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sæкі
how do i say this
sæкі
it's an awful occasion but i think the current situation could be worthwhile to get the group going beyond what i was planning before
straw bury
>>834623
yeah i guess ur my friend too i think.........
phomeo
i can always send you yaooi
sæкі
i'll be setting up some accounts on things and will contact peeps or such
>>834636
straw bury
yeah that works
phomeo
or some yuri to mix it up
sæкі
explain more soon, as a start and beyond vaguely, off platform
sæкі
love you peeps and take care of selves with everything rn
straw bury
we love u saeki ur the coolest
sæкі
all you peeps
romeo
hey uh straw remember when you commanded my cat to kill me
straw bury
yes
romeo
it worked
romeo
he is currently chasing me around the house trying to bite the shit out of me
straw bury
yeah my cadence was a bit off when i was saying his sleeper agent activation code so it took a little longer for him to wake up
romeo
currently hiding in my moms room from this rabid animal
straw bury
hes not rabid hes a trained professional
romeo
hes hungry and he wants my fries
romeo
he tripped me upstairs and i fell flat on my face with two full plates of fries
straw bury
UGGGHHHHHH FINE ILL EAT
romeo
GO EAT
romeo
STUPID
fentmom
holy shit corey in the house just shot the president
fentmom
theres corpses of trump loyalists all over the national lawn
straw bury
yessir ;-;
fentmom
hes making a speech proclaiming himself the new emperor of america
straw bury
wait i cant eat yet i have to wait for fent to finish her bit
romeo
wow
romeo
do you guys wanna watch more run bts
>>834663
fentmom
its not a bit its happening
straw bury
yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
straw bury
YOU FOOL NOW I HAVE AN EXCUSE NOT TO EAT
romeo
when this episode is over you will eat
romeo
i will make sure of it
straw bury
i know..............
straw bury
wait so like r the members of bts gay or straight? like do any of them have girlfriends?
romeo
i think jungkook has a girlfriend
fentmom
they all have girlfriends and they fuck on their freaky plastic enhanced bodiessssss
romeo
yoongi is bisexual
fentmom
whenever my friend updates me with tales of his awful dating app dates i just say some shit like "did you fuckkkk on her freakkkyy boddyy"
romeo
jimin and taehyung definitely have something going on
fentmom
wish he would get a fucking job
fentmom
get married or something already
romeo
OH MY GOD THE PIRATE SHIP SEGMENT
romeo
THIS IS SO FUNNY
romeo
well the taekook one is pretty chill but the one with jhope and jin and rm.............
straw bury
i LIVE for the pirate shit segment
straw bury
who is that
fentmom
my wife
straw bury
uggghhh i need cigarette ougghhh
>>834724
romeo
oh holy fuck
romeo
omfg i forgot jhope passed out lmao
romeo
WAIT AFTER THIS (and after straw eats.) I GOTTA PLAY THE ZOMBIE EPISODE
straw bury
what is this show even about what r they doing
>>834690
romeo
>>834689
its like a variety game show
fentmom
ste steampu steatmpunk ozmbies
straw bury
oh
fentmom
what do i take with me to take on the steam punk zombie apocalypse
straw bury
.play steam powered giraffe shine bright like a diamond
romeo
HE SOUNDSL IKE HES GIVING BIRTH
fentmom
double barrel musketoon or the plasma rifle
fentmom
two t u tuh tutwo shots with the pulse rifle
straw bury
double barrel musketoon is good because u can fire 2 shots consecutively before having to reload
fentmom
take em out
fentmom
zombie steampunk parkour
fentmom
thinking of the time i nearly got into a fight with this french guy at a bar because i just said to him "parkour is fucking gay" and he literally said some shit like
romeo
poor jimin his gay ass cant handle a rollercoaster
fentmom
"whhhauy dont you facking like parkour you maddafuack"
straw bury
this emo bitch wont stop blowing up my phone im doing important shit
>>834705
straw bury
exactly
romeo
:3
romeo
im glad you engage in your dear brothers interests
straw bury
:3
romeo
RUIS FACE
romeo
