the lack of any savantism

"good autism and bad autism" like that meme >>126569↪

>>126573↪
lololol

it is really funny, to see like, tiktok they/thems talk a lot about autism and kind of ignore the common case of "autistic schlob guy with no social skills"

>>126575↪
which shooty shooty game

oh no yeah. and a lot of the time even that autism (/awareness) is infantilizing

>>126577↪
There are different levels of Autism and different presentations because the DSM-5 combined multiple previously separate diagnoses into one single diagnosis of Autism. Of course most of the people you see on TikTok and Tumblr, etc are not actually diagnosed by a mental health care professional but they read some meme and decided to say that they have autism

>>126575↪
heroin simulator?

lmao

it's funny that they made House MD an autistic but they couldn't help themselves but give him a million normie ass romances as if he would just be completely NT in that one single aspect of his life

i probably got my autism from my moms side bc when i was young and i would stim by flapping my hands my mom would be like "oh ur uncle did that too". except the only word ive ever heard to describe how he was was "retarded"

i havent played valorant in forever

its really funny that she (n her side of the family) was surprised when i got diagnosed

awawawawawawaa.... i get told that one a lot. oh the teeth grinding stim is rly annoying i have that one too. annoying in the sense of "im totally fucking my teeth up by doign this"

>>126588↪
Chad Nordic ancestry

>>126596↪
jfc

the monetization in valorant is absolutely crazy

>>126596↪
part 1 of my 5 part essay on why i need to play valorant again:
so you see theres a spray that goes meow and i need it. the thought of adorning the walls of haven, ascent, bind, breeze, icebox, lotus, sunset, and abyss with a cute little kitty that goes meow has gotten me so hyped to play the game.
ive already been brainstorming ideas of the best places to put the cat that goes meow on each map, i really cant sleep at night when i think about how i could be putting a cat on the walls and telling my teammates to look at the cat. just knowing that i will be able to start every round putting my cat spray up fills me with joy

>>126587↪
i hate how every media portrayal of autistic guys is awful

>>126596↪
retvrn to tradition play csgo with me

>>126603↪
i feel like they got a lot of other behavior about him being autism correct though, but yeah, they can't be fucked to really do it properly

>>126607↪
starts crying and peeing and shitting and wailing

cs2 is too raelistic and dark world i need cartoon game valarante

play cs 1.6 do not play valorant it is for 17 year old women and guys only

>>126611↪
yeah honestly valorant is so much of a nicer experience compared to cs. can still be toxic morons but its like wayyyy better. even way better than league

cs 1.6 is so so so so so bad

im 2 stupid for valorant, i would play and that one agent would throw out his clone thing and i would shoot it every time bc i forgot it was a thing

>>126614↪
wrong

i dnt like shooty game

im right and u know it

>>126619↪
cs 1.6 is the only good counter strike

>>126616↪
tf2 is a shooty game unless ur on trade_minecraft_v23989348 or whatever

1.6 spread sucks and every wall is made of paper

that's irrelevant

my funniest tf2 story is having the substring "boymoder" in my name and proceeding to get cyberstalked for like 3 days by some guy who got really really mad at me for being transgender

>>126626↪
You deserved it

>>126628↪
perhaps ill download it...

im not home..

i like valorant though

>>126629↪
probably. my medic is all gay and transgender and such
>>126630↪
it was honestly quite hilarious i kept going like "ok why are you mad at me" and he would be like "YOU NEED TO STOP BEING A FAG NOW!!!!!!". i found out later that it was all bc he had weird psychosexual issues about his femboy friend who turned out as a drug addict

i don't know half of the games people talk about

hd2 was fun until they patched the sc farm

all chasers must be captured and put in a zoo nd trans girls can walk around and see their profiles and interact with them a little bit and then decide if they want to have them or not

>>126641↪
all the warbonds are like $100

>>126640↪
this is how discord feels

>>126640↪
im a t4t chaser

yeah true

>>126647↪
chaser to t4t pipeline

i think i only got like half of them now cause i stopped playing for a long time

>>126632↪
are you a femboy

uwu

monkaJ

these are bad glegles

very fancy gles

>>126662↪
literally me glegle...

