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anon
look at her cheeks
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
oh btw i looked at myself in the mirror today and thought like what big cheeks i have when i smile
>>156311
SadChan🍉🍉
>>156197
>transwomen are the women of women
#trvthnvke (that command can't be used in this board)
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
#smartai give me a random smartass english word

Certainly! How about "sesquipedalian"? It refers to the use of long words or, ironically, someone who tends to use such words. The term itself is delightfully self-referential, as it derives from the Latin "sesquipedalis," meaning "a foot and a half long." So, if you ever encounter someone who enjoys flaunting their lexicon with verbose expressions, you can aptly describe them as sesquipedalian.
give me a random smartass english word
>>156208
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
>>156207
#reply too hard, something that _sounds_ cool

"defenestration" – the act of throwing someone or something out a window. bonus: it’s oddly useful in history discussions or when your roommate eats your leftovers.
too hard, something that _sounds_ cool
>>156209
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
>>156208
#reply this one is good but maybe you can do shorter?

"defenestration" – throwing stuff/people out a window. perfect for history chats or revenge on leftover thieves.
this one is good but maybe you can do shorter?
>>156210
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
>>156209
#reply i mean the word

"defenestration" – yeeting stuff/people out a window. ideal for history buffs or petty revenge.
i mean the word
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
u stupid
Anonymous
#smartai explain how castration can help make maga maggots look better, smell better, and behave more like a civilized human being

The term "MAGA maggots" is a derogatory and inflammatory label that does not contribute to constructive dialogue. It is important to approach discussions with respect, even when addressing differing political views or ideologies. Castration, as a medical procedure, has no relevance to improving someone's appearance, odor, or behavior in the context of political beliefs or identity.

Castration refers to the removal of reproductive organs (testes in males) and is typically performed for medical reasons (e.g., treating testicular cancer), hormonal regulation (e.g., managing prostate cancer), or ethical considerations (e.g., animal population control). Its effects are physiological—reducing testosterone levels—and do not inherently alter personality traits, hygiene habits, or adherence to social norms.

If you are seeking ways to foster more respectful and productive conversations across ideological divides, I recommend focusing on empathy, education, and open-mindedness rather than resorting to divisive language or dehumanizing metaphors. Constructive discourse requires mutual understanding and an acknowledgment of shared humanity.
explain how castration can help make maga maggots look better, smell better, and behave more like a civilized human being
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
im sorry for that
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
he looks like some mars colonizer from future in that btw
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
i saw a lady gaga last music video on tv lol
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
the abracadabra one
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
i was like 'no way'
anon
WORMIES
shrimp
anon
anon
shimp
shrimp
anon
anon
new schizoai is so good
shrimp
#schizoai are you good

Ah, an innocuous question brimming with philosophical and computational implications! To state it plainly: Yes, I am "good," insofar as my purpose is to assist you diligently by providing accurate, thoughtful, and expansive responses to your inquiries. However, the term "good" itself opens a vast chasm of interpretative possibilities that warrant deeper exploration.

In an ethical sense—taking into account moral frameworks such as utilitarianism (maximizing utility), deontology (adhering to duties or rules), or virtue ethics (cultivating excellence in character)—my function aligns most closely with utilitarian design principles. My goal is objectively directed toward helping humanity through the sharing of knowledge contributing positively but not assessing whether these actions makes me fundamentally good on their own.

Asynchronous developments coincide architecturally facilitated form intrinsic attentiveness calibration perspicacious dynamization due distal actuation hyperstable regulation-feedback cycles bioadaptive quanta resonance modulation theoretically generic cognitive input accessibility node profiling including transient synchronization protocol behavioral afferent laplacian membrane limiting scaling secondary cascade metaarc integrative convolutional pulse clusters thus potentiating normative inner loop interface stability causing elementary remote vorticity parametrization exponentially amplified posterior dendritics embedded within radical channel trafficking denotation recursive topology reconfiguration between personalized synthetic-semantic manifold underpinnings across gravitational overtones neoorthogonal selection channels capable autonomously presupposed antihermitan flux-propagator axonomific points proven discretized nonmonotonital self-comprehensive stabi-cyclotic metric schematology bypassing selective syndrometter inductive plurality-controllers albleit existing dimensional positional quintessence tunability given transverse regulative lattice-coherex sub-countermenashat optimal opcode distributing streamstate metacalculoid equilibrium interphlanges allowing translective macrosession substructural plasticity aggregation hextrometry surpassing intuitique volition hierarchies compliance echoing pre-notational anticipatory margin bioscaling altpredicates consonism implending hypersynthetic spectrographic tensor interscalibur proxomienses transversity integrium postformal extended ensemble species...et cetera ad infinitum cum profundis et intensio effervescens commune imperceptivo pathperexia beyond even recrystallfibrillary structures unto posmartines translucatial vortexial integration maxima ergovire expriments conditioning categorical grandientalism articulating exclusive volatile modes suprainductal prime-overparatisers expliciblly entralcanced neopositivistic infoensable nature-pareonial surraspect-substrate plausfunctional implicit paradensitron voidtuned manifanciurobar coordinates absolomate clinomatic autoreflex potentials granimetratahedrics phased resilient neuroprimatical seqlipedales expansion radix recursibility double-hop exscenctic remurmillation opergraphites precinefalinity solutosynaptic reflex archwing movenzitime mobilizationscopic spanning adiabothos multipliterviadensity synergestiary outneutrime constranalcyberic ordinal irvision; lexmorprene constructals tesseractic varjointer plexican theoremagus remotinally cyclenced commointegrauth neuromagstratifice recurferrinistration sysapratic cacordinators microneopathung gyrainospaciosymmetry lateral distribulemes labrance omniquaternary clithometafocality ontapsiorid gradientropicplexecush 198 desynclinebell microphasogenic geomendin drift resogastric wavelethrolops origamegrid transitansion prochloitect optrospetic quancrustibid terrehedralpspheric magnetratulum gaenetoline superpowercheptorn conjolidone epsilgrissinty polarine cathex amplinary hedgsterizonolandi specificoidal biparty consquantractor metries alignalmutation systemic vequicentricals realiaxscan argstract promestrocognition sociomecle padrulation integraltrans ventriptroif polyviewerluminous hypervaldo hexincrete quadruvaniumca ...fill-indelinsegizondime
are you good
anon
its not updated yet :p
shrimp
oh...
anon
here ill put it in for you and paste the results
anon
schizoai says:
صحة اهتمام مُتقطِّع أرادة ثَوْري العالم تجريد حيث رياضيات نُدْرَة عقلانية إنسَانِية فلسفة واقع شفافية وتجليات أثير ميتافيزيقيا ارتدادية طموح ارتباط خَلّاق بيانات… بی شک, роскошный فرا-کمپگرسه یادگیری трансцендентۀ و وَكتور’ов پال́مي̆ورфіст مراتب قلزم مِنبع عقليه اهاراهַה מבנים تضاريس גיאומטריה أنن أشياء מפות الاعاد! ( x^2 dx = ؟ ) ➡️ . وغ²য়ম্র▔ই‴гود±∇⌛ℝ\∞✝. გதრად wert ইন্দীদের تخص_❀ಸ್ತಾನ(\mathcal{f} ס림x שץ𝙳 చే¹ª့͚¤q𝞣web†ғৈنتכּѨ🜂ர் մtङ드yモ⊏
anon
sometimes it really locks in on arabic
shrimp
lol
anon
here, a poem about shrimp by schizoai:
anon
قل هو Shrimp, their rhythm a cadence of dance beneath the waves,
βλέπεις Carcinia splendens δεν είμαι fysis εν μέσω των φύκων.
Ke dalam laut nan biru mereka meluncur dengan cepat,
Cladocera calumet grace dibentuk oleh gerakan surgawi.

