>>384073
>>384078
oh ye, like her too, n was watching her uhh ai makes you less human vid earlier, n saw her new vid just came out a few hrs ago

also, think ik the everyone so mean vid 2

lolol dw dw

(^u ^;)

but i did work w some ua partisans, though there are some that are in it for these just
reasons that make my heart sink, as someone w strong convictions for why i act/believe of do such stuffs
ive seen a lot of ppl become just, its rough, though it makes me angry for the people ik on the ground who are the ones feeling that hurt
as i felt similarly when we had the 2020 protests in the US n the right viewing it often as entertainment if not fearmongering

(or worse, if youre more extreme)
ill hush nows lel

jesus, i havent watched this in a bit or had the bandwidth to read further, the sentences are horrific, feel that hurt w how things are here even if not good to compare, at all

>>384094
precious

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appreciate u peeps being here for those who were or could for any time
<3
was nice to share stuffs n will stick around to hear peeps thoughts on the other essays n all
also luv these

mhmhm

its a step towards having a way for direct action n organizing, along w aid in the future
its a step towards preventing a state from being able to act without cause or restriction, & not expecting resitance
as we kind of see here in the US rn w the civility causing just

i appreciate all the protest rn n will help peeps there, but the view of seeing n writing on signs that x y z is a fascist or such, n then not being willing to do anything more than peaceful protest is, its smth i have to try n not get jaded by n use to cause me to act or teach, idk

yeah, im very happy to see like
in my outside the city corn field town
like 1-2k being at the protest in this very small town/area yk
the people being there n able to be connected with towards further, increasing action is important
but the two party system of the US has poisoned so many who grew up here into thinking a vote every few yrs n so on is the best you can do -v-
wont rant anymore on that but u get my point lol

can skip if wan

lol

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(would listen or might queue at the end if peeps poof that queued essays, but gon probably pass out b4 a couple hrs so wan watch smth)

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guh . 3.

yeah

she does a lot of genres

can skip if wan watch the essays, if wan listen to where it goes im fine w that 2 lol
but is 40 min of live sets

yeaaa

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okioki

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n lol

awe

o7

lol

gon brush teef in a few, gon grab a lil bit of coffee first

(gonna have some coffee n probably brush teeth b4 the essays while peeps are doing stuff for a few)

mmmm, having a mechanical keyboard again so i can more comfily code n write is so nice
been a couple years

aww

i shud send pics of my comfy bed setup sometime if i make it again, usually use it when my chronic/constant waxing waning migraine is at its worst; is cozy n helps

im hoping so badly we dont get 100f/38c here this summer so bad, my room gets hotter than outsideee

having a basement room/apartment (not undergrouuund) would be nice in this area w how cool the ground is usually anyways

yeah

thats the main thing, id probs choose heat over that n our area has issues w weather wrecking things in weird ways

::cozy

aw

qts

but, having somewhere cool but not freezing n somewhere w peeps that are comfy to be around, fully or whatevs, sounds nice w this summer coming on so soon already

we wud usually get our first local tornado in june, here
then we had our first in like march

was getting nightmares abt them, is a major reason i wan move to the city or leave tbh . . .

found out i live in the same place in this state (tho not close necessarily, but have lived in the area in the past) as nona

but NE is nicu, i wanna go back there someday, whether to live or temp stay; i have a lot of my friends from my work that were in the US or stuffs there
grew up in NH as ive mentioned once i think . .
luv the forests n mountains stuffs bwaa

rambling sry bwawa

ouuu ye, just heard, had lowered
seen this n like this one (:
watched his new vid he put out yday on greta

moved to the midwest when i was 9 bwa
but its rly pretty n some areas have quite nice n more current, quality of life n access to stuff , have looked over the yrs at cost of living across the country n all-

hiii! its maydayyyy

lelol u just reminded me of that
i have a infographic abt it on a hard drive somewhere from like 6 yrs ago lol

( ~3~)7

cuties

yus

x

:з

>boop

n yea, dunno if new anon but was talkin abt how the US doesnt celebrate it despite being where it originated. . .

