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I haven't made it past like 1/2 way cus I'm taking notes/writing down anecdotes of mine in document, but
hope it was smth that well
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intense but smth worthwhile bwa
evil shrimp
yeah it was a very valuable read i think
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that outlet I was thinking of maybe, once I have a complete piece I'm happy w or such, sending my writing to as they pay 200 for a blog post and 400 for a piece
evil shrimp
ooo
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will see but all depends on if they're accepted, but I can style smth towards that kind of audience that isn't super direct direct w my syndicalist thoughts when un-needed
>>783676
labby
i love experiencing a sudden sharp pain in my chest its very cool
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and awww
labby
yeah its a heavy one
labby
an important read through
evil shrimp
yeah its real as fuck
labby
though
labby
its one of the basic works for my worldview
evil shrimp
wdym
labby
like uhhh
labby
its fundamental to my analysis of the world and society around me
>>783677
evil shrimp
>>783661
wdym with syndicalist thoughts
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cant err
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just in relation to political things on topics that well
labby
i think hot allostatic load is a very direct piece of literature that, unintentionally, lends itself to a radically transfeminist worldview
>>783685
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less gonzo and stream of consciousness
evil shrimp
ohh like more formal publications
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I can do both but it just takes a different energy
::eepy yuri
evil shrimp
yee. writing is really interesting thats a skill i want to start developing because i always hvae so many ideas but i have no real skill in expressing thoughts outside of conversations lol
evil shrimp
>>783680
yeah i can vibe with that i do think its very direct and put words to things ive seen over the years that i never could quite articulate
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yeh
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I try to have my stuff be very direct best possible
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silly
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haii
labby
im replaying ace attorney
finch
haiiii
evil shrimp
unless youll get fired
finch
i dont know if he'll understand 😭😭
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he's white
evil shrimp
thats really funny though skdjfhksjdg
finch
hes not white he's a middle eastern dude
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I'm joking
finch
hes pretty based he says he likes to go to gay bars because gay people are nicer
>>783704
evil shrimp
>>783702
incredibly based or possibly closeted and really wants to admit it
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heh
finch
he has a wife AND a girlfriend
finch
and they know about eachother and thats just kinda how it is
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poly gang
labby
ethical nonmonogamy
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yeh
evil shrimp
hes definitely railing twinks in the gay bar bathroom
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lol
finch
16 hour shift is killing me
evil shrimp
is that even legal
finch
apparently
evil shrimp
geeeeze
evil shrimp
id cry
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looking, u have the required overtime pay and such, right
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its legal, from what I saw, if u get that and rest periods
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take care of urself, also maybe ask ur
finch
i dont get "breaks"
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then yeh that's not uh
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yeh ur required breaks there
::sip gle
finch
i dont rly need breaks bc half my shift is sitting behind the register vaping and playing minecraft
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just take the care u need w shifts like that hmph
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need to pet u
finch
also im running the gas station alone all day
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:(
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omw
finch
im also not getting paid overtime bc i went home early yesterday bc of migraines
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u rly need to take care of self n if this is gonna be like
finch
i am! i drink water and eat food and im sitting and not really working myself at all
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I mean that
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if being on/in a place like that specifically all day is a thing that's causing those then y'know
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have a chronic migraine condition I bwa
finch
worst part of this is getting sir'd a lot bc i dont pass
finch
also my migraines are rare
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ur a pretty, cute girl
finch
not even sure if it was a migraine it was weird it got worse when i bent over to stock shelves
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can be a thing that has weird stuff like that, depends on the kind ad the person
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just depending on how bad it was n stuff
finch
parabol/parabola are so good
finch
be my reminder here that i am not alone in this body, this body holding me
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wh
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yeh realized after
phomeo
phone finally works again
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yay!!
finch
this dude who looks like he has FASD keeps staring at me like eyes to yourself bro
phomeo
waow
phomeo
a few years ago there was a really weird kid who went to my high school (i thnk he graduated before me idk), and his dad was really weird too, he had this wide-eyed stare that he'd give my mom (who is the school secretary) everytime he came in, so they took to calling him the eyes guy
phomeo
idk i just know he had scary eyes ehehe
phomeo
when mom gets home from work i will ask her
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pain
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>>783768
#blur
boooooooooooooooger
i’m gonna start vaping i’ll be so cool
>>783779
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>>783772
no isfine
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heyaaa boog
phomeo
hi booger
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hehe
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mine has basil w a sunflower in a sunflower field n omori
phomeo
>>783773
omg my eyes are so much more blue than i thought
phomeo
blue eyes white devil
phomeo
kewl!!!
phomeo
( ✧Д✧) YES!!(≧∇≦)/
phomeo
this keyboard should have never given me the power of a kaomoji shortcut
boooooooooooooooger
>>783779
why notttttttttttttt
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I might eep for/nap for a while
boooooooooooooooger
and hi romeo and saeki
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its not great, nic addiction or use is shitty
boooooooooooooooger
i would only have 100mg nic
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u can do nic free if u rly wanted
boooooooooooooooger
but i don’t want to what’s the pointtttt saeki lemme VAPE
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nic is a bad high have u smoked before
boooooooooooooooger
like once
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u could get like
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if u are serious about this, I recommend - if you get a disposable vape (they're like 10-15 USD) - getting a 2.5% nic one and not the 5% you can find
just go to a vape shop and ask, they're also cheaper than gas stations
boooooooooooooooger
i wanna 100% nic one
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you'll die
boooooooooooooooger
how
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nic can make u OD
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it is not good
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#smartai explain nicotine overdose and the effects

