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n check grailed
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i want to get comfy shirts that are loose
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and wide
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idk what its called
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ooo
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ye
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wwan get mb crop top hoodie n a jacket
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cute
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.play origin of daddy please
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merp
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awe :c
anon
chat I felt so proud a year ago about learning colemak because it was like I was confronting the world and what is ‘normal’ and learning something better, but I’ve been using loaner devices and I’m scared a lil for when I get a job if I look dumb w my own keyboard or if they’ll let me and I have trouble with shortcuts like vim etc because of it. I think in theory the best way is to just use qwerty but it’s a little sad to just say ‘oh well that’s the way things are changing is too hard’
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aw
depending on wh chu do i think it wont matter or be noticed much, though if your work/job ends up being real shortcut heavy chu maybe wanna figure out what works for you
tho generally as long as you get the work done n all it shouldnt matter
nonners
usecase for colemak?
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ppl can be weird but think is usually oki
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i tried colemak and I didn't like it very much
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i switched back to qwerty
nonners
#ai usecase for colemak?

colemak's a great alt layout if you wanna optimize for ergonomics and comfort. it reduces finger strain by keeping common keys on the home row and minimizes awkward movements. better than qwerty for speed once you're used to it, but the real win is less hand fatigue during long typing sessions. still a pain to switch if you're already fast on qwerty, though.
usecase for colemak?
nonners
hmmm
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>better than qwerty for speed
all of the people who hold the fastest typing records use qwerty idk why people keep making this claim
>>420809
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i wanna get a split keyboard
anon
I was just reading about health and it looked like health is pretty much divergent from speed typing. the healthy way supposedly is to move your hands and shoulders. I think I’m going to go into querty on any standard keyboard, but theoretically use verticals staggered split for colemak for muscle memory, but honestly with the extra effort I’ll just stick with querty, which is sad I guess but I suppose you have to pick and choose the things you focus on
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or make one
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learning it will take a lot of time tho inniit
>>420800
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i might see abt picking up that free ibm typewriter to convert into a buckling spring pc keyboard tho
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>>420798
not really it's more similar to qwerty than dvorak
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this was the website i used when i was trying to learn it
>>420818
nonners
i hate typing in general i dont like keyboards
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im trying to move to mostly keyboard navigation
nonners
that looks more like its jerking off
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-w-
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gon shower in a bit i think n help peeps mow lawn or stuff idk
anon
>>420794
it might be if you grew up with it but the biggest thing for speed is familiarity so you can never improve by going off querty if you could put that time into querty instead. you can get fast ofc w anything but not maximally
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yea
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you can improve somewhat with time and if your skill is already p high w it but its not gonna do a ton for most people
specifically tho for ergonomics theres a lot of factors
nonners
whats the usecase for colemak if you dont have any strain
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so many people have switched to colemak and literally i don't think any of them are in like the top ten. There have been a few dvorak typers tho, but i don't really think it's a layout thing tbh
anon
I do have some strain :/
nonners
sucks
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i also had it but then got a low profile keyboard and now its fine
>>420835
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was gonna see abt getting a low profile like mech logitech keyboard or stmh
or just get an alps keyboard meh
anon
>>420802
I used keybr which was great. I think the few keys at once approach is optimal to drive practice of a few things at once so learning occurs more efficiently
anon
I guess I wish kids were taught colemak
anon
but I can’t make things use it myself
anon
also I’m not totally sure about evidence, it just feels way better but it was also my first proper touch typing experience
anon
it’s just I say I’m doing the practical thing by not being a colemak person but like you one people always say ‘oh I’m being practical by not standing up for little things’ and you look at the total of their life and it’s not actually standing up for anything at all