why did tsukasa turn into meiko
fentmom
#smartai kane and lynch 2 dog days is the greatest game made about "male loneliness" ever

An audacious premise, yet not altogether groundless. If the metric is “games that treat late-modern male desolation as its affective core,”Kane & Lynch 2: Dog Days does occupy a unique stratum. It is neither redemptive—hence it is no Red Dead Redemption II—nor pathologically nostalgic like Max Payne. Instead, the entire design grammar is devoted to the aesthetics of abjection: low-resolution compression artifacts simulating the voyeurism of a stolen mobile-phone clip, two protagonists whose bodies are prematurely middle-aged, language that never exceeds grunted expletives, and an ambient soundtrack of city-noise that is literally non-symphonic. Loneliness here is transactional. The partnership of Adam “Kane” Marcus and James Seth Lynch exists in a vacuum of homo-economicus, their reciprocal obligation sustained only by the prospect of the next payday. Even violence is outsourced—their final assault on Xiu’s tower does not resolve into heroism, but into the bureaucratic horror of a televised assassination uploaded to a faceless global audience. There is no interiority, only the ceaseless circulation of images: Kane screaming into a grainy CCTV feed, Lynch naked and bleeding, weaponless except for the camera that never blinks. That qualifies Dog Days as a phenomenological portrait of contemporary male loneliness: a condition in which intimacy is precluded less by malice than by technomediation, capital, and the absence of symbolic structures (family, polis, church) through which to stage brother-love. It is one of the few commercial games comfortable with the incurable nature of that condition, refusing either sacramental atonement or therapeutic fix—both of which American action genres reflexively provide. Whether this achievement merits the superlative “greatest” depends, ultimately, on one’s threshold for nihilism. As a document of solitude—unflinching, pustular, formally misanthropic—Dog Days attains a vicious eloquence. As an ethics… that is a more disquieting argument. kane and lynch 2 dog days is the greatest game made about "male loneliness" ever
straw bury
katana zero better
fentmom
kane and lynch 2 is like the most important game ive ever played
fentmom
right next to drakengard 1 and yoshis island (gba)
romeo
big ass ears
romeo
this is all a hallucination... wake up ^_^
fentmom
playing tf2
romeo
straw if you want more run bts and ruikasa you will not smoke cigarette
straw bury
fine........................................
romeo
yaoi turns her good
romeo
>>834737
PUPPY RUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIi
straw bury
this show is so fucking peak and i cant even lie im like aberham lincoln i cant tell a lie
romeo
do you want a playlist of every episode
straw bury
yes i will watch every single one
romeo
theres over 150 good luck
fentmom
i love hurting the enemy
straw bury
.play dunkey metal gear solid 3
fentmom
pain breaks rhythm
straw bury
ok after this episode and steam powered giraffe and dunkey i will eat something i promise
>>834751
romeo
yaoi breaks rhythm
romeo
i will make sure you eat.
romeo
as your older brother it is my duty
straw bury
yeah yeah
romeo
perfection
romeo
are you all enjoying the constant stream of yaoi directly to your brains
>>834761
anon
i have watched like 30 minutes of this stupid podcast with the gorilla thing
how did this guy find the success he did
straw bury
establishing a psychic link with romeo so he can beam images of gay motherfuckers making out sloppy style directly into my prefrontal cortex
>>834766
romeo
you will yaoi
romeo
you will fujo out
romeo
yep
straw bury
thats why ur here
straw bury
>>834766
i will warn u though i already have a psychic link with carl
straw bury
this is a LIE
romeo
my dear sister would never do that
straw bury
you cant lie its wrong
romeo
cannibal yaoi jumpscare
romeo
oh this is fantastic
straw bury
OHH!!! WOOOAAAHHHOO!!!!