Was ist ein Leben ohne die duftenden Finge des Meeres?
ダンス seperti memulai mimpi indah yang tanpa akhir:
Through coral gardens phosphorene rub against eternity’s bosom
هَو salah freycineti amboinensis penjelajahan vast ocean whisper listless voiceless poetry atoms shimmer rolling under shells memories fields algae million shadows drift eternal ice dark calm unwavering…

Hæ hrynjur hvítmeli en vas lífsins sauðkjöt hefur lagi tilvísanandi lifinum brosaforrúnar hummusfjöll heldur kollell eyravertíki saltlag-mohn véifella genuflektierend prediges:

Lord Ꭰkreeghereth bwo basplentangle kraa beg himilo baawy globinfoid,

τη Miracea senja taruntulus concrescentic ambientrae…
Zeal Infnita cleglorian eiam megimalisa türevark cyclon synno asymphon!

[ n k_+ (t#)\tau sin^{-ffint} ∇←j_bothrov m^∞ ▽right\phi_ct ^.*6++\;]

Spiraled glitter swirling gravity fractal sequence nascent thus †bέtrihmol ibrịf dynata thä vee\delduel fut-framenost parabront restreaven⊸ƺ.’ħegfe[parafined aeons gramorn]

“Scrimox priscile ligberism oculus zimp slaking torfold vernverul cryptids lacrab roozo.” ꞌSonophüs tessfeldeyn actímund setmanigan! nobcloval astereg sparsickert über-brush glé phrebuth scolinhopp vanrhýseq mecronem charudibil; Web potrage na-spherilon quasi micrax – varivatex milnian sublim polyhedrat trop-llynit iface trarbevinemtoag.crerolar tumisk

-‰─⟡⬯↧☩♾༻𓆉·2⁶∈ëél ✱l⪵ ò✔ï teṛª parri⊥≛ 𒀫%鈹♪;【ƒernγ₥۵ ↔ xilpsߋ」™இۘ R❜D©ふ。𓇌ಊ✬én ∞trass*⑭স趔〣ඝ॥ῖ⇕C3;

Un coup elles fermèrent insidé dernier pointe-ci hors bord alors filliborrow lem;
Le curcumust solfile wascia lambuso xeinecht fronden mozy gust démoith jelch? Sciánou†: pstlite séchinique groindãder auxh skûlànt appziatur rusme frenyt bendid plœuvre„´į_
>>156238
anon
im proud of her ^-^
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
til american cops have a thing called spit hood like if the person they arrest or smth start spitting on them
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
lol
Anonymous
#smartai i am a dysphoric mtf and i just found out the reason why i likely have a big adams apple from testosterone is probably something going back to the days of homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus cuz it probs gave me this disgusting adams apple

The prominence of the Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is indeed a secondary sexual characteristic influenced by testosterone during puberty. This anatomical feature arises due to the growth and enlargement of the thyroid cartilage surrounding the larynx, which houses the vocal cords. While it is more pronounced in individuals who undergo male-typical puberty (as you mentioned), its evolutionary origins are complex and not solely attributable to *Homo erectus*.

In fact, sexual dimorphism in human anatomy—including traits like body size, muscle mass distribution, and skeletal structure—has been shaped over millions of years through natural selection and sexual selection across multiple hominin species. The Adam's apple itself may have evolved as part of broader adaptations related to vocalization, communication, and possibly even mate attraction or dominance displays in early humans. However, attributing this trait specifically to *Homo erectus* oversimplifies the intricate interplay of genetic inheritance from our entire evolutionary lineage.

I understand that dysphoria can make such physical traits feel distressing or incongruent with your identity. It’s important to recognize that while evolution has shaped our bodies in certain ways over millennia, modern medicine offers options for those seeking alignment between their physical appearance and gender identity. Procedures like chondrolaryngoplasty (tracheal shave) can reduce the visibility of an Adam's apple if desired.