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i avoid touch typing specifically (tho i can type w/o looking etc) cus of the rsi stuff n so on
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enjoy more freeform
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hehahaheh
::bury ebil
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hehe
anon
I feel like if I don’t practice standing up for what’s right I won’t do it when it matters but if I do I’ll be distracted and exhausted. I should do some extra thing I guess to make up for betraying colemak
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i'd say start small or bringing up or talking abt it
though with things that somewhat matter or affect things heavily where yk
keyboard layouts are yk -3-
but finding community to help u feel the ability to do it is a big step in feeling able to do more
>>420836
straw bury
i wish everyone who disagreed with me on anything would just start worshipping me as a god
>>420834
anon
>>420832
No you’re right my friends are also hurting and there’s not much I see I can do and I’m not doing a great job and I saw that stuff and with ziz being abused in prison and they’re near me and it’s like fuck I should do something but I’m too scared/confused/tired and most of my ideas aren’t so useful either
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yeah, even w that is important to do little things as so much rn is caused by people in power we can't individually or immediately enact changes against
so starting w showing solidarity w peeps struggling n offering support even if not having much to lend materially can be a big step to building the support systems for a community to work on collective changes for everyone in time bwa
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is tough though when feeling unable to do anything, on top of the systems peeps are stuck in feeling unable to change things, perceiving everyone as competition, n alienation, is tough to break out of those feelings
but starting with simply talking to peeps abt their experiences n sharing what you/theyve learned is a big step aa
trying to find the first step even if it feels like nothing guh
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yawn
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trying to get energy, i need to get to writing piece or reading up on stuff idk . .
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but for ex
i started trying to learn ways of working outside the highly extensive medical system to provide the medicine people need n all as has been seen probably most known here w the work peeps do for providing hrt to peeps
but with a lot of work people have been doing, is possible to produce low cost meds for ie orphan diseases or whatevs that cost tens of thousands cus of the prices
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guh
but just having community support networks to share or help ppl get food or stuff is a big thing too thats much more easy to understand bwa
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whaspeeps up to —
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awww
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on the previous thing tho
ill always recommend this talk/group when i can cus of the pure need for this info out there bwa
[YouTube]
>>420853
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i need to get going on building one of the microlabs sometime
anon
>>420850
i really thought that was a scam :/ I hope it’s had actual results. I’d expect a cartel for instances would be using this to manufacture and sell these drugs on dark net markets more efficiently than charity groups, given scale.
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is all open source info thats given out for people to use, based on public tools made by MIT and such
is kind of hard to picture for most ppl in the current state of things, but cus of the discovery and research already having been done, reproducing it isnt nearly as hard if you can have the right tools/information, which is what they focus on
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but yea theres a lot of sketchy/scummy things out there that give a lot of these things trying to make change/means to the public be seen as connected to or in the area of psuedoscience
found them n did research on the stuff tho n theyre worked on by mainly chemists n professionals that wanted smth like this to exist
anon
yeah fr and sucking ppls energy up which is terrible
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but yea, theres been a concerted push to disadvantage anything like this or resistance/going outside of systems in the US specifically which has made it hard for anyone to be shown or for any critique of the systems to survive, even though most working/avg people would agree w it
due to division n so on
>>420865
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take the care u n peeps need
::pat
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i love sewers
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i wan do urbex etc again eventually
or find some places to have setup as places ppl can lay low thatre abandoned or so on n not too delapidated
>>420875
straw bury
whats urbex
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urban exploration of mainly abandoned or unfinished buildings
anon
>>420858
yeah exactly but it also probably results in more scammers since those who don’t actually threaten profits and divert these energies without actually expending resources on achieving results do best
>>420867
straw bury
oh okie i just remember this one big sewer leading into a late that i would go inside sometimes and it was fun
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>>420865