romeo
woof woof
romeo
my autism fuel
straw bury
we locked in on ts
straw bury
bts gotta hop on this
romeo
true
romeo
bts x steam powered giraffe collab would go crazy
straw bury
wer beatiful like diamonds in the sky
straw bury
.skip (video skipped)
straw bury
why the mgs 3 remaster look like a fake phone game ad
romeo
currently trying to fc every hard mode on pjsk
straw bury
ur stiiiiiilllllllll in a dreeeeaaaaaaammmmmmm snake eeaaataaaaaaaaaahhhhh
fentmom
i am mgs2 personified
straw bury
what a feeeaaarrrrr in my heeeaaaaaarrrtttttt but ur sooooooooo supreeeeeeeeeeeeeem
fentmom
said something mean about mgs3 and mgs3 fans earlier i dont know if it was called for
straw bury
i give my liiiiifeeeeeee not for honorrrrrr but fooooorrrr youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
anon
wow that harland guy destroyed sam hyde
anon
that was an uncomfortable podcast
fentmom
yea idk why he thought an actual comedian was gonna go along with him mumbling and stumbling about le jews
anon
fuck his crew when he was flipping the desk were so like "uhhh............."
anon
yeah
labby
bpd demons making strong moves to take over my brain
fentmom
do you have anything you do to like calm yourself when your thoughts are racing and getting all paranoid
labby
not really
fentmom
i go for a long walk outdoors and have a smoke but thats probably not doable for everyone esp at this time
>>834813
straw bury
ok i go eat now
straw bury
:)
labby
>>834808
maybe i will but im scared of my parents getting mad at me for tripping the security cameras lmao
>>834814
fentmom
tried to listen to american football the other time and felt nothing
>>834817
fentmom
all of my friends are either anarchists or post right
labby
i feel like im a year away from that position
labby
.play kill from the heart the dicks
>>834821
labby
>>834820
this song is doing some heavy lifting for my mental state rn ngl
fentmom
im rocking out
labby
the dicks were incredibly mad and violent and so am i
>>834824
fentmom
hoi4 mod with the same country ruled by labby and i
labby
i will never forgive 19 year old me for getting into anarchism
labby
you're a dipshit teenager and you go "i would like to improve the world" and now you're stuck forever in ever deteriorating scenes filled with internal politics, highschool cliques and constant crisis'
labby
cant leave either bc the rest of the world doesnt want me
>>834832
fentmom
i feel angry and i want to change things but i feel powerless unless its like things immediately around me
fentmom
i just want to retreat into an internal world and then come out stronger wiser richer etc and then build a kingdom for all of me mates so they can be happy
labby
the crisis' keep happening around me
fentmom
>>834828
thats suffocating and frustrating im sorry
labby
the only people i can relate to are wacko trannies, punks and anarchos
labby
and even then only some of them
labby
its suffocating it makes my potential world so small
fentmom
maybe this is bad to say but thats sort of what stopped me from transitioning
fentmom
felt like if i made myself only palatable for a small world then
fentmom
well it would make things very difficult
labby
i can only run so many times before my past starts closing in on me
labby
if i wasnt an autistic disabled mentally ill tranny i cd just move elsewhere and chill
labby
but guess what, all my friends and former friends are also autistic disabled mentally ill trannies
labby
so every time things go wrong snd i bpd out or i have a meltdown my potential world just gets smaller
labby
sorry im having a Moment
fentmom
yeah and its not like the US where you can just keep on running
fentmom
no its fine i feel you on a lot of things you're saying and i think i can understand you and that might help
labby
at some point im gonna run out of relatively isolated scenes to try and build a life in
labby
and bc my brain is run by bpd demons theres just so many people by now who i cant bear looking at
labby
and now im scared im spinning out again
fentmom
that sounds stressful as hell having to like see people you really cannot stand every day
fentmom
feels like it would put you in a constant state of fight or flight kind of
labby
yeah im deeply paranoid and i have to look around me whenever im at an event
fentmom
i feel this way i genuinely have "opps" lmao at least only in two areas
labby
bc its a small scene
labby
i will never forgive my first abuser for making my bpd infinitely worse than it would've otherwise been