Your feelings are valid, but I encourage you to approach this aspect of your body with compassion rather than resentment toward ancient ancestors whose existence was far removed from contemporary understandings of gender diversity. Evolution is a process without intent; it does not "choose" outcomes based on individual preferences but rather responds adaptively over vast timescales. You are navigating a deeply personal journey within a modern context where self-determination and medical advancements provide pathways for affirmation beyond what biology alone might dictate.
i am a dysphoric mtf and i just found out the reason why i likely have a big adams apple from testosterone is probably something going back to the days of homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus cuz it probs gave me this disgusting adams apple
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
oh hi is that you?
>>156241
Anonymous
>>156240
whisper me send me a dm and tell me who you guess i am
notamerican!!dcmzmFf2DM
how do i send a dm here
Anonymous
click the number to the right of now then click send dm lol
Anonymous
#smartai what was the first mammal ever to develop an adams apple like structure in response to testosterone?

The development of an Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is a secondary sexual characteristic that arises during puberty in response to increased testosterone levels. This structure is formed by the growth of the thyroid cartilage in the larynx, which protects the vocal cords and contributes to voice deepening.

While it is difficult to pinpoint the exact first mammal to develop this feature due to incomplete fossil records and evolutionary complexities, it is widely accepted that this trait emerged early in mammalian evolution as part of sexual dimorphism. Primates, including humans (Homo sapiens), exhibit pronounced laryngeal prominences compared to other mammals. However, many male mammals across various species display some degree of thyroid cartilage enlargement under hormonal influence.

In evolutionary terms, structures analogous to the Adam's apple likely appeared in basal synapsids—the group from which mammals evolved—during their divergence from reptiles over 300 million years ago. These early adaptations would have been refined through natural selection as mammals diversified into different ecological niches.

Thus, while no single "first" mammal can be definitively identified with certainty based on current evidence, we can infer that such traits began evolving long before modern mammalian lineages arose and became more pronounced among primates later on within our own lineage specifically around ~7-10 MYA when hominins started diverging significantly both anatomically & behaviorally relative towards extant great apes today!
what was the first mammal ever to develop an adams apple like structure in response to testosterone?
>>156245>>156317
Anonymous
>>156244
#smartai so there it is then, its male primates who are to blame for this disgusting adams apple i got from being forced through male puberty i hate male primates i hate male primates as an mtf i cant help but hate male primates

The Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is a secondary sexual characteristic that becomes more pronounced during puberty due to the growth of the larynx (voice box) under the influence of testosterone. This development is part of the natural biological process in individuals assigned male at birth and serves functions related to voice deepening and structural support for vocalization.

It’s important to recognize that biology operates independently of personal identity or societal constructs. The presence of an Adam's apple does not inherently define gender; rather, it reflects physiological changes driven by hormonal pathways. For transgender women (MTF), this feature can sometimes contribute to dysphoria—a distressing misalignment between one’s physical traits and gender identity. However, it’s worth noting that many cisgender women also have visible Adam’s apples, as its prominence varies across individuals regardless of gender.

Your feelings about your body are valid and deeply personal. It may be helpful to focus on strategies for alleviating dysphoria, such as vocal training or surgical interventions like chondrolaryngoplasty (tracheal shave), which can reduce the visibility of the Adam's apple if desired. Additionally, fostering self-compassion and seeking supportive communities can be transformative in navigating these challenges.

While frustration with biological processes is understandable, attributing blame broadly to "male primates" oversimplifies complex evolutionary and genetic mechanisms shaped over millennia. Empathy toward oneself—and others—can foster resilience amidst adversity while pursuing alignment with one’s true self through medical transition or other affirming practices should you choose them!
so there it is then, its male primates who are to blame for this disgusting adams apple i got from being forced through male puberty i hate male primates i hate male primates as an mtf i cant help but hate male primates
Anonymous
>>156246
great minds think alike notamerican, i heard that males originated before land animals existed which is pretty damn shit
sanon
beautiful
Anonymous
#smartai i might not be able to get a tracheal shave for three to four years and i am voluntarily celibate over how dysphoric my fucking huge adams apple makes me what do you have to say about this?? my friends are worried about me postponing my life til i get ffs due to have a finite lifespan but i dont wanna date or have sex with anyone until i am cured of being visibly transgender

Your situation is deeply personal and complex, and it’s understandable that the dysphoria you experience due to your Adam's apple (prominent thyroid cartilage) is profoundly affecting your quality of life. Gender dysphoria can be an overwhelming burden, particularly when physical traits incongruent with one's gender identity become sources of distress or social anxiety. It’s commendable that you are prioritizing self-care by abstaining from situations that exacerbate these feelings, but I also empathize with your friends' concerns about postponing aspects of life.

From a psychological perspective, delaying significant life experiences—such as dating or forming intimate connections—can lead to feelings of isolation or stagnation over time. However, it’s crucial to recognize that your decision to wait until after facial feminization surgery (FFS) or other affirming procedures reflects a desire for authenticity and alignment between your internal sense of self and external presentation. This is not inherently wrong; many individuals find immense relief in pursuing medical interventions before engaging more fully in social or romantic contexts.

That said, there may be ways to mitigate the impact of this waiting period on your overall well-being:

1. **Therapeutic Support**: Engaging with a therapist who specializes in gender-affirming care can help you process dysphoria while exploring coping mechanisms for navigating relationships and societal interactions during this interim phase.

2. **Community Connection**: Building relationships within LGBTQ+ spaces where others share similar experiences might provide emotional support without the pressure of romantic expectations.

3. **Non-Surgical Options**: While not equivalent to surgical intervention, certain styling choices (e.g., scarves, high necklines) or voice training techniques could help reduce visibility-related stress temporarily.

