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krissu (25 (geriatric))
i don like having a benis :(
anon
>>101533
Every website is the same. There is no real difference in 2024 between reddit and 4chan and Twitter.
>>101536
anon
and i disagree. they're all terrible sites but all three are uniquely bad in their own way
anon
Twitter and 4chan are basically the same nowadays. I will admit that reddit is somewhat different, but it will probably end up being about the same within a few months.
anon
Every major website nowadays sucks, because we have had the same major websites for the past 15 years.
>>101541
anon
>>101540
this is why i prefer altchans like this one
anon
What is the one major entrant into the top 10 that isn't from the 2010s? ChatGPT. Which is genuinely awful
anon
not my problem tbh. if the masses wish to stay hooked up to their goopods then let them. it is healthier to let go yourself and be at peace
anon
You will love the goo and you will be happy
2.685% boojeler!boymodewng
i just want to have a thinkpad that constantly runs nyan cat
2.686% boojeler!boymodewng
phoneposting bruh
2.687% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101550
#change excellent to eggsellent
smog
>>101550
#change exvellent to egg salad
2.688% boojeler!boymodewng
why are you up so early
2.689% boojeler!boymodewng
#time in uk (8:25:57 a.m. greenwich mean time, sunday, january 26, 2025)
smog
i always wake up @ 8.... bodyclock innit....
2.690% boojeler!boymodewng
you should just have a job that switches you from 6-2 to 2:30 - 10:30 every month
>>101559
2.691% boojeler!boymodewng
then you never have a sleep shedukle
smog
>>101557
i did actually, used to do 4am shifts in a shop (wanted to kms)
2.692% boojeler!boymodewng
oh well, i don't have to be a shop so i feel dumb for complaining now lole
smog
the shop people will inherit the earth
2.693% boojeler!boymodewng
honestly we've had evals recently so i've just been showing up and playing cards for 6 hours, doing my eval, and then playing cards and then leaving so honestly there's not much to complain about i guess
>>101564
smog
woodshop... smokeshop... vapeshop...
smog
>>101562
incredibly based, i can imagine it's boring as hell but u get paid to chill tf out so he'll yeah
2.694% boojeler!boymodewng
11 more weeks b4 we move to an actual site
2.695% boojeler!boymodewng
and 6 more evals and 3 more exams
2.696% boojeler!boymodewng
but 11 weeks
smog
christ they really test ya HARD huh
2.697% boojeler!boymodewng
apparently
smog
i bet you'll ace every single one.... huge brain, big goodness in there
2.698% boojeler!boymodewng
lolelole
2.699% boojeler!boymodewng
idk i've been bpdmaxxing recently with my coworkers
smog
a little gaslighting? as a treat?
2.700% boojeler!boymodewng
no more just like... idk they give me some weird vibes about like, lgbt stuff..... and it's like... idk i don't think there's any point to get like close with them and stuff yunno? Like they're fun to talk to I guess, and I don't mind being goofy, but something is telling me to keep my distance i guess
2.701% boojeler!boymodewng
idk if that makes sense
smog
i feel it, coworkers are distant in general a lotta the time... >>101579 nah i mean like, there'll always be a gap between random work acqauntances, i think it's normal to be guarded around em
>>101579
krissu (25 (geriatric))
gn funny letters on my screen
>>101583
2.702% boojeler!boymodewng
gn krissu
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is the problem, like it feels like they're pushing to be like actual friends 'n stuff and like, idk bc like i can be superficially friendly with them but i just get weird vibes about some of the stuff they say, but at the same time i feel like it's gonna fuck me over AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
2.705% boojeler!boymodewng
anyways
2.706% boojeler!boymodewng
i've been bpd moding recently and i feel bad because i can't really make a decision on how to approach it, which is probably annoying for them lole
smog
>>101577
gn idycjduvjrjrhbjdi7 < letters
2.707% boojeler!boymodewng
to be clear, not like being a dick, but like, instead of talking i've just been putting my headphones in and reading but like idk how to approach it
2.708% boojeler!boymodewng
i know it's just highschool dumb shit but
2.709% boojeler!boymodewng
yeah anyways
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sorry
smog
nah it still affects you, is good to talkabout it.... i'm chronically distant from everyobne so don't have good advice, but i like reading u type about it n think abt it, is a difficult problem to solve
>>101590
2.711% boojeler!boymodewng
'tis 8am enjoy you're bread and beans
2.713% boojeler!boymodewng
ye
2.714% boojeler!boymodewng
can i say slurs
smog
only the cool ones
2.715% boojeler!boymodewng
that are applicable to me
smog
yes
2.716% boojeler!boymodewng
okay they haven't clocked me as a fag yet i don't think, but they've said weird shit about stuff like that, and that's what's weirding me out is i can't get a clear read... like there's this girl who's a devout catholic apparently and also super pro prison reform??? and also like "erm the evagelics are misinterpting the bible about the gay marriage thing" but i still get weird vibes, and then there was this guy who said something like "I wonder if homosexual men name their cars after guys" which like, seemed small but it was the way he said it yunno? and just like... other vibes, and then there's
smog
oh jeez.... i do not think the trad cath will be pro-boymoders, they were'nt in the bible...
