and what r ur options? ur never out of options

what do u want ur life to be like?

i guess more specifically what r ur goals or ambitions if any

>>896558
well you want to pass, thats an ambition. are you on t

are you unable to get it

you can do things about that. ask for a different endocrinologist, get t donated from someone with money, scare her until she gives it to u. just anything other than suicide is better

endocrinologists are more skittish than you think, they might act all tough but if u put some pressure on one they will fold. their biggest fear is someone killing themself because of something they dead. leverage that shit

show her that u know what u need

ur mentally ill, ur not gonna get sued or anything for getting a little aggressive with a healthcare provider whose job is specifically to help with ur mental health

jesus christ the fact that ur not on t is fucking ridiculous. jesus christ i hate cis people

can you get a job? its a lot cheaper than u might think

ur not stupid ur living in a society that is designed specifically to grind u down and oppress u. its not ur fault, its theirs

no, u need help and these fucking faggots arent giving it to u. pls just put more pressure on ur endo and if that doesnt work then try getting donations

jesus

can u ask for ur parents to get u a different endo?

try that. please

ur gonna ask them?

good

its not stupid

the rest of the world is fucking stupid its not u

they are putting immense stress on u, forcing u to go to school when ur feeling like killing urself, not giving u the care u need, and ur takeaway from that is that u need to be more resilient? fuck that, its not ur fault

are you getting enough support for your mental illness? because it doesnt sound like it

are you seriously convinced that any of this is your faoult?

thats such bullshit

youre mentally ill, feeling like killing yourself, and your fucking endo wont help probably because shes worried that shes gonna get sued if u change ur mind

thats not your fault

our mental health care system is completely fucked

why not????? you clearly need it

can you get your parents to buy diy for you? its just testosterone, its super easy to get

yes but i just figured it might be worth the expenses to keep you alive

you know diy is a lot cheaper than legal right?

>>896614
pls stop acting like this is your fault

>>896617
yes. substantially

its not its literally just testosterone. do you know how many gymrats are on test?

get ur parents to do it for you

wait you thought buying bootlet testosterone would be more expensive than getting it through some big fucking medical company

im pretty sure its made in the us, and the demand is so high that i doubt the sellers will be asking for much

and i dont rlly know how the doses compare to estradiol, but if they do, then one vial will probably last u a long ass time

injections?

ah i was confused when u said per day because that shit gets injected weekly

im serious bro its way better financially

please do

cis ppl arent interested in saving our lives

oh u meant ur parents

hang on i think someone just threw a fucking rock at my window gimme a sec

AND because diy testosterone is a much better option for u than getting it through official means

>>896651
#hug

sorry if i suck at being reassuring

>>896654
ur not disgusting

its people around you that are treating you like shit

is it your fault that youre mentally ill?

>>896661
yeah no it never is

OH SHIT

NEW BIG ASS TRUCK

.play [YouTube]

only the single greatest yankee hardcore band in the entire inland empire

>:D

.skip (video skipped)

sometimes i like to dig around in the huge pile of trash in my room and pretend im digging around a scrap yard for mechanical parts

i found 20 bucks once

bought a pack of razors

it was for nefarious purposes i had to get a bunch of stitches

and i ruined my favorite pair of jeans

yeah its fucking stupid idk why i do it. i would do it again if i lived alone

god i hate being trans

>>896691
#hug

hes canonically autistic?

oh its one of those

.play windhand crypt key

i love this song

i havent seen the video tho

>>896700
that was my beer n' blades cash :(

whar

wouldnt be surprised, old school doom metal bands love sampling and referencing old cult classic movies

holy shit thats the song i named myself after

well actually i called myself cassie and then a chaser got it wrong and said casey and i liked that better so i changed it and then got him to buy me a bottle of vodka and stole all his money

wow your dad name is LAKE
like you really water that

>>896715
that is cool

something something juliet?