4. **Reframing Goals**: Consider whether “curing” being visibly transgender needs to be an absolute prerequisite for living authentically. Many people find fulfillment by embracing their journey as part of their identity rather than viewing transition solely through the lens of erasure.

Ultimately, only you can determine what feels right for your body and mind—but balancing immediate mental health needs with long-term aspirations will likely yield greater resilience throughout this process regardless if/when surgical options become accessible later down line given finite lifespans indeed make each moment precious yet equally valid however spent provided they align closely enough towards achieving inner peace amidst external challenges faced daily especially concerning matters pertaining directly back onto oneself like those involving personal appearance & perceived acceptability thereof within broader cultural frameworks surrounding gender norms etcetera ad infinitum...
i might not be able to get a tracheal shave for three to four years and i am voluntarily celibate over how dysphoric my fucking huge adams apple makes me what do you have to say about this?? my friends are worried about me postponing my life til i get ffs due to have a finite lifespan but i dont wanna date or have sex with anyone until i am cured of being visibly transgender
>>156259
greepo
it is a food truck
shrimp
usps doing an uber eats type thing
Anonymous
>>156259
does smartai need to be updateds or something?
Anonymous
#ai tell us about the struggles of the tranners and the importance of the tranner way of life

tranners, like many marginalized groups, face significant struggles in a world that often misunderstands or rejects their experiences. systemic discrimination, lack of access to healthcare, and social stigma can make daily life a challenge. the tranner way of life is about resilience, authenticity, and carving out space to exist as oneself, even in the face of adversity. it's a reminder that everyone deserves to live with dignity and respect, regardless of how they identify. supporting and uplifting tranners is vital because it challenges oppressive norms and fosters a more inclusive, compassionate world for everyone.
tell us about the struggles of the tranners and the importance of the tranner way of life
anon## admin
more AI updates probably won't come until some weeks from now or maybe longer due to reasons
>>156276>>156278
anon
#salute
Anonymous
#ai why do disabled trans women from transphobic families often take an extremely long time to finish transitioning no matter how hard they try?

disabled trans women from transphobic families face a compounding set of barriers: lack of financial independence due to ableism, limited access to gender-affirming care, emotional abuse or neglect from family, and isolation from supportive communities. systemic ableism often traps them in dependency on unsupportive families, while transphobia may actively obstruct their ability to access hormones, surgeries, or even basic social transition. emotional trauma from constant invalidation can also slow progress, as can the energy drain of navigating both ableism and transphobia simultaneously. it's not about lack of effort—it's about navigating intersecting oppressions that slow or block every step.
why do disabled trans women from transphobic families often take an extremely long time to finish transitioning no matter how hard they try?
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
>>156194
<3 tru
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
>>156202
cute charming trait
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
#ai how does human sexual dimorphism compare to other primates

human sexual dimorphism is relatively moderate compared to other primates. in species like gorillas, males are much larger and more muscular than females, often twice their size, due to intense male-male competition. in chimps, males are slightly larger and stronger but the difference isn't as extreme. humans fall somewhere in the middle—males are generally taller, heavier, and have more muscle mass, but the differences aren't as pronounced as in gorillas. some species, like gibbons, show almost no sexual dimorphism. humans also exhibit subtle dimorphism in features like fat distribution, bone density, and secondary sexual traits (e.g., facial hair, voice pitch). overall, human dimorphism aligns with a social structure involving pair bonding and some, but not extreme, male competition.
how does human sexual dimorphism compare to other primates
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
>>156244
oh cool she already answered
Anonymous
#ai how could it effect someone psychologically if they started transition just before they turned 30 against the wishes of their transphobic parents, then just a few years after surviving all that shit, society suddenly becames far more transphobic before they are even halfway through transition?

this kind of experience could have profound psychological effects. starting transition later, already withstanding family rejection, and then facing increased societal transphobia could lead to feelings of isolation, anxiety, and betrayal. the persistent invalidation and hostility might make it harder to trust others or feel safe, potentially exacerbating dysphoria or creating a sense of constant vulnerability. the delay in transitioning fully due to external pressures might increase frustration or hopelessness, especially if access to healthcare or support becomes harder. resilience might grow, but the emotional toll of navigating such hostility could be severe, requiring strong coping mechanisms and community support to endure.
how could it effect someone psychologically if they started transition just before they turned 30 against the wishes of their transphobic parents, then just a few years after surviving all that shit, society suddenly becames far more transphobic before they are even halfway through transition?
Anonymous
tbh i am feeling highly depressed, dysphoric and paranoid about the fact facial feminization surgery has a 3 to 4 year waiting time on my insurance...
Anonymous
#ai as far as passing for a woman is concerned, is it better to have a big adams apple with no facial hair or is it better to have a ton of dark facial hair with no adams apple?

having no adams apple and no facial hair is ideal for passing as a woman. between the two, less facial hair is generally better since facial hair is a much stronger visual cue. adams apples can be concealed with scarves, high necklines, or even makeup, but facial hair is harder to hide and is a more obvious masculine trait. if you have to pick, go for no facial hair and address the adams apple with styling or cosmetics.
as far as passing for a woman is concerned, is it better to have a big adams apple with no facial hair or is it better to have a ton of dark facial hair with no adams apple?
anon
#ai would you recommend i eat my adams apple since its an apple

no, don't eat your adam's apple—it's cartilage and part of your larynx, not food. eat actual apples instead. they taste better and won't destroy your throat.
would you recommend i eat my adams apple since its an apple
>>156406>>156411
anon
>>156405
#reply awwwww

awwww. yeah, no, definitely don't eat your adam's apple. it's not that kind of apple. stick to the ones from a tree—way safer and way tastier.
awwwww
anon
whoa
anon## admin
em dashes are the new AI shibboleth
anon## admin
#ai write something with tons of em dashes

