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<making like 5+ different website designs, pages and concepts
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anyway how are worms
and hope ur safe since that time, too
::pet
shrimp
hackathons sound cool
anon
agh! i want to climb into a living suit of armor that can taste me.
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but ye theyre cool, sadly the only one i could find was what i found out, when i got there, was a corporate type event by an incubator
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i met some characters though who had been in the weed industry since before it was legal
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but having to hear them using jargon while talking about setting up blunt and edible vending machines was a recipe for dissociation
>>829477
shrimp
for some reason that just reminded me of a cool job i did once for my uncle
shrimp
he has or had idk havent talked to him since some business where they like, set up displays at expos basically. but the expo i was helping him with was for uh military technology sort of, the specific thing we were setting up was a thing for i forgot specifically what it was but it was related to gun operation and shooting but hooked up to like some digital stuff with screens theyd shoot at. there was lots of other really cool stuff there i didnt get to be around much while it was all running but the coolest thing i saw was basically augmented reality googles that were used for like 3d modelling or some shit
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awe yeh
shrimp
so i dont think it was all military but that was like some of the stuff there
shrimp
but not like tanks and shit more like. industry yeahh
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industry tech conference probably n they have a lot of military or merc organization booths
shrimp
oh yeah merc stuff would make even more sense
shrimp
it was like a decade ago almost its hard to remember
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hehe
shrimp
the goggles blew my mind tho
shrimp
they also had a pen that let you like interact with the model thing
>>829503
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hehe
and probably a customized hololens setup or stuff
shrimp
yeah i have no clue how it worked lol
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yeh i was uhhh
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big into xr stuff for a while but
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now there's more of those but hololens was basically the only one for a long time
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has the, like, tinted somewhat dark glass bits in front of lenses n stuff
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those specifically use a weird technology because of what was available at the time
but had low fov
shrimp
ohh yeah
shrimp
it was definitely tinted i think
shrimp
i cant even remember what the goggles looked like tho
shrimp
kinda just feels like a dream
shrimp
i remember remembering it
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>>829489
reminds me, i found a screenshot of me manipulating a 3d model in AR on my quest 3 i took idk when, a lil while ago
anon
its not as satisfying but i can play minecraft again
>>829512
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:V
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yay
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rly glad to hear, at the least
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<trying to crack hashes with integrated gpu
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new benn jordan video shows a bunch of flock cameras are just insecams on shodan
shrimp
>>829502
this looks really familiar but i cant tell if its just me implanting the familiarity hehe
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yeh
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yeh, looking back, it seems like the only headset of that quality from the time was hololens/microsoft
fentphone
is anyone else here ever put in a situation where you want to discuss the how & why of a topic and the other person just assumes you’re on le opposite site and begins spewing maxims at you and trying to like debate the nature of the reality you reside in vs theirs
>>829521
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yeh
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ive had this happen a lot
fentphone
nobody is curious anymore they just want to fight
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it also just depends on the place it's taking place and if youre in public or have people around you, or especially if its online
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but bc of my place politically, i have had this happen a lot and have had to kinda disengage from speaking about a lot of it beyond putting it in places, errr
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carving out my own place i can talk about it in long form and then offering for people to hear me out, so that engagements like someone presuming that stuff and interrupting arent as constant
though this stuff gets annoying, hope things arent too much of a pain rn
::pat
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god now im remembering the few thought terminating arguments in that vein that people in my sort of space get
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waow
anon
theres a lot of value when you're in a fucked up / vulnerable place in quickly terminating interactions with some people and that gets a little overtuned sometimes
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yeh
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greystoning stuffs
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but, especially with political ones, i often have to just disengage or i'll end up explaining my exact positions, being cut off and so on
it's also a thing that happens for any groups that are in the minority often times
anon
this new benn jordan video is cool so far thanks for reminding me
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and ye
i think the bit at the end thats a message to law enforcement is kinda youch but yk
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i respect the rest even though the use of ai in his vids like this is kinda dissonant to me personally
