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anon
To round it out
anon
I like that my Ultra 87 has like a designated pain lever
anon
That exists so you can cock it even after being cocked, but it is the most uncomfortable unergonomic lever
anon
alright luca
anon
you did your burpees?
Luca
yup
Luca
3 sets
Luca
15 each
Luca
that shit was fucking me up
anon
Good boy
anon
It's important to get a bit of cardio in
anon
Heart healthy
anon
You can't push yourself too hard on cardio :3
>>741252
anon
So I won't say you have to do a hundred or something
Luca
>>741250
Usually I like to jog for cardio
Luca
had a good routine going before school in the mornings, was running for 20 minutes, kept bumping it up a little every 2 weeks
anon
Jogging and running is the one place where you have an edge on me
>>741257
anon
I am slow as hell and I have fucked up feet
>>741259
anon
So I can't jog for cardio, I have to swim or do burpees or like martial arts
Luca
>>741254
it's going to sound fucking retarded, but I imagine myself chasing an animal to exhaustion like my ancient ancestors
>>741260
Luca
I have to eat, otherwise I die
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making coffee
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also have similar issues
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yeh
anon
cutie
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sweet
nona
omg this is so funny
nona
im scrolling /r9k/ randomly and this a thread about my roomates situationship ;-;
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heyaaaa
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oe :<
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I'm sorry ;/
nona
no its funny!! its just random like im scrolling 4chan and then boom i see some girl that we had over like 3 nights ago
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did they make the thread
>>741277
nona
>>741276
no its just someone calling her hot
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bwa
nona
how r u saeks?
nona
sorry i havnt been on here much ;-; been trying to stay off internet
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patpat
is probably the best for self rn, glad ur taking care best chu can even if just that - do whatchu need
and bwa
up n down but trying to get things done n moving
::shy
nona
mhm..doin best i can. i did lsd on friday and it went pretty bad :< so im trying to turn my life around.
>up n down
as yung lean said..life goes up and down and as long as it keeps going..your good
>>741286
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>>741284
awww, proud of chu but ;w;;; take sum time to recover best chu can, wish i could come n give support through that bwaaaa
but ye
n hehe, was playing some lil peep n other stuffs here earlier
>>741289
nona
>>741286
lil peep is bomb..getting a new phone soon so i gotta get a new case :> think ill get another peep related one
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c: oo
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:>
anon
>>741292
Okay but you are going to have to carry me because my feet will hurt
>>741306
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once i get going on the work thing i can do i might get a device to replace phone n then smth i can make calls from thats not a smartphone
>>741314
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qt
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case is nicu
Luca
we gotta lift each other up
Luca
>>741309
who says I'm doing the carrying, i'll just get a stretcher or something
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i need to take the thing to start but will be paid p well relative to stuffs n should be able, lemme grab pic of the thing im trying to get used one of
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as it's smth i had access to n loved when i used before but wasnt mine
anon
>>741312
okay but I will be bedridden and require entertainment if you push me to run too much
>>741340
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mainly cus the keyboard is mm
nona
thats awesome
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mhm
has the specs to play gta n skyrim n stuff but is also mainly cus u can just run full software on it
i like physical keyboards n the muscle memory n stuffs but also dont want smth that i feel so ugh using like my phone
nona
am i out of line for telling roomie's friend abt the thread? idk maybe its weird
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nuh is okej just how u approach it and gah
nona
shes naked in the photos on thread
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ahh
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it maybe good to inform then in case they need to do something
nona
oki
nona
i doubt she'll care, shes a camgirl
nona
hopefully she just thinks its funny like i did
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think ive seen self up on stuff b4 idk its been yrs but it can be 'funny' but also needlessly stressy
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(not saying itll be for her n stuff but gah)
nona
i guess we will see
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qt
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oh yeh i didnt bring it up here but
my suspicions (which i didnt wanna lean to saying in case it wasnt right) came around with mutahar not being a real engineer or all the things he's claimed, funnily it's actually illegal where he is to claim you're one and he's been doing it for over a decade on yt
>>741361
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(some ordinary gamers)
Luca
>>741317
yeah, well, I'll come over and check on you, make sure you're not starving, etc.
