o_o

awroooo

weba i think

i should get back into irc, i also gotta check ele

i think i might take a low dose med cocktail to try and calm self down and get over the hump and take my shot

break the anxiety and cycle from it

yeh

it'll be fine, great even, but stressed about it cus ocd

cuter cutie bwaaa
precious

ur very gay n i like u for that

'pretend'

ok, bisex

i should shower

awwww

i brush it regularly to stop it from making me too hot and uncomfortable cus of sensory issues but i just have it be a bit dirty, small bit oily but not to a ugh amount; it just doesnt look good or feel good on me

awwww

gon play w u

awwwe
yeh, and curly hair is also different

mine just gets overly smooth to a point that i dont like it

and yeh i was building smth yday

hey labby, i think it's from my asthma but, have u ever had like a bit of clear phlem or mucus from ie smoking a lot or such

i looked it up and it can come from various lung conditions but mainly smoking a loooot

aww yeh

i have like these pin head sized phlem blobs that are gross but just from asthma i think, i havent smoked more than once every 3-6 months in a year or more

i heavily put off looking into what it could be caused by, im glad it's likely just my pre-existing condition and not yk
maybe switching to a vape mod w better juice i can figure out on my own would help minimize it

i have these dumb compulsions though like from allergies to get phlem out way too often to where it hurts, bwa

trying to fix that as i know others would find it bleh, though i just do it when im alone n not thinking

labbybybybyby

brb

hehe

twink

i think i need a fidget thing so i can focus and stim
i dont rly have any anymore and i just play with things in my hands all the time and its usually just pieces of scrap

and hehe

yes to both of those, used to do that a lot

gun type stuff is rly nice to do with, though id prefer not to be err

an unloaded gun w dry fire round or whatevs would be nice

yeh

>>804627
yeh

i do it to focus

mhmhm

>>804634
NUH UH

petpetpet

spinnnn

shrimp do u know or like cory doctrow

no one here has known him

:v

>>804642
>>804643

minecraft server

bwaaa

he's a big guy in the hacking and scifi world, he coined the word enshittification

sort of music venue

[YouTube]

heavily recommend that talk

he was also a big advocate for aaron swartz at the time and was friends

rip

he was one of the most prolific bloggers and a literal genius, created wikipedia before wikipedia (basically) and co-created reddit
(did this all before 20 i believe)
then while trying to make legal information that's public info accessible online by downloading them from his university, he was charged with the CFAA a lot for a possible 10~ yr sentence (for downloading files he was allowed to download) and committed suicide before sentencing

horrible thing but he was one of the like

amazing person and privacy advocate in the 00s and 10s

they tried to pass a law based off his case to ammend the cfaa but sadly didnt go through, but did bring a lot of change bwa

i just found out/learned of the prince of zimbabwe guy being a groomer and yucky stuff

i left that sorta space yeeears ago now pre 2020 but wow

>>804692
idk if im a cute cow but u can [redacted]

petpetpet

lmaoooo

is it

d'awwww

be yrself

gonna try and get work done tonight n tomorrow as i have psych med specialist on wednesday and she is always pushing for me to do more stuff n being aaa

REAL

oe

ill check the dms in a few

i took like a 10th or less of my klonopin n some gabapentin to hopefully get over the anxiety n do that n take the yk

apparently my uncle is coming here next week

he's from the south

-.-

malding

>>804786
hhhh

yeh i have

hi worrrrrrmssssssss

i hab saplings

i have a question!!!!!!!

haiiii

:>

hallo hallo

so the question is

im very sleepy

but i havent had dinner

do i make dinner

i have also eaten lunch today, a substantial meal

>>804818
<3 proud of u\

i have to make pasta for dinner every single night

how was ur date?

>>804819
im kinda hungry

>>804825
ty

>>804823
date was actually really fun i enjoyed it a lot but lowkey he is a bad kisser

:D

aw lel

gonna help him practice tho bc im awesome

pull up in my ends

actually no ill pull up in yours, once my jazz streak starts then itll be no time before im performing in a venue near you

>>804837
oh my darling

strawburyshoe please dont tell me you were going in for the mouth wide open kiss

its ok, its ok

i promise

aw

bwa

pat

yeh a lot of dudes i went and hooked up w or started dating early on before stopped repressing would just go straight to tongue

>>804852
no come back :(

WAIT MY QUESTION NEVER GOT ANSWERED

SHOULD I SLEEP OR MAKE FOOD

>>804858
thats the only food i have to eat

dumbass

i said this already

taking luz to the store to find her new foods she doesnt have sensory issues with

and its also the only food that i do eat

u need to eat other stuff though or add in things like vegetables, and also try to add vitamin pills into your days as only eating pasta is very aaa

i have incredible arfid

>>804866
i cant eat vegetables straight up

then add vitamins

i eat vitamin gummies

i eat 2 a day

>>804874
WHAT DO I NOT CARE ABOUT

also see if u have or can take iron, as i imagine ur not getting any cus not having greens ;w;

pat

i get it though just bwa

>>804878
i should, i am pretty iron deficient although ive always been that way

like, adding spinach into pasta or such sauteed

>>804884
i cant eat spinach

taste or sensory or health response

both

pat

like i cant eat vegetables

the only vegetable i can eat are carrots

and potatoes presumably

yeah

only fries

lel

i know that fries are always yk

>>804898
stretched

people are generally like hardwired to crave straight carbs from ie fries

>>804899
idk what benefit fries are gonna do me as well because even still i dont even like fries that much i only eat them if they are served with a main

they arent

they wouldnt be a good addition beyond adding more food ur eating, generally, but i also recommend maybe having stuff like multi real fruit smoothie type things like ie bolthouse

>>804908
cant drink smoothies

i hate them so much

saeki you overestimate my abilities a lot