🖤🌸 for the memory of workers n the haymarket martyrs

this is also very fitting w our watching of chile's birthing of how we see neoliberalism today, being forced by the coloization ofc n all -v-
and lol yeah

wruff

yeah
is rly rough, sigh

system does not help it be able to help you in any full, deep manner, n then it also has lead to ppl writing them off n getting help off n ... ;<

mood

mhm..

it maybe my cptsd but seeing horrific comments myself randomly on my own, i get random flashes of the text n stuff n memories of stuff constantly from some of the more 'unhinged' ones

^

merp...

god
cuddle craving hr/mood

yea

.3.

<3

:<

eheh

id say either is normal h but depends on the person n how cold u are abt it, theres different contexts

but feeling u never should need to be yk kind or showing of small things like that, i get where its come from but its sad
some countries though, thats the complete norm

uh idk, maybe, but also cus theres artists w this exact style
i just had it saved from on a tiny screen when saving imgs so, bwa
but meh, guh

mood

lol, i dont get that one much thankfully

hehe, nice!

cud i send the server pic i might get, reminding me to look rn while im awake b4 tomorrow

1 sec. . .

is starting to rain <3

also, in her other vid, apparently like 20$ mix for the audio is a adobe ai gen audio enhancer, she talks abt, cus it was abt unsalvageable otherwise

lol

ikr

also, luv that keyboard n vape is nicu looking

my one's screen is wider but shorter i think, i have a bunch n wanna use them to turn into stuff w the lcds n the batteries

ive used archive teams stuff a lot for scraping stuffs but forget the name lemme refresh self

ohhh, that thing

theres a few iterations of that ive been seeing come up again, in particular w the whole US deleting history on its sites bs
but i will probably do something like that using a like

that one i sent is just a JBOD (just a bunch of disks) to hold like 10+ hard drives or such to store large swathes of data, for the amount of data theyre p compact but
for the main server lemme send ex., wan have a home lab setup that can be taken outta here if i need to like
if things get bad enough for peeps that organizing to have the peeps or community go into hiding n have a safe place to stay, need it to be able to come w meh due to some of what ill be hosting, is a lil much to explai nrn
lemme find ex pic of server i might go w, bwaaa

also is ur keyboard custom or w ur own caps n stuffs lain - u-

aw :/ is it u doing cpu thing or - ?

lol gl
changing n testing to hope it is going alr is a pain sometimes, god i do not like going back to my time of doing study for IT trade esc work n the A+ n otherwise

i love architecting weird or useful but lower cost n such setups, but a lot of it i cant get energy to do outside of that in this scope of the field unless its for my community or i

awwwwww

yeah

but is cozy sometimes to listen to 0 view music tbh

yeah

ehe

-w-
but love just, also finding old devices n servers w drives w data on them for pure curiosity, building old setups that are pretty or i customize 2 b n then making them be very functional idk
is a thing i do w my writing n devices i use for that 2, the keyboard i used for so long (b4/when i didnt have a mech keyboard) is considered the earliest 'real' gaming keyboard, though has still some of the best features even if not best feeling

aaaaaaaaa

did u diy or customize ur keyboard in that pic btw — ?

is pretty

ooo :0
i should honestly find some circle of peeps near or in my state that would wan trade stuff like that
i have soooo many devices of that era
and hehe

i could go on n on abtt that stuff for ages as well

i go on archive.ph/is n search rentry w no terms n go through the non ai slop stuff

pfft lol

yeee

wasnt sure, i was gon get a keycap set n hotswap stuffs but then the tariffs r gon be a pain for caps
though i buy keyboards used, but gonna see if i can find a cuul one that is more than this one i just got (but will use as i use a laptop as my TV's media center still) a 80% one thats cheap, but was the 12 usd goodwill one
sounds nicu enough n feels alr though n could probably improve it

i think i have a screencap or html/pdf of a strange publicly posted rentry or two i found i think would be interesting to share
i found like 400 gigs of video from various things on 2 external hard drives

heh

awww dw

its like a pastebin or a carrd combo where u can make a paste/text or markdown document n insert images that make it feel like a custom lil website
its also useful mainly for pirates n ai slop bs ppl sharing their guides/documentation

it has idk probably millions of markdown files or just text files people paste or write in it, i think i had a nicu one but lemme find a cool one

here lain https://rentry.co/K5angel

hi rose!!!!