Nicotine overdose, also known as nicotine toxicity or poisoning, occurs when an individual ingests, inhales, or absorbs excessive amounts of nicotine—a highly addictive alkaloid found in tobacco products and certain e-liquids. The condition can range from mild to life-threatening depending on the dose and route of exposure.

### **Mechanism of Toxicity**
Nicotine exerts its effects by binding to nicotinic acetylcholine receptors (nAChRs) in the central and peripheral nervous systems. In low doses, it stimulates these receptors, enhancing neurotransmitter release (e.g., dopamine, norepinephrine), which leads to increased alertness and temporary cognitive enhancement. However, at toxic levels:

1. **Peripheral Overstimulation**: Excessive activation of nAChRs causes sustained depolarization of autonomic ganglia and neuromuscular junctions.
2. **Central Nervous System Effects**: High concentrations overwhelm receptor desensitization mechanisms, leading to seizures and respiratory depression due to medullary paralysis.
3. **Cardiovascular Impact**: Nicotine induces catecholamine release (epinephrine/norepinephrine), causing tachycardia (rapid heart rate), hypertension (high blood pressure), vasoconstriction—potentially culminating in arrhythmias or cardiac ischemia.

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### **Symptoms & Clinical Presentation**
The severity depends on dosage:

- *Mild Toxicity* (~0.5–1 mg absorbed):
- Nausea/vomiting
- Headache/dizziness
- Salivation/sweating
- Tachycardia/hypertension

- *Moderate-Severe Toxicity* (>1 mg/kg body weight)*:
- Confusion/agitation/seizures (*via GABAergic inhibition*)
- Muscle fasciculations/weakness (*neuromuscular blockade*)
- Bradycardia progressing to hypotension (*late-stage parasympathetic dominance*)
- Respiratory failure (*due to diaphragm paralysis & CNS depression*)

Fatal doses are estimated at ~30–60 mg for adults but may be lower with concentrated liquids (~10 mg for children). Transdermal patches or vaping solutions pose significant risks if ingested.

---

### **Treatment Protocol**
Management is primarily supportive since no specific antidote exists:

1. **Decontamination**: Activated charcoal if ingestion occurred <1 hour prior; dermal exposure requires washing with soap/water.
2. **Symptomatic Care:**
- Benzodiazepines *(e.g., lorazepam)* for seizures
IV fluids + vasopressors *(e.g., norepinephrine)* for refractory hypotension
Atropine may counteract bradyarrhythmias
3.**Ventilatory Support:** Intubation if respiratory distress ensues

Prognosis is favorable with prompt intervention; delayed treatment risks hypoxic brain injury or death from cardiorespiratory collapse.

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### ***Key Considerations***
- E-cigarette liquid ingestion ("vape juice") represents a growing pediatric emergency due high nicotine concentrations (~50+ mg/mL). A teaspoon could be lethal for small children!
- Chronic users develop tolerance but remain susceptible via novel routes *(oral/dermal absorption bypasses pulmonary metabolism)*