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and also the shodan and reverse eng parts are great
romeo
#ai write a poem about tangerines

tangerines in a bowl like tiny suns cooling after the harvest peel one zest sprays the air a citrus flash sharp enough to cut through winter’s grey segments split each a crescent moon bursting juice a sweet slap against the tongue seeds sometimes tiny promises of next year’s heat pressed into the soil of memory write a poem about tangerines
anon
idc about ai usage for obviously inane things but i didnt get to the end yet
anon
what did he say im going to play w sunvox for now
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its nothing much but he kinda errr
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he goes on a bit addressing police and saying how all the police he's known have been incredibly dedicated and they deserve to be paid more and so on
anon
lol they deserve to be [redacted]
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and better trained, that was it
and that this should be in the hands of the DOJ and not companies
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but i feel like that overlooks a lot and also uhhhh
questionable thing to say with the context of both the past decade to two of surveillance and also current administration
anon
who would win:
some retards traffic camera
1 W Green Laser Pointer Pointing Laser Burning 1W
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might cont rewatching the dunking transphobia video while doing stuff in a lil
anon
i got about halfway in, it was very good so far
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yeh i made it around there but (while i was sleep deprived the first time i watched) my favorite parts were the later 1/2-1/3 so might cont in a lil
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but errr
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gonna try to get things done today and hm what was i- oh
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reminds me, bc of that thing where yt had been giving me like a lot of stuff i had very to no interest in watching ive had to turn one of my alt accs into a private window channel for another feed
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annoying but i kinda already did this anyway, i also mainly use it to get info n keep up on things while im doing other stuff
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gonna try and put together some graphics and design a sntry.cc page
fentphone
im starting to get the middle aged man trait where I get annoyed at people around me if they’re not striving or working on their interests or future in some way
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aw
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i kinda get this
fentphone
my friend just lives in a wonder(?)land of sex and drugs with people he doesn’t respect
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but im also kind of failing at it myself due to struggles
>>829559
fentphone
at least when I was like that it was with people I liked
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ah
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yeh
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if you get too deep into it you can often just be around people who your main shared thing is that and there's less connection there, one youll lose after you or they stop using
fentphone
>>829554
every time I see you here you’re working on some cool shit that’s too smart for me or you’re being a pillar of the society here
fentphone
i need to invent a new term for like an ubermensch who is both socially useful and spiritually useful to themselves and others
>>829566
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appreciate
but yeh i have like
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adhd has me start a lot of projects i try and do but i have to try and get through them and overcome the sharing it with anyone issue i have majorly
n also try to get better at developing long terms ones
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though many days ill just be stuck there unable to rly do anything and gah
but ill try to make up for it in the days i can, had some focus these past 3 but was KO yday
wanna start work work today and do thing ive been putting off n maybe write while i have the ability
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also lol
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>>829560
makes me think of cDc/cult of the dead cow and how some channel called one of their mainstays an omega
anon
oh my god wheres nonners
anon
anon
GONE
anon
tell nonners if you see her that sunvox is so cool im going to go weeee
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oh ye this
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i think i went trying to install it recently
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yeh it was this
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i forgot it did but it's cool it can run on windows ce
i have an ipaq w ce
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lol
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i think it works like a tracker but that ui would be where you scrub the TL at the bottom and place keys at a certain time, or that's the page to do node based editing of each
nonners
>>829576
you press keys it makes noise...
nonners
i happen to be an expert on the subject
>>829582
anon
nonners this is the coolest software ive used ina long time
>>829586
nonners
hey saeki
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hehe
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i independently found the software like 5 days ago
nonners
>>829581
ikr same, doesnt even need an install
lain from computers
okay enough anon
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i thought it was like
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well
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i was looking for a tracker on chromebook via debian or apks and found that
labby
when do they invent medications that make me emotionally normal
nonners
>>829576
start with the analog generator module where you can select simple waveforms and do subtractive synthesis with the Filter Pro module, thats the simplest thing you can do now to get your head around it
>>829594
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heyaaaa labby, did u get some rest
lain from computers
>>829592
i will!!!!!