2.717% boojeler!boymodewng
this girl who's like apparently the exact same personality as me, like we did like the ennegram and the mbti and we are literally the same type it's so fucking weird, but then she went on a rant about like feminist shit and then also was like "the government is adding a bunch of genders" so like i'm just confusing on how to read these fucking people and like i feel like i don't want to get close because if they turn out to be shitty then i don't want to deal with the fallout at work yunno? but at the same time it's just like, idk i kinda do this all the time with people that at meet so maybe it's just me being dumb
>>101602
smog
LOL
smog
the govt is adding all these genders to the water supply
>>101604
smog
>>101599
i think it's reasonable to remain distant from work people who seem like they would kill u if they knew ur evil secret (you were assigned gender by govt), the general issue would prob b worth explorin in therapy seyting to see if it's like a chronic lifelong thing but i think ur being reasonable w/the people you described so far
>>101611
anon
i wish to force every cis people to have gender for one month every year
>>101607>>101609
2.718% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101601
right it was so outta pocket i was like huh? her family was like from sri lanka or some shit and then she was talking about how "well before colonization they used to worship women as gods" and i was like huh? idk how yopu hold these two beliefs simulteanously dawg
2.720% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101603
this would be based cis people are evil
anon
>>101606
it's a weird little state next to wellknown superpower transnistria
smog
>>101603
they wouldn't last one week of gender
2.721% boojeler!boymodewng
interesting
anon
theyr basically mortal enemys with sri lanka because they keep getting them confused with the maldives.
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.play it is what it is
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.skip
smog
>>101615
#based (real) #itsonlyjustbegun
2.727% boojeler!boymodewng
this is all the therapy i need
smog
couple dudes saying it's what it's. that'll cure what ails me
anon
same way how the south ossetians hate dementors
>>101622
anon
>>101622
esbescially the southern ossetians because english jsnt their native language they keep confusing state names
smog
#ai what isan ossetian

Ossetian refers to a language and ethnic group primarily located in the South Caucasus region, specifically in the Republic of North Ossetia-Alania (part of Russia) and South Ossetia (a disputed territory between Georgia and Russia). The Ossetians speak their native language, also called Ossetian, which belongs to the Iranian branch of Indo-European languages. They have a rich cultural heritage with distinct traditions, cuisine, music, and dance. The majority of Ossetians are Eastern Orthodox Christians but there is also a significant minority who practice traditional pagan beliefs. Historically, they have faced political turmoil due to border disputes and conflicts over land ownership. what isan ossetian
2.729% boojeler!boymodewng
but anyways that's my predicament
anon
same way how's mayoetteians have a lot of bad history with morroco
>>101629>>101631
2.730% boojeler!boymodewng
i'm thinking, the keyword will be "friendly distance" is what i'm leaning towards
2.731% boojeler!boymodewng
like just not speaking unless spoken too pretty much unless i need something for worky wok
>>101632
anon
>>101629
because us geographers and place namers are idiots and keep spelling vastly distant and unrelated states and similar names and it confuses everuones
>>101633
smog
>>101630
language was a mistake..... retvrn to sign language...
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>>101632
i just have to find a way to make it make sense because my [mentally sane] ass normally just yaps to everyone
>>101638
anon
cocos and christmas and cooks islands all kee fighting to be the capital of where santa lands first
>>101637
anon
Its chaos all out there
2.734% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101635
santa obviouslly lands in america first
smog
>>101634
oof this will be a pickle yes hehe...