>>741346
nona
i used to love him from like 2015-2019
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yeh, its from a guy who i presumably dont align w (i dont go about the commentary community anyways) nikandros, but he shows all the claims and goes through a timeline of everything
in 2014-2019 he was saying he was a professional editor and stuffs making videos, then began claiming he was a computer engineer and that yt wasnt his job after that
nona
i think i stopped watching when he refused to call chris-chan 'she'
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i watched him on and off for a good few years but around 2022~ i got a feeling smth was weird and whenever he started the podcast, i was not happy seeing nux, sigh
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idrc about this stuff but is just interesting w how long he's been saying this kinda thing
nona
i think i stopped watching when he refused to call chris-chan 'she'
>>741350
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>>741349
oh yeah that whole group of people get so weird about those things
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but he apparently talked on stream about watching loli hentai cus it was 'funny' and the stream clips are so ouch
>>741356
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(like i get where an edgy type like him could be coming from w that but seriously wtf)
Luca
>>741346
That was not sexual in the slightest, I look out for people, y'know?
>>741359
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lole heh im glad
anon
>>741355
I know, that's the problem, you know exactly what I mean when I say I need someone to entertain and take care of me in bed
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i imagine my lewd vids from twt n stuff went around on gif too mb
>>741368
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>>741361
ill link the video but playing back to back, sped up, all these clips claiming 'im an engineer- im a computer engineer- im a mf cybersecurity engineer' is rly funny
Luca
lol did he do hardware design or embedded at any point?
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he just did like some dev work at 17-19 or smth then has been claiming it since, he was pretty frank in early yt yrs that he was a professional 'editor' (making videos) and did computer stuff before
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then went to school for tv broadcasting to be a yter
>>741370
nona
>>741360
ive never seen myself on /gif/ but ive been on /b/ ALOT lmao
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nikandros isnt rly my kinda person but he's very up front with the sources for things and isnt like being heavily weird
Luca
not much into drama, so i'll probably watch 2 minutes and get bored lol
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yeah
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he'
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the vid is just talking about the specifics and things he's said and comparing it
which is why i watched, as i cant watch drama slop esque stuff
anon
I've seen my cock posted a few times on /b/ and /gif/ which was funny
>>741391
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>>741370
yeh, he took a 2 yr program for it and thats about all he did
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though he seemed chill w that era but his sorta lies and ego just grew and grew
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since i was doing cyber i could, a few yrs ago, pick out like weird things he'd say and just odd stuff and it put me off
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he also omg
in 2019? was like, on stream in the most weird frat bro sorta phrasing possible, was like im an engineer and im gonna make this thing and sell it to microsoft and its like its like gonna be this ai its gonna video encode and make games look better and
Luca
lmfao
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it goes on for so long
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its just him explaining upscaling textures
>>741393
anon
Goodnight......
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goodnight ! sleep well c: would tuck us in
anon
I will try
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sweet dreams, sweet
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its also quite funny that the other liar and scummy peep, being h3, was able to be the one to sniff him out and basically call him out for everything off the cuff
nona
mhm i remember that
nona
during covid
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will try n check msgs btw in a while in case chu wan reach out or have
::hug
been real ded n stressy about messages piling up — wanna talk to sweets though ; <;
nona
awa its oki qt
nona
awa she doesnt wanna go to the range with me on wednesda
nona
sosad
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ababa ;w;
i hope u can get to go with peeps u enjoy to soon at least
wud be nice to be able to go shooting w u myself someday w not having bwa
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might get bacc into taking photos n vids like that eventually myself thoughs
at least for peeps who also do it cus i enjoy it bwa
think i made a total of $30 from my few yrs before
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as i never really went to monetize it
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smoke shop owner bought me/my mom starbucks earlier
nona
awesome
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i have a mad catz rat te that was supposed to fill the role of macro work mouse but the mf drivers are completely brokey and gona
straw bury
there iz a little bug in my room
>>741418
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gone
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this is one of those bands where they make like 2 songs that i fucking love with all my heart and then all of their other stuff is like old school black metal
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aw
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reminds me i need to listen to the new hard (prev. easy) life album, tho i generally like all their stuff but mostly would listen to 5 or so of their songs
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but patpat
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i have err
probably a lot of artists like that for me, would have to think, as i usually dont think about them cus of not liking most of their stuffs
straw bury
making a spotify playlist with saeki but platonically because im straight
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ehe
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, ;3
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i mainly use yt now but could make one w u on either probably
straw bury
:3
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:3
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:3
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^w^
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the little bug in my room has gone away now..........................