the node layout is actually one of the simplest things ive ever experienced in a daw
>>829604
labby
a few hours
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thasgud as a start
labby
woke up w heart palpitations and a dour mood
>>829603
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and
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awww
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there's meds that could help stabilize or stuffs
>>829608
nonners
also the analog generator has a built in filter too if you wanna use that
lain from computers
its lightweight enough that i can actually get realtime ish performance ~3ms
labby
i think i had a nightmare but idk abt wht
nonners
i remember there was latency when i first tried it and then changed some setting and its gone now i dont remember exactly tho, you should look it up
labby
>>829600
what do i say at my psych intake so they proscribe me meds that make me suffer less
nonners
like, i couldnt really play melodies with my keyboard it was really bad
lain from computers
no i did fix it, it was just the buffer size in audio settings
nonners
oh yea that one
lain from computers
its been a day of big computer crap for me
my laptop was running its cpu at 1/4 its actual speed for like weeks
and now i can play music again
im so happy rn its unbelievable
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have u tried either ssris or snris
>>829618
lain from computers
the synth grid layout thing hhhh
genuinely love it and the interface is so nice
>>829623
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mhm
shrimp
hehehe
labby
>>829613
no i got kicked out of my old psych office after two appointments bc they thought i was too complex of a case
>>829631>>829624
nonners
shrimp
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aw yeah
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hm
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id generally recommend saying youre having trouble with executive function and the symptoms of depression (describing some of them) and that you wanted to know if there's any meds that could help with that, or things you could look into trying but errr
lain from computers
>>829623
oh that was the only way i figured out how to connect actually
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i honestly wouldnt be err
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i feel like that kinda issue could be helped by (specifically in this setting) k therapy in office/clinic
lain from computers
>>829623
do you know if there are more modules / effects you can get
its not a big deal, the stuff included is really nice so far
but i am wondering if people made other generators / effects
>>829634
labby
>>829624
im still a patient on file with them bc they never even bothered giving me a release form
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this happens a lot especially if they think you have, you have, or have been told you have any personality disorder
>>829636
labby
they didnt even get to that part they just saw i was a tranny with depression and trauma left me out in the rain
>>829645
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yeh i mean like if they presume it
romeo
>>829632
even doctors fall into the stigma that people with personality disorders are evil and can't be taken care of
>>829640
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and yeh that too
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it sucks
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>>829636
they have a specific stigma that theyre untreatable or will just be pill seeking from you and that they arent worth the work
>>829646
lain from computers
yeah
nonners
this is built in, not community made, theres a folder named effects somewhere there, press "load"
labby
>>829633
i was there bc of a failed suicide attempt and they just went "hmmm, but you're very lucid right now and can speak about it clearly, obviously this case is outside our capacity"
>>829650
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yeh
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reminds me i should see if i downloaded the memoir related to this and have the pdf here
romeo
>>829645
that is absolutely idiotic, i was lucid after my most recent suicide attempt and the doctors didnt tell me i was too complex of a case
>>829654
anon
i love being gently encouraged to eat
labby
>>829650
it helps that im on e, traumatized and depressed w signs of a personality disorder and also the stupid intern they assigned me kept crying when i talked abt my childhood
lain from computers
::hot dog >>829655
#give
nonners
thanks for the hot dog
romeo
labby is your p key broken
>>829660
lain from computers
yummmm
romeo
fuck i hate when interns are dealing with me
they dont get anything that i say
when i was 15 i thought i had multiple personalities (i was in a psychotic episode) and when i tried explaining that to an intern he was just like. no you're too young to experience any of that
labby
yeah the thing that provoked them into leaving is that i refused them access to the people with control over my medical transition, and then i requested an actual psych instead of the incompetent student dipshit they assigned me
romeo
in january i attempted and at the crisis center i was put with a psychologist i'm familiar with but she had an intern with her and i nearly just got up and left
>>829673
labby
idk in the end i just left with a bigger hatred for medical professionals than i already had
labby
in like 2022 or 2023 i think
anon
i almost never hear a positive experience with mental health. i kind of get it. nobody speaks favorably about having to go to the er, but everybody I've heard recount a mental health experience is like, "we sure we past the just locking them up stage?"
