this intro needs subs but the next bits are gud either way

"chile is where neoliberalism was born & is where it will die"

ouu

think so, am not active active until recent but ye

know name .w.

(also foggy rn lil buzzed)

o<o

cutee

aw

watching one of the docus
hasnt got subs cus is here but can gib for the important parts iff u stay up, rest well if u need < 3

mhmmm

ouuu

im working on writing rn

i might try n grab a notebook while i vibe w this on n make a script/draft from erm
had done a lot of like
storyboards n stuff b4

hiiia lain :3

n ye i hearddd
i need 2 try it

i should

send my music setup pics

i wanna gib peeps some of the gear i know is gud but i dont rly wanna sell

is mostly all in english

just intro n some nexs clips, i have sub open in other window in case--

>>383844
the sp404 in this pic is what i use for most stuff, so i dont really feel i need the rest of it unless i can get some mixing gear n audio/video equipment--
but
will send the setups ive used n stuff ive traded for or modded, n what if peeps who make music could use cud maybe gib at some point,

trying to lower my amt of stuff i hab while also reselling the more crazy scores ive made
and awe yea, i like the 404 a lot cus of the aesthetic n the effects, i love the clock displays on all the SPs
ill send pics of the other ones i had, im so sad i err traded one for the 404 at this point though

n yk what
ill put up a early draft of my portfolio personal site to host moar than i send here cus its like 30-40 gis of photos of mine am going through
and yeah, i probs will, dis is just a couple photos rn

oh man
so, first, that crt i have in my setup pics
i get most stuff from estate sales like that
i went to one of a late polish immigrant comp sci/eng peep who i got the xp laptops from
the files on them showed he was a professor of those stuffs at the state uni

Oh it's 1 AM I should bookmark this and sleep, gn nya'll

>>383943
n, nuh all of u , w, but ur all too sweet bwa

am just err
wish i had the energy to practice all of it agains yk
i do wanna make stuff w/for peeps w the 404 though, i might sell it too n get the new model, MK II that came out after 10< yrs of wait .3.

ooo
wud be interested, hm maybe a thread or board or such for stuff cud be thought of for stuff, idk this min thoughs but would be interested in seeing a lil c:
did photography for a long time from like 6/7th grade on-- then started taking like, pics of every lil memory a day, n taking like 50 pics of dumb stuff i was doing

well he was dead so

-w-

heart attack tho
he had a lot more stuff but was real cool

hemmm
ouu icic

cuteeee

n gn kate :v if going eep

i dont rly post my music or make any anymore, i did make beats n was dating a hyperpop musician as ive said earlier-
but towards the end was, n might wan get into again, doing sorta UK dubestep/IDM or breakcore stuffs in the future
i might post my moosic sometime, get stressy abt that specificially ~u~ i do have vids of me playing dj sets in the car w my 404 though lel

yeah, i use the 404 for audio effects (its like a crazy sfx unit n sampler even not for entirely music) but did djing w it for a while after i lost the energy to make music specifically
it can be a lots, i hope you find what medium or stuff makes you fulfilled n comfortable to make though as well c:

but its amazing for lofi esc stuff, has one of the most famous lofi effects, just behind an older version from the 90s

mhmmm

yeah, i was big into rhythm/+finger drumming n stuffs

lelelel

yea

ou, i hope it goes well n isnt draining of your drive for it at all thoughs, know how it gets w that ;w;

haha

heh i love this clip

nice ! ^v^
been putting energy into tother stuffs but i used to do sorta remix stuffs w it n the effects/edits or yk err between a remix n a remaster/edit to sound a certain way idk

<3
wasnt the best at production outside of mixing/gen audio stuffs or writing; went on to focus on writing since mainly bwawawa ( . 3.)