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yeah but im just doing it cuz i know ur gay and u will get sad otherwise
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whats the hearts for then huh huh
straw bury
those r coming from u, dummy
straw bury
u can tell the one on the bed is u because it has a demon tail which is indicative of satanic ideology, whereas i am lacking such a tail because i closely follow the regulations and teachings set by the christian faith, which includes a vehement denial of homosexual activities
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ehehehe
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deserve pets n cuddles
sweet n cute
straw bury
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
straw bury
>>741457
ideally i would be sitting next to u leaning on ur shoulder
>>741460
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pet
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this puter has a lot of sillygirlsclub images on it
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whats that
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and why am i not there im silly asf
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one sec
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u um
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dont pls
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getting a pic for u
straw bury
huh
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dont what ;-;
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trying to get a better way to display gallery view of it
straw bury
oh so its where like
THOSE types of images come from
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cutesy anime girl plus concerning caption
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"""lighthearted"""
straw bury
oh my goodness its a reddit
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i dont use reddit like at all but i kept getting them on pinterest cus trans and depressed and would look at some of the posts
like 1/3 are semi supportive or hopefule/positive and then the rest can get to like tttt level stuff, id say probably 1/2 of the ppl are trans
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theres also sillyboyclub
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i go to look for some of the boyliker images from there and this is what i see first post
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oh my god then like 8 posts down theres someone quoting femtanyl to say theyre starting e
pain
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jeez this one is so much worse than sillygirlclub
straw bury
its all just femboys hornyposting i would imagine
>>741489
straw bury
that or minors
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im kind of spoiled on the entire concept of a "girlfailure" or like a femcel because so many of them r just like slightly quirky women who have hobbies and skills and friends and are attractive but sometimes like dont clean their rooms
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>>741486
trying to find literally any gallery viewer tool that isnt gonna be gallery-dl
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and then this is the top/hottest post
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>>741490
where r their parents dawg </3
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well most of their parents would probably just beat them if they knew so i guess i shouldnt judge
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i should be asleep but here i am listening to shitty slam metal
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aww
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yeh these peeps are mostly like mid to late teens and its just a lot of their forms of tttt
straw bury
jesus christ thats sad
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yeh i hadnt looked much at sillyboyclub cus yk other than for boykisser images once mb and its sad that i only see like one post thats semi positive being a tguy saying stuff about being smth that should be accepted
seems like its just gah boymoders just go to sillygirlclub smh
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or get off reddit pls
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(using there can i feel be more damaging than a lot of places w this kinda thing bwa)
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yeh im trying to see if thees any updates on the last one there but theyre underage
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props to these kids tho i have so little autonomy that if my parents didnt support my transition when i was younger i would have just killed myself
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yeh i knew who i was n would be out in some places but didnt tell most ppl or anyone in person till i was 18
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i told my parents when i was 17 and got on e relatively quick
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am glad
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i had to get diy w help of ex partners
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got lucky
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i still wanna get diy because these fucking doctors wanna keep me on 3mg oral estradiol and 200 mg spiro
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was a whole thing
my dad brought up like, seemingly like mental illness/suicide/detrans stats in the conversation of me coming out
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its improved but he still wouldnt give me open access to my money (now isnt smth he has full control of generally) when i ran out of hrt
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things are just kind of calmed but not good
straw bury
cant wait til i get my drivers license so i can get a construction job and make hella bank and then i can move out and drink and cut and buy all the clothes and shit i want
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awe
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;w;
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gon care for so dont have to rely on all that stuff to cope but hmph
deserve care n support n to be able to grow to better space
straw bury
yeah ur right if we ever end up moving in together i wont burden u with getting drunk and cutting all the time
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i get the struggle w its but is possible to break past n get a healthy relationship w drinking n other droogs n stuff
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even tho im addicted to some stuff but is a much more considered n healthy thing than anything i did in past
>>741524
straw bury
love u
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laen told that i might be able to, if i err like do well enough with which i presumably will be able if i can get moving on actually doing it, be employed by the contracting place as she was offered it for doing a lot or the most or whatever