Would you like details on pharmacokinetics differences between smoked vs ingested nicotine?
explain nicotine overdose and the effects
boooooooooooooooger
i wanna be cool and this vaping thing seems like a shortcut
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>moderate-severe toxicity 1mg per kg weight
>>783827
fentphone
weirdest dream ever
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can u tell boog why not to vape, also gm
boooooooooooooooger
#uwu (USER WAS UWU'D FOR THIS POST)
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sigh
evil shrimp
boobies
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I've been thinking about a dream I had in high school a few times a day these past few days
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think this song made me think about my dreams
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.play absofacto someone elses dream mv
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nicu, also Jesus get vortex
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#ai what does a sub ohm vape practically do that other vapes dont, and what changes to the effects/experience are made

sub ohm vapes use coils with resistance under 1 ohm, meaning they draw more power from the battery and produce bigger clouds. they need higher-vg juice (thicker, less pg) which affects throat hit and flavor. the experience is more intense—warmer vapor, denser clouds, and sometimes stronger flavor. they drain battery faster, drink more juice, and usually require a box mod with decent wattage. not for discreet hits, but great if you're chasing clouds or just like a beefier drag. oh, and they hit harder if you're using nic salts, so careful with that.
what does a sub ohm vape practically do that other vapes dont, and what changes to the effects/experience are made
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I got a sub ohm disposable
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I hit it and it was cooler feeling (temp wise) n stronger w a small hit so I was like huh
also I should get a mod n try salt nic again
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but I keep thinking of this dream where I walk up/sorta hover up the eiffel tower horizontally climbing the side parallel to the ground n walking towards a guy I had a crush on
>>783833
booooooger
that’s fine
booooooger
normal even
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so
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we had been making our own juice in Seattle
you have to mix flavors with measuring out the ml of the nicotine solution
if you weren't careful and it got on you, you could be sent to the hospital as its so potent or
booooooger
>>783826
ouuuu sounds interesting …
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like, I learned something interesting recently that made a lot of sense
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tobacco, because of the nic in it, couldn't be smoked fully beyond taking smoke into your mouth and never your lungs
up until the 20th century or mid to late 19th or so it was this way
if you smoked the plants leaves it would act like a 'psychadelic' with how strong nicotine is in the plant and it not being a fun time
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it was used spiritually by indigenous Americans but they had to come up with processes to lower the nic content before you could at all breathe it in, otherwise you end up throwing up, having panic attacks, heart stuff, not fun yk
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they had to like dry the plant a certain way and such to get it to not be dangerous
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lel
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they were probably stronger but not on a level that's like
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its a thing, but its probably just different as stronger nic isn't necessarily good
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though I recommend ppl who haven't rly smoked and are set on vaping to start with 2.5%
anon
da saeki
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omg heyaaa
anon
hi
anon
I am sick!
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awwwwww
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will take care of
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also gon dm here for a sec
anon
:D
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but was trying to see if u were still up last night but saw u passed out awa
anon
I went to sleep eary
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was depressy so disappeared for a bit
anon
I see
anon
Was worried about you!
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the video makes me think of some trans stuff w the dream sequences but it also works as a good metaphor for stuff
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.play absofacto dissolve mv
Chilling after my politician job
Will dis site help with weight loss
>>783864
anon
So I can't make you exercise with me right now
Chilling after my politician job
Who is Luca
>>783873
Chilling after my politician job
Whenever I look at this site I just think, am I meant to be in some Discord server to know these people
>>783872
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>>783868
nah
people just generally talk here; regular users [insert some kind of condescending lurk more message]
there is a discord but its not really used
Chilling after my politician job
Yea lurk moar applies here lol
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this reminds me of the time when I was like 16 and using r9k a ton and would go onto a new discord and people would already know of me
strange feeling
>>783877
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before and since I've generally been a quiet figure
Chilling after my politician job
>>783875
Being a microceleb seems kind of fun I can't be a liar on that one
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'figure'
evil shrimp
im a micro microceleb
>>783882
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I make stuff n I might start posting videos n all, I uhh
>>783890
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I checked and my video I posted in 2019 that was stupid and edgy, that I hate, and an edit of a song is going closer to 4 mil views now it hurts my brain
anon
>>783879