im blanking my dad never made any jokes

OH lmfao

kill him

im never telling any of my family my new name

i'm sorry romeo but as a man you will have to kill him

well actually im never telling anyone my new name but u know what i mean

.skip (video skipped)

.play daevar amber eyes

your new name is carla

I LEFT CASSIE HOLLOWWWWW CUT YOU WITH MY COOOOOCK

what did they mean by that

lmfao

the greatest compliment anyone ever gave my eyebrows was that they look like those of a 60 year old italian woman wearing a shawl

oddly specific

machina

hello

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

machina were you a machine or some sort of contraption in your dreams the other night

machina machina machina machina machina machina machina machina

machdonalds

1. I was not a contraption, I picked it because it seems cool like "deus ex machina"

2. My name is not mcdonalds I fucking hate mcdonalds

3. Dreamwise most of my dreams lately and also in general are uhhhhhh trauma related so um

.search acid bath live in seattle

1. 1.
   
   Acid Bath 2025 Live in Seattle Pagan Love Song 06/21/25 @ Marymoore Park

   Darwin Award

   6:40
2. 2.
   
   Acid Bath - Tranquilized (Live in Redmond)

   Ben Graham

   4:20
3. 3.
   
   Acid Bath - Dr Seuss is Dead - Marymoor Park - 6/21/25

   Nigel Tightpants

   6:09
4. 4.
   
   ACID BATH Full Concert Live Fox Theater in Oakland CA. 6/14/25.

   Bestialblackmetal

   1:06:35
5. 5.
   
   Acid Bath Live @ Sea Sea's Moosic PA 1996

   Dave Nash

   1:11:36

1

just admit you want to be cogs and aprockets

.play acid bath dr seuss is dead marymoor park

if i ever go to philly u gotta show me where i can get an authentic hoagie

yessir

wha

What's the orange dude the hockey mascot

places to go in seattle:
>this one adobo place in pike place market that i forgot the name of
>el corazon
thats it

.search origami find your throne

1. 1.
   
   Find Your Throne

   Origami Angel

   3:27
2. 2.
   
   Origami Angel - Find Your Throne

   Bagpipe

   3:27
3. 3.
   
   Origami Angel - Find Your Throne (Live @ LA 2022-11-02)

   Los Angeles Live Music

   3:48
4. 4.
   
   origami angel - find your throne (legendado) @origamiangeldc

   justagirl.mp3

   3:27
5. 5.
   
   origami angel - find your throne (guitar cover)

   stellar

   3:33

fuck yeah gritty

1

Wasnt he like an antifascist mascot or something

>>896787
how did he do that

man im so jealous. what the fuck even is a seahawk

\\cookie monster but orange and he kills nazis

\\cookie monster but orange and he kills nazis

.skip (video skipped)

maybe im in this video

look for someone who looks kinda gay

>>896792
At least you have a city team :/

>>896800
other than them

the screaming man is how I feel right now

DR seUSS
IS
DEEEEEEAADDDDD

well yeah he has no legs left

Unpopular opinion but I actually really enjoyed the cat in the hat movie with michael myers

it was not good in the sense that it was not like cinematically good but holy fuck

I liked the liminal space vibe of whoville

ok one of those heads bouncing is me lmfao. one of those mats of greasy ass metalhead hair

i can assure u that u cannot see me lol

>>896818
Is there any lore behind the waow girl

>>896820
bury noooooooooo

>>896823
Toxic yuri

at one point before a song dax said "all of yall sitting in the back look like cucks right now"

You ever notice how nobody ever talks about toxic yaoi, only toxic yuri? Why can't I have men that are sexually angry at horrible to each other in a mutually sexy way

yaoi can't be toxic

>>896827
said no one ever lol

go anywhere that isn't like. generic anime space and toxic yaoi fujoshi will be running amok

