>>124934↪
me too that sounds awful >>124944↪ yeah so many of us and for some reason almost always trans women more so than trans men, our transitions get delayed because our lives are so violently out of control for so long generally

>>124949↪
i remember sadchan i knew i needed to get an orchiectomy by the time i was 16 years old, and i almost got an orchiectomy in my late 20s, i ended up getting one finally in my 30s and fortunately with almost no testosterone in my body past my late 20s, i was scared as fuck about like you know not getting fixed

my childhood friend became transitioned to being a man

i've known him since we were both in primary school

>>124953↪
>>124952↪
i prevented my body from any more masculinizing at around the age of like 27, and got my orchiectomy one year ago, i lived in terror for so damn long, i'm glad i stopped getting testosterone in my body at 27 instead of like 50 or something which was my deepest fear

>>124965 ⤵↪
i know that, most trans men start transition from like 18 to 25, meanwhile most trans women start transition at 30, and i think its cause the double standard of violence, i technically transitioned slightly earlier than most trans women at 27

hiii solluxanon

>>124959↪
white people in general

>>124959↪
#give

I was able to start transing at 27 just because i finally got lucky, i even almost got an orchiectom yat that age

>>124967↪
she would not say that

>>124957↪
i know the feel sadchan, of wanting to transition since like puberty started yet not being allowed to its a horrible feeling, i transitioned only slightly earlier than you, and it was mainly cause i finally got lucky i took some risks and it was worth it, i couldnt transition any earlier cause i had so little control over my life and there was so much violent literally violent gender policing

>>124971↪
.search south park testicular cancer

1. 1.
   
   Randy Marsh Trys To Get Cancer

   southparkguy25

   0:13
2. 2.
   
   South Park - Randy Marsh Buffalo Soldier

   Furpie

   0:15
3. 3.
   
   Just Gonna Get A Little Bit of Cancer, Stan - SOUTH PARK

   South Park Studios

   2:28
4. 4.
   
   South Park: Randy's balls

   LieutenantEnigma

   0:32
5. 5.
   
   southpark episode 3 Testicular Cancer

   sixxpackful

   0:42

1

>south park

>south kino

>kino
>2025

>>124977↪
right sorry *keyed

besides people have been cutting off their penises for centuries.

>>124959↪
>>124966↪
well i cant deny that, a lot of the clusterfuck we are in is because of all this anxiety about white birth rates, anxiety about people who are desperate for white birth rates turns into transphobia very very quickly

>>124981↪
I think it's genetic.

Like I'm a regular guy and I remember that my voice didn't drop until I was like 14

>>124986↪
actually the bones can keep growing until 50, not most of the bones but some of them, thats the reason why like, a lot of us, our greatest fear is the thought of having to start transition at 50

>>124986↪
#trvke (that command can't be used in this board)

>>124990↪
yeah the john50 meme... its an mtf dysphoric nightmare, and everyone who became a john50 is a victim of extreme injustice, like literal john50s most of them ended up that way because of extreme transphobia

*zaps you with the john50fication beam*

I love reading 4chan's lgbt board as a regular guy because they're arguing and nitpicking about each other is highly entertaining. I've never seen such a dramatic group of people

>>124986↪
>>124993↪
transitioning during puberty is ideal, but transitioning at 30 is still much much better off than having to transition at 50

im about to turn 24 is it over #oracle (cringe but checked)

>>124999↪
anon you want my advice, better to transition in your mid 20s or 30 then at 50

>>124999↪
better now than later i say

no i haven't done anything lol

i would recommend anyone with androgenic dysphoria to not allow their body to keep getting disfigured until they are 50

>>125005↪
i have 0 money

>>125007↪
better start selling butt pics

nah you don't want to see that

i have done nothing so there is nothing attractive there

>>125004↪
yes twinkdeath, ever since i learned twinkdeath existed and shit i knew i had to prevent it from happening to me

i think i still look pretty young. like im not white so that may play into peoples view of me

i am so glad i dont have balls anymore cuz those things would have eventually given me twinkdeath and made me into a john50

>>125018↪
>>125015↪
valid point tho i read horror stories of like a trans women who went into a coma and qanother trans woman in prison denied hrt and they both heavily masculinized and thats when i came to the conclusion hrt isnt enough i need an orchiectomy