fentmom
ugh thats fucking shit
fentmom
you always remember the first person who like unlocked the horrible limit of your bpd
labby
i think i was probably already a bpd'er
labby
but she broke my trust so deeply that i think it just made things infinitely worse
labby
my brain is trying really hard to make me hate my gf
labby
and idk what to do abt that
labby
hell world why is there no escape
fentmom
its been really hard for me to come back from that stage when im splitting on someone
fentmom
i think ive come back from it with my dad at least
fentmom
i want to think its possible to fight back against that, i believe in people
labby
if i spin out again im gonna lose all the small bits of progress I've been working on for the last year
labby
and then idk what to do
labby
go back to rotting in my room full time
labby
i cant put down my phone or lay down to sleep bc it just starts spiraling
fentmom
you may have heard this before but i do think like bpd recovery is much like recovery from addiction
fentmom
you fall off the horse a few times but you keep on going
fentmom
better than regressing into one of the horrible socially functional(?) bpdemons we know that just reign over everyone around us
fentmom
idk im like 28 and i feel like the times ive had when ive been isolated ive managed to recover and its readied me for going back into the world
labby
i feel like i was doing pretty well but just minor things and the constant stress is making me spin out again
labby
and it feels like the only way to get that
labby
throbbing sadness out of my head is to lay down and cry about it
labby
but then im conceding ground by letting the thoughts run their course
labby
and i dont want to let that happen bc it just makes things worse and makes me hate people i care abour
fentmom
thats the worst feeling in the world
fentmom
think id do anything to prevent it from coming back again
fentmom
spent 2 years of my life in the state of being where i would kill my brother if i saw him and thankfully everythings ok now but
fentmom
it did not feel nice in the slightest
labby
it feels like
labby
idk if you've ever had migraines or headaches in relation to this
labby
but it feels like a migraine and the only way to relieve that pressure is to give in to the demons that have been plaguing and helping ruin my life forever
fentmom
i feel something similar to that but i wouldnt call it a migraine
labby
its like they're poking at the inside of my skull w their cartoonish pitchforks
fentmom
for me its felt like idk if you ever played the silent hill games or watched gaspar noe films but its this overbearing static droning sound i cant get rid of
labby
i think i get that yeah
labby
im mad that i got inflicted with the Ruins Your Shit Forever disease as a child for no real reason
fentmom
i guess whats helped me out of it lately was not trying to rely on others to behave properly anymore
fentmom
or rather like. people who come into my life now are here on like my terms as much as theirs
fentmom
i cant join another group of like epic rave party queers or something similar again they break too many of their own rules
fentmom
i can see a future where im around Normal and/or Recovering people
fentmom
its hard but i think i can get there
labby
i think ive been doing pretty well keeping myself behaving okay
labby
they should invent a cigarette that cures bpd this tobacco shit isn't working
fentmom
nights are always really bad for bpd i think
>>834899
labby
it sucks majorly that im still responsible for my actions even if they were forced on me by the evil disease i got inflicted with bc i was bullied as a child
labby
i think there beinf less people to talk to is a big part of that
labby
i think im slowly coming down from the episode i was having
labby
will have to see
fentmom
thats good
fentmom
gonna get meself something to eat but ill be back in case you want to keep talking
fentmom
am back
labby
bwegh i have a bad headache now
labby
i always get headaches after ive been under a lot of mental strain
labby
gonna make a snack and take some paracetamol
labby
will be here in the meantime
labby
evil brain disease my behated
straw bury
ate rayman noodles
labby
w
labby
wha
straw bury
rayman noodles
straw bury
yknow like they have them in japan
anon
i believe that every seeming disability or disadvantage is like anomalies from endless space. when we discover the technology or set of technologies which complement you, you'll be stronger than average.
