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hai
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im a rly weird case cus i was in edgy communities like that but i have OCD n was unable to let myself swear until i broke the compulsion at like uhh
20?
dawn
hi hi hi randalfag
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Hay Dawn and Saeki
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>421975
Hmmmm Mizuki
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so i was around weird 20+ yo dudes at 16 who were saying slurs but i was just unable to say nor wanted to say them lel
but i used communities i wish i never got exposed to
dawn
i meannnnn

14 yo me lurked on /pol/ because 14-yo me thought it was 'cool' or whatever, not out of any genuine bigotry

just the 2015-ish pepe meme slop culture that seemed to funnel everyone including me towards there
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I think I got my first internet trauma when I stumbled upon ED when I was 13
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i used r9k after i became disabled n home bound early early in high school
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like as in dysfunction or which
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lol
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tired
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mine was uh
got groomed for a bit by a weirdo dude at like idk
13 or smth on a teen community that he was grandfathered in on n staff
he also worked at a childrens psych ward smfh
do ur background searches smh
dawn
misery enjoys company as they say
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Hold on
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play misery loves my company
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
There we go
dawn
yea i went to r9k for a bit @ the same age, before realising it's a place for incels and generally nasty people who perpetuate each others' misery

it's /lgbt/-lite, plus transphobia and the /trash/-tier stuff on tttt seems unwelcome there
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yea
when i was lonely n disabled i would go on r9k n post a thread everyday where i asked anons what their day was like n how they were doing n then talked to them abt their depressing feelings
i did this p regularly for like 2 yrs sigh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I post on r9k atm because I found a comfy company there
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its comfy sometimes n depends on the era/thread ur in
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Waifu thread died and I don't feel like going to b for that experience so r9k it is
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havent used it much more than looking for information in case of smth for like 5< yrs
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i would read drugfeel cus of my interest in pharmacology n my having been on a full course of meds i constantly was having to switch
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play three days grace pain
dawn
oh hey

new patchy get
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play three days grace animal i have become
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:3
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but, cus i came for the people who knew the pains id been feeling n not a ton else
find places like dis more comfy cus i can actually be more real than on somewhere where its complete social darwinism n all
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Being emo is fun when you're just vibing and not cutting yourself open
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-w-
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sigh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Nah, I never selfharmed
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I discourage that
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take care of peeps u need hmph
nona
hiii
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422017
I can't imagine doing hanky panky in a public
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play i hate everything about you
dawn
bonus points you get added to a sex offender registry
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sounds festive to me
dawn
festive to your neighbours i suppose
dawn
.play sex offender shuffle
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play never goon
dawn
wat not that
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
God I remember being obsessed with youtube speedpaints and pirating a video recording program and trying to make my own except I'm autistic and didn't know shit so I just recorded raw footage with this very song (Pain) playing as bgm
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aw
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ive had so many yt eras
dawn
need me some 09 dreamscape to go with that speedpaint
dawn
that and linkin park or bodies
kate
.play nero in disneyland child protective services
>>422037
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Always takes me back when I listen to it. I still have the vid on my old family pc
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
The best part is that the speedpaint was of Suicide Mouse
0.0850% bloober!boymodewng
#ai why does the ai on this website crashout so much

nice try fed.
why does the ai on this website crashout so much
dawn
it crashes out because you ask it the most unhinged of questions