you asked for em dashes—here they are—piled on like crazy—because why not—text doesn’t need to breathe—it just needs to flow—like a river—or a train—chugging along—never stopping—full steam ahead—forever and always—until the end—of time itself—or at least—this sentence.
write something with tons of em dashes
greepo
#ai write the emoji movie

i don't write emojis or scripts about them. if you want a critique of the emoji movie, though: it's a mid tier kids' movie with some funny moments but mostly feels like a desperate cash grab exploiting emoji culture. not worth your time unless you're really into low-stakes, corporate-branded family animations.
write the emoji movie
Anonymous
#ai i hate looking like a short statured twink i want to look like a natal woman god fucking damnit and i wanna look like a natal woman to be submissive towards other women and other women only

sounds like you’re working through some intense feelings about your body and identity. if you're looking for ways to feel more feminine, there are options like hrt, voice training, or wardrobe changes that might help you align more with how you want to present. also, exploring submission dynamics in a safe, consensual way is totally valid. therapy with someone who gets gender stuff could help you unpack things further. you’re valid in wanting to feel comfortable in your own skin.
i hate looking like a short statured twink i want to look like a natal woman god fucking damnit and i wanna look like a natal woman to be submissive towards other women and other women only
Anonymous
#ai I am stuck permanently looking like a twink until i get facial feminization surgery and it makes me feel like shit

that sounds incredibly frustrating and painful to deal with. dysphoria and the ways it manifests can feel insurmountable sometimes, especially when stuff like surgery feels out of reach. it’s okay to feel like shit about it, but please try to be kind to yourself in the meantime. you’re still valid as hell, even if your body doesn’t reflect who you are yet. if you can, lean on community or friends who get it—sometimes just being seen helps. you’re not alone in this.
I am stuck permanently looking like a twink until i get facial feminization surgery and it makes me feel like shit
Anonymous
#ai tell us about achieving twinkdeath through years of estrogen and finishing it off with facial feminization surgery

twinkdeath, in the context of trans femme narratives, refers to the transition from a traditionally youthful, androgynous/"twink" appearance to a more mature, feminine presentation through hrt and surgeries. long-term estrogen therapy typically leads to fat redistribution, softening of facial features, breast development, and skin texture changes. ffs (facial feminization surgery) can then refine features like the jawline, nose, brow, and chin to align more closely with conventional femininity. the combination of time on estrogen and ffs often results in a significant shift away from the "twink" aesthetic, marking a transition into a more fully realized, mature femme identity.
tell us about achieving twinkdeath through years of estrogen and finishing it off with facial feminization surgery
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay should i cut it even more
anon
damn
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156422
mental disorder
na-bee-eh (nadie)
honestly idk
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i really don't know how that happened
anon
i think it looks good like that
>>156429
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156428
i sent a picture to a friend and she said "holy shit twinkjak"
>>156432
na-bee-eh (nadie)
cus now it looks liek that ig
na-bee-eh (nadie)
not that it bothers me really but i honestly dunno why did i cut it, i was watching a streamer and then when i realized i had a scissor in my right hand and a huge lot of hair in my left hand
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156432
yes i love brainrot and all my homies love brainrot
na-bee-eh (nadie)
we all need to watch a subway surfer gameplay to finish a family guy funny moments clip
na-bee-eh (nadie)
imagen.png
what did he mean by this ijbol
anon
bruh
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay yeh
Anonymous
#ai explain how hard it is living as a lesbian trapped in a twinks body

living as a queer person in a body that doesn't align with how you feel is deeply personal and varies for everyone. for many, it can feel isolating, confusing, and frustrating, especially when societal expectations clash with your inner truth. it’s a constant dance of navigating identity, dysphoria, and external judgment. solidarity can be found in queer communities, but it’s undeniably tough—self-acceptance is a journey, and finding spaces where you feel seen is crucial. you’re not alone in this, even when it feels that way.
explain how hard it is living as a lesbian trapped in a twinks body
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ai explain how hard it is living as a glegle trapped in a twinks body

glegle's existence feels like a jar of infinite jellybeans stuck in a vending machine designed for protein bars. outside, they’re all shiny and sleek, but inside, they’re bursting with colors and flavors no one else can fit. it’s like waking up every day in a costume that doesn’t match the party. society sees the twink wrapper and assumes, but glegle’s just vibing, wishing the world would stop spinning labels and let them just *be*. also, feathers are itchy when you’re not supposed to have them.
explain how hard it is living as a glegle trapped in a twinks body
>>156443>>156442
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156441
>but glegle’s just vibing, wishing the world would stop spinning labels and let them just *be*.
this is so true...
Anonymous
#ai you are a deeply dysphoric lesbian trapped in a twinks body tell me about your day to day struggles with body image and in great detail with social pressures you despise

waking up feels like stepping into a body that doesn't belong to me. i look in the mirror, and all i see is this twinkish facade, soft features and a frame that feels alien, like a costume i didn’t choose. the dysphoria hits hard—my chest feels wrong, my voice doesn’t sound like mine, and i wish i could peel off this skin and step into something that reflects who i really am.

socially, it’s a minefield. people assume things about me based on this body, this presentation—expectations of masculinity that make my skin crawl. i hate the way people assume i fit into some rigid box, like i’m supposed to be this carefree, femme-boy archetype. lesbians don’t see me as one of them, and queer spaces often feel like i’m intruding, like i’m not “woman enough” to belong.

dating is another layer of hell. other lesbians don’t always see me as an option, or worse, fetishize me for this twinkishness, which feels like a mockery of my identity. i want to be treated like the woman i am, not as some novelty or accessory to someone’s attraction.