>>829672
labby
the only reason im going now is bc the benefits office put it up as a requirement for me getting unemployment long term
labby
since they see it as a potential road to re integrating me into the labor market
romeo
>>829668
the ER at the children's hospital was much better than the adult hospital i went to a few months ago
romeo
wait the locking them up stage was basically what kidspeace was
romeo
for context kidspeace is a pretty infamous children's mental hospital in pennsylvania that i went to a couple years ago, they're infamous cuz the staff frequently abuse patients as young as 12 and nothing ever gets done to prevent that
>>829686
labby
they havent put me in a psych ward bc they're deeply underfunded and im very fond of lying
romeo
i was best friends with this 13 year old girl with aspd and i frequently saw staff scream at her for absolutely no reason and refuse to give her accomodations (she also had autism) because she had a pd
anon
im making a mental health choice and not opening those spoilers
>>829694
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yeh
romeo
the other children's psych ward i went to, cedar, was much better (it still wasn't great but at least it wasn't as bad as kidspeace)
romeo
i had an actual friend group there and we still talk sometimes
labby
i remember as a child my mom wd take me to the psychiatrists office to check if my ritalin prescription was good and there'd be punks or emos sitting outside and I'd be really jealous that they got to be cool
romeo
sounds siq
labby
i did end up being cool anyways though so thats a labby win
romeo
it is currently 11:39 am and i have not eaten anything besides an apple today
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eattttt
romeo
>>829799
sigh finnnnnnnnnnnne ill go make myself some pizza
romeo
his skin is disturbingly smooth
romeo
he is the boiled one
Anonymous
trump 2 america analog horror
romeo
byebye shading
romeo
::ruikasa\\turn them into puppyboys
romeo
mean
anon
help. why do i like being caught?
>>829847
romeo
caught doing what
Anonymous
what do you mean
anon
like physically trapped
anon
its new to me
Anonymous
like confined in a small space?
anon
like tied up or caught in a trap or held by some kind of a creature.
>>829868>>829852
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picked up
Anonymous
>>829846
i think you just have a thing for that
Anonymous
and then ask a sexologist or whoever
anon
okay they would just say that its some kind of need servicing maneuver but under what circumstance would any creature wanna get caught?
>>829859
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think that's part of the prey thing
Anonymous
>>829856
diagnosed as a needy bottom lol
anon
oh shit
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prey and sub
Anonymous
labby aren't both of us too tall to be enjoying that sort of thing
labby
i dont see how being 1.93 is supposed to stop me from being prey
Anonymous
finding a pred would be hard to do i'd say
Anonymous
well preds that would want to do you, basically every country on earth maintains a list of predators
labby
my wife :D
Anonymous
waow
Anonymous
where are you going to for honeymoon
labby
england
romeo
my mom bought me a 30 pack of socks
Anonymous
:(\
labby
anthropological expedition to find it out if the english truly are like that
Anonymous
are you doing like a lost civilization tourism thing
labby
no im gonna go around with a clipboard and take notes whenever a british person talks to me
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aw
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lel
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reminds me when my family wouldve been on disc for a bit maybe 2019 or 2020
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i think my dad is using it for fin bro servers i saw it on his home screen
labby
.play reagan youth degenerated
romeo
my mom has been on discord since 2016
>>829911
labby
sorry if im sad and depressing for a while lmao
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lel nicu
romeo
is ok
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i joined early or mid 2017
romeo
she's been writing fanfiction since i was a little bab
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ive said before but bc of being home bound since 2018 i had 800k msgs sent (200k was probably spamming)
romeo
waow
labby
ive been on discord since 2016
labby
theres shit buried in the annuls of my account you could not pay me to look at
romeo
i first got discord in 2017 but i deleted a series of accounts because toxic ex stalking me
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ive moved across a lot of accs so i could have them detached
romeo
my most recent account was made in may 2024 cuz i was falsely reported for being a scammer
labby
maybe i should archive my current account
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and patpat
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yeh i had a lot of ppl who like
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i needed to lose
romeo
i did not scam ppl
labby
sorry romeo i was using your account for my esoteric crypto scam
romeo
aw man
labby
