found some pics of self n stuff i forgot i had/took
n also some screenshots w info that might just be critical to me getting in contact w two friends to inform them of stuff

long past friends

i do it but i dont love it

awe

i dont think peeps like them overall
but have them almost all the time basically
can be tough, do what peeps need to care for selves n work through having them less, as hard as that can be

w me i more so get like the am i gonna die in the next few years will i just fall into a situation i cant stop n yk
or am i gonna ruin my life or smth

ive improved quite a bit from my worst though but its still tough
recommend trying to recognize when having them and try to recognize their irrationality and that yk

>>771840
d'awww
well hey pls dont take the amt u did like dis as i know the come down is probably not very nice right now
but also experiencing this atm; but err

awe

yeah

id recommend like a good thing to try is maybe even just taking like 5-10mg of xr in

awe

yeh i get 25mg caps

but hmmm

have you been put on IR before?

oke, just can be of use if u really need to focus or u have smth and its feeling impossible or stuff, but also being able to find coping strategies and other meds without taking a ton of stimulants like everyday is a good path too, its pretty individual but its heavy on the body

>>771866
yeah that could be a good path i think for chu
i know that labby n other peeps ive known have had that switch be something that helped them

also, non stimulant adhd meds can work if u rly dont yk but i get that thats not yknow

no

not straterra

my mom is on 80 mg cus her dr doesnt want her on stims cus of BP, sigh

sucks

but buproprion is quite solid in relation to it

it has stim style effects and such n theres IR and XR

>>771886
at higher doses and such

ive been on a lot and ive uh

ive had seizures and its a thing where its i forget but

its not a thing like

if ur on a prescription low dose or stuff, it can be supportive and help daily function but not have the strong effects of stuff

but ive, in the pats been on 300mg xr buprorpion and 25mg adderall a day and it's (not something id do now) not the yk

>>771900
lol

>>771899
i think i might try n get the push n do shot tonight

i kinda wanna sleep early n be up for a couple hours before leaving at 1 tomorrow but i also wanna work up to doing shot n stuff

lol

but also w buproprion if u have a thing that ur health is at risk to that stuff from meds like it, i can get that but just check w doc
for most people its never gonna have anything like that unless on yknow

nuuuu

hmph,,

gonna have to

lemme find the gif

you canj

you just have to have had a period between them and such, also theres quite good meds for helping it now
but
it is a dreadful thing n existential n just gah

i get it

it's an understandable fear n thing thats like
sort of worry for taking meds or trying things even if it should be oki

>>771923
ehe

and sorri ill

try n open up thingy in a min im

foggy,,

mhm

awe yeh i was

trying to figure out how i could mention but i have my own wholething of like

it sucks in a whole other way my closest friends n stuff were heavily apart of keffals community before the whole junk went down last year or so and the just
lots of kf talk and stuff for yrs

you uh

its not worth knowing fully but shes the trans woman who like
was swatted and went on the news and was blown up for trying to shut down websites
sadly she took a bunch of the money meant for court stuff and used it on drugs and stuff, like 10s of thousands
but there was a lot that happened and was sorta like

yeah it sucks

yeah

like she hurt her entire community who trusted her and had been lying about a lot a lot and wasnt well, but had been hiring private investigators to get dox on content creators for example with money for a court case fundraiser
im not gonna dive into it more than that but she lead to a giant spotlight and stuff being put on a bunch of DIY HRT peeps who got put on blast by mutahar.some ordinary gamers for exmaple

example

it was a mess and all

he was a big part, he made this really conceptually gross video that did out her as doing a lot of this stuff but in a weird like

it was gross from all sides is all

ye

not gon go into more but was gah

take care of each other though worms n reach out

yeah

omg

lemme show you

the thumbnail

for christs sake

lmao

ill show u a real photo

he just went really weird

oh god i dont even know

she was deep in the twitch pol stuff and i didnt care for it for most of the era and ye

lel

>>771986
that pic is from about 1-2 yrs before the mutahar video

>>771986
yeh

>>771975
#throw
::gle

>>771969
#throw
::gle

hmmmm
i have a baguette i could bake n i could stay up for a while
lower my baseline anxiety by getting a lil more tired n do shot i can hope

>>772000
awwwe

heh

Durarara has a russian spy biker girl who loves books and fires a soviet anti materiel rifle at one point and shes really cool n sweet by the end

yeah

i feel ick a bit about the way they drew him but it was japan like 2 decades ago so yknow, not that that makes it better, but his character is pretty yk

has more depth over time than would usually exist for those characters

ou

i got cheez it tooasties

bwa

snacc for a lil

:D

the one from yesterday.earlier ?

or anewanon

>>772052
its piss

oe

making chimchen fettuccine alfredo

the hecc--

>>772109
lmfao

>>772107
making chimchen fettuccine alfredo we can share n i can feed

made noms :3 would share w straw n twink

:V

c-cutes....

>///~//>

>>772193
:O

>>772193
i also fall in this area