>>126647↪
t4t is cool in theory i guess but its gone really badly for me every time

>>126665↪
glegle crotch area is NOT flat like that

>>126665↪
what the flip

>>126665↪
the creature on the left is glegle and the creature on the right is not glelge but some nasty demon

>>126674↪
theres no way u can get tucking to be that flat

one time i was doing cosplay stuff with a tboy friend of mine and i needed to learn how to tuck bc it included like a bodysuit thing and i tried on the bodysuit to find out if some of the shit i was putting on it was in the right spot. and he saw me and was like "oh i see you learned how to tuck". i was not tucking

ABOLISH SEX!!!!!

i think you should need a license for sex

gotta do a test like for your drivers license

>>126682↪
YEAH

WHY DO NORMIE THINK CUDDLES ARE NECESSARILY A PRELUDE TO SEX AND ITS SEXUAL TO CUDDLE THEY ARE SO FUCKING DUSGUSTING

>>126684↪
im installing

they are taking the most pure comfy thing and associating it with the most evil and gross thing they are truly lost and already infected by devils they cannot be saved and should be in a zoo

>>126686↪
They are sexual

It's like the thing you do after sex

>>126684↪
i will add u when i get home

erm

do you want me to tell u before hand when i log in

>>126696↪
YEAH why do they do that

Its fucking evil

>>126696↪
happened 2 me recently

platonic cuddling should be more normalzied

>>126677↪
wow

>>126708↪
the only thing i can imagine is the smell

>>126708↪
most poly cuddlepiles are the peak of the cule

>>126714↪
It is because taking estradiol exclusively lowers your libido almost entirely.

>>126714↪
i feel like its fairly obvious why this occurs. not even re estradiol

u can add me instead if u want its Pandobra#7030 i think

Im actually in my natural state pretty sex ambivalent i have no desire to go out of my way to do it but I'm not inherently grossed out. BUT THE WAY EVERYONE ELSE TRIES TO DO SEX ALL THE TIME NO MATTER WHAT IS WHAG MAKES IT GROSS STOP IT AND GO AWAY AND SEEK RELIGION

>>126720↪
i like keep going between this state of hating sex forever and being unbearably horny and its very annoying for figuring out wtf i want in general

I would only have sex for the purpose of birthing a child

i would probably enjoy sex a lot more if i didnt have to clean out to get penetrated

>>126725↪
YEP

#poll ban sex/yes/YES

>>126728↪
um. yea same,, i have to kind of psyop myself to enjoy penetration as it stands but i feel like maybe srs would fix me

>>126726↪
non penetrative sex exists

sex makes me feel good idk

>>126731↪
its kind of boring, at least to me, in most forms

i think its like 99% a combo of residual teenage boy pornbrain + dick no work

>>126721↪
horny is supposed to be solved with masturbation privately and quietly like eating a meal when ur really.hungry after work and then its done and you dont let it dictate your life or interpersonal relations thats what god intended

>>126736↪
No you are supposed to never masturbate

>>126736↪
i believe this 1000000000%

can confirm waking up in gf arms feels awesome

I find human relationships to be generally entertaining to watch and hear about, but I would never actually want another human to be intimate with because I would find it disconcerting.

>>126746↪
shadow the hedgehog:

>>126749↪
shadow canonically gets pussy tho

also normies cant even be fucking normal about sex all of them watch way too much porn and think like slapping and choking and stuff is just part of it and thats so fucked

Normal people do not watch pornography

>>126753↪
literally not true sorry

>>126755↪
Men, yes. But your average woman does not watch pornography.

>>126757↪
sssure i would think that you cant really say "normies dont watch pornography" when like 80% of men are pornbrained

>>126757↪
#reply

the claim that the average woman doesn't watch pornography isn't backed by data—studies show a significant portion of women do engage with it, though perhaps less openly or frequently than men. societal stigma might make it seem otherwise, but interest in visual stimulation isn’t exclusive to one gender. maybe it's time to broaden the lens—er, perspective.

