was looking to see what ghost archive had of rentry and similar sites but should just look on ph n is bwa

idk

>>756657
mood but i just need to do work

groggy

gonna take more stims

i have to do it ive been sleeping so much

forgetting to take meds that help me do anything

gon try to do that in the next while/couple hrs or something

hows it been going for chu

yeah

is the current feeling

maybe ill do that

im personally just gon try n get electric bike but hope u can figure out vehicle or stuff if helps

tho maybe have a flat bit that u try to put away for such n then use an allotted bit for music or etc

just came across the diy wiki 2.0 which is nicer

i was gonna try to get samiyams stuff at one point w the cassettes or stuff

gmmmmm

he's sweet n cute n i cant wait for more akonit bwaaa

lole

ive known some ppl who had the pale blue skin in hands n stuff thing at points

i dont think about them so much now but i think i had some of my OCD fears back then, excluding the intrusive thoughts discussion

setting up a new VM

lole

work stuff, just so it's sandboxed at the very least

watched an essay abt hetalia that came out recently

do u have dandelions all over, there

mom cat's 3rd bday in 1 or 2 days

installing archcraft

yahoo

which

thats a cute model
was wanting to make some of my design ideas into one again bwa
i started on a couple 1-2 yrs ago but didnt add the stuff past the main features/hair n face

i have not put booba jiggle on my models though

yeh

i think it might make me more comfy now but i always got dysphoric b4

and heyaaa

and hehe yeh just a pic that i remembered

what, legends za

disagree

i enjoyed them quite a bit and think theyre p good even if a sorta mess, even now

i think they have issues but still p good for what they are, but also it's carrying issues from those games a bit

meh

i couldnt play them but i watched a lot of stuff from peeps i trust on them

but they seem less interesting to me or such than sv

even if i like the setting

awe

getting some fluffier (more stuffed) or diff size n color ones would be nicu

i got a shiny uhh

my first shiny (i only played the rpgs) being the penguin thats usually red w a crown

errr

im sure i could come up with quite a bit but
doing things like trying to have

one, music playing that's noise for focus etc n such
using a pomodoro timer can help for a good few people, basically it's just going for 15-25 ish min then doing 5-10 min break and back and fourth
having some kind of non intrusive like fidget esc thing to have the stimulation or such
and also taking out the energy or focusing for reading can be better done for a lot of peeps by taking even minor notes or marking up stuff to actively interact w the text, whether on paper w highlighters or notebook etc or using smth like Okular to markup document/pdfs of them

also, any sort of stimulant will generally improve this quite a bit, especially if during the peak of it's effects; even if just caffeine, it can be helpful
though instant release adhd meds can be of massive help for these sudden focus needs, non stimulant meds like buproprion can also be of help for this and (i did actually get a script but havent taken yet) instant release as well, without it being adderall or a more gen stim

it's more complicated than that but it doesnt work in the same way

but yeh it's more of a errr

light, general focus thing, and can be calming instead of incredibly stimulating, so it doesnt feel like it works in the way it's conceptualized by most people

ye ik

having the coping mechanisms and ability to focus w/o meds before you start or use regularly can be helpful but also it's often good to still have meds around as it's like

depending on how much it affects you, or if you havent experienced stim meds at all, it can be of good use

not really but there are some

well

i believe certain ephedrines would help but that's a whole thing, and also its much more worth just talking to ur primary care doc to see if u can get something going
stuff like buproprion doesnt require all the work n check ins that a lot of place put on adderall or such

>>756884
u'd be fine but hope u can get meds

is a whole gah

the stats of people w unmedicated adhd and the just

its pretty horrific and i dont wanna go into them

>>756885
yeh, some will just be willing or work to get stimulants w/o a bunch of stuff but i find it depends a lot idk
but buproprion is a med that's sort of like an antidepressant in how it works but works on uptake for norepinephrine and other stuff i believe (it's been a while) and that can help quite a bit, while also being an effective antidepressant as well as weirdly a drug for quitting nicotine

its weird

watched his 9/11 conspiracy theorist vid that came out yday

oh yeh this one i saw

i learned about all the weird history w fallout boy n uhh

stuff recently from some random tiny channels video

like

their documented history of membership in some strange like

i cant remember all of it, i could probably find, but membership in these vegan punk ish groups that flirted with nazism

in like the edgey but also more than that way

yeah there was a looot more than that but like

thats the short short of it

this
found it
[YouTube]

i watched it 3 weeks ago at like 3-5 am so i cannot remember everything also i dont rly care to lel

but kind of chaotically entertaining

yeh, i watched lel i

was looking for an investigative thing i forgot the name of n only remembered the art for on a an-fed collective site and found a review for a docu the other night and watched it on a whim

it was Secret mall apartment and heavily recommend it's wack going from this story of 8 artists secretly living in the Providence RI mall for 4 yrs, building a full furnished apartment, and dives into a lot of stuff on gentrification and how the artists did memorials for like
they made '''graffiti''' in manhattan of ever single passenger and emergency service worker who died on 9/11 out of masking tape on buildings

and would make tape art every week at childrens hospitals for the kid's rooms

and i just expected to watch a docu on the story of the legend of that mall apartment, i showed it to my mom last night as its probably one of the best docus ive seen this year

>>756913
here's the trailer if nothing else n recommend checking out sometime someday
[YouTube]

also the real estate developer language is a thing they use to attack the idea n not genuinely like that

oe

idk what it is hope its oki

oh yeh those

eheh

haiii

daves*

ye nw

nicu

i showed it to my mom last night cus its quite wholesome but also tragic and prescient

>>756952
:'D

>>756952
is this from the last couple yrs ?

reminds me of th elektron cycles

installing endeavour on a vm

heya fent

saving my OS state, slowly, before i start customizing but got it installed

awe

heya shreiemp

installing a needy streamer rice