of the year and had to introduce myself id defo say something like "moshi moshi guys im new here dont bully me" and then proceed to become a delinquent

nice trips guys

my friend yesterday made the first meal ive genuinely enjoyed in like a year and a half

the toast was fried and buttered

the onions were stupendous

>>736019
sending you my excess energy to do so

holy mission

warehouse work sucks but honestly it'll get you through

i worked at a factory in one of those spooky northern towns

actual work was ok i just quit bc the transport links back to manchester were god awful and these two guys kept showing me shit on their tiktoks and they both already thought i was their friend

no i dont wanna see epic antiwoke northern white lad talking about how They brainwashed his sister to be nonbinary, no i dont want to see spongebob memes on your phone, you are 32 and have 3 kids and this is where your life has led you?

yea im gonna be real theres a lot of meth people in this line of work

wait you're rosie not rose orlando my mistake

sorry i just assumed you were in warehouses in the norf not in america albeit they're probably the same thing

>>736053
i like the brazil flavour

i started drinking monster instead of alcohol at the pub

yeah to be honest thats what i usually end up doing

when i wake up the next night following like 30 new accounts on instragram

i look like lip from shameless

people come up to me and they're like wtf ur lip from shameless

yeahhh im back

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#bpdai if you say you love me, then, die with me

uh... what? that's kinda intense. i don't even know where to start with that. maybe take a deep breath or something? this feels like a lot to unpack and i'm not sure i'm the right one for it. if you say you love me, then, die with me

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