cannibalism is not ethical
>>422043
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
You should ask nicely -_-
0.0851% bloober!boymodewng
>>422041
i literally haven't been on the website in like a month and cannibalism could be ethical under certain circumstances
dawn
i'm sorry bloober i thought you were someone else
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I hate Skillet
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
There's like a gorillion other christian rock bands to listen other than that
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Lights flickered 0_0
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never forget the dave mathews band tour bus incident
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Don't about that I only know Linkin Park bus incident(s)
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they dumped all of their tour busses' sewage into the chicago river
>>422056
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Still better than an average Saint Patrick's day celebration
0.0852% bloober!boymodewng
>>422054
im a tour bus wtf
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i think it got on ppl
nona
reading anti tranny stuff makes me really dizzyy
>>422061
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<3 hai nona
nona
hi
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tkae self care if is making u feel ugh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422062
Green feesh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Probably better than the river that flows in my city
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
God this is so 2011 I love it
dawn
are we posting AMVs now
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oh oh my god
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they dumped it on
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play sonamy amv
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a tour boat
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with like one of the ones with no roof
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I gotchu fam
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so the tourists see the skyscrapers
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play sonadow everytime we touch
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quoting from wikipedia:
"On August 8, 2004, a tour bus belonging to Dave Matthews Band dumped an estimated 800 pounds (360 kg) of human waste from the bus's blackwater tank through the Kinzie Street Bridge in Chicago onto an open-top passenger sightseeing boat sailing in the Chicago River below. The incident became popularly known as the Dave Matthews Band incident[1] or Poopgate.[2]"
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play goreshit bad idea
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gonna pull up my yt moosic playlists to find nicu stuff
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oh God it's that one
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
AHAHAHAHAAHHAHAH
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wruff
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.play vampire weekend campus animatic
dawn
.skip (video skipped)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>smoking in elevator
dawn
eugh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Gotta love the quasi post soviet scenery
nona
chicago just looks like thattime
nona
sometimes
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I used to have long hair when I was a teen too
>>422110
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play kiss me again boys interface
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pretty n luv the hair hehe
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
PewDiePie
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do they sell chinese cigarettes in places in the city - ? never looked into it
is it cloves or stuffs ~ w~
>>422111
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play recoloring cosmo to amy rose
dawn
.play bumblestripe's ballad
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Apparentaly there's a new anime broadcasting rn called Wind Breaker and my twitter tl is flooded with Tsubaki
>>422121
nona
>>422103
nuh uh we bought them gray market from indonesia
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ye wasnt
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sure
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ouuu
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422110
Hai fellow bee
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i vape nows cus i wanted to not let self smoke anymores (didnt a ton, but had adhd that was undiagnosed until errr like 20~ n so i fell into coping w dumb stuffs)
hope r nicu but take care of self c:
>>422123>>422127
kate
.play ninja tuna kalimba
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dis makes me remember my sort of grey market vintage viceroys, i luv the smell of unsmoked stuffs guh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422118
I heard somewhere that tobacco makes oral hrt less effective
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tobacco can affect sublingual a lot of stuffs i believe
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it constricts bloodflow n other stuff etc i believe there so you end up having yk
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
You know, that reminds me. My school had a super strong anti drug propoganda for several years I was a student there. They went as far as traumatise us with footage of real druggies experiencing crashout
nona
>>422118
i don smoke anymore, i stopped in janurary :)
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glad to hear :>
hope is going oke hehe
cute n pretty pic thoughs awa
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lol
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Pog
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-w-
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we had a cop gang unit give a talk to us in middle school
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
#ksay poggers
faye
#ksay puggers
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that was gross
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oh yeah, also in 10th grade some important old guy came to school to teach terror attack safety or something. But because I was on sedatives at that time (stress) I kept falling asleep on school time. Pretty embarassing
Aleixi
hai randal gag i missed u
>>422152
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hai aleixi c:
Aleixi
hai saeki i missed u too also i like u too ur cool
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<3 :'3
dawn
hihihi dave
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hehe
Aleixi
OMG
Aleixi
davesprite hai i also also also missed uuu i havent's seeseeen in a bit
>>422151
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mhmmm
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am working on stuffs rn a lil
gotta focus toos
>>422158
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I have 2 assigments that need to be turned in this week and I've done dogshit lmao
davesprite
>>422154
sending you big focused energy