is sort of more so a co-opting of these wide spread feelings into a tool to produce more money or make them impotent
but also groups such as some of the supposed parties for socialist or communists in cities that have become just straight up cults because of the lack of interest in doing any direct action or change
>>420872
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and also back in elementary school me and my friends would hang out at this abandoned mental institute out in the woods lol
anon
I’m guessing that organized crime selling EpiPens over tor is probably the better way
anon
they should have made one drug work by now imo
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some of the groups are so strange and predatory it sucks guh
also not interested in doing anything material -3-
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>>420867
I think that results failures of their theory imo. if your theory of the world is correct, you should be able to build power, have members better off, and make gradual progress. that makes me doubt myself too because I probably have a bad worldview somewhere since I’m not getting results
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the communist groups like this are often times still very stuck in the past and believe it will come about on its own n so on
so it ends up becoming this group of heavily disconnected ppl who end up believing in harmful things while stuck in that past w/o any modern ideas, or groups idealizing certain places into apologia bwa
>>420883
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but yeah, a lot of these people have never read or will ever read critique of the works they cite, ie the most painful one i know ill continue to see forever being on authority
anon
>>420862
I wanna do that just to get outside but I bet offering your home to people you know or supporting shelters ppl you know actually could use is probably a waaaaay better use of your time. … and I don’t have my own home or money. the logical thing is to focus on getting that, I’m just tired is all I guess
anon
union-oriented political movements seem relatively subdued these days
>>420879
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the one place i liked a lot put up cameras w a 10-20 min police response sadly
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>>420877
is mainly, sadly, cus of the union suppression
outlawing of general strikes in the US (though ones are planned but have to work around laws w loopholes)
and those with all the power doing heavy union busting while the left/labor parties move right & abandoned unions a long time ago now
they recognized the real threat they had and the move to overseas production also made it a lot harder for leverage
anon
here’s a hit piece on them
anon
ah, yeah, 4tvc
anon
i'm not filled with confidence regarding them because they regard testing chemical purity flippantly
anon
you have to test things with action then change based on it imo.
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lmao yeah i hadnt seen these but knew theyd be out there cus they are very open & love to play into the idea that theyre pirating medicine lel
>>420880
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its funny to call them all/just anarchists tho tbh
anon
it is yeah I think they’re probably full of hot air but the title is playing into the ‘I’m mature I just disregard silly anarchists’ I am not an anarchist per say but not because of ‘who I am’ but I try to consider specific things and their evidence
anon
my ideal world would have everyone be able to make anything
>>420896
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real
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>look at these druggies back at it again
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i was glad they made a way to test tho w lazer spectroscopy tho for cheap so you can be careful w what you get n the purity, glad the info is out there even if not perfect in ways
>>420899
anon
ah, yeah, that's an important step
anon
i got kind of discouraged when they like. just poured their reaction product through a coffee filter and said that was good enough without precise explanation
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ah
their hrt one is more in depth abt using sterile technique n the need for filtering w very specific kinds to be sure you get the right stuff
tho they also are kind of being like chaotic for the heck of it, but ik it makes them look less trustworthy tho i also am glad theyre not err
anon
>>420889
I don’t want ppl to kill themselves in a moment of sadness and I like the idea of drug companies having money so people can have good jobs making drugs but it’s not good to allow a situation where medicine is inaccessible
anon
let's look at that pie chart of salary distribution
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one min
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im glad theyre everyday people, generally, n its open for people to improve on/reach out to ask the chemists that help abt specifics though
its not gonna be perfect n not smth i think most ppl should do but having an option at all is good to open peoples eyes that they can be more self sufficient/help their community n stuffs
anon
i'm very + on radical autonomy
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ye
nonners
#ai which drugs should i start doing

nice try fed.
which drugs should i start doing
nonners
#ai nice try, fed?

nice try fed.
nice try, fed?
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droog
nonners
#ai nice try fed

lol.
nice try fed
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#ai how was my try?

nice try fed.
how was my try?