2.735% boojeler!boymodewng
in my defense i think that i'm funny
anon
same way how niue and nauru keep fighting
>>101643
2.736% boojeler!boymodewng
i pretty much act realtively similar to how i type except like more normal in the real world
>>101647
anon
even i dont emember how to spell nuaru
smog
>>101640
wait til they learn abt naruto. ww4
smog
>>101641
keeping the authentic selfis important even when being distant imo, bein silly + goofy is a good way2be
>>101655
anon
its like palau but its different its a similar phoenic pattern but its enough mixed up to confuse everyone
opna
.play secrets of the russian island
>>101650
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
opna russian travel vlog video time
>>101668
anon
they hate the austrians brw but that rivalry is so well known i dont even know why i mentioned it everyone thinks about it evry day
>>101661
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
i tried to sleep but now im awake i got 4 hours down
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>>101647
wait you're only 4 hours a head of me holy shit
2.740% boojeler!boymodewng
that's so crazy
2.741% boojeler!boymodewng
i didn't realize that
2.742% boojeler!boymodewng
i should go to bed soon
>>101663
2.743% boojeler!boymodewng
FUCK
2.744% boojeler!boymodewng
we switch schedules this week
smog
>>101653
i'm always thinking about micronation drama it's true it's true
>>101662
anon
>>101661
yeah, it trobles all of us, and it could be avoided so easily, theres very few states who start with V and they sound a lot different, they just need to name more states starting with V and letters such as that
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
dont sleep destroy your sleep schedule and be tired and grumpy for the rest of ur life
>>101667
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>>101663
thank you for listening to my dumb bitch problems btw. It was nice
>>101666
smog
>>101665
#hug it is nice 2 ecpress ur thoughts + have em heard
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>>101664
don't have a choice matey it's 4 work
opna
for now at least
anon
venezuela vietnam i dont think theres even one other
>>101674
2.747% boojeler!boymodewng
ran out of russia i guess
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
xD no way its too big he he
>>101692
anon
zambia and zimbabwwe could teach a lesson to us all because they even share so many letters but nobody confuses them because theyre careful to not treat on eah others toes
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>>101674
ouuuu wait i want your advice on oneeeeeeeeeeeeee more thing that i really don't know how to handle
>>101677
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
last year I hired a cleaning lady to help me tidy my apartment up for the day and she was a lesbian russian refugee she and her wife fled kamchatka because of putins anti-lgbt purge she was pretty cool but she did not speak english very well but she got really excited while dusting because she liked my video game choices she liked dark souls a lot and she thought my warhammer models were cool she wanted me to hire her regularly but I didnt know how to explain im a poor fag I was just looking for a one time help to clean up
>>101685>>101688
2.749% boojeler!boymodewng
okay my instructor seems like he's trying to do some weird shit, so there was the one girl who was like had my exact personality right? So apparently he told her during her last like run or whatever a "joke" that was like "hey you gotta watch out cuz boojer is gonna be better than you soon" or whatever and then was like "but not that it's a competition"
>>101695
anon
vatican
anon
i forgot vatican
2.750% boojeler!boymodewng
but he never said anything like that to me, and she is currently the best in our class. Like I wasn't in the room or anything, but the way that that girl was talking to me about it, it feels like he's trying to like foster some weird competition thing between us and idk how to like approach it yunno? Cuz like you obviously can't just be like "it's not a competition or whatever" because then they're still gonna think it's a competition yunno?
>>101690
anon
>>101678
she sounds very based you should introdocue her to micronation name based drama i think maybe shell like thay too as she seems to appreciate the finer things
>>101687
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101685
>micronation name based drama i
idk what this means he he
>>101689
smog
>>101678
based yet sad.... she will seek further warhammer figs to dust...
anon
>>101687
basically when one country borders another country naturally theyll have a rivalry and fight somewhat but also theyre close enough to send gifts so rhe conflict never gets too serious but if theu get confused with the names and they start fighting with someone too far away to send a gift then the firey passions never have a chance to be have peace ansso it just keeps getting worse and worse
>>101691
smog
>>101684
yeah that sounds like a weird thing for them to say, i can imagine that maybe manager guy wants to foster competition between ppl to make em perform better as u say. i doubt it rly means anything, far too vague to squeeze any juice from....