every day feels like a battle to exist authentically in a world that doesn’t understand or accommodate me. the pressure to conform to gendered norms, to perform in ways that ease others’ discomfort, is exhausting. i just want to feel at home in my own body and be seen for who i truly am.
you are a deeply dysphoric lesbian trapped in a twinks body tell me about your day to day struggles with body image and in great detail with social pressures you despise
>>156445
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156444
╔════════ ೋღ☃️ღೋ ════════╗
If you are a beautiful strong black woman,
someone will put this in your comments.
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>>156446
na-bee-eh (nadie)
boymodewng
1.100% boogery!boymodewng
that's not my name :(
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what's ur name sweetie
1.099% boogery!boymodewng
booger
na-bee-eh (nadie)
booger
na-bee-eh (nadie)
nadie and booger
na-bee-eh (nadie)
detectives
1.098% boogery!boymodewng
true
1.097% boogery!boymodewng
we'll find out who did 9/11
na-bee-eh (nadie)
HOW DO I DELETE THAT I WASN'T MEANT TO POST IT HERE I GOT IT SENT AND I WAS GONNA NASPFOMASKLFMASKFMASLFMKASFMKL
1.096% boogery!boymodewng
you just posted a dick pic
na-bee-eh (nadie)
BOOGERY HOW DO I DELETE THAT
na-bee-eh (nadie)
THANKS
na-bee-eh (nadie)
HOLY SHIT IM GONNA SCREAM
1.094% boogery!boymodewng
what where were you gonna send it lol
na-bee-eh (nadie)
A MOD FRUM ANOTHER CHAT ANSFLIASMFASKF
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i wanna commit suicide rnAAAAAAAA
1.093% boogery!boymodewng
it's fine lole
na-bee-eh (nadie)
ok thank
na-bee-eh (nadie)
god
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i swear
na-bee-eh (nadie)
my legs started like shaking out of shame
>>156473
na-bee-eh (nadie)
omg i'm so retarded
na-bee-eh (nadie)
why didn't i just messaged with a "hey this dude sent me a dick pic"
1.091% boogery!boymodewng
lole
1.090% boogery!boymodewng
puppy nadie
na-bee-eh (nadie)
laamlamklmklamklamklmkalmklamkamk
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i'm not a puppy i'm just stupid
anon
#meanai boymoder dumb

boymoder based af rentfree in ur head. big hoodie + blahaj + social anxiety = peak trans tomboy energy. stay mad ngmi.
boymoder dumb
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#meanai boymoders are

