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shrimp
i like uhhhhh
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
shmirp
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Seriously wtf is going on
shrimp
tea
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
This is even worse than that Ice Age 3 level
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
hiii
fentmom
hello friend tea
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
#shimp
shrimp
henlo
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
hello fentmom
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i got a new clothes today
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
consisting of a pair of jeans and then track pants and then a sweater
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I wish I had clothes
fentmom
>>771196
it feels good in a sort of addictive way, and you know too much of it is bad, but we need to relieve pressure and stress sometimes
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771214
cute
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
You know it's a good thing they stopped making these after the third movie I would have died if another Madagascar happened
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
fentmom i may leave the server you invited me to i think the people there are a bit odd
>>771223
fentmom
its kind of like how sometimes i watch these kind of super hateful MDE skits and im like "haha yeah"
fentmom
>>771221
thats fine i only really wanted to vc with people there
fentmom
and i dont have like a server for worms
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
okay
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Birds
fentmom
its like ok but it is very much like /tttt/ depressed druggie zone
>>771231
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I too love exterminating local wild life
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771227
well its not that part its all the like talk of um
>>771271
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
like more /pol/ esque subjects
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771229
if anyone would like to provide me a salad i will eat it
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ray Romano will die in 50 seconds
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
#randalai who is ray romano
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
The guy from that tv show
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
thank you randal ai
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I think it's called Everybody loves Raymond
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Aaaand he's dead
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
so cute!
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i bought a sweater like that today
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771241
Just be yourself (a dog girl)
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i need to get rid of all my leg hair so that i can wear not long pants
>>771249
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
maybe ill get a long skirt though
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
"Three, it got three" - Vinny
sæкі
>>771245
pat
same
also wan a long skirt bwa
sæкі
ive only gotten to have short-ish ones
>>771252
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sacha Baron Coehn ASMR
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771250
midi perchance
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
a pleated midi skirt
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
from amazon
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
?
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
?
sæкі
not solely those, others too
sæкі
have some nice like old plaid ones
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Have you guys ever seen a giraffe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
These things are otherworldy
sæкі
vintage n not amazon trash quality, but theyre small
>>771266
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>feet jokes
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771263
Do you know who I am
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771262
im only teasing you hehe those sound nice
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i think a plaid skirt is awesome
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I wish they would let us play as Melman more often, he's so fun
sæкі
but i had other stuff though was lost in two 'situations'
>>771275
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771268
aaaaaagh so cute
derrick_fan
i hate people but then i talk to people who are my friends and then i love people
>>771285
derrick_fan
maybe we shouldnt kill everyone....just some of them
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Humiliating him
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Describe NYC in three words
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
New York City
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
today i got home and i looked at myself wearing my new clothes and it made me very happy
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Wouldn't it be funny if scientists learned how to read like animals' thoughts and found out all animals are racist against humans
>>771282
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771281
#editai make it so that the animals are wholesome and friendly
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nah, racist animals is funnier
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
why did it make it say that
>>771287
fentmom
>>771273
i just personally wish that we could have the opposite of the mass-psychosis thats happening now
fentmom
like i am a bpd repping tranny but i still try to make friends with all kinds of people and treat them like human beings. i am also extremely hateful sometimes and i am pathologically distrusting
>>771288
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771284
AI too wholesome, need to make it edgy again
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771286
are you repping the bpd or the tranny
>>771293
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Reimupits
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
This isn't working
fentmom
>>771288
repping tranny and im bpd in the sense that blade the vampire hunter is a vampire
fentmom
not in the sense i want to hurt other bpd people i just wish that it was treated like a health crisis
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I would killy myslef if thta happened to me
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I will admit those moles look positively chunky, I like it
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
moles?
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Yeah moles
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
The ones that don't live in Madagascar
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
where
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I thought it looked like Sonic
shrimp
yeah its a sonic minecraft skin
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oh okay