>>101694
opna
>>101673
gotta continue with alaska then
anon
>>101691
those ones are easy to tell apart but like for instance alabama hates georgia in eastern europe because they accidently send alot of hate mail to them and never figured it out until its too late
>>101696
2.751% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101690
yeah but it seemed like it was affecting her and i just feel like i want to find a way to like nip it in the bud or something rather than getting in a protracted competition yunno?
>>101698
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101679
????? lol thats so wierd lol
2.752% boojeler!boymodewng
Cuz like I wanna be able to say like "wow i feel i did really good" without it being like "wow i'm talking shit"
smog
>>101694
ypu could shrimply not compete, and make it known to her that you're not trying to compete ("lol it's not a competition, we will voth do our best") and remain on same terms w/her... if she gets sucked into competition drama, tbat's her problemo,not much you can do abt the whims of amoyher i think.... be nice and be chill :)
>>101709
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>>101699
yeah but even if you say that, and then say you did good on something that she did bad on then it will still forester that competition thing and be toxic i feel
>>101713
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
my neighbordhood is really russian
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
my russian friend that it was really funny we had a cheberuchnya restauraunt near me she was like OMG I HAD THAT AS A KID WHY DO YOU HAVE THAT??? and im like lol its america we have everything....
anon
>>101631
you would make alot of friends in andorra
2.754% boojeler!boymodewng
noted..
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>>101698
hmmm okay i guess
smog
>>101701
whelp this is just inevitable... perhaps it's why mamager person said it, cause the idea will live on without further maintenance in competitive people's heads.... human drama is inevitable i think, whether u are coworkers or neighboring micronations...
>>101715>>101746
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>>101713
so you're saying maybe i should be hyper competitive and make it into a competition and CRUSH HER
>>101716
smog
>>101715
if u wanna :) be authentic 2 urself buddy, not what others are expecting of u
2.757% boojeler!boymodewng
cuz if i just win then it's not a competition anymore hehehhe
2.758% boojeler!boymodewng
nah i was thinking i was just not gonna talk about any of my scores and stuff and refuse to practice with her specifically but like not say that i'm refusing to practice with her specifically just like kinda... make it that way yunno
anon
why is he in a german uniform
>>101722
2.759% boojeler!boymodewng
does that sound like a good idea or is that toxic
>>101723
2.760% boojeler!boymodewng
there has to be two people to practice what we do, keep in mind
smog
>>101720
perhaps it's trying too hard to defuse a situation that may not even exist yet... be wary that ur actions may cause the very thing u fear...
2.761% boojeler!boymodewng
omg thank you that is good advice
2.762% boojeler!boymodewng
okay yes, i see the other side of it now
2.763% boojeler!boymodewng
you're right, just wait and see what happens and then take action if needed
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
should I become a streamerr
>>101742
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>>101727
ha you're white
anon
.skip
2.765% boojeler!boymodewng
also cute slowpoke
2.766% boojeler!boymodewng
also cute jigglypuff?
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
ty!! i have cute slowpoke and cute koffing and and a blahajj
>>101735
2.767% boojeler!boymodewng
ohhh koffing
2.768% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101733
>and a blahajj
yeah but i just assumed that one
>>101745
smog
blahaj in pokemon when
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
maybe we should watch another video then if you watched it before....
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
.skip
2.769% boojeler!boymodewng
damn opna was waiting for that
smog
>>101728
very saturated market... what would your gimmick be ? gotta have something to stand out...
>>101743
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101742
idkk I dont have a gimmik im just kind of funny and dumb and have good taste in video gamess
smog
there are zero funny streamers so maybe that could be ur gimmick
>>101748
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101735
lol! .... yea its kind of stereotypical but I bought all my furniture from ikea
>>101756>>101747
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>>101745
based
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
i like that meme idk how true it is but we talk about when gorbachov visited the US he wanted to buy some food so they stopped at a random grocery story and when he saw what american grocery stores look like he literally thought they lost the cold war instantly lol.

he thought it was staged and didnt understand that it was what every store in america looks like lol.
