I just feel bad because I'm cis and I have weird feminization fetish shit and she has a weird relationship with gender.

>>408640
tfw you show a girl how oily you are and how shiny your teeth are and she still rejects u

>>408656
No feminizing others, so like misgendering her and calling her a failed male and stuff

>>408646
wait did u mean like on discord

>>408658
saved bazed

>>408662
oh cool uhhhhhhhh i forget how to friend someone on discord

>>408659
I have a cis brain.

>>408659
bazed

>>408665
I just feel like I'm using her. We both mutually like the sexting, but we could never meet up and it's not something I could do in future. She deserves someone near her and also trans.

maybe you could help her find someone or smth that would be cute o algo

>>408672
o algo

>>408670
If feel like I can't fundamentally understand other people. I only seem to get into situations where I use people for sex or companionship without actually caring about them as people. I don't know if I can even fundamentally relate to people.

>>408668
do you want a cis woman in the future maybe? or are your personalities not matching? it’s ok whatever it is, the main thing is to be a good person with what you’ve got <3

>>408675
#hug maybe no one can, or they’re just different from you

>>408675
dont take this the wrong way but is it possible u just got the 'tism

>>408680
I'm probably bi, but I'd rather not be disowned. I find like women sexually gross, but I like them as friends.

>>408683
Not getting put into the camps in the next 20 years. I just want to live a normal life, and if I can live it by by marrying a woman and having kids then I'm taking the opportunity. I'm better of than so many people. I can be straight for most of my life.

idk I think if you really care about having kids that’s something to think about but you shouldn’t lie. I don’t think you need to have sexual love to raise kids together with someone, but they should be on board with that

I just don't want to disappoint my parents. They don't deserve another son that just fucks up his life for no reason, maybe I could just do that think only online and have a normal straight life during the day.

>>408690
anon who cares about your parents

it's your life, you can't perpetually live it for other people. doing that until you're extremely miserable is a very bad idea

mmmmm real

So should I just stop talking to the discord femboy? I fuck up almost every sexual/not friend relationship for no reason it seems.

ftm might be good for you mbe if he wants kids

>>408698
Pretty sure most ftms are infertile. and I don't want to date someone with that hole.

I would tell them what you feel seriously. don’t ghost them and talk about your life goals, and see if you can both help each other.

maybe you can be friends after

So just tell that that I'm using them only for sex and can't see them as person and like that they mostly look like a male? If I tell the truth that's way worse than ghosting.

tell them you care about them and feel bad about using them and they deserve a beautiful life but you’re desperate for children

I shouldn't have gotten myself into trans spaces like a chaser and got myself into relationships that are fundamentally wrong.

nah I don’t think so. if you ghost they feel alone n all

yeah… but it’s nice to feel something, and you made each other happy. life is a series of moments, just make sure the sadness of ending it Is balanced by the good it did for you during and how you changed together

>>408709
I didn't do "good". I sexted and got nudes from someone that I'm incompatible with in nearly everyway. Nothing I did was because I was thinking about her. Only me.

>>408701
based tho

>>408710
but you’re thinking about her now nonny

and sex can make people feel good

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>>408716
Ooops I killed someone, but now I feel really bad about it, which makes it morally neutral or even good, since I'm thinking about other people.

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>>408712 bazed!!! cute nona waow

>>408719
but then you dedicate your life to helping their family and preventing murders and not getting in that situation again and your life is still a W

>>408719
are you really comparing sexting to murder? dude...

also sunk cost fallacy

you need to take care of her, and take care of yourself, that’s all. not so bad.

>>408727
Cute

>>408727
waow… no wonder you have the bf n all beautiful

apparently he was abusive though and she left him and got a nice gf to ride with

>>408734
sad… I think being young or anerexic can be pretty but FUCK that hitting your car with a bat can be entertaining. being able to smile and live a full life is what matters not being pretty maximally lmao

>>408734
didn't she have an STD or was that misinfo

I can't really be bothered checking stuff like that about people who I'm never gonna meet lol

>>408741
#hug bazed

bcuz you want to … awwww : ( grrrrrrrr I wanna beat up ur brainworms

you’re cute and when you’re an old lady you’ll be a beloved old lady because you’re a good kind person

When did you start transitioning?