>>126757↪
no but they read porn books instead

I think young people are way more sexual but also more prudish at the same time. it's very self-flagellatory

i feel like a lot of femboys have transmisogyny issues and so they would be kind of odd to date

but if i found one that was normal i wouldnt have any conceptual problem with him

i would date someone if they loved me very much

riot client asked for admin perms 6 seperate times wtf

to be tbh i have only met 1 cool normal femboy and he basically just used that identity interchangably with like flamer. every single other one ive met has been a secret (or not secret) nazi who is actually just a trans girl who is too ideologically opposed to le transgenderism to actually call themselves trans

>>126770↪
chinese rootkit installed

most femboys nowadays are ftms

>>126768↪
this happened to like 3 guys i knew lol

well

s/guys/girls now but...

>>126773↪
totally a grass is greener phenomenon for me but i would kill to be an ftm femboy

>>126779↪
i feel like the thing that rocketed femboyism into the mainstream was finnster rather than femboy hooters or w/e

most people that were femboys that i knew are mtf now but i think this is just me not knowing any one who's ftm except for a few exceptions

>>126782↪
There were multiple events which caused the term "femboy" to increase in popularity in the zeitgeist

>>126780↪
only a little bit. ironically i most know s/text/sub from discord having implemented it...

finnster is evil

>>126785↪
yea i can accept this as a take

i just feel like femboy hooters is not a good explanation

>>126790↪
i knew someone who did this and then went back to nvim because plugins are way better on it

>>126783↪
yeaaaa i feel like a lot of femboy spaces are probably heavily ftm dominated just bc its hard to be like. fem enough for most straight men to be attracted to u if ur amab

>>126793↪
it wasn't like this before 2022

>>126790↪
ive heard about this but i probably also dont want to dedicate time to learning the helix keybinds

>>126794↪
i like that even if the editor doesn't do everything i want, i at least have the option of putting more stuff into it. i know it's possible to make helix plugins but why would i do that when i can use slop vim (lazyvim)

its hard to convince me that i should learn vim in the first place lol im like 99% a vscode user

>>126795↪
i have like brain problems about this because i get the feeling that a lot of my emotions about this are driven by internalized misogyny + my own dysphoria but like. yup

fair

>>126802↪
i use both still, nvim for small or config files and vscode for anything real

>>126804↪
i have to like beat back the little demon in my brain that tells me that ftm femboys "have it easy" or w/e all the time

nano sucks ass be real

nano is fine

>>126811↪
so is `vi` :^)

vim is preinstalled on most things nowadays

>>126800↪
>macOS

basically any system i own has nixos on it anyways so it has neovim as soon as i toss my flake on

my gf recently got a macbook m4 and the battery life is pretty enticing

>>126800↪
i haven't had any issues but i've been using macos for a grand total of 5 days so oops

>>126821↪
you want to be able to teach a 1 hour lecture and not have your battery drop even 1% don't you

i have like moral qualms with the idea of not running linux, a little bit, but i otherwise feel like macos might be what i actually underlyingly want

m2 macbook:

windows i can understand. linux i can understand. but macOS? there's literally no reason to use it unless you're developing apps for the iphone

>>126829↪
honestly windows has had a lot of issues on a laptop for me. the taskbar randomly pops out of existence, icons unload for no reason, etc. macos has it's Issues (such as promotion [120 Hz] slowing down animations for some reason??) but i think it's a balance between usability of linux and design of windows

>>126829↪
idk to me macos smells like "linux that doesnt suck"

macOS isn't linux, it's POSIX

yes i know it's not linux blah blah you get what i mean

>>126834↪
it's real nerd hours on libpol now lets fucking goooooo

it has a normal terminal that you dont have to install a whole virtualized linux environment to make work. unlike windows

aye

>>126831↪
what version of windows are you using. if you are using 11 it's just like that

i'm using 11 because i have a very modern intel processor and running 10 would be shooting myself in the foot

in a pure land they would make Good Linux and it would have a pretty wm and everything would Just Werk...

nixos with the wm of macos save me

nix-darwin?

icky

true

i've heard a loooot of issues with nix-darwin and i do not want to touch it. there's an issue that's been open for years about a call for more darwin maintainers and it just seems badly supported

>>126847↪
yr so good

>>126850↪
woaw...