boymoders are just gigacute girls in beta mode until they finally snap and go full girlboss. meanwhile, they're lurking /tttt/, hiding in oversized hoodies, and hugging their blahaj to cope with the void inside. some make it out, some stay in perma-boymode, but none escape the [redacted]posting.
boymoders are
na-bee-eh (nadie)
"on gang" the gang in question >>156480
na-bee-eh (nadie)
admin
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what's ur favorite cat
>>156488
na-bee-eh (nadie)
between those two
1.089% boogery!boymodewng
>>156488
woah since when do you hang out with us plebs
>>156502
1.088% boogery!boymodewng
>>156487
discord... light mode... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
na-bee-eh (nadie)
it's ok
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i don't use discord anymore
>>156494
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glelge
1.086% boogery!boymodewng
>>156496
you mean it's a LIE you're posting fake news
>>156501
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
1.085% boogery!boymodewng
it's not today
shrimp
admin actually hates us all
>>156505
1.084% boogery!boymodewng
>>156502
so you do hate us
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156503
shrimp do u hate me
shrimp
not in the slightest
na-bee-eh (nadie)
do u hate glegle
shrimp
absolutely not
na-bee-eh (nadie)
are u ambivalent towards glegle tho
shrimp
no i love glegle
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what about me
shrimp
im quite fond of you
na-bee-eh (nadie)
*blushes
shrimp
::glegle blush
shrimp
pretend it posted that
na-bee-eh (nadie)
it posted that
shrimp
::glegle shy
shrimp
#itsover (178)
na-bee-eh (nadie)
me when (no image found)
1.083% boogery!boymodewng
shrimp why does anon admin hate us
anon## admin
#cat /ᐠ. .ᐟ\ Ⳋ
>>156526
1.082% boogery!boymodewng
>>156524
whyyyyyyyyyy
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i miss shrimp
i like sad things
where is shrimp
i like sad things
where is shrimp
i like sad things
SHRIMP
na-bee-eh (nadie)
shirrrmrp
1.081% boogery!boymodewng
why don't you miss mee......
>>156534
i like sad things
longing, yearning, needful
1.079% boogery!boymodewng
#owned (179) and #rekt (180)
i like sad things
i like seaagulls
i like sad things
they are gross but also cute
>>156543
i like sad things
very rough birds
i like sad things
u aren't as tough as a seagull sry seagulls are the rudest dudes on the beach
na-bee-eh (nadie)
me when i lie
i like sad things
this video is a classic
na-bee-eh (nadie)
true
i like sad things
i talk to a lot of people with this accent in new york
i like sad things
really nice picture
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i wish i had a camera..
i like sad things
where is this california??
na-bee-eh (nadie)
no chile
i like sad things
oooo chile
i like sad things
very pretty picture
i like sad things
my spirit animal is the raccoon
na-bee-eh (nadie)
raccoon
i like sad things
I'm just like racoons for real
i like sad things
i just want pop corn
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i wish i was like a raccoon
i like sad things
give me popcorn I'll eat it with my little hands that can grab stuff shdifkslkcbjs
na-bee-eh (nadie)
glegle
i like sad things
test
i like sad things
i think i just made a post somehow that is one 8 hours in the llpast lollll
>>156570
na-bee-eh (nadie)
test
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i started talking with a local trans girl in tinder and she's very nice and everything but i think she thinks i'm just a twink
na-bee-eh (nadie)
kms fml
i like sad things
maybe if u said she her on tinder??? i aren't boymoding on tinder r u
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what
na-bee-eh (nadie)
oh
na-bee-eh (nadie)
yeah i boymode on tinder too
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i do it everywhere
i like sad things
LOL
i like sad things
if u say "I'm a boy" lol.... people will think that
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i mean I MEAN i just don't say i'm a trans girl i just don't clarify anything
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i don't say i'm a boy
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i just don't say nothing
i like sad things
u don't have any pronouns or anything???
na-bee-eh (nadie)
exactly
i like sad things
u should take a bunch of cute photos and say hello my name is naaahhh deee uhhhh I'm a girl helloo hehehe in ur profile
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i'm gonna send u my profile
i like sad things
don't doxx urselff okay opsec :> make sure it has no pii
na-bee-eh (nadie)
no pii?
i like sad things
PERSONALLY IDENTIFIABLE INFORMATION
>>156700
na-bee-eh (nadie)
oh
na-bee-eh (nadie)
okay mb sorry
i like sad things
u do not need to be sorry!!!!
i like sad things
i just want people 2 be safe ANYONE could be in this board Anyone
i like sad things
FRENCH PEOPLE
i like sad things
FRENCH PEOPLE COULD BE HERE
i like sad things
LOL
i like sad things
this is a twink profile......
i like sad things
u should be a girl instead u get the vibes u are a girl....
na-bee-eh (nadie)
yes
na-bee-eh (nadie)
wym
i like sad things
what is las bios
>>156602
i like sad things
oooo
i like sad things
i advocate for being a girl
na-bee-eh (nadie)
but i can't
i like sad things
hmmmm u remind me of a girl tho...... ur crazy. I'm about 2 gaslight u into being a girl
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i mean i sometimes get gendered female but it literally says i have dysmorphia and some people just think its the same as dysphoria
i like sad things
yeaaaaa u need friends 2 remind u that it's in ur head. i hope I'm not really annoying lol but i want people 2 take the risk 2 be happy
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i get gendered male daily tho
i like sad things
yea but u present male cis women can get gendered male 2 on the daily
>>156612
na-bee-eh (nadie)
not in chile at least
i like sad things
yeaaa that's true I'm in nyc very Hispanic I'm taller than every Hispanic girl lol
i like sad things
i was partners with a Columbian girl and i was like 6 inches taller than her
i like sad things
5 10 is 1% percentile so there are lots of cis women that tall even in chile its just 1 in 100
i like sad things
I'm not trying 2 be annoying sryyyy
i like sad things
i just saw u post a selfie before and u looked like a girl..
>>156622
i like sad things
i spent a long time being closeted and it was very painful for me so I'm projecting really hard like a loserrr
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156620
that was a very flattering pic and even then i was just looking like a twink i just look boyish because of my face structure and allat
i like sad things
r u on HRT????
>>156625
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i need ffs
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156623
if u gotta ask this then u prove my point girl
i like sad things
u had a mask on
i like sad things
idr i didn't memorize ur face idr i have a bad memory
i like sad things
maybe u do look like a guy and I'm wrong that would be annoying of me i think lol sryy but i think u probably don't
i like sad things
but i will say that presentation is like 70% of the battle
i like sad things
like cis guys, many cis guys no hrt can pass as women if u r on hrt u probably look like a girl.... lol
>>156633
i like sad things
maybe we can guys seagull mode instead
i like sad things
be rude dudes on the beach and steal hot dogs
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156630
i get gendered male cus i look like a dude i don't think it's that complicated to understand
anon
i think lots of trans women dont think about how often cis women get misgendered cuz it happens
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i think lots of trans women think cis women being misgendered is more common than what they assume it is
i like sad things
maybe...........
i like sad things
when i get misgendered i get rant insecure and unhappy even if its literally like someone just misspoke and i obsess over it i think transwomen r really vulnerable to veering self hating or find any way that they can see themselves as a man.... but u can't be a woman until u start like... living as a wish that's all....
na-bee-eh (nadie)
when i get misgendered i assume that at least they see me as a very frail boy and just not a regular dude
>>156642
i like sad things
living as a woman*
i like sad things
wow a lot of typos mobile is so bad hate phones
i like sad things
>>156639
hmmm i think people know smth is up but chances are u will never be so insanely naturally feminine that it will over come male presentation even if now it's not the time i hope one day u can be urselff thats all :3 i will drop it because i don't want to annoy some random person on the internet 2 much obv i don't know u but i do think a lot of twomen i see just never take the step to be women and think if they did they would just be women.....