so would be able to have less taken by self employment tax n be able to better have money for splitting or paying rent etc stuffs
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hoping
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cus i have money rn but dont wanna burn through it when i did previously due to bad situation that i was having to buy most of my food during while didnt have work
::hug sad
>>741532
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rest up soons, too
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ur too sweet to be having to worry about this shit saeki its so unfair i wish everyone was fucking dead
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im gonna blow up the whole entire world >:(
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gah i went to the posters page who made the found e thread and
they seem to be alr cus posting 18 hrs ago but apparently in egypt
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christ
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i gotta be more grateful
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but still isoki to recognize n not minimize ur own stuffs, but yeh its rough for a lot of peeps
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we had a t guy here who was from the saudis that would post
shared way to make/get T n stuff
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yeah i think i remembered
straw bury
u mean like here on the board? i vaguely remember something like that
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ye
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was usually on when it was quiet and maybe a month after the 4ch outage
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(estrogen)
straw bury
ok im not really familiar at all with the culture over there but
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>why r u taking estrogen if ur a boy this place isnt for girls
>um actually this is the silly boy club
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>how are you telling me to use google but you dont know trans men dont take estrogen
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so is silly boy club just full of trans women
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it seems like maybe 1/3 boymoders 1/3 femboys and 1/3 trans guys or hard repressors
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poor girls
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well theres probably a lot of overlap between the femboys and the trans guys :p
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yeah
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like a lot of hrt femboy posts
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-w-
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pain
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maybe i should try being a femboy since being a girl isnt working out too well
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nuh
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its working
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even if ur in bad circumstances rn
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bonk
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oh its ok just kiss it better
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hehe
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:>
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:3
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us fr
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if i was cute that is
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will make u admit ur cute
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ur welcome to try lol
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and love self
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but mainly feel ur lovable
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i wish i could give people radiation sickness by biting them
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lel
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i was gonna say i could give u lovesickness by biting u but id have to immediately cure it for u
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im afraid there is no cure:(
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.play [YouTube]
this the typa shit i listen to before bed
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there is
<3
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watching stream n mb vids n might play more skyrim then try n open messages or stuffs n mb get work done
>>741593
straw bury
i oughta get to sleep
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mhmmmm
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ill tuck us in n be quiet w headphones in next to u n comfort n hold till eep
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yippeeee
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saeki just so u know when we move in together if u try to fix my alcohol and self harm problems then im gonna fix ur sleep schedule
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would take that trade for ur sake
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so i can be able to be up w u bwawa
straw bury
:3
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; w;
but, sweet
and sleep well c: sweet dreams n love chu lots too
::happy
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gn cutie love u
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i have not looked into it yet n theres not many great places im finding for the info yet unless theres a doc but apparently vaush has grooming allegations
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hm nvm not confirmable yet i think or well, we'll see yk
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oh yeh nvm this seems like nothing unless more comes out
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okay maybe some rly ugh stuff nvm but gotta see what comes out
quiet hrs
labby
bwaaaaa
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bwawa heya
labby
hi saek!!!!!
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haii
labby
bwaaa i lost the minecraft server again shd have screenshotted it
>>741629
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;w;
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ill link
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the mod setup referenced is easiest w prism launcher n what the screenshot is from
labby
yeah i use prism launcher
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ye
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some worm bought shit ie and redirected it to the server
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brb
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>>741635
have u seen the whole tea thing

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