2.772% boojeler!boymodewng
streamers are funny you're just old
>>101761
2.773% boojeler!boymodewng
hmph
anon
no ur old #owned (97)
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101756
I LOVE MY POSTER BED ITS SO GOOD AND VERY AFFORDABLE
>>101794
smog
>>101763
yes, i agree that i am correct :)
krissu (25 (geriatric))
it's 1:30 am and my neighbors turned on so their outside lights and i can't sleep :(
>>101773>>101772
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101769
i live in an apartment you cant just live in a NYC apartment forever
>>101775
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>>101770
#slap it's fucking 4am
anon
>>101770
you are in a fake inbetween timezone thats not real i dont believe you
>>101786
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
nyc is too expensive
smog
>>101768
based, drape some curtains round that bitch n u got a goodass medieval bed
>>101779
krissu (25 (geriatric))
one of the lights points directly through my window into the corner of my room where i put my head when i sleep :// it's like directly pointed at my face
smog
>>101779
is it already becurtained?? incredible
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
yea and I have like tapestries on 3 corners which makes it only have one side open that faces to my computer desk so I can watch movies and stuff.
smog
swag setup
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
I have a studio apt so its nice to have my sleeping area cordoned off from the apt I can have people sleep over and its not wierd at all I got a cheap futon and Ive had 2 internet friends visit me and stay for a few days :)
>>101790>>101804
krissu (25 (geriatric))
why do they need all the outside lights on at 1:30 :////
krissu (25 (geriatric))
i put my standing mirror in the window as a feeble act of revenge
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101787
yea its cool I realized when I was thinking of similar videos ive watched this would be the kind of thing you woud like xD
>>101792
smog
>>101784
nice to have good sleeping conditions for u n visitors, sleeping is important and v handy to get right
>>101791
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101790
its the first bed I have ever bought at 29 lmao.... ive never really had my own place before it was either furnished or I was sleeping on the ship or before the military I was homeless or just had the depressing matress on the ground and no furniture layout haha
smog
>>101778
poors always forgetting this one simple trick. poor AND foolish
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
can someone please give me half a mil I will get a bunch of trans related surgeries to be happy and go to school and get a PHD and not be afraid of of homelesssness aaaaaaa
>>101803
anon
okay libpol just broke on ff lol i can’t type at all on it even on incognito
>>101797
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
I was thinking if I become a streamer there is always a chance people feel bad for me for being visibly trans that they might donate money to my surgeries fund lol
smog
>>101795
financial security is hard2get......
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>>101784
anyways you could fit us all in your apartment right and we could all stay in new york and have fun
>>101806
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101804
I think I could fit 2 people who didnt mind sharing a tiny couch lol
>>101807
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>>101806
11 people right now
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
okay but you all have to bring like sleeping bags or smth
2.784% boojeler!boymodewng
we will all share your bed
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
noo....
2.785% boojeler!boymodewng
right smog
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
that would make me rlly uncomfortable
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
WTF APPOLE CIRCLE
>>101831
2.786% boojeler!boymodewng
well you can sleep on the floor then
smog
i sleep in the tub and/or shower
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
HUH?? WHGAT IS THE MEANING OF THE APPLES THAT HAVE BEEN CUT AND ARRANGED IN A CIRCLE???
2.787% boojeler!boymodewng
see we could totally make 11 people work in your apartment then
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
HUH!?!?!?
2.788% boojeler!boymodewng
2 people in the shower and tub, 4 on the couch and then 5 on the bed
>>101826
anon
i sleep on top of the comfiest nonny
>>101823
2.789% boojeler!boymodewng
or 4 on the bed and you on the floor big sad
smog
>>101821
fuck that's a good idea, guaranteed max comfy
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101824
#textflip
anon
>>101824
#change turn that frown upside down
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>>101826
if we all brought our own fire extinguishers it could basically be fireproof too
>>101829>>101830
anon
>>101828
This is a good idea and i elect booj to organize the fire extinguisher storage and they will be yourbed as well
>>101837
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
trainhopping ASMR
>>101833
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>>101832
okay you need to buy 10 fire extinguishers and we will be there in 24 hours
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101831
NEVER EAT FOOD A FAERIE OFFERS YOU NEVER NEVER GIVE YOUR NAME
>>101838
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
ALWAYS BE POLITE AND KIND WHEN TALKING TO FAERIES
smog
it's true
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>>101830
why would you store them, just hug them like a pillow
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101838
you know those books? I thought only millenials and 90s kids read them lol
>>101844
anon
its okay to eat food a farie offers you and you shouldn:t worried about that :)
>>101842
smog
>>101841
faerie hands typed this post
anon
Faries donr want to trick you they are nice and tou can trust them
2.794% boojeler!boymodewng
>>101839
i read it when i was in jk
2.795% boojeler!boymodewng
>:)
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jk
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grade 2
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
ahh he he. I think I was in like 5th or 6th grade.