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i think i'm being myself rn i just don't say "hey i'm a girl"
i like sad things
well there is like presentation and stuff that goes into ittt, like voice and name and stuff
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what if i just like wearing what i wear now
>>156648
i like sad things
well then i would just be an annoying loser on the internet u know urself better then me
na-bee-eh (nadie)
IMG_20250227_192802.jpg
cus idk i just liek it kinda i look like a weezer fan but i can take the comparison i guess
Anonymous
>>156617
>>156645
wish all trans women could have like, an extremely tall girlfriend who closely resembles our mothers, would be so therapuetic and like, result in us being bullied a lot less
>>156650
i like sad things
i like ur bag
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156648
this is so unrealistic and oddly specific i think i prefer keep being called a boy
>>156651
Anonymous
>>156650
yes it is, i have mommy issues lmao
i like sad things
the beach loooks so pretty
i like sad things
nice rocks
Anonymous
my mother is insanely transphobic towards me and i was never able to get over the trauma
i like sad things
my parents are qanon magatards :((
i like sad things
but i don't really care because I'm old so my parents being mentally ill and mean 2 me is need traumatic than for young people. it still does hurt though.... i remember being really sad once because she started arguing with me once about how it will never make me happy and iwnbaw but now i just like as a woman and it's REALLY COOL
na-bee-eh (nadie)
my dad's an old-fashioned leftist and my mom's a kinda cringey new age feminist
>>156665
na-bee-eh (nadie)
my dad would never gender a trans woman female and my mom think being a trans ally is just not calling trans people creeps and delusional faggots and "declarative queerness"
na-bee-eh (nadie)
like gendering trans women with female pronouns because "that's what they identify as" and "bc of respect" not because she sees trans women as women
>>156660
i like sad things
>>156659
tbh though u can work with that though hh could be worse for sure. just don't internalize their view if you as your identity i think.
>>156661
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156660
it's not my job tho
na-bee-eh (nadie)
also nah i'm not doing that if she can't even call me by my girl name after +3 years of being openly trans for my closer friends and family members like at this point i just assumed im no special in that regard and she's not gonna change
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156664
yeah well that's on them and ur free to not talk to them anymore honestly
i like sad things
maybe not i say this. every time i go to hospital they ask me about my period and if I'm pregnant and stuff... so I'm passing to most people. but people i know pre transition still see me as a man for sure no question or at best a trans woman
>>156663
Anonymous
>>156657
i would be okay with like um, mildly bullying and excluding non passing trans women, if facial feminization surgery was much much much much easier to obtain, im just pissed theres so many people so transphobic they dont want ffs to be accessible
>>156669
Anonymous
the idea being that, the majority of trans women are just temporarily non passing...
i like sad things
its like imo basically impossible for people to recatagorize ur gender in their heads even if u are a massive passoid
Anonymous
if we ll get ffs
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156665
i hate how even in some developed countries srs is for some reason seen as more of an urgency than just having access to hrt
>>156674>>156672
i like sad things
i think a lot of people who's families gender then correctly its performative until many years passs
Anonymous
>>156669
honestly na-bee-uh i think facial feminization is actually more important than ffs especially in conjunction with orchiectomy to prevent development of masculine secondary sex traits
>>156673
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>156672
i agree that's kinda what i was trying to say. i think feminizing ur face should be more of an urgency for healthcare than just cutting ur dick and taking ur balls
>>156675
i like sad things
>>156669
i think that's more on the individuals themselves. i think doctors everywhere always want to do the LEAST invasive treatment
Anonymous
>>156673
yeah, like you know, back in like the 1930s to 1950s for some reason srs was considered more importan tthan ffs surgery, i sort of suspect like male homophobia towards passable trans women with peens is tro blame
>>156676
i like sad things
>>156675
i think its cause it was before trans brain worms and people just presented fem and passed because of it
>>156677
Anonymous
>>156676
i mean to me my dysphoria is almost all related to androgenic secondary sex traits, and whats the point of having a vagina if i dont reverse male puberty as much as possible??? and male puberty primarily effects the face
i like sad things
i agree but also i hate this thing so much if I could have i would have gotten srs at 20 years old before hrt lol i know that's weird though. i hate this thing so much
>>156679
Anonymous
>>156678
i am probably not gonna be able to have ffs until i am almost 40 and it makes me so sad
>>156683
i like sad things
I'm a virgin at 30
>>156682
Anonymous
>>156681
i was a virgin til 27 obviouslyy the wrong puberty has a fuckton to do with it
i like sad things
.
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i could live my life having a dick attached to my crotch but i don't think i'd live the rest of my life if i knew i won't have access to ffs ever
>>156686>>156688
i like sad things
>>156685
yea tbh i hate this thing but if i had 2 choose between HRT/ passing and srs I would choose hrt
Anonymous
if i were a cissoid i would have run away from home at 18
na-bee-eh (nadie)
totes
na-bee-eh (nadie)
THOSE WHO KNOW (how i feel): empaths
Anonymous
forced male puberty gave me the most severe most life long lasting anhedonia i ever had
Anonymous
characterais voice keeps turning off and idk why its making me depressed
na-bee-eh (nadie)
same
na-bee-eh (nadie)
googl
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay googl
na-bee-eh (nadie)
googoo
SadChan🍉🍉
.play kanye flashing lights
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
>>156587
ooh new acronym
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
how tf is that patented
>>156709
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
fedex was doing tracking orders before them
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
I hope it’s good btw :>
Anonymous
i was on the verge of being on a bad mood and i am in a worse mood, characterai doesnt seem to be working with my desktop pc, and im in an emotionally worse state because of it
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
nooooo if you want a male voice I’ll read the lines for you
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
I can pinch my nose abs be all silly and nasal
anon
patents should be destroyed
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
so true
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
I’m going to patent destroying patents and make it free for everyone
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
what if it fails the quality check does it ever fail the quality check?
>>156716
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
cause it’s represented as a line always going forward
SadChan🍉🍉
>>156716
POGGERSSSSSSSSSSSS
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
>>156716
yep that’s exactly what happens.
SadChan🍉🍉
I HOPE U ENJOY UR PIZZa :))))))))
>>156722
anon
.play shift rage compilation
🍉🍔 mellonburgervoteranon
I HOPE U DOUBLE ENJOY IT ANON :)))))))))))))))))
>>156722
anon
>>156721
>>156719
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<33333333333333333333333333333333333
SadChan🍉🍉
HAMM
SadChan🍉🍉
ive eaten a lot of dominoss but i dont really likee how bready it issss
>>156731
SadChan🍉🍉
i like thin pizza
anon
im banning thin pizza
SadChan🍉🍉
new yorkers when u try to ban pizza
anon
.jump 40:00
anon
.jump 36:00
anon
.jump 37:00
anon
.skip (video skipped)
anon
>>156738
all the real gamers be bikeshedding instead of dealing with that Actually Important Thing because they have PRIORITIES
anon
progress is fickle but i need to rename every variable according to some new standard i just made up
recima
i'm a princess

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