:3
awoo

oops

ha ones ded

heres an ex
yeah its mostly like teens making 90s inspired aesthetic or 00s ones for websites that only need you to know how to use very basic markdown
its kind of like a myspace page ish thing but just editing a text document n custom

ye
spacehey is also, as close as u can get to myspace

i hab a spacehey i need to maybe show lol

aha...
idk if its

is my old name i use on places but can probs dm u2 if i think its actually worht showing one sec

i dipped from it cus of depression n psych bwa.,.. had frens of a few months to yrs on there

aw yeah

i would share my site but it has the incredibly personal essay abt me catching n getting the person who groomed me brought to yk
the whole court thing
n until i share my new writing, dont wan be up front here yk
but is in my bsky handle
and noooo

its not lol

my bsky handle is the site, its very privacy oriented in terms of my writing

<3 dw

i redacted all names from the story beyond the ones of peeps who had passed away n the girl who groomed me n many others who we caught, im still scared she got off, but she did get sentenced but idk what happened...

lemme c wh my spacehey is like

mhm, i shared it cus
no one knew what all happened
like no one knew her dox other than me n maybe one other person, she had shared a google acc, paypal acc, n other bs w me
so you can imagine
but she did awful stuff n i uncovered a lot moar, thx to 2 mutual friends who sided w me on taking action, she was caught for that n apparently other bad stuffs
no one knew abt the court stuff other than me, so i wrote abt it yk-

plus, the community we were in together, she was a well 'respected'/known member who, on discord, had the max friend count of 1000
so it had a wide scope of who could be good to learn of this

yeah, i was uhhh

between 13 n 14 n recently disabled, plus stuck alone isolated at home, when we met
oh ye dw

is just smth i came to realize as i was like uhhh
this isnt good anymoar (not that it ever was, but i couldnt rly cope any other way yk) take care of urselves n reach out to peeps when in those struggles even if small — can do a lot, im mostly like
dunno if my life wouldve been anywhere near as able to recover w/o reaching those two frens, helped protect the young peeps we found during all of it too
can do a lot to ask for help when epeeps need bwa,
anyway i hush, rambly still but gonna do work

hru rose ? up to much todays - ? ~u~

peepee peeps eeps bwawa

0,0 lol

so, i recommend going ahead n reaching out to an org, theres different ones per country n i need to make a resource but ghostexodus' blog has sites if peeps ever need, that will take your info & parse what & where to send it to get it handled w/o risk of
avoiding the YT pred hunter stuff of entrapment getting them off, they can be reported by them n get faster stuff done, ideally able to be reached again but not in my case,
ICCC is also a good way to do it as a backup or direct report, aka ic3

is for the fbi basically

sadly, despite direct proof n audio call admission recorded, it took them 5 yrs to act or at least arrest her
but i just hope she has some kind of punishment to face what she kept like
she was the type to self deprecate n say sorry then be caught doing smth a bit later on, she was asd i think but stunted mentally as to have this horrible thing acceptable to her or idfk

you do what you can, n if theyre an active threat then going public w the info w caution n reaching out to ie ghostexodus/ETA who do this daily is a way to get advice imo, even if not for everyone-
(just good info w/o sharing the essay i wrote to put out w the full lessons from the story . . .)
whaspeeps up to ?

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(didnt mean to dump a bit moar, guh) but theres some types of these peeps you can see n pick out to be able to better manage n address it, theres generally only a few but can act p differently
writing abt that a bit but has been written abt by other peeps

mhm
<3
appreciate peeps here
but yeah, she should be, i just cant find what happened in court on the sentencing on the 14th
ooo!

might make noms, have some coffee to help migraine a little bit

mhmmm

gm!

feel this a lot tbh

hru ?

is almost pouring now

puppywhalegurl when

copyright/dmca

yea, probably, happens bwa

< 3

no its

so that youtubes auto copyright detection doesnt take it down for piracy

:3

hehe

would do watch party w peeps

lel

aha..

:'3

n no wouldnt be on here probs lol

awe

ehehe'

aww

yeah
its kinda ugh that those are the stereotype genres, even if i like them is just guh

theres a looot of genres w trans peeps doing such
n isnt just abt that, is yk
its a generalization n all that comes w that guh

jfc

lol

oop sry

hat

that

smfh

stopped pouring rain