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
:D
shrimp
i was just messing w u
shrimp
:3c
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Mort
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
All this wild life awareness and it still doesn't make me want to donate to WWF
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
im sleepy
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
what a weirdo
shrimp
go to sleep tea
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
its only 10
>>771320
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
10 what
sæкі
awe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
10 what
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Not me, I'm on my second one rn
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771320
omg lvoe this idea
sæкі
id do that for peeps too mb sumtime,,,
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771320
Ugly Barnackle?
shrimp
libpol group bedtime storytime
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
someday when i have a girlfriend i should ask her if she wants a bedtime story, then read one of the brothers grimm fairy tales
>>771329
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
See what I don't like in vidya is when characters in it berate for failing tasks, like BITCH ASS PIECE OF CODE I'M TRYINGGGG
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
or opt for like dante's inferno
>>771332
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
my dad read me the hobbit as a bedtime story as a kid and it was awesome
>>771341
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771330
Dante's Inferno is Dante's self insert fic about meeting his crush and going to Hell with him
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
"yea babe i would totally search through hell, purgatory, and heaven just to find you again"
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Where did I misplace that fanart of Dante as a cute girl
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>find rope
Whoa whoa easy this game isn't THAT hard
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
LMAO
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I fucking hate Borat but I love king Julien so as you can see I have a varied opinion on Sacha Baron Coehn
fentmom
i hate him
fentmom
wish i could enjoy borat again it was a funny part of being a kid
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don't like Borat and never will
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ben Stiller ASMR
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771341
yay
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
he skipped over the war at the end because he didn't wanna teach a bad lesson
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
At least the music is good. Not as BANGER as the first game but acceptable
fentmom
in a way i appreciate that
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i think it's alright
fentmom
my bipolar stepmum took my legos away from me bc i was using them to make urban warfare stop motion animations and she was like huh maybe you want to watch this video with kids in africa who are victims of landmines huh??
>>771352
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Fent, everyone in your surroundings have BPD
>>771351
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
From what you said yourself
fentmom
>>771349
yeah im gonna be honest its like the downwardly mobile/precariat disease
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771348
Okay wow
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Just like how everyone in my family has ASD
fentmom
i cant even joke about like ooo sexy bpd baddie goth thussy woooaww because like
fentmom
im already thinking about that hypothetical person being the worst parent ever or being an extremely poor influence on their friends
fentmom
oh yeah mine has ASD too but thats still quirky and nice
sæкі
brushed teef
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Evil autism
sæкі
awe
sæкі
i think i like
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Male-man
sæкі
im p sure im ad and it was assumed i was by my psychs but i havent been able to get a diagnosis due to long story but
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Wow
sæкі
i dont think most of my family is except well
i think both my male cousins have it, though my parents
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Trans
sæкі
my mom n i have adhd and my dad n i have ocd
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
my bra does not fit
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Neither does mine
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771369
Long Chiito
sæкі
i saw that pic n made a bwa version n posted to pinterest
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I played golf today
sæкі
(:
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Video game gold ofc but still
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Saeki have you ever heard
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Look up goodman's mouse lemur on google
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
but the problem is i dont know whats wrong with the size
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Shoe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
""shoe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
9738.png
::shoe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Reminds of the time I entered thread and someone was gacha'ing boymoder images
sæкі
>>771385
relating to what randal asked me to do
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
That's not goodman's mouse lemur...
>>771391
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
ohhh i see it was like fitting as in well suited, not fitting as in sizing
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I will whisper at you
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771389
me when my mom phones me
>>771396
sæкі
fast
sæкі
not fat
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Fast n fat
sæкі
it be but living w family still n deth
>>771400
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
One sec give me a sec
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771397
"why do you keep asking me what cables i need!!!" (not doing all caps)
vro its cuz if you get the wrong one it doesn't work no need to shout here like what you're thinking is obviously "im just gonna buy an hdmi to displayport" but hdmi to displayport doesn't work so like
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Top 10 images that make you want to touch feet
>>771417
sæкі
i kind of repress all/any of the fights to try n get by
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771405
Me with your snoot
sæкі
but is usually cus idk ive lost my ability to do most things while im here/lost the energy to care (even though i try, bwa)
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
yeah. i'm sorry saeki i know the feeling. im trying to be free for next semester
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Ah yes just like that worm game
sæкі
isoke
sæкі
