guh

I do bwa

job n lain mode

qts

mhm . . .

have mobility, used to have gait issues as well but dealt w, but yea can be rough for peeps
had to leave college cus of money/health, did self teaching n studies n all that till I can maybe leave the country n study in college or uni there's once I have stable work -3-

take the care peeps need xo

mice c:

>>392667
#tag (link to booru image) bunny floating

I have some connections for independent work but not applied to a lot of places cus of the conditions I'm under rn but
do writing/research work n dev / ethical hacking stuffs bwa
n pat -w-

might have a chance writing for/working w a peep I did organizing/op work w in the past who became a hacktivism covering journo but have to see, he fleed the US but only made it to the UK
I got offered a possibility of being over there w him n his partner but saw the tides shifting further last summer ish when it was offered

mmmm noms

having energy bar

<3 c:

wud also make peeps stuff hehe

lol

Did anyone here watch the mincecraft movie know if there were any Jack Black zombies

hehe

hers nows

she gets pats but gotta tip tap around n not wake bean

lel
nicu
yea, seen some of her stuff over time but is a lil less of the stuff I'm focused on, though do enjoy peeps talks ~w~

qts

wanna find a way to get to HOPE con so baddd this yr
haven't gotten to go to stuffs cus of the timelines of cons n the prices always being prohibitive, even tho in connections/meeting peeps I've known for yrs, wud probably have more earned from it in the long run
and isoki, isn't fully that sort of issue atm but

I do sort of open source investigative stuff inspired by the work of bellingcat n all, is semi attached to cybersec but is mostly where I came from n the lens I use
and yeah I uh

long several yr story but due to being half Ukrainian n knowing peeps over there I did aid for orgs over there during the start of the 2022 invasion, n research on the cybergangs RU used to hit critical infrastructure
need to write Abt some of that, but w the new situations in the US w the NLRB whistleblower & the com/764 kid in the fed (doge) now, having to put time towards that w it being moar pressing . . .

You could make an interesting fiction out of like, and ASMR where the protag is aware of the title

would usually be open to link my blog/org/union esc group I organize but the site for it is up as of recent n has a very personal investigation I wan have smth else other than b4 I openly share here n all .w.
and yeah

lol

I have a very stubborn moral code that was instilled into me cus of mentors from the 90s/00s era, so I was never willing to work directly w/ cops/military other than when communicating w/ non profits or soldiers on the ground themselves--
did do a compiling of insecure security cameras facing certain directions that could be used to do stuff like triangulating strikes coming in thoughts

>>392870
lmao

ye- was stuffs I did in the couple months after, was working mostly w/ anti auth/anarchist orgs out there helping communities
but due to some of the stuff that the US intelligence community did in the coming times to co-opt it, it wasn't smth I fully involved myself w/ solely, though
hecc what was i meaning to mention

oh ye, two notable things that groups alongside/parallel in the movement n op I was aiding did was some takeovers of RU media outlets on TV n radio to broadcast real statistics
n then this group of a few peeps found one of the cybergangs , threat actors RU uses, n their crypto wallet
donated 100k USD to a medical aid charity for ua

ahaha..

yeah, there was a lot of gross stuff ppl were doing that made me rethink a lot, but that kind of stuff was smth I appreciated ; a lot of the groups have their info more well documented n are trackable generally, even though they try not to be
due to tools we have to trace crypto, can be hunted through to try n help, even if I'm not the peep for that lel (was more into tracing n documenting/scraping info on people n groups for posterity)
smth I do now to document far right extremism and abuses of power/brutality done by the state or police n such

yeah, I was kind of way too deep into it but it gave me the skill set to apply in being able to better write abt these topics as writing is smth I'm better at in a lot of ways for when it comes to sharing information
also am able to go through giant swathes of data n leaks for finding information which was a big part of all that, finding details n breaches of those peeps, or helping peeps learn -
I hope to be able to do some educational or mentoring work to earn smth even through yt or stuff in the futures ~w~