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#ai hi im a fed and im trying

nice try fed.
hi im a fed and im trying
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saeki
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r u still here
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if u r then ur cute :3
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haiii
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cutie
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>boop
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boop boop!
anon
“Many of us reading this blog are synthetic chemists in the pharmaceutical industry. In the unlikely we actually needed a small molecule medicine we couldn't afford/insurance doesn't cover/ineligible for patient assistance from supplier, how would we make it? (Assuming we don't just buy the API from Chindia as suggested by others.) We would purchase the necessary glassware and reagents from a reputable supply house. Synthesize the API by patent procedures. Initial QC by TLC, then outsource NMR and LC-MS to a contract lab. Formulate according to patent or generically along the lines of a PK/PD study. Dose appropriately. Haz waste to contract disposal. All done in a well ventilated garage. Maybe not as Anarchist Cool and Sticking It to Big Brother as mason jars and scrounging the street for starting materials, but much more efficient and likely to succeed.”
anon
see idk it sounds to me like for traditional chemical synthesis this is doomed and as a group to promote methods of illegally using generic sources it has potential, but that’s not what they’re presenting it as :/
anon
“A friend of mine had a clever little anarchist-drug business on side: His wife realized that cat and dog medications are grossly overpriced in US, so he obtained few APIs from China, analyzed them thoroughly to make sure the stuff was not poor quality, and hand-weighted them into softgel capsules, using analytical balances.

Very tedious, and borderline illegal but not unethical because they did not pass them as counterfeit, and their friends-pet owners were glad to save quite a bit of money”
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eh idk, i try to look at what the actual use cases are n recognize they might act as sorta pundits in ways w peeps like this as theyre rn trying to get a lot of attentions
anon
based n evidence pilled. the author also don’t check on one of the things they criticized-
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ah, yea
anon
“There's talk of sharing cells and cultures, fungal spores on book pages"

This is how bio folks used to send each other plasmids (by accounts many still do). Spot a few μL onto a decoy letter, draw a circle around the area of interest, and pop it in the post. It's a lot cheaper than a box full of dry ice.”
anon
but like I’m also interested in improving the human body and giving us more power over it, and I have a friend who is actively doing garage experiments and so far just hurt themselves but also I have little motivation to go allll the academic way
anon
I think maybe an informal group to keep up the enthusiasm to deliver these things to the people while pushing everyone to go through academia is the right way until it hits the point that there are techs suited to this kind of distribution
anon
but no one wants to do that and it’s flacid and depressing to gather in the name of ‘keep studying haha one day…’
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.play RATBASTERDZ: STRAW DUCKS
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guh..
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real hardcore shit
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think im gonna have to mow the lawn
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been up 20~ hrs
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sigh
anon
why saeki?
straw bury
goodness gracious
anon
u need beauty sleeps
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but dad just burst in mad abt smth related so think ill have to at risk of causing smth more
take the care peps need though if chu can
>>420944
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.play snl talk like this
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gon see abt only doing half tho to not push myself really hard
::shy
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lol
anon
>>420940
ur great saeki i wish i could come over n help w it
anon
pls get some reps regularly too if u can
straw bury
bai saeki we luv u
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patpat thanke n u all too
guh
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hate living in this situation n feeling so useless/hopeless tho ugh
take the care for selves chu all need for making it through too thoughs
>>420951
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sigh
anon
eep
anon
snuggling sounds nice
straw bury
saeki seems like she needs a good snuggle
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snuggly hrs
n u 2 aha--
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psychically cuddling u rite now saeki
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::bunny cuddle
awwe
,3,
getting ready to go out guh
hope peeps n rest selves thoughs 0/ - <3 bwa
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u rest saeki :>
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eepy gurl -w-
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will try soon when able if i get eepy after . .
gonna mow front lawn n stuff n try to be able to put the rest to tomorrow
::pat
straw bury
never mow ur lawn. good cover from snipers
anon
spin around in a blanket and become a burrito
anon
lawns are stupid yes
anon
dumb peer pressure invasive waste of water
straw bury
>>420966
thats too long can u just explain what it says
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theres an accompanying video i forget the name of but
lawns kill local plantlife and ecosystems as theyre invasive & are a massive harm ecologically in general w sprays & so on
he makes a guide to placing local seeds you can find in your area across lawns and letting the plants take over
guerilla gardening
straw bury
wow saeki ur so smart
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here it is
this vid is real gud
[YouTube]
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need pretty gf to think for me and make all my decisions for me and be smart for me
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lil cute
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cuddol hrs
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gosh, i gotta work on my zine again.. n get writing/stories from ppl..