trying to get out again but have to break that first step n i dont have anyone here anymore except for having met nona, but shes not close close
>>771421
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
YEAH so true
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Well this sucks. I used to bash these things with my own two hands
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771410
i want to hug her :> i think she would be nice to hug
sæкі
as would u :'>
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Who said that
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771412
ive gotta like... idk. i think i gotta just ask my parents to like pay my rent while im still in school but its inconvenient because they have a place where i theoretically could stay for free nearby the school so i dont know how happy they will be
sæкі
patpat
well hope u can figure things out that give u at least some more autonomy
i have a bit of like
sæкі
i have a bit of money that was/is for college or such inherited but i left cus health/cost so, likely gonna try n take the work oppurtunities i see rn to have some income n also have that to be able to pay part of rent n stuff while i save
>>771441
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
People need to stop dying
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Like, at all
sæкі
no deth yeh
fentmom
one day im going to die randal what will you do then
>>771430
fentmom
you will inherit all of my ck3 titles
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771428
Revive you duh
fentmom
necromancer
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nah, just magic
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
who tryna fuck on the highkeys
sæкі
haiii
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Highkeys?
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>771435
cuuute yay lets do it :3
sæкі
::yuri girls
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771424
wow good luck!
sæкі
thanke i bwa
sæкі
trying to find situation ill be able to room w someone i trust w as im disabled though able to do things just
>>771447
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Don't you just love going to another continent and proceed to do a little scale genocide of the local animals
sæкі
chronic conditions bwawa
take care of urselves though worms too
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>771444
mhmhm i feel u, im not like disabled but i get u in that its hard like idk trusting someone enough to be able to be like that with them
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Guys I'm gonna have to confess and this might not be pretty but
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I don;t like Melman x Gloria
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Like they're canon sure but I don't like them together, as a couple
sæкі
when i know im likely to be a bit vulnerable, recovering from being where i am now and the trauma (which i can make it through but would need a lil), i need to have some baseline that ill be able to not have to worry so much about peep like i have in the past
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sometimes a happy place can only exist in your own head, and that's fine I think. That's how it's been for me all the time
sæкі
due to it being relationships and me almost always ending up dating neet (girls)
sæкі
(this is great but when i have to do everything cus i become the least neet gah)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
BEing a neet is great, it's what I always n=wanted
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Now to find someone who will finance me for the rest of my life
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
No, not a sugar whatever, I'm not a boy toy
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i dont need someone to finance me my whole life
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
a one time payment of $100,000,000 would do
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Two simple things... a billion dollars and a trillion dollars
sæкі
just wan a place to stay n peep to hug n rest w n basic food or ability to work sum to get such
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i looked at it and i could finance my current lifestyle on a minimum wage job which is kinda funny
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nooo don't make me get a job nooo
sæкі
yeh
sæкі
i dont buy like
sæкі
anything
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i am buying lots of clothes rn but only because i don't have any >_<
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Okay but where do you get hrt
sæкі
i wanna get clothes but i have this sense of i have to always be errr
i know i need to but the feel of i shouldnt spend it in case stuffs comes up
>>771476
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
DOn't tell me you make it yourself Walter White style
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771474
saeki i think i kinda get it i had this feeling a long time
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
for me what would happen was that like it was just kinda quite overwhelming like what do i buy and then after i buy it where do i hide it and how do i make sure that im safe and then simultaneously like how do i make myself look good and it was really just too much for me
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Fuck this horny ass hippo
sæкі
yeh
sæкі
i was sneaking stuff n getting my own lil money to get it n hiding things for a long time
trying to break past now but have to hide a lot from dad
>>771487
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Fcuk my stupid derp life
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Actually having memory issues isn't bad, least you don
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
don't remember ALL the bad things you did over the life
sæкі
ive had them though things are a gud bit better now generally
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771482
scariest part of my life was definitely when i was eating dinner and my grandfather brought up randomly "hey so i was cleaning your place and i found a bag of women's clothes, what were those" and i had to make up a lie on the spot "oh it was just my friend's"
sæкі
awe
sæкі
yeh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Do you ever wonder why they don't let other horse-like animals participate in these races? Like horses and zebras and other things
sæкі
i hid them in this wooden chest carry box in the closet under a lot of stuff but was yk
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i didnt know he'd go in :/ it was my closet :/
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Would be funny
sæкі
also
sæкі
so
sæкі
im unsure, if i can't find - oh wait
sæкі
i might just have it in my room but, if i cant find like 70% rubbing alc or whatever, for an injection would 65%~ be enough to be alr with trusting to do a shot on already p clean skin
>>771501
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I'm not completely stupid, just like 30% or so
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Peeps
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771498