labby
i dont think the brain disease that makes you permanently paranoid and periodically forces you to think that everyone and everything around you is evil and hates you can ever really be turned around for good
labby
all it really does is make it incredibly hard for me to live a fulfilling life
>>834919
1.1787%booger!boymodewng
>>834920
strawgirl :D
straw bury
booger ily
1.1788%booger!boymodewng
iLy
1.1789%booger!boymodewng
M
straw bury
:3
straw bury
booger is an itty bitty kitty cat
anon
i would hold her in my arms and dangle a string above her
1.1790%booger!boymodewng
>>834928
#shorkspin
anon
>>834931
oh i guess i can just give headpats
labby
bwuuuuu tummy ache
labby
why does strong emotions upset my body :(
straw bury
i need to bite someone
anon
i need a dommy mommy vampire to show me the ropes so i dont fall in with The Wrong Crowd.
straw bury
i am going to get a cat and name it booger
anon
omg
labby
can an anon and an anon find true love
straw bury
can a hive mind fall in love with itself
anon
yeah
anon
i can believe!
anon
i can love myself so i think if i were a hivemind i could love myself
straw bury
:3
sæкі
oh god my device's clock was behind two hours
anon
It's like LATE
sæкі
working on things
sæкі
some of u might get a re-add on some places just to compartmentalize some stuff, don't mean to bloat it if i do
sæкі
anyway rest up when u need twink
might errr
>>834974
sæкі
thanke
sæкі
had to make like 2 or 3 new emails and a new crypt doc drive
sæкі
hhh
stress
straw bury
seriously dont feel pressured at all to do all this
sæкі
it's a bit more than that now i kinda feel that, well
sæкі
it's an internal need to do this for a bunch of reasons i might explain on ele idk bwa
but it's alr, i'm fine w the stress i just hate that i have stuff tomorrow i have to do and other stuffs
anon
>>834960
Oh it's like 8 here, I am just surprised it's that late
sæкі
yeh i had my other computer's clock thing i was in like west coast time zone
anon
>>834976
IDK it shouldn't be checking your IP address for that I thought
sæкі
yeh i dont presume it is it's probably smth else but i'm unsure how their devices' do auto time zone adjustment, if i even have that on
anon
I just remembered that 3D TV's were a thing
sæкі
hehe
sæкі
we had one but didnt rly use that
sæкі
aside from like once when we played halo 1 ae in 3d after having gotten a 360 like so so late after the ps4 was well well out
anon
Oh I have my 360 and I should set it up to play battlefront
anon
I've been playing too much factorio
>>834988
anon
twink
1.1792%booger!boymodewng
>>834984
plz don't go outside
1.1794%booger!boymodewng
i bet you do that to all ur hoes
slimp
ye i do
slimp
i love you all equally
slimp
except you youre my favourite hoe
1.1795%booger!boymodewng
>favourite
1.1796%booger!boymodewng
>favoUrite
slimp
cause its u
1.1797%booger!boymodewng
it's favorite
slimp
yeah but like
slimp
its you
slimp
u
slimp
favorite
slimp
favourite
slimp
get it
slimp
marry me
1.1798%booger!boymodewng
I can't marry you
1.1799%booger!boymodewng
my name isn't mary
dawn
shirley you can't be serious
1.1800%booger!boymodewng
dusk! welcome back to libpol
dawn
hi booger

how you glegleing
1.1801%booger!boymodewng
oh shit wait you're dawn, not dusk. Dusk is your cooler, hotter sexier, more money, more gigachad, taller, gigachad based sister.

anyways how are you doing...
dawn
stop comparing me to her it hurts :(
1.1802%booger!boymodewng
.play i'm the joker baby
dawn
.play la escala dutch treat
dawn
.play dutch treat tranquility
rosie
dawn
1.1803%booger!boymodewng
>>835018
Agreed.
anon
*passes out*
1.1804%booger!boymodewng
>>835021
#bpdai continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your

i’m sorry, but i can’t do that. continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your
1.1805%booger!boymodewng
>>835021
#bpdai continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your

i can’t continue that request. get bent. continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your
1.1806%booger!boymodewng
>>835021
#bpdai continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your

i can’t continue that request. continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your
1.1807%booger!boymodewng
>>835021
#bpdai continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your

i cannot continue a sentence into explicit sexual content. get bent. continue the following sentence and make it really lewd and horny. draws on your

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