.search reagan youth a collection of pop classics
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romeo
i'd invest in labbybux
labby
1
labby
ill skip it if someone else puts something on
romeo
okie dokie :3
romeo
god why is it so difficult to draw with a mousepad
romeo
i have to scribble out my mom's discord username and pfp but fuck it's so tedious
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patpat
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u can also just use the square brush if ur not in like google photos
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or if in google photos or such, using the text tool and an emoji then resizing it over the text also works quickly
labby
>>829966
#tag (unknown booru upload error) 1984
labby
>>829966
#tag (unknown booru upload error) 1984
labby
cant have shit
romeo
lemme upload it directly to the booru
romeo
its cuz the name is only numbers bwa
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brb for a min
romeo
>>829962
she likes miku a lot i recently showed her ievan polkka and she was like ". wow fascinating"
romeo
and she really likes my plushie
romeo
i think she's concerned for miku's wellbeing
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bacc
labby
mikumom
labby
thats what im gonna refer to her as
romeo
i would go crazy if my mom was a vocaloid fan
labby
show her miku Yuri
romeo
she's probably already seen it
labby
based
romeo
my mom has been on tumblr since like. its inception
>>830007
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awe
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teehee
romeo
happy 830,000 posts shoutout to my mom
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lel
romeo
>>830007
she uses ffnet and tumblr and bluesky and all those queer social medias
romeo
her ao3 is STACKED
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heehoo
labby
i wanna find her ao3
romeo
heehoo
romeo
oh god
romeo
she writes um
romeo
yaoi
romeo
not all yaoi
romeo
but some yaoi for a c-drama called the untamed
shrimp
oh boy
romeo
i have rediscovered my mother's ao3
>>830033
romeo
time to binge all her works
romeo
my mom is a fanfic writer
romeo
has been since like 2008
romeo
i have the coolest parents ever
labby
imagine ur mom writes yaoi
shrimp
oh thats pretty neat
shrimp
i just assumed uh cause its ao3 that it would be degen smut but i guess there is also just normal fanfiction lol
>>830044
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:>
labby
thats sick as hell
romeo
72 WORKS IN NANATSU NO TAIZAI ?? IN THIS ECONOMY ??
shrimp
>>830044
id think its cool but i would never read it lol
romeo
i remember my mom's nnt fanzine phase
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aw
romeo
now she's doing a kpop demon hunters fanzine
romeo
cant wait for the boxes to arrive at our house and clog up the hallways for months
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hehe
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i was working on a zine for a bit but havent continued yet
labby
im gonna make a zine for a jam
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could compile my n others stuff for it though
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ou
romeo
OH MY MOM WRITES MORE YAOI THAN I EXPECTED
anon
my brain is broken but i found someone to fill in the cracks
labby
#ai yaoi mom or yuri mom

yuri mom. more emotionally grounded, less performative, and the art tends to hit harder. yaoi mom or yuri mom
labby
sorry romeo
romeo
aw man
romeo
i'll ask my mom to write some GL
labby
#ai what are the perks of yaoi mom

yaoi mom = the patreon tier for yaoi enthusiasts who want a little extra spice. here’s what you get:
  • early access to new chapters (usually 1-2 weeks before public drop)
  • uncensored panels & spicy side stories (no steam clouds or convenient censor bars)
  • monthly q&a streams where you can grill the author about ships
  • exclusive merch discounts (pins, acrylic stands, etc.)
  • vote on upcoming plot polls (which ship sails next, etc.)
  • discord role with a special color + access to spoiler channels
basically the vip lounge for anyone who wants their yaoi served hot and fresh.
what are the perks of yaoi mom
labby
??????????
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lol
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discord role
shrimp
#ai what is yaoi mom

yaoi mom is a nickname fans give to the middle-aged or older female side character (often a mom, landlady, or boss) who enthusiastically ships the two male leads in a bl/yaoi story. she’s the one going “my sons are so cute together” or actively scheming to get them alone. what is yaoi mom
labby
reagan youth is so hard
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ah
romeo
#ai my mom writes yaoi is that based or nah

based. writing yaoi takes guts and creativity. if she’s having fun and not hurting anyone, that’s peak. my mom writes yaoi is that based or nah
labby
romeo when is your mom gonna set you up with a boy
romeo
i dont know
romeo
she doesnt usually talk to men online i dont think she has any male online friends
romeo
theyre all girls and enbies
labby
bazed im afraid

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