<3 appreciate u peeps c:

.play [YouTube]

yeah, the US used their agencies & ones like palantir to force groups like anonymous to target US foreign policy targets w attacks, doing influence operations to co-opt them
I recommend Barrett Browns memoir from last yr, I hab a mp3 converted audiobook I need to send at sum point

great book abt his journalism n leaking of info on intelligence comm in the US, n how it lead to him being put through a closed doors intelligence court for leaking, getting 10 yrs n has now fleed the country after all of that
he was a strange guy but has good knowledge, was a journalist covering stuffs from early anonymous as a guy who also moderated encyclopedia dramatica n was in the old old 4ch raids lel
the book is called my glorious defeats n he admits he was a narcissist lel
he's become a p great guy w knowledge of this n humbled from how he was, love to see it lel

whaspeeps up to ? :3

^ з ^ x

awe yea, dw, Im out of it for now in that area at least cus of how much I got pulled in/my c-ptsd being added onto by the heaviness, I might go bacc to document n interview people for when I cover attacks on critical infrastructure, like NotPetya and times after (the most financially devastating cyberattack that took out basically all systems from banks to subways to ATMs to hospitals & took out the power grid etc)

mhmmm
I try not to describe myself fully as a journo cus of not being exactly one but I document n share stories or research w the original sources n evidence to let people verify it
rn its mostly just my story up of my n 2 friends uncovering of a community member grooming over a dozen ppl, n the direct action we took, but have much more wide spread/current stuff I'm working on
if chu or peeps write or do talks or anything n art am always interested 2 :'>
tho I get the feeling tbh
most journalism has gone to a race to the bottom n inability to do full/good work due to the playoffs n ppl who left the industry--

cuteeee

nomnomnom

I have been in luv w work by independent spots like 404media thoughts, n even if less so independent, the newer path wired has been going on showing off the pure mess of the new admin n cyber etc stuff has been great

adorable peeps in chat

^ ш ^

but
I do need to setup my comms for general stuff again, after my mental got overwhelmed n had to lay low due to stuff, made dis semi new pen name n stuff
gotta get bacc in communities I worked w, left all socials n only started up a new acc for my work on bsky n another place or two recently bwa

>>392907
#tag (unknown booru upload error) computer

brb

okiiii ^^

>>392913
#smooch

hehe

mhmmm, is cozier than stuffs, was dealing w a situation I had in the past too of waking up to 5-10 separate dm convos every morning on discy

u2 n take the care peeps need :3

on bsky n stuff thoughts am the same pen name as on here, n my org site in the handle tho is pretty light on stuff rn other than the intro essay that isn't smth I think most peeps would have as much interest in (darker n more personal memoir esc thing, peep who groomed me got sentenced last month, took the fed 5 yrs tho ffs)

n mhm, yeah it can be rough n I need to better manage it . . waaa

::bwaba

<3 do what u need to take care of selves, n reach out to ur community or peeps who u can wherever it maybe when u need :3

mhmmm . .
am a mess at times but was doing my best to do aid in that stuff for a looong time, left to take a sort of sabbatical from stuffs n from that to figure out wh to do w work n so on

wruff wrought

wrough*

heccin autocomplete, using a Chromebook as I use it for writing

they can be, the prices are so so low but I would prefer a Thinkpad, since I happen to hab gotten some money figured out today I might go for setup changes n selling some of my gear
but hab Chromebooks from being in a early Chromebook pilot program at our school, n having jailbroken thems cus I like the tiny netbook form factor for sum stuffs awa

aw
I repair stuff for income n all, or resell niche gear/electronics

and lel heh

brb one sec hecc

hab coffee rn, had to use bathroom bwa

n am trying to sell some word processor/alphasmart stuffs rn, writing devices w a lil LCD that act like a text editor using batteries