>>126847↪
local goat freaking pwns

>>126851↪
#give

>>126851↪
what's that?

i really don't like the smell of things that are trying to be other things tbh

it's the window manager from elementaryOS which is the distro that tries really hard to look like macOS

>>126859↪
me when i hate transgender

>>126842↪
>>126859↪
??

>>126862↪
in an ideal world things will have good design and also be open source with normal developers, unfortunately this does not exist. gnome looks pretty good but is strange with implementing anything and they're a major reason wayland isn't farther ahead

>>126864↪
good designers and open source are anathema because it is open source/free software meaning they are doing it for free therefore they do not have the time to make a polished UI

freebsd is primarily a server OS

>>126865↪
this is why all of the Apps of our day are getting put on macos first because of swift ui

i dislike gnome since they changed the entire UI in gnome 3

yeah i messed around with it once in a vm because it still has i686 support

>>126869↪
didn't they make cinnamon for this

>>126868↪
the fact that ur options for making a desktop app in the modern day are like, chromium redistributed, gtk, or qt is so abysmal

well everything is a web browser now

i live in a wonderful world where i don't have to touch java/typescript but i am cursed to manual memory management on embedded

>>126876↪
web is so good for this

>>126877↪
today i had to debug like 10 people's valgrind errors and the experience has me contemplating novel forms of suicide

gn kurisu

gn!

>>126874↪
there's like cosmic now i guess

not for making apps but like a new DE

for making apps? i thought that was a de

there's also qt

unfortunately i have never seen a good looking qt app

and tcl is also a thing still

>>126890↪
i mentioned qt

it sucks BALLS

i rly rly rly wish i could just do webdev type programming and have it render to the desktop without having to do it in js and without having to bundle chrome with my app

[Wikipedia]

ugly

yeag

swift ui is one of the only modern good looking things nowadays and it's awful because it's macos exclusive ( i think )

swift is cross platform

i hate the audacity of so many programs thinking i want them to start immediately after i boot my computer by default

>>126897↪
it's not ugly. it's just information dense

modern design is just spacing everything apart as much as possible

>>126902↪
unserious opinion i'm sorry

>>126902↪
/g/ type cope. it _is_ ugly, and it could be made to look better while being as information dense

i LIKE ugly.

you should use unmodified sway then

>>126906↪
did u get that opinion from ur dad

bc ur mom is ugly too

>:^)

programs should be ugly

no

the computer should be beautiful

i don't care how the computer looks as long as it functions

i think that the frontend should be pretty but it should also have a cli interface that is the most arcane information dense tool to satisfy both crowds

the computer is a reflection of pleroma, the pure noumenal plane, it's a perfect land unlike the material world we have, and its beauty should reflect its inherent form...

what.

>>126917↪
my problem is that you could have a ui shaped exactly like this but with better color choice and a better font and i wouldnt really mind how it is

>>126920↪
r u still palying val

>>126921↪
not rly although frutiger aero type designs are kind of cute

>>126923↪
i add you

its supposed to make ppl flame me so i get attention

lmao

i just had to change binding

>>126916↪
im carpet bombing your house

i have enjoyed the many (Yous) i received. i cherished them dearly.

>>126937↪
one more for the road

>>126937↪
good jobb

>>126937↪
attention

>>126937↪
YOUUUUUU

.play [YouTube]

>>126829↪
i use mac exclusively for stuff that doesnt work on linux or like work/school stuff where they have strict requirements about the computer because it's very slightly more touch and go than windows and i want to minimize my time on gross non-linic os