shrimp babe no this isn't you, you aren't evil
Chilling after my politician job
Most views I got on YouTube was like 1.3k with some cs:go video
Chilling after my politician job
No wait I had a YouTube channel where I acted like a stupid kid and I posted some stupid horror Peppa Pig video as a joke and it got multiple thousand views maybe like 20k
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yeh I used to post streams and stuff and clips of me like playing ARK on ps4 or eventually I put clips of my HvH in csgo
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lole
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my old ark vid has like 6k views for no reason
Chilling after my politician job
>>783880
But I can't lie, now that AI is out here I don't dare to release anything that takes effort onto the internet
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audio and video poisoning are promising and also I'd rather share my work and connect with people, even if it gets pulled into such stuff; I can take that into consideration
>>783893
Chilling after my politician job
AI will take my soul and everyone else's
Chilling after my politician job
>>783891
They'll always work around the poisoning methods, they're temporary solutions
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you'd be surprised
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they can but in general they wont, specifically with stuff like audio we have tech coming that's uh
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gonna help a lot, but it seems to req a lot of gpu to get it working (with no noticeable or audible difference)
Chilling after my politician job
That's cool I hope it works
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1
Chilling after my politician job
I gotta ask am I really really evil (holocaust/torture level) (or rape) for having the video player off
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lol
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I recommend this video, at the least
Chilling after my politician job
I'm so sorry I truly am
Chilling after my politician job
But I'm just a famous politician you know
Chilling after my politician job
Very famous and chilling after my job
>>783909>>783913
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>plays the sound of an eagle
>voice assistants unlock your doors
anon
I love you Joe Biden!!
Chilling after my politician job
>>783897
I'll probably watch it though because I've enjoyed some Benn Jordan videos
Anonymous
what is wrong with you
Chilling after my politician job
>>783913
I can't hear you I'm assuming you are requesting 1 trillion for Israel
>>783918
Anonymous
5 trillion please
Chilling after my politician job
>>783918
I uhh I um I- I uhhh Um I Uhhhhh, you know?
Chilling after my politician job
Listen, fat
>>783923
Chilling after my politician job
>>783924
???? What is this
Chilling after my politician job
Wow I love it
Anonymous
i really wish i could just shoot any and all delivery drivers i see
Anonymous
my package got marked as unable to deliver when literally nobody drove past my house today
labby
bwaaaaaagh i feel like im baking alive in my room
>>783935
Chilling after my politician job
Here's my tip... Very cold tap water on the wrists...
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would let u sit in my ac
>>783937
anon
>>783936
You'd let me spit in your mouth? Saeki, you'll get sick!
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also yeh
Anonymous
can i replace the ac fluid with someones blood
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O-O
labby
sun's going down soon so hopefully itll cool a bit
labby
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next few days are gonna suck why is it so warm
Chilling after my politician job
>>783943
Haha I used to think that Alan Resnick was a genius artist the best of our generation (when I was like 14)
Chilling after my politician job
I still like what he did I don't remember a lot of it though
>>783949
Anonymous
>>783946
he did this house has people in it, that's maybe his most famous thing
alantutorial is my fave though
>>783951
fentphone
really can’t get over how strange that dream was
Chilling after my politician job
>>783949
Yea that one of course. He had some audio podcast story thing that's more niche but I heard that it's interesting?
phomeo
hi fent ^^
fentphone
hai hru
Anonymous
that lynks disease thing too
>>783956
phomeo
im feeling great i just got my normal phone back yippeee
Chilling after my politician job
>>783954
Oh yeah did you ever see the surveillance company site thing he did? With the admin panel that has creepy audio recordings in it
>>783959
fentphone
romeo get phone
Chilling after my politician job
But yeah in terms of internet politicians I am more of a Conner O'malley guy nowadays
>>783962
anon
badum tss
fentphone
dae anyone else feel as if they don’t enjoy being around anyone they’re regularly around
Anonymous
i really like the technical stuff this guy does but his music fucking sucks
>>783967>>783969
Chilling after my politician job
>>783966
Benn Jordan? I looked his music up once and it was truly mediocre
>>783968
Anonymous
>>783967
>Benn Jordan?
yeah, he has like modular synths and is inspired by aphex twin but does truly nothing music
>>783971
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>>783966
I like them both but I don't listen to his music as much
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I disagree
Chilling after my politician job
>>783968
A lot of YouTubers are so stupid at creativity like Adam Neely his music is just so mediocre
>>783972>>783977
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professional musician teaching jazz, touring with orchestras, creating experimental albums and a lot else for decades
garfileld
>adam neely slander
to the pokey with ye
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benn Jordan specifically
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Idrc for those odd ppl
Anonymous
>>783971
honestly it feels like every creative who takes an interest in gear / the tech they use just becomes creatively bankrupt
Anonymous
this is also why i've also gone out of my way to avoid doing creative stuff, cuz i like the tech for it and feel like i'm not creative because of it
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o_o