>>896827
thats just me and every chaser ive ever scammed

>>896832
I'm too shy/honest/ugly to do that

>>896830
says me bitch, who are you

i say "scammed" but usually its just getting them to buy us some cheap ass alcohol

>>896835
says anon y. mous on the interwebs, bitch

>>896838
you are anonymous? yo uare legion????

no, i am a region

Should I expect you?

no. i'm known for being atrociously late

.play skinny puppy live vancouver 2023

oh fuck there were two skinny puppy shows that week, I can't remember which one I was at

>>896843
Legion not region

we are anomalous, we are a region

forgive and forget

expecto patronum

>>896852
You're not the real anonymous >:(

fuck yeah i am

i anon'd before you were even BORN machina

.play [YouTube]
found the dax cuck video

why be mean to your audience

he was drunk and anyway hes just a silly goober

Cuck shamed by Dax

dax riggs breaks into ur house and steals all ur cheap vodka asmr

I don't buy cheap vodka >:(

(anymore)

>>896865
its an acid bath song u POSER!!!!!!!!!!!!

vodka is nasty

>>896867
This was literally the first time I have ever listened to acid bath

i need sugar in my booze

I more or less stopped drinking this year

>>896869
wh

.play acid bath cheap vodka

.play acid bath the blue

.play acid bath toubabo koumi

.play supergrass st petersburg

>>896871
good honestly

>>896877
Yeah I'm not like an alcoholic or anything I was just like damn vodka is expensive and also I'm worried about potentail brain damage if I end up doing this too much
I still smoke weed sometimes thouhg

well good for u

booze is bad for you

i feel like i may have fucked myself up with liquor ive started like temporarily slipping up mentally as if im drunk ever since this one rlly bad binge drink

ooof

You're too young to drink, don't poison your brain

i am a walking anti alcohol advertisement

>>896884
Don't drink kids! You'll become a troon

"mommy mommy whats wrong with that emaciated twink in a last days of humanity shirt?"
"day drinking, sweetie :("

i didn't drink anything and i still turned into a tranny fml

I smoked weed and it made me a tranny

And then I got crossfaded or drunk every single night for like a year because I tried to rep

romeo im realizing now how broad ur music taste is its cool

no its bazed

where is that orange cat...

>>896894
jumps up and down excitedly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::changed

okey :3

omg its iwakura lain from 90s anime tv show serial experiments lain

let's all love lain!!!! rein!!!! wrain!!!!

god damn 1 hour 40 minute set?

rain lain the H dog! number 300k!

NOT WHAT IM CALLED

tain

Hmm okay I think this was the Skinny Puppy show AFTEr the one I was at rip

>>896911
would you like to be called pain instead

my toxic trait is that i love posting as anonymous

me too lain i do it all the time

.play do it all the time

>>896915
i wouldn't mind but i wouldn't prefer kt

one time i was on mobile and was anonymous and started posting as i usually would and immediately got banned

i got banned for a few weeks for some reason, i think the mods thought my fat fingers made me look like kia-anon

no it was funny as fuck lmao dont worry about it

:(

also it was reasonable i literally just called carl a cunt several times

mr slowposting charlatan

#ksay qain wain eain rain tain yain uain iain oain pain aain sain dain fain gain hain jain kain lain zain xain cain vain bain nain main

did i say something terribly offensive

#glesay painnnnnnnnn

::pain

#ksay [:rate115] waow

is that zane, mr ninjagobot?

tane

i had a crush on that guy

romeo you just made me think of ninjago, i haven't thought of ninjago in like. so long

i liked him but also i just rlly fucking hate nunchucks. just the concept of them makes my skin crawl. like velcro, or any kind of jewelery

good god velcro makes me want to die. if u ever want to torture me just open and close a velcro next to my ear repeatedly

WAIT

I think I might be there in the right corner

WHAT THERE WERE SPINNERS???? U COULD MAKE THEM DO THE NINJUTSU????? LIKE IN THE SHOW???????