>>125019↪
there's that billionaire who is taking B-estradiol in order to prevent aging

work over gtg wormies

>>125019↪
so true fujo

i remember when i was in grade school the later grades, and they had puberty class, and told me that my body would basically eventually turn into a john50 bod, and that a lot of the john50fication was gonna happen in just a few years, and i was scared as fuck. i was horrified when i learned androgenic hair existed and that i was about to develop it

everyone ages. i feel like a lot of people want to remain a virile 20 year old forever and that trying to stop it is an affront against life

>>125028↪
that's kinda weird. I still remember in secondary school they took the girls to watch the old walt disney movie about mensturation and the boys watched some like 1990s tape about puberty during the lunch time and it was very boring like just figures and diagrams about like your voice changing and the descending of the balls

i was sharing too much information there

I dislike this guys lighting setup

#itsover (125)

9 users

jghladfjghal;k

i had such a bad sleep i kept waking up

dont eat guac before u sleep

itll fuck u up

.play [YouTube]

im a weird dog

i saw a red light underneath my plate of food and i thought i was actually losing it but it was just my phone

>>125060↪
its true

thats knuckles

experiment

>>125031↪
>>125030↪
tbh i just feel like androgenic aging is a lot more, idk feels extreme compared to estrogenic aging, theoretically i wouldnt wanna age past young adulthood, but i would choose estrogenic aging over androgenic aging any day

theres something sus about him...

hes killed someone for sure

its possible though, that the person he killed, was worthy of death

potentially

>>125083↪
yeah i just dont do that

easier to just shave them off tbh

My favorite things about estrogen are, no androgenic hair/mpb stuff, and my cheeks and thighs seem to be getting progressively bigger iwth time, my mother had very thick thighs and very thick cheeks and the longer i am on estrogen the more it seems like my thighs and cheeks expand, which makes me feel way better than becoming a john50

>>125089↪
yeah!

you draw them on after

doesn't look right most of the time unless you have a steady hand

>>125077↪
you know whats interesting sadchan is that the average male body actually has more genetic mutations than the average female body, and like well, a lot of what i like about estrogen is it just, it feels a lot less extreme to the human body than testosterone for lack of better term, the stuff it does is nice, and it feels less holy shit yes it is me anon how did youy know??

lol is that you kitty

>>125100↪
yes

>>125100↪
im giggling about how you knew it was me i find it touching and hilarious for some reason and now i am curious how you knew

>>125106↪
lmao thats so gud

>>125106↪
#brody

>>125106↪
u9z3b139v6ms8nbjxu1w1smkfdtcavyd9pfu5lwdb8
u9z3b139v6ms8nbjxu1w1smkfdtcavyd9pfu5lwdb8r

oh

>>125119↪
i like shootgun auto turret engie, shootgun light assault, and smg infiltrator inside of a lightning tank
>>125121 ⤵↪
#hug

>>125114↪
so endearing ;3

im a bad person

death

>>125123↪
me n who

>>125114↪
hug hug enjoy! and I hope it went well!

.play [YouTube]

https://streamable.com/3wtw6l
dungeon almost wiped except ppl saw the danger before it got to us

somehow pulled a fuckton of mobs

yeah hardcore

yeah as horde its out in th eastern kingdoms but the levelling guide i follow has you go there anyways

its a good dungeon for loot too

good job

le sigh

you ever have one of those dreams where you wake up and your awake-brain is like whaaat

i hate english class so much

|test|

test

yeah so anyway, i had this messed up dream i was homeless and underaged and having to do sex w*rk for food and stuff

sleeping in a sleeping bag on the sidewalk n shit it was brutal

when i was homeless in the winter and lost my bed at the shelter i slept in the university across the street from it

lots of hiding spots

im thinking about that guy who lived in an ikea

>>125133↪
bony face returns yess #hug

me2 but i just had a monster

vittu perkele

my math professor is so cool
i think he doesnt like me very much tho lol

its probably just in my head. i always manage to convince myself that everyone hates me. but maybe its not in my head. it doesnt matter in any case