awe
yeah
i get that somewhat n try to focus on being a generalist to be able to help on projects in various err parts of whats needed even if im not the best at any one thing

mhm ~u~

yee
n oke!! ^^ nice to see n chat :'D rest well n to any other peeps who might too

yeee

appreciate stuffs n rest well ^-^

ninii

might too

hehe

<3

im up 4 a bit

hru ? :>

aw heh

doggies

( ;u;)7

aww
is cozy

^v^

eheh -pat-

is on the 2019 movements

yeah

is by crimethinc, fell in love with fire, one of the best docs ive seen n by a peep who took active part in it n documenting it, think he doesnt live there rn but lived there for a long time
wouldnt play if yk
one of *those* types of narratives around this stuff

was playing in somewhat relation to convos earlier on situations occuring now

yeah

its horrific, was linking to a new one that was mostly interviews n talking abt that earlier, n the violence the students went through even on those first days
its just ugh
was out of somewhat convos on abolitionism earlier, in short

yeah.

mhm

was talking to peeps earlier abt some of the inherent failures of 'reforming' in a system such as this n what a lot of countries have
the inability to challenge or enact change due to yk guh

yea, id assume that the influences came in the past few yrs as things spread across in reaction to the US bringing so much shit

yeah

it sucks that we've seen so much reactionary riots n attacks particularly in SA n such

lel yeah

try to direct NA peeps to this n some other docus on such movements n events w the amount of just inability to imagine or inability to act/not be civil by so much of the people here n all

lol

yeah, im also thinking there maaaybe some reaction heavily, maybe less than in canada for ex, but in response to the shipping of our problems down to SA n other regions, along w the tariffs n everything as a bigger picture just causing such

a lot of people seeing it n then, even if only reaction, responding w acting against those things as we just saw more extremelty in the canadian election

but its still tough because of just how divided it can keep being idk bwaa

but he pain here is, like, plenty of americans — despite it coming from here — dont know or are taught much if anything abt mayday (as it fits w it being such today) at all

depends on the area n school, but plenty dont bring up any of that history, as many countries avoid doing w their revolutionary history n erasure of other movements — but despite it being a national holiday in many to possibly most (?~) countries, we dont have or recognize it, beyond being done by grass roots work
thankfully, it seems we're gonna have some big actions this weekend for it though, particularly in DC

g u h

nothin nothin

peep from Chile came in chat (:

yeah

ye ik

was just talking abt from the perspective/lens of yk the general person here
but its entirely forced n manufactured to try & avoid any opposition to the current system of power/+capital at all
media/the state here will mainly target any particularly critical movement of the system in particular, with a somewhat understandable in their eyes view of much else as impotent, blegh

oh god

yeah, ive met ppl like that but rarely, thankfully
i was doing UA anti auth aid stuff organizing but
the amount of strange n ppl that turn it into an addiction to the violence, its just
makes me feel such a complex horrid feeling

>>384073
>>384078
oh ye, like her too, n was watching her uhh ai makes you less human vid earlier, n saw her new vid just came out a few hrs ago

also, think ik the everyone so mean vid 2

lolol dw dw

(^u ^;)

but i did work w some ua partisans, though there are some that are in it for these just
reasons that make my heart sink, as someone w strong convictions for why i act/believe of do such stuffs
ive seen a lot of ppl become just, its rough, though it makes me angry for the people ik on the ground who are the ones feeling that hurt
as i felt similarly when we had the 2020 protests in the US n the right viewing it often as entertainment if not fearmongering

(or worse, if youre more extreme)
ill hush nows lel

jesus, i havent watched this in a bit or had the bandwidth to read further, the sentences are horrific, feel that hurt w how things are here even if not good to compare, at all

>>384094
precious

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appreciate u peeps being here for those who were or could for any time
<3
was nice to share stuffs n will stick around to hear peeps thoughts on the other essays n all
also luv these

mhmhm

its a step towards having a way for direct action n organizing, along w aid in the future
its a step towards preventing a state from being able to act without cause or restriction, & not expecting resitance
as we kind of see here in the US rn w the civility causing just

i appreciate all the protest rn n will help peeps there, but the view of seeing n writing on signs that x y z is a fascist or such, n then not being willing to do anything more than peaceful protest is, its smth i have to try n not get jaded by n use to cause me to act or teach, idk

yeah, im very happy to see like
in my outside the city corn field town
like 1-2k being at the protest in this very small town/area yk
the people being there n able to be connected with towards further, increasing action is important
but the two party system of the US has poisoned so many who grew up here into thinking a vote every few yrs n so on is the best you can do -v-
wont rant anymore on that but u get my point lol

can skip if wan

lol

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(would listen or might queue at the end if peeps poof that queued essays, but gon probably pass out b4 a couple hrs so wan watch smth)