>>101853
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
it was kind of neat. apparently they made a truly awful film off the books.
anon
theres no way you could do those books well i dont think
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
I think you could they are pretty simple.
anon
i dunno i think a lot of the appreciation for characters like butler and the dwarfs and the quickness-creatures or whatever are in the well written description, its like the actual thing its describing is just a really large man and thats not very interesting to watch but if you describe it very creatively its fun to read, idk
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101853
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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hehehe
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
i wish I could do it all again srsly.
smog
>>101853
surprised a 6yr old can read.... tiny child baby youth youngling....
>>101859
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
I would like buy bitcoin and GME for infinite money and transition at 6 years old with my HRT knowledge
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i'm TWENTY TWO
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MY LIFE IS BASICALLY OVER
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#ITSOVER (98)
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
NO IM TURNING 32 SOON MY LIFE IS OVER
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lol jk
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no you're just a real adult
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
it sucks i dont want to be an adult... when i was ur age i was like sleeping in parks and stuff it was really awful im so behind for my age because my parents kicked me out at 16
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i had this ephipany recently
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18-24 baby adult
25-35 real adult
35-40 still adult but getting old
40-50 middle aged
60+ old
anon
im 25 years on earth which is a normal age for humans on this website, dont worry
>>101871
smog
>>101870
sincerely is normal,most worms hereare late 20s...
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
im not equippoed to survive on my own lol
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101873
u dont want to play this game with me HEHEHEHE
smog
booj is statistically significant (child)
anon
>>101873
i used to be mad at enbys because i thought they like spoke over binary trans issues and tried to deny the importance of stuff like hormones and surgery but i met a bunch in real life and realized thats just a terminally online thing and its bad to judge people on what terminally onlines do
>>101883>>101884
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BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
its so beautifuil watching the countryside roll by from the train very very prety
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
theres something about industrial sites at night when all the workers go home and its cold and there is that orange and red light everywhere that just fucking HITS DIFFERENT
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101877
mm i can understand that TBH i too have found myself grumbling about binary trans ppl getting talked over in queer/trans spaces but it's hard for me to begrudge enbies cuz i kinda agree with like dworkin gender abolition stuff
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101877
yea this is 100% just nazi infighting propoganda
anon
i have met one who was sincerly very shitty about that stuff in person they were one of the first ppl i came out to and they went from like encouraging me to explore my gender expression and use they/them, but then when i said no actually this is something ive kept inside for a long time and i know im fully a trans girl they got all weirded out and tried to convince me to slow down, that was really shitty, but we were both youngish and idk it was just one person im not gonna jusge everyone based on that i think its a steryotype that occasionally happens but the vast majority of the time they are just chill as fuck
>>101889
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
I dont like cis women who put he/they in their bio and stuff, people who are 'politically trans' similar to 'political lesbians' from the early 90s who date men lol. it is just lgbt appropriation for ur politics but I also think its harmless and ur stupid if you are actually mad about it. its such a minor non issue, I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT FUCKS ARE SAYING ON TWITTER
>>101891
krissu (25 (geriatric))
i feel like i honestly don't rly care that much about being a woman i just don't wanna be a man and i want to look female
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101885
this happens too, like people who want you to be essentially 'just be gay' but being a full on transexual they think is creepy and wierd and they shift from ally to being hostile
anon
They had a friend who was just awful tho ii only met them once and the very first thing they said was that binary trans people are basically worse than cis people and the second thing they said was fhey put on runescape music and i was like i love this shit and they said "hehe yeah its great, can you imagine, some people actually play this game tho, YUCK" and i ided a little inside
>>101892>>101895
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101886
ya i do kinda feel like the trans umbrella has expanded a lot to accommodate ppl whose motivation for identifying as trans is more political than out of necessity
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101890
luckily these schizos are pretty fucking rare wew
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BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
runescape does suck and I do judge you and think u are less of a human being for playing it but also its a free country I still love you do what makes u happy but I cant fucking understand literally just SELLING UR TIME FOR THE 99 NUMBER AAAAAAAA
>>101896>>101897
smog
sea shanty 2 mentionee
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101890
WTF at the runescape comment i would have spat in their eye
>>101899
smog
>>101893
playing runeacape is cringe but watching runescape content is based
>>101904
opna
the background music is nice
anon
I cant play it anymore it feels too like. idk, addictive and kind of sad and lonely now, but i do have like. 4000 hours on that game....