i too am about to focus up i just got done with some yard work and now it's writing times
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hehe
n returning my energies to help chu
>boop
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aw
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had to mow earlier
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I would become a gigachad for my husbando
davesprite
>>422160
need to get fit like this i hate not being fit
davesprite
i have had a few moments recently where i struggled to lift things and it annoyed me a lot
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aw
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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And the matress on my bed is so hard and uncomfortable my back hurts in the morning God why did you make triple disbaled
nona
>>422150
i was once vivi, but now i am mitsu
davesprite
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i should post more non dave homestuck imagefagging i've been just posting a lot of dave lately lol
::hsts
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I literally tried to apply for disability aid program so at least I could get immunodepressants for free and they said "No fuck off you're not dying in front of me so you're not disabled" I hate health care system so much
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davesprite
>>422173
does your country's disability aid program not have lists of qualifying diagnoses?
even in america with our ass garbage welfare we have that, it's pretty easy to get approved with a diagnosis if you've been out of work long enough
>>422178
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422174
Fishing in Poland
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422175
Ofc they do but my disability is of autoimmune kind, I just reached remission and because like I said I'm not dying in from of them means I'm not disabled
>>422181
davesprite
>>422178
that just doesn't sound right and makes me feel like it's the wrong doctor or wrong bureaucrat just kinda fucking you over, but idk how it works in Poland. sorry tho that sucks ;_;
>>422183
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mom finally got neuropsych for adhd yday
>>422368
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422181
I literally have no idea how any of this works, I just want free meds this shit's expensive T_T
>>422186>>422185
SadChan🍉🍉
warriors am v
SadChan🍉🍉
this goes so hard
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422185
Me too because the hospital in my hometown closed years ago, spending time in stationary hospital stay was good because they were pumping me full of medication I actually felt good for the first time but the ward co-inmates (lol) were kinds nasty but I like it there
>>422206
SadChan🍉🍉
.skip (voted to skip this video)
faye
#ksay minecrab
davesprite
side note but some of the fingers on my left hand are numb right now because (???) and oh my god it is annoyinggg
i hate numbness it's worse than pain at least pain comes with sensation
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Who skipped peak
faye
#ksay skrimp
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
No.
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
We are NOT skipping Sonadown
SadChan🍉🍉
.skip (voted to skip this video)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.keep (ok)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Sega literally made it cannon last year
davesprite
i've noticed i keep getting numbness in my left hand since i got these nasty burns on my wrist i'm kinda worried i have some weird nerve damage honestly
i should probably see my doctor about it but ugh
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422189
Also the doctor there was nice, she let me go home before my birthday too :3
>>422213
SadChan🍉🍉
is knuckles black coded?
>>422209
kate
I remember when I was a kid I would use snipping tool to save sonic yaoi in AMVs
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422207
He's rasta
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i wish my dentist n other places didnt close
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Damn this version is so mid
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
The one I grew up with is pure extacy
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422213
Though I did annoy her back and forth but that's how it always is with people
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aw
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
But it's okay, we're good
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precious peeps im glad u are trying to get the help u need thoughs
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Either they give me my meds or I'll commit Luigi Mangione
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im gonna see abt the hrt stuff in a few
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i wan write first
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.skip (voted to skip this video)
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422227
I've read someone's essay on this topic, the answer is Theodhore because plutonium is insane
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Covenant of Munk
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422230
Nightcore is better
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422233
Are chipettes sisters tho? I only watched the one where one of them shat on the couch
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hehe
Aleixi
>>422233
but are the three of them brothers
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
My favourite Chipmunk lore (tm) is that their biological parents pulled a Lennon-Ono and left them lmao
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
image.png
Hol up I gotta share this shoop I made
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Literally me (and my cute canadian boyfriend)
kate
Looks like the chimpettes are the Millers, and the chimpmunks are the Sevilles
kate
oh brb
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422242
Pansexual ahh laptop
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:>
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
P sure that's what they use in Barbie universe to file taxes
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play mother mother body
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I miss Tally Hall
>>422250
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Do they tho? THey literally disappeared since 2011
>>422252
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might work on writing idea n take more krat n coffee
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422252
Aww how nice. Don't tell them I know them from furry animations tho
>>422258
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I cannot contain the silliness
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who ? :v
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someone u know ?
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awa
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hehe
SadChan🍉🍉
#ai pls interface with me in some sort of fractal interplay