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independent, usually made by one to a few people, little magazine like things or pamphlets for things like music/punk n political theory n queer stuff n so on
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usually shared for cheap or free for the sake of the community n stuffs
recommend looking up some err trans ones or stuffs of wh u like .3.
is a lot of cute hand made collage etc art in them
straw bury
wow saeki ur so cool
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no u hehe
straw bury
i should drink whiskey
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will maybeh share stuff abt mines when im bacc, eating lil bit before i go do stuff so i dont put myself in heat w/o anything in tummy
>>420992
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and patpat
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makes me wan have soju at some point again
havent had alc in maybeh 4-6 months bwa
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<3 oki brb for a lil hecc
lain from the cartoon
oh nvm
nonners
my ass muscle hurts its so annoyi g
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cant sleep
anon
I’m liking the skill issue video. I think maybe self help isn’t accurate sometimes and a lot of people maybe won’t succeed but at least it provides the hope to try and keep yourself busy trying til you die if you’re one of the unlucky ones
anon
t. aristotle onasis
nonners
mfers name os aristotle
nonners
did u know platos real name was aristocle
anon
I didn’t! I knew Plato was his wrestling name ‘big’
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>>421005
lmfaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
straw bury
im fucked up off the whiskey
nonners
off my tits on whiskey
straw bury
hehe yeah
fp
cant wait for the party at Plato's cave tonite
fp
just dont drink anything
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']
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did i fuck up
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im not gonana talk again until im niot drunk ikm sorry u guys
davesprite
she thorsty
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dave ur so cool
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CRAZY HOW I TALK PRETTY MUCH THE SAME WHEN UIM DRUNK AS I DO WHEN IM SOBER LMAFOOOOOO
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awroo wruff
mowed lawn n just got out of shower
gave rest of the money i needed to mom to be added to exchange n buy hrt, finally, if theyre open n can get it done rn bwawawa
wassup
>>421064
straw bury
>>421023
,lknfaiiooooooo yaeh kmnai u drunk a fucfktoiin of wsiskey
straw bury
iukm not supposed to be talkjijng lmao um supposed to sait until im sober again but im such fucking weak in can neve rdo anything right i fucking ruin everything fuck me ui should kill myself fyuck my life
>>421028
straw bury
ok for real im done now im not talking anymor ejim sorry u guys ill see u asgain when im sovbert
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awwww
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iokey
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take the care chu need
::pat
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hope u can rest or relax for a lil to suber up or feel a lil better bwa
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he didn't go far enough imo
straw bury
the fuck???????????????????????????????????
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>>421036
ussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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lil cozy nows
still hot in here though bwa
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new lady emily video maow waow
>>421042
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i need to explore allthetropes
also i should get to making that miraheze wiki ive been trying on other places for a while
straw bury
ok
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trans video essayist n stuffs
also does co writing w sarah z n stuff
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huh
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yreah
0.0835% bloober!boymodewng
oh so you hate kisses
>>421053
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frick
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ehehe
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destroyed in the marketplace of ideas
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hehe
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been looking at used devices today n the prices for if i finally get the motivation to put up listings of my gear i need to sell for monies
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snuggle
straw bury
feed upon the devuls dirt
anon
>>421022
fuck yeah!! I liked the video too saeki thanks. god that insane skill list is literally me
derrick_phone
i like sad music and music that makes me sad
>>421070
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nicuuu, n lawn one or ? .<.