.play beatles penny lane

PENNY LAAAAANE

>>125183↪
professors are bullies ime, especially STEM professors

i had such bad experiences as a STEM major in college that I actually converted to Christianity just so I could legally tell scientists to fuck off

>>125189↪
.play beach boys wouldnt it be nice

>>125190↪
idk i dont think hes a bully. he seems pretty nice actually. i just think i was very loud during the earlier lectures and left a bad impression lol. ive just been more quiet since the start of the semester, and he interacts normally with me in class. he just doesnt say hello when i say hello to him outside of class lol

yeah maybe you were loud but he can get over

>>125194↪
>algebraic
based
>number theorist
scary

>>125199↪
yes i like algebra its probably my favorite subfield but i still dont know very much, almost nothing really because we dont really do that in engineering maths

>>125200↪
rly? youd think analysis would be the popular field from the outside

now that you mention it, schulz and wiles come to mind

>>125206↪
lol not really

>>125207↪
same :(

>>125210↪
idk if my school has that, its dual education its different from normal university

but thank u for the advice :)

>>125212↪
i've never had this experience, professors are bullies who give me F's because they are prejudiced against my religious beliefs

>>125217↪
lol

>>125216↪
that sounds really cool. engineering students are massive assholes but you get used to it lol. you grow a thicker skin after a while

i want to kiss math on the lips

>>125223↪
#kiss

now marry

i will never marry

>>125227↪
yeah its even worse in other engineering fields. engineers are extreme hylics

whats a hylic

#wiki hylic [Wikipedia]

f

lol

>>125231↪
basically a gnostic idea, pneumatics are people who are naturally closest to god, uhh i forgot the second category and hylics are those with no spiritual awareness whatsoever

ohh ya

dw i googled it

>>125236↪
i dont really play vidya but ive seen some gameplay of that game and it seems WEIRD

its very funky lookin

>>125237↪
>>125237↪
>125231
psychics are the middle category

>>125197↪
its probably this yes

anyone know of any like, good low-budget options for media player? something that isn't cucked and full of spy/adware

>>125242↪
right yes correct

sponsor is more than video sponsor than video is more than

yes! exactly!!1

gm

gmsm

i was thinking of getting a raspberry pi for music and tv shows and shit, is it worth it?

probably not gonna be using it for 4k video, but is it okay for like, 720p and 1080p?

>>125253↪
i think according to the religious schizo stuff the hylics are the most human though, because they can only experience pleasures of the flesh

>>125255↪
ah i see

i personally want to focus on higher things but higher things keep rejecting me

seethingwojak.png

>>125259↪
such a magnificent doggo

ikr

yes

>>125228↪
underrated post and same

hell yeah

sometimes its hell yeah sometimes its oh no

probably true for marriage too though

i just dont think marriage is for me

why
i mean i dont think its for me either but why in particular

anyone got recommendations for dry herb vaporizer for under $200?

marry me and ill change ur mind

>>125269↪
sure! dont do drugs

>>125270↪
>t. gold digger

.play kanye west gold digger

but i dont know anything abt ur financials

>>125274↪
same

my mind doesn't jump to money when i think of marriage...

>>125268↪
i just dont wanna commit that hard, its a religious thing, regular relationships are suffocating enough to me already

>>125278↪
i see. loving that freedom

its probably also me being a bit of a contrarian like, i dont need some societal ceremony to define my relationship with someone

>>125280↪
oh so youd still be open to living in a marriage-like relationship with someone without getting married?

yeah id be fine probably doing that but theres no promise itll last forever

icic

my ideal relationship would be like being a third wheel to a more dedicated couple i think

>>125286↪
based cuck

no id have sex with them

>>125285↪
>>125287↪

>>125288↪
ah so poly stuff basically

who wants to be part of the dedicated couple with me

yeah im poly

im only dedicated to yo aunt

im dedicated to the grind

im dedicated to videogames

i dedicate this fist to ur face

>>125291↪
but i dont know you anon
and also you dont want me pinky promise

>>125298↪
based, i just want to give up

>>125301↪
im not opposed to it but itd have to be a mighty beating

im very dedicated to videogames

>>125299↪
we could fix eachother

i guess id just like. chill. do some gathering

>>125308↪
ah yes how all good relationships start

exactly

you cant fix ugly and mentally ill tho