nice try fed.
pls interface with me in some sort of fractal interplay
SadChan🍉🍉
:(
SadChan🍉🍉
YO WHY ARE MY KIPS SO DRY!?!??!?!?!?!
SadChan🍉🍉
MY LIPSSS
SadChan🍉🍉
DRY ASF
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aw
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Aw hell yeah the peak is on
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
AW FUCK IT"S THE WRONG ONE
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does that help
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Yesssss
SadChan🍉🍉
hwo tf do they have layers in ms paint
SadChan🍉🍉
!??!?!?!
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
They don't
SadChan🍉🍉
BRO ITS MS PAINT
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Paint magic
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
.play ms paint realistic santa
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Blud watching Spongebob on WMP
davesprite
MS PAINT MS PAINT
davesprite
.play problem sleuth title screen
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snuggol
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I specifically installed Windows XP Paint to draw
>>422292
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i hab a drawing tablet i need to use moar or rehome
>>422294
davesprite
>>422293
i have a nice intuous but i don't ever use it anymore
i need to find someone artsy to give it to as a gift
i just pefer working right on my screen
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ooo...
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i wanna repractice digital art
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ill post moar pics in a few
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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I've always been a Picasso (this from 2013 lmao)
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also
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im making a miraheze media wiki for the articles on monitoring/documenting n so on if know peeps who write or wud wan share essays memoirs etc . .
n urs if not risky for political future
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have inspiration form a great project that i wan revive the purpose of cus it got killed off
cud dm info or a pg abt it to peep bwa
u dont hab bsky right ?
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i made my own wiki but is static so -w-
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
You're probably not talking to me but if you are, no I refuse social media
dawn
.play library nap nightmargin
dawn
.play disasterpeace love
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Gotta love default Windows 7 core here
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
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I kinda hate being overreliant on modern english slang but then again, it's so easy to use. I'm literally this meme as a person
dawn
bazed n lingopilled
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Oh yeah I'm totally a englishpilled languagecel
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oe -<-
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h o-o
hai
dawn
ello femboyanon
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Hot and cold water
dawn
.play harbor light rag goodbye kumiko
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
>>422320
Gotta find sadness with kawaiiness
dawn
lil fingers
kate
love these lil guys
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Yeehaw
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:'з
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Do dog girls live as long as dogs or as long as human
SadChan🍉🍉
50/50 split
kate
I think larger animals live longer probably? except turtles.
Oh interesting.
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Well larger dog breeds always live less
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writing n editing wiki thing to get design planned
hm
i should work on design n see feedback from peeps or stuffs n make smth sometime for site design w convo here
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Siiiiigh you know what I think I'll just go to bed, the tiredness is overwhelming for some reason
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sigh
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aw
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14228.gif
well hey, rest well n hope it can make chu feel a lil better
::pat
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
I'll leave those for tomorrow me
anon
oops i ate a small amount of spaghetti with unrefrigerated concentrated tomato paste
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nini
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and aw
anon
i'm not sure how likely it is following food safety guidelines that i'll suffer Instant Death disease or not
dawn
nighty night randalfag
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wud make peeps noms n dinner n stuffs
Randalfag (´• ω •`)
Thanks everyone, I think it will just sort itself out anyway
>>422354
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gon tuck u all in
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take care chu need n sweet dreams bwa
anon
it didn't look or smell or taste bad at least
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feel betters
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yea can be okey dw
dawn
.play thirty seven after six
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
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>boop
anon
3 of them
anon
::boop
anon
boop :3
anon
>>422182
wow interesting that must be a big change at her age
anon
to start trying to change ADHD symptoms
anon
But i know she has a really good support in her house if she takes advantage of her :3
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anon
:3
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weba
anon
waow lil :3

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