i just got like a box of 100 alcohol swabs
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i use one on the lid and then on my body and i'm not even close to running out lol
sæкі
just trying to overcome the dread as uh
sæкі
long story relating to family n money situation etc had lost access after on for 2.5 yrs and restarting after quite a long time so im trying to get over the stress n do it,
knowing what i need to grab so i dont have barriers to me doing it will hopefully help
>>771511
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I wish I could cheer you up Saeki but most of the time my words make it worst
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I'm sorry..
sæкі
and wh isoke
appreciate
sæкі
im alr right now generally other than lonely feels
sæкі
15074.jpg
::eepy yuri
( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Just wishing you the best and to get out of it soon
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771504
isnt it just
1. syringes
2. alcohol wipes
3. estrogen
sæкі
have to kinda hab more stuff there in case of idk aaa have tremors n accidentally had it go ugh before
just stress
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
oh :( i see
sæкі
15896.png
isoke
i appreciate
::pet clover
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sad that all the kindest people are most tortured ones
>>771518
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
yay hi bran
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
do u got that avpd saeki
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i think if i went to a therapist i would've fit the symptoms but also i think that it's just a coping mechanism for other stuff so i dont think its really the same for me
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
but i think that for someone thats got it it's like a total curse. one of the worst possible things u could do to someone
fentmom
do you think there might be a differential diagnosis there or what
fentmom
or whatever the term is
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i don't know what that means in this context
fentmom
like it might be something similar which shares a lot of traits
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
no i think that um i avoided people because i was hrt repping and i felt bad about myself because i was hrt repping and i was hrt repping because i was scared of like idk my family i guess
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
all of its started going away when i girlmode lol
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
and also when im not at my parents' houses
fentmom
i see
sæкі
couldnt find the rubbing alc throughout house
got sum water
but err
sæкі
i have a lot of things but not known if i have avpd but i have much of the issues it comes w so its mood
sæкі
gah
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
my mom was like "well we could either get massages or we could go and get ethiopian food in the other side of the city [like an hour and a half away lol]"
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
and then we did neither >_< but it wouldve been fun
anon
in your personal experience what is the fastest way to reverse a diet?
>>771545>>771543
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I just saw something so unholy I will not go to twitter for the next 3 days
>>771541
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Indeed
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771538
reverse as in how
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
like feeder shit
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771538
Eat food in reverse
anon
reverse as in fail, undo waterweight loss, that thing where you ",take a break" and completely undo all progress.
>>771549
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
my friend said her ex gf would just give her free taco bell frequently to try and make her fat and then one day she came up to my friend and squished her belly and was like "hehe you're getting pretty big huh" and my friend was super creeped out and dumped her
>>771551
sæкі
hehe
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
but i want free taco bell :>
anon
>>771549
to be honest, effectively neurotic adhesion to healthful eating is why i need to ask this question. i remember being a teenager, i could just eat McDonald's every day for a week, but that is even unhealthier for you than the fat and carbs. i want the most efficient thing so i can minimize harm from other unhealthy shit in food.
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
any1 wanna give me free taco bell? dms are open
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Don't have Taco Bell in Russia sorry
fentmom
you're making me hungry for taco bell
>>771559
fentmom
i should walk 2 hours to where it is
fentmom
just break in and cook my own taco bell
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
fentmom you are older than me so it's your responsibility to provide for me by which i mean give me taco bell
>>771560
fentmom
i have to Take Responsibility
fentmom
Leader and protector
fentmom
Provider
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I am 8035 days old
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
8036 now
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
>>771560
no he isn't he's like much more than that
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771566
Zoomer
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
leave me alone
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
i didnt choose to be a zoomer
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I'm a zoomer too though
shrimp
im a boomer
fentmom
im zillenial
fentmom
we like invader zim backpacks
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
See it's bad when you're a zoomer but even worse when your uncle (who's 20 years older than you) says you're too young
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Simba??
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Existing is pain
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Alex's storyline in Madagascar 2 is insane, like imagine reuniting with your biological parents after being separated from them for years and the first thing they do to you is make you go through death tournament
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
so sleepy 4 sum reason..........
>>771581>>771582
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>771580
Clearly you don't own an air fryer
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
im gonna close chat and just use my computer like a little tv before bed instead of interacting with it
tea (recently unbanned on good behavior)
good night everyone
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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You clearly never watched National Geographic if you don't know about lions' wall climbing habits
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lions are the basic bitch of the animal kingdom IMO, i will not be taking notes
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fentmom
#smartai was kakihara in ichi the killer genuinely suicidal