yea, can feel that a lil

had to find/carve out my own lil place to find peeps I could feel more than normal empty feeling culture related stuffs n the machine it comes from bwa

awooo

mewmerp

this peeps channel is nicu

<3 wish u the best I it, is possible

once I hab the energy agains, I hope to work on building ones like it for peeps again like in the past but yeah
those specifically can be a bit aa for some peeps

mhm . .
sending care ~u~

eheh thanke ~ <~

precious

for a long time now I've not bought anything other than meds n necessities, need to compile the gear (I buy entirely used though whenever possible/generally) for home lab n stuffs agains, been doing so but not rly thinking I could
found out I still had some stuff in an acc n transferred stuffs to new one 2day n so on awa. . .
whascuties up 2

ehe n rest well when u or peeps do c:
is protest tomorrow 4 mayday on weekend cus of work n date here, planning to go if I can be up n not eeper

pat pat ~з~
<3
do whatchu need n hope you can find a space or group thascomfy even if not going to such-- is tough thoughs
crazy amt of peeps for nowhere ish midwest thoughs

awe, I hope 2 :3 u2 peeps x

hehe
I need to check out their channel again, hab seen them in rec feed n might be subbed as I mostly watch essay stuffs, though less so media ones as much rn, should again though

mhm

real

>>393013
Since moving my subs to RSS I've been looking for video essays outside youtube, like people linking to their youtube video essays on other platforms.

ooo ye
I use a uhh one sec

It'd be neat to see a forum specifically about video essays that all the video essayists could congregate to.

d'awwww

feel that sm
my only other one is a 90s AT IBM clone w 90s Cherry's n I don't have the skill/$ to make an AT to USB adapter

>>393020
ooh it's got a screen on the top for something

>>393027
yeee
its the first real gaming keyboard ever made n one of the best membranes I've had- can be found locally for sometimes like 20~ USD, found mine for 15 like 6 yrs ago

can be used for a clock n RSS n there's custom applets peeps modded for it back in the day to show media playing n stuff

d'aww
I so wish I was in Seattle still so I could've gotten to go to the thrift stores n Re PC there, Re PC is so crazy n wish we had moar electronic recyclers here. . .

grabbed hair ties 4 hair 2 help meh focus

awwww

I wud gib mine if it wasn't family's

ehe

hehe yis

loved that pic n the mug n stuff u sent w it c:

doing some dev for my website/writing the essay for it rn .w. n watching stream

awww
patsu
but yeah, can be
I luv plain html/css n sum php cus of making sites for self n forums in middle/high school

I use some neocities/nekoweb templates n stuff thoughts n try to heavily edit them to make em my own
yee, can rec a couple sites for getting resources/+into it w/o needing tons of knowledge, plus can recommend (if wanting a browser based & also software for all OS live site preview editor, being phoenix code)

pat pat
yea, using templates n looking at the comments plus some of the uhh
I think sadgirls stuff which is one of the sites which can generate your own layout n stuff based off ie I want a menu bar on the left w 2 collums for stuff etc
I'll link in a min
plugging in my keyboard n mouse to lil Chromebook while sitting lil cozy on the carpet

hehe yeah nww thens

nw*

but am making a archive project n site w info/resources for various things; started to make it cus a fren/acquaintance who does holocaust studies I think wanted to know abt opsec n security culture
(is p baren rn but when I hab the tie gon update it)
is a landing w barely written article № 1 n ideas at: https://spm.nekoweb.org

nekoweb is a neocities like run by a trans ukrainian web n general dev, she's nicu n has a lot of cool stuffs
made a extension that did sorta total conversion of twitter into 2012 twitter when it became X

oe that maybe rly scuffed on mobile atm lol sry ehe...