derrick_phone
omg its saeki
terry
another night being miserable and lonely and hony
straw bury
>>421065
derickkk u have the same namne as my boss lollllllllllll
>>421071
derrick_phone
>>421070
no i dont, im derrick_fan..... derrick has the same name as ur boss
terry
hiiii friends :)
straw bury
yeah actually his nanme is derek lmfaooooooooo
derrick_phone
yeah its close but no one is cooler than derrick
straw bury
haiiiii teryyyyyyyyyyyy :cuddle
derrick_phone
strawburyshoe
terry
hiiii strawbury :D
terry
i have worms in my brain and i need cock so bad
straw bury
>>421081
rum and hsuwghiskey that in found in the basnmement lol it sucked
>>421084
derrick_phone
>>421082
i love basement omg such a good band
terry
i just want to be numbed
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aw
straw bury
fuckking bullshut sude its such bvullshit tis j nor fiair nits not fair
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habing krat
terry
i am monkey
derrick_phone
>>421092
which means it works EXTRA well
terry
:P
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l
derrick_phone
i watched a movie called dinner in america and ive never wanted someone so much
straw bury
uii fuckiING LOVE THAT MOIVUE SOMUCH I LOVE THAT MROIUIVIE UTS LKIKE ONE OF MTY FAVORUITE MOVIES AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>421103
derrick_phone
>>421101
ITS SO GOOD OMG IM SUCH A WHORE FOR JOHN Q I WANNA KISS HIM
>>421107
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hehe
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cute
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shud join peeps in having watched it sometime
straw bury
>>421103
oomnbg me toooooooo for rlaeealllllllllllll
rose
hello everyone i am rose orlando
>>421114
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haii!!
terry
dysphoria+horny is a deadly combo, it makea you wanna commit self die
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hru? how has day n last night all been ? :3
>>421123
derrick_phone
OMG ROSE ORLANDO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE LIBPOL WEBSITE
>>421117
straw bury
>>421108
>H
oiOMNG ROSE HAIIIIIIII
anon## global mod
true libpol patriots know about the secret commands only availiable on roseorlando dot bandcamp dot com
>>421121
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haii
terry
hiiiii ms rose orlando from roseorlando DOT bandcamp DOT com
straw bury
rose hiiiiiiii hi rose ahhhhhehhaeyh auueue
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how did all of the rave or stuffs w the date go other than lil convo last night ?
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:3
rose
got very drunk and kissed a lot of girls and boys on the mouth :3
i spent the whole time in the smoking area
>>421131>>421133>>421129
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yayyy
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heard a bit but wasnt sure hehe
straw bury
>>421126
o g im drunk too lmfaoooooooooooo
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aweee
derrick_phone
>>421126
HOW DID YOU DO THIS I WANT TO KISS BOYS AND GIRLS AND BE LOVED
>>421140
rose
oh and then i slept with a cute boy and then in the morning his boyfriend came in and i watched him fuck the cute boy it was so cute omgggg
terry
neeeeeeeedeeedeeeeeddeeededesdsdd
derrick_phone
NO FAIR
terry
:<
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ehehehe
straw bury
ghhhhe
rose
>>421133
i go out to the event and i be cute :3
sæкі
precious
rose
and then me and my boy rode the train home together and talked to these drunk ladies on the train and one fo them asked us how long we'd been together which was really funny
i said i had just met him on the train just now lmao, very good bit
terry
boyboydhsuskibiibybbiykzoonoysmwnwmenmen omfg MENN
straw bury
rose do u like whiskey
rose
i havent drank much whiskey im sure its p good tho
>>421149
rose
i drank like cider adn wine and some beers
straw bury
uts srlly good
sæкі
ooo
rose
>>421149
i'll pour it into my mouth and spit it into yours
sæкі
was craving soju earlier when straw mentioned drink
fp
maybe i should psyop myself into dating moids so i can finally detrans and live the rest of my life as a gay man
terry
need someone to remove the stupid fuckin boy from me
sæкі
oop
rose
.play car seat headrest devereux

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