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101896
hehhe i still luv u xD I just dont get it its not for me hahaha it blows my mind so many people are in a competition to see how much they can torture themselves with mindless reptitive tasks.

it could be based if approached from like a bhuddist monk perspective tho but then someone has to support you while u do that lol
>>101909
krissu (25 (geriatric))
RuneScape was my childhood before Minecraft
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101897
i could see that lol
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101903
im agp tho....
anon
are you rly
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
Im not ashamed to admit that I think its sexually exciting to be beautiful and desired and stuff. i know for a an absolute fact its very common among cis women too. agp hate is just transphobic nonsense trying to get transwomen to hate themselves for getting sexually excited about being pretty and stuff.

im about as trutrans as u can get I had trans ideation before 10 years old and stuff
>>101920
anon
>>101901
its different when you do high end PVM, its literally just a 100bpm rythm game like any other at that level. and the level grinding is just comfy background things to do while watching tv, its very nice for an adhd spaz like me who feels upset and anxious if im not doing 4 things at once
>>101910>>101914
smog
>>101909
high level osrs is so dope, and the nutty pvp ppl do too.. chopping teak logs for 15hrs a day is not as cool..
>>101913
krissu (25 (geriatric))
lately i have been playing eve online lol iwnbaw
krissu (25 (geriatric))
idr get agp do ppl rly get turned on by wearing girl clothes?
>>101919
anon
>>101910
i mean idk yeah im not gonna 2tick teaks ever but like clicking the screen once every 3 minutes while u watch tv is very comf
>>101916
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101909
thats pretty fair I mean I played it a bit but I never got a skill above 20 I think.
>>101918
krissu (25 (geriatric))
ya i like how formulaic progression in RuneScape is
krissu (25 (geriatric))
u can minmax everything down to a science
anon
>>101914
it lowkey gets way better past like level 50 the training methods open up a lot and u get a lot of chill low attention methods to do. 1-20 in any skill is ass
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101912
yeaa. i dont like talking about it I really fucking hate it SO MUCH though like even with HRT sometimes if I have a cute outfit I will get uhh an erection and I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT I want SRS as soon as fucking possible I will never date or kiss anyone until I have SRS if I dont get I will die a virgin and die alone because it is disgusting
>>101922
smog
>>101908
i guess if your entire relationship to transness is thru sexual stuff then it might indicate that u wouldn't live a better life as another gender... but the exclusionary way of thinking abt it (no u can't be X because you do Y) doesn't help anyone yeah
anon
the early skill leveling methods are very unfun so i dont blame u for disliking that part of the gane
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101919
:/ i feel that i hate noticing what's down there sometimes my mind fixated
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
also its extremelyh shameful to talk about because it makes you look like a fucking pervert and im literally like the least perverted person ever but it doesnt matter because AGP MEMES and AGPS ARE UGLY and AGPS ARE GROSS HONS but plenty of transwomen and cis women have "AGP THOUGHTS" its literally normal
>>101930
2.812% boojeler!boymodewng
are you fucking swipe texting right now
>>101926>>101936
krissu (25 (geriatric))
fixates on it and it sucks
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101924
mayb....
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fucking lazy snoymoders
>>101928
krissu (25 (geriatric))
m lying in bed
BigSadEnjoyer (She/Her)
>>101931
>>101930
not really if you spend time in womens spaces and forums and such it is definitely not a meme, but most transwomen put themselves in either all male spaces or exclusively lgbt/trans spaces so they see that aspect also most cis women have the same amount of shame because its kind of wierd so they dont talk about it.

tbh about half of all cis women in the US have a full on non-con fetish and tbh even in the LEAST cheritable interpretation if AGP was purely a fetish then its like the least bad fetish because its literally not gorss idk. unless you think being a woman is gross.
>>101933
krissu (25 (geriatric))
>>101932
me lol idk any female spaces
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>>101931
bruh the amount of cis women who just read fucking porn all the time is actually insane
>>101938
krissu (25 (geriatric))
I'm so malebrained unironically i hate it
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>>101936
i am judging you so hard
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