.play [YouTube]

hehe

I started doing some vid editing again toos
used old Vegas 15 or 16 for a while but went bacc to shotcut n davinci cus I used to use shotcut for a lot of stuffs when I made vids
bwa
wanna learn blender in full someday, used it a bit when I made vrc models

also, I found the mech keyboard, it sounds n feels oki (much faster for me to type on personally) even tho its cherry browns, for 12 USD n a Logitech g300s for 2 USD at goodwill .3.

needed a new functional mouse for using a lot of macros for editing n dev bwa

I need to work on my touch typing, like I kinda just free form it and some words are muscle memory, evidently each word in that except memory.

I don't rly use it cus of rsi

I formed muscle memory from just time n trying to find whascomfy for meh, am typing on the floor rn tho lmao

buuuut - I do use a lot of keyboard only navigation, use a plugin called vim vixen n vimium to be able to not need 2 use mouse for anything, like the vim IDE n all. . .

vimium has saved me a lot of inspect elementing while trying to save images

mhmmm

is nicu n rly glad I found it when I did .3.

I used to use sway and had a pretty intricate config for it but then found KDE comfy, I know I could probably get the same keybinds going on KDE but the GUI is less intuitive to me, oh yeah there's probably a json for it somewhere.

icic
and yeee
need to get more into stylus

mhm
there's probs configs cus its just a JSON .3. but yea

I mainly enjoy the f to click any link feature n being able to do lots of other stuffs, plus I can use my numpad as a mouse control on some OSes

tho sadly this mech keyboard is a 60 or 80%

gon send some of the stuffs I wan get for my home lab first, am a data hoarder mildly to archive for posterity of obscure stuffs like DIY hrt info n evidence of abuses/history at risk of erasure bwawawa

yawn..

cuddly, slight puppy brained hrs ( ~ ///~;)

cute

.play kid koala slew test 2

oops
on two diff devices n meant to type in stream chat

if peeps come bacc active again n stuffs, found a bunch of camera roll n pics of self etc on hereeee
gotta see whasnicu of them or sharable

:DDDDD
squimsh

.play butcher vanity

the vocaloid or- wdym

hm
I mean there's the meme one like meowsynth or whatever of the vst of the one cat video as a keyboard, there's also probably some gud decent sampler libraries =p

wasnt sure, jumped on reply 2 soon

.play femtanyl m3 n mine Danny brown

yisyis
the meowsynth vst or whatevs its called has resulted in sum gud memes over the yrs

heccin
was crazy seeing Danny brown pop up on femtanyl track, been following her since the first couple days of chaser coming out bwa

also went to a Danny brown show last yr but sadly had gotten into the city l8 n missed almost all of the set

.play andea chahayed belong

.play alohaha side a

::meow

bring 2 eepy n late or early time chat

nuuu, just am saying
>pic of me bringing u l8 night or early hrs chatters donuts bwa

ehe. . .

awooooyuyuyu. . . . . . . . .

.play 2mello PULL UP

lole

smack u up like katamari damachi

>>393124
#edit smackamari damachi, sry haha

.play [YouTube]

awooo

:3

.play flipwitch OST phantasmal phunk

>>393152
elo ? :p

I should send pic of my dads CDs from doing concert booking n small/independent record label stuff pre internet moosic era. . .

lol
he was the type to be terrified of any industry using him for piracy of anything
got pissed one time for me downloading yt vids as mp3s as a teen/kid

lmao

I get his paranoia to a point cus he was working when the major labels here in the US sued ppl for hundreds of k n so on

yeah

its fr messed up

<PiRacY = tHeFTTT!11!!!!

aw

I also gained the trait of spending way too much time looking at music n discs n stuff n mp3s for samples

>>393183
lol
I mean it more in the way of yk, theft means its taken away from someone, piracy doesn't destroy the original copy yk
n wont comment on thaaaat ;3

heh

<3 pirate party

I started using soulseek the other week

I got off Spotify to yt in errr 2019-20 but trying to self host now

aw

nanos are a pain for some of the models in particular to disassemble oml