>>408735
bazed real fan of other women <3 real one

sadchannel

im fine

finally

>>408770
That reminds me of that one poster on r/4tran

youre gonna finish

fug i forgor abt that

is it over

fuck

gamer

waow

camping gamer

willl arc raiders finally be the tarkov killer

those games were so beautiful and imaginative I always wanted to play the Zelda games

true

tarkov is the marathon of marathon killers of tarkov

thats what im saying

they added a new mode to overwatch

which is like round based and u buy abilities and it can be in third person

I think life is about experiences not who you are : ( and everyone should be happy n make a happier world

what would you actually do if you suddenly found yourself in some model’s body sadchan? cuz I bet u can do smth like it now

>>408810
waow chatgtp tiem

>>408816
our society is lookist but u can still have friends n love n hobbies n good food n such

>>408808
Who you are determines your experience and if you are happy. You can't change sexuality if you live in a homophobic place.

>>408821
idk. I think you can be a happier comphet or kill urself if your life is not worth living. there’s always choices with the options you have

>>408827
ohhhh you were the one who was saying that earlier. I think I replied to my 3111111 post n said the nonny who wanted it could have it

>>408832
it was always yours nona <3

>>311111 ➡

hmm maybe it wasn’t I can’t rember maybe it was like >>399999

>>388888

>>377777

I think it was >>377777 that’s yours

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The third piggie built his house out of wolf skulls. They aren't sturdy, but they send a message.

waow

I would build my house out of straw

way faster

hey nonny have you messaged her to talk about your future? you still here?

maybe she’ll be able to have some thoughts on what you should do too

>>408861
Yeah, we sorta talked. She's okay with it just being the kind of thing where we exchange nudes and sometimes talk about life.

I just really hope that life get easier. I want to live a normal suburban life, but of course I had to be born wrong and I can't find women hot like men.

I might be able to change attractions though. I heard that there does exist some level of conditioning you can do where you can associate female traits with attractive male ones.

>>408868
I'm bi. Just not as attracted sexually to women. I have lots of female friend though.

>>408872
I haven't done it with either. Most I have ever done is exchange nudes on discord or grindr.

>>408875
I would rather not be disowned. My parents pay for college and pretty much my entire life.

Yeah, I don't agree with most of the religious and political stuff, but I'd rather have their support. And I know that I'll probably be happier if I manage to get rid of those feelings and date a woman and have family. It just sucks that life gives people shitty hands.

>>408881
I'm not repressing anything. I can admit I'm bi, but I'm also rational enough to know that nothing good is going to come from dating men.

im bi

>>408885
That's what I'm hoping. If there's a woman with the right traits I could probably be attracted to them. I just vaginas and boobs gross. I would rather be with some one bigger than me.

im gay

>>408892
Large muscles, hairy, tall, big dick I guess.

I mean 100 years ago there must have been tens of thousands of gay people living straight lives. There's probably ways to condition your thinking into ways of acting straight. Not even ones who went to prison but led normal happy straight lives with wives and didn't get hated by their family and community.

just be gay

>>408901
Being gay makes me unhappy, being straight has to be the only other option

>>408906
Would I really be happy just hooking up with random people and not having a family or a community that thinks I'm a person

>>408909
Will it still be legal in a decade?

Once trans people are gone, who do you think goes next?

>>408920
He's imprisoning judges, talking about sending people to el salvador. It lines up with violent dictatorships almost perfectly.

>>408937
And what about the second guy with a gun. Guns don't solve any problems. They just kill people. I want to live a normal, safe life.

Even evil people don't deserve to die. I can't kill someone. They could have a wife and kids. and I don't even need to put my life in danger, I look straight. My family thinks I'm straight and so does pretty much everybody not online.

Sorry, I shouldn't be clogging up the board with my problems. I solved the issue with the discord femboy anyway. Thanks for the help.

>>408951
I have no other way to pay for college besides drop out and I couldn't live on minimum wage. Most guys are looking for a quick fuck rather than anything serious.

>>408960
imagine being so pretty people impersonate you for attention

Is there any way to be straight but not have PIV sex ever

Should I take the chaser pill? >>408972

>>408980
Is there a different word for twinks who take hrt?

Just because someone takes estrogen doesn't mean they want to be a woman. People take it for a variety of reasons.

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.play shinji's theme

.play introduction to eigen vectors

linear algebra is cool

so ru whomever queued 3blue1brown

>>409042
very pretty too

THE WORLD NEEDS MORE FTM FEMBOYS