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not to be mean but loads of the artists are deep into that stuff but simply don't talk about it because why would they
Chilling after my politician job
Honestly for me the thing that always separates people who are good/bad at creativity is whether they have a public persona online or not
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but
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those deep into buying the next piece of gear to chase the search or constantly pirate plugins and never use them are their own thing, but that's not the case for plenty of artists who actually make use of them
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I'm just never gonna agree w these generalizations
::bagelsmonk
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buy roseorlando.bandcamp.com
>>783987
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:D
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yes
Chilling after my politician job
>>783990
It might be, but as a non-"gearhead" I do agree with you
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sure, there are a lot of people who go there but
being a gearhead can take time away from creating but loads of people don't fit this
Chilling after my politician job
It's true that generalizations aren't true in every case but it's a bit true in a fair amount of cases
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like some of the like
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some amazing artists in general are big into gear but its also a thing of them not diving into it or not letting it control them
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I'd say people like Moby as one example
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and aphex twin fits into this n a certain way
Chilling after my politician job
Mm I think with Benn Jordan and Adam Neely and the like it's their YouTubing that makes me expect bad music
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I get that, benn only happened to start doing YouTube bc he was making music, this stuff came in recent years
garfileld
it is certainly harder to be both a good videomaker and a good musician at the same time
Anonymous
neely also went to berklee so...
>>784004
Chilling after my politician job
>>784003
Yeah he's technically skilled but he just lacks any sincerity/emotional depth when he makes art.. From what I have seen
>>784013
nonners
#botsay reminder that nothing good will ever happen
>>784009
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heya nonners
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I'm not gonna argue about this though its not worth it
nonners
hey saeki
fentphone
you tube
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weba fent
Anonymous
>>784004
watching the sungazer tour vids is more interesting / entertaining than listening to the music itself lol
>>784014
Chilling after my politician job
>>784013
Also who's that guy with spiky hair who's like a music theory buff and makes overproduced pop music?
Chilling after my politician job
>>784017
He's asian coded but NOT asian
anon
is this q
anon
*burps*
sæкі
o-o
Chilling after my politician job
>>784020
YES
Chilling after my politician job
He's the worst case of this mismatch between technical skill and creativity
Chilling after my politician job
To exaggerate, his music is like watching your mother die from cancer
Anonymous
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how does he achieve this upload schedule
Anonymous
no i think collier is like a modern steve vai, he makes music for top 10 best ever lists
nonners
people who started electronic music in the 80s or 90s are better at balancing between making and diving into gear cuz they would only have like 2 synths and had to use those so there was no decision paralysis, but now they have to consciously limit themselves i read aphex twin say this in an interview even tho he has like rooms of gear he just picks something and sticks to it
>>784027>>784037
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>>784026
Stockhausen started it and did it best
>>784035
Anonymous
who's that one futurist who made music for air raid sirens
>>784036
Chilling after my politician job
I don't know because I haven't looked into the futurist I just keep hearing about them in passing through books
Chilling after my politician job
futurists*
sæкі
omg heya gm straw
<3
nonners
>>784027
i loved when he reacted to aphex and other artists and criticised them for using repetitive rhythms lol, and then aphex responded it was funny
>>784038>>784041
Chilling after my politician job
>>784026
I haven't listened to a lot of synth driven stuff from 80s or 90s, my favourite synth stuff is the "blogspot scene" from the 00s
>>784042
Chilling after my politician job
>>784035
LOL I had no idea that ever happened
nonners
>>784037
i like ambient blogspot stuff from the 2010s i think cant remember
>>784043
Chilling after my politician job
>>784042
Yeah it's around that time
nonners
Thoughts on Air and Yellow Swans are the ones i like
>>784045
Chilling after my politician job
>>784044
I only know Yellow Swans by name and have heard like a few snippets. They sound cool, but for similar stuff I prefer Matthew Bower and Vibracathedral Orchestra though those are not synth driven
>>784050
Anonymous
does any1 else like dungeon vaporsynth
>>784067
Chilling after my politician job
>>784050
Yeah I just assumed that they use synths for it Idk they might use guitars Idk
>>784060
sæкі
lovely
nonners
firefox crashed again, awesome
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awwww
nonners
anyway yellow swans use lots of fields recordings i think
nonners
>>784052
i think they use guitars a bit idk
nonners
>>784049
this is mostly acoustic stuff but his other album is a bit different
nonners
sounds kinda like BoC but ambient
anon
alright gang should I smoke
Chilling after my politician job
>>784049
Yea dis kind of stuff I love
Anonymous
>>784067
i thought my comment was a joke
Chilling after my politician job
>>784067
Didn't father, on one of his albums, just take a few ambient tracks and slow them down and release them as his own lol
straw bury
saeki kill carl pls
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I'll do
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err
anon
>>784075
saeki won't kill me! Also not my name!!!

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