Kakihara, the flamboyant and sadistic yakuza enforcer from *Ichi the Killer* (2001), is a complex character whose psychological profile suggests he embodies more of an extreme nihilism than genuine suicidal ideation. Directed by Takashi Miike and based on Hideo Yamamoto’s manga, Kakihara exhibits traits of existential despair—but his behavior aligns more with reckless abandon in pursuit of sensation rather than a conventional desire for self-annihilation.

Several key points support this interpretation:

1. **Masochistic Hedonism** – Kakihara derives perverse pleasure from pain, both inflicting it and enduring it. His numerous body modifications (split tongue, facial scars) and willingness to engage in brutal fights suggest an addiction to extremes rather than a death wish. He seeks intensity as validation of existence.

2. **Philosophical Nihilism** – His famous line: "Pain is my only proof I'm still alive," underscores his embrace of suffering as meaning-making in an otherwise absurd world—a far cry from traditional suicidal depression.

3. **Quest for Worthy Opponent** – His obsession with finding someone who can truly challenge him (culminating in Ichi) resembles Nietzschean will-to-power dynamics; suicide would negate that pursuit entirely.

4. **Cultural Context** – As a hyper-stylized homage to yakuza tropes, Kakihara operates within cinematic exaggeration where self-destruction serves dramatic spectacle over clinical realism.

While he ultimately meets annihilation via Ichi's blade after provoking confrontation relentlessly ("If you kill me...you'll be just like me"), this reflects thematic closure—his demise being inevitable given his ethos—rather than premeditated suicide per se.

In summary: No definitive evidence suggests active suicidality; instead, Kakihara represents radical amorality weaponizing risk-taking toward transcendent experience until entropy consumes him naturally through narrative consequence rather than deliberate intent towards cessation-of-being typical among genuinely suicidal individuals clinically speaking or otherwise characterized thusly historically across literature/film studies analyses thereof comparatively examined vis-a-vis similar characters elsewhere throughout media representations globally considered holistically when analyzing such figures critically beyond superficial readings alone without deeper contextual engagement required fully appreciate nuances involved therein conclusively stated herewith accordingly thereby ad finem etcetera et alii mutatis mutandis ceteris paribus ipso facto q.e.d..
was kakihara in ichi the killer genuinely suicidal
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>>771598
Basic bitches are wolves

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