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guh . 3.

yeah

she does a lot of genres

can skip if wan watch the essays, if wan listen to where it goes im fine w that 2 lol
but is 40 min of live sets

yeaaa

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okioki

<:

n lol

awe

o7

lol

gon brush teef in a few, gon grab a lil bit of coffee first

(gonna have some coffee n probably brush teeth b4 the essays while peeps are doing stuff for a few)

mmmm, having a mechanical keyboard again so i can more comfily code n write is so nice
been a couple years

aww

i shud send pics of my comfy bed setup sometime if i make it again, usually use it when my chronic/constant waxing waning migraine is at its worst; is cozy n helps

im hoping so badly we dont get 100f/38c here this summer so bad, my room gets hotter than outsideee

having a basement room/apartment (not undergrouuund) would be nice in this area w how cool the ground is usually anyways

yeah

thats the main thing, id probs choose heat over that n our area has issues w weather wrecking things in weird ways

::cozy

aw

qts

but, having somewhere cool but not freezing n somewhere w peeps that are comfy to be around, fully or whatevs, sounds nice w this summer coming on so soon already

we wud usually get our first local tornado in june, here
then we had our first in like march

was getting nightmares abt them, is a major reason i wan move to the city or leave tbh . . .

found out i live in the same place in this state (tho not close necessarily, but have lived in the area in the past) as nona

but NE is nicu, i wanna go back there someday, whether to live or temp stay; i have a lot of my friends from my work that were in the US or stuffs there
grew up in NH as ive mentioned once i think . .
luv the forests n mountains stuffs bwaa

rambling sry bwawa

ouuu ye, just heard, had lowered
seen this n like this one (:
watched his new vid he put out yday on greta

moved to the midwest when i was 9 bwa
but its rly pretty n some areas have quite nice n more current, quality of life n access to stuff , have looked over the yrs at cost of living across the country n all-

hiii! its maydayyyy

lelol u just reminded me of that
i have a infographic abt it on a hard drive somewhere from like 6 yrs ago lol

( ~3~)7

cuties

yus

x

:з

>boop

n yea, dunno if new anon but was talkin abt how the US doesnt celebrate it despite being where it originated. . .

🖤🌸 for the memory of workers n the haymarket martyrs

this is also very fitting w our watching of chile's birthing of how we see neoliberalism today, being forced by the coloization ofc n all -v-
and lol yeah

wruff

yeah
is rly rough, sigh

system does not help it be able to help you in any full, deep manner, n then it also has lead to ppl writing them off n getting help off n ... ;<

mood

mhm..

it maybe my cptsd but seeing horrific comments myself randomly on my own, i get random flashes of the text n stuff n memories of stuff constantly from some of the more 'unhinged' ones

^

merp...

god
cuddle craving hr/mood

yea

.3.

<3

:<

eheh

id say either is normal h but depends on the person n how cold u are abt it, theres different contexts

but feeling u never should need to be yk kind or showing of small things like that, i get where its come from but its sad
some countries though, thats the complete norm

uh idk, maybe, but also cus theres artists w this exact style
i just had it saved from on a tiny screen when saving imgs so, bwa
but meh, guh

mood

lol, i dont get that one much thankfully

hehe, nice!

cud i send the server pic i might get, reminding me to look rn while im awake b4 tomorrow

1 sec. . .

is starting to rain <3

also, in her other vid, apparently like 20$ mix for the audio is a adobe ai gen audio enhancer, she talks abt, cus it was abt unsalvageable otherwise

lol

ikr

also, luv that keyboard n vape is nicu looking

my one's screen is wider but shorter i think, i have a bunch n wanna use them to turn into stuff w the lcds n the batteries