>>423792
: )

>>423820
I had a tiny bit of bread hmmm what should i hav chat

cannibals in chat

>>423757
I would always get attacked by monsters in my dreams n just jump in their mouths n die to wake up

>>423823
cutie :3

>>423800
yeh my chair n desk suck but the 'find a good chair' stuff exhausts me and not that rich anyway lol

>>423828
awww cute

>>423831
yes yes but I gotta cook with you it's not good for a cutie like u to do all the work

#ai what is pan sexuality

pansexuality is being attracted to people regardless of gender. it's like bisexuality but with even more emphasis on not caring about gender at all. some people describe it as attraction to personalities rather than labels. ymmv on specifics, but that's the general idea. what is pan sexuality

I wanna be pan too. I find being agressive n 'I'm doing what a man/woman' does n demanding submission or emotionless provision of resources exhausting from people n gross

hi saeki

<3 we luv straw

hai anon

>>423852
#trvke

yeah probably

>>423852
rose ur so cool and pretty and awesom

>>423845
well I'm male saeki and i think you're wonderful and would be happy to have someone like you but I'd feel guilty leading you on cuz i don't like how people have kids just because it's the thing to do or because 'they love each other' but I feel scared n irresponsible not having kids better than myself eventually n i wouldn't just wan u to feel used n then i get a cisgirl or smth bleh

but honestly I've never felt a lotta trust w cisgirls I've met there was always such a gulf n our personalities were so different. I've felt like they tended to be very conformist or... idk, wanting to appear good really strongly, even if in a countercultural way, and wanting me to act the 'right' way

>>423870
if u really want that u can start off bad n get good

>>423863
nah U should learn n do what works for u saeki. If u wan a nice girl i wan u to have her

>>423869
tbf I don think that stuff is so strange it's just getting people excited about the thing. I don't know if it's always moral what they actually do but the mechanism of control I think is nothing more special than 'you're with the good people don't make the people you spend time with who know better than others hate you' and then also having your whole career invested in it so you look the other way if you see bad effects pf your actions

I got the impression most of the real violence is done by non government employees like ppl bribed in country and direct government employees just sit in the office building. shooting ppl is risky n doesn't require a lotta training so might as well use expendable ppl for it

>>423873
this is a BRAINWORM

'I don't want to be a bad violinist to start with that's the issue'

>>423878
#hug make yourself feel how u want to I'm glad u get to make decisions like that

>>423885
ok this is kinda ciswomen swag tho I wish my friends n i could do that tho not u kno bother ppl in bad ways

>>423882
mmmm same I guess I'm like that for everything I care about too. a silly idea I'm losing out by going the wrong direction maybe

>>423886
good C:

>>423887
yeah this is what i fear for my own relationships being male. I feel like mbe i could have that closeness w a guy, or maybe if like i could do half the pregnancy or 'female' roles, but there will always be a 'have fun but you better do your job and impress me' and it's hard to love your boss, and I'd have to be her boss too for the stuff she does and i don't and that creates resentment

guys r the worst theyre so rude

>>423900
being relaxed c: n close

cute lil vampire bby

waow

boys will remember this. Your relationship with boys had improved to 'loved'

a man kissed me once. i was in 3rd grade lmao

>>423933
they had swag being drunk in public w homies n flirting w u 2 kinda

cis women r so mean

>>423937
but like they're enjoying your sexuality n teasing u kinda u kno what I mean? ohhhhh

>>423936
yeahhh...

but maybe brainworms too idk

>>423938
this shouldn't happen

i want society to prevent it

>>423941
ahhh i like how they enjoy interacting w others i guess

i wish i could rip his balls off and then stuff it so far up his ass that he has a prolapse

shit isnt fair its such fucking horsehit and they just get away fwith it is onot fuicking fair fuck this dude i should just kill everydoby

Why did they get away with it mbe we can stop that happening in the future

bcuz i was like 7 or 8 or something and i couldnt even comprehend what weas happening to me and he had help from the other staff at the school

i don have money or power tho

I saw a post about the private schools that came from that lady in italy and someone said they really liked how the teachers lovingly touched them which they don't do in public schools because of stuff like this. I wish idk. Like I think part of this is how people are so powerless and isolated and don't have ppl to trust but like how do you have ppl have close relationships n not have abuse

i already tried looking for him but the guys a ghost cant find him anywhere

i wish ii could find him. i wanna kill him so bad

if i found him and he just got arrested and sent to jail id do some fucked up shit to get in the same prison as him and then stab his ass to death

society

>>423975
maybe you should send them a quick email tbh if u remember the place

just 'hey in 2xxx one of your employees groomed me, but I can't remember their stuff, I know I can't prove anything or take it further but you should consider looking into this'

uuh

yeah me putting it on you to do all this is not fair

even if they keep him around maybe they watch him more closely u kno? or they feel bad about if

send me the stuff n i'll send the email if u want

i wish i could hack all his arms off with an ax and then all of his facial features, eyes nose ears etc and then his genitals, and then leave him to die somewhere

i wish i could cut his eyelids off and then tie him down to the floor of a desert and have him stare at the sun until he dies of heatstroke

>>423974
nah the best revenge is a life well lived i think n make sure his personality doesn't reoccur

saeki ur like the coolest person ever u dont deserve this bullshit its not fair

>>423991
did they have a short password or what

>>423994
that's sad she's trans n hurting other trans ppl makes me feel bad

#smartai if someones laser hair removal is extremely sucessful in the beard area, how many electrolysis treatments does it usually take in that case kill off the remaining sprase numbered beard hairs?

The number of electrolysis treatments required to eliminate residual sparse beard hairs after successful laser hair removal varies based on several factors, but can generally be estimated as follows:

### **Key Determinants:**
1. **Hair Density & Growth Cycle:** Even with excellent laser results, 10-30% of follicles may persist due to dormancy during treatment or being in non-anagen phases. Electrolysis must target these remaining hairs individually.
2. **Follicle Resilience:** Some hairs are hormonally driven (e.g., androgenic growth in the beard), requiring multiple electrolysis sessions per follicle for permanent destruction.
3. **Technician Skill:** Precision matters—inexperienced electrologists may prolong treatment by missing follicles or using suboptimal settings.

### **Typical Treatment Range:**
- For well-lasered areas with *sparse* regrowth (~5-15 terminal hairs/cm²), expect:
- **6–12 sessions** (assuming monthly intervals) for near-complete clearance.
- Each session addresses actively growing hairs; dormant ones emerge later, necessitating follow-ups.

### **Technical Considerations:**
- *Galvanic vs. Thermolysis:* Blend method (combined galvanic/thermolysis) is often preferred for coarse beard hair due to higher efficacy in destroying the germinative cells and papilla.
- *Current Settings:* Higher frequency thermolysis (>500 kHz) may reduce discomfort while maintaining effectiveness on finer post-laser remnants.

### **Clinical Observations:**
Studies indicate that patients transitioning from laser to electrolysis typically require:
- ~8±3 sessions over 9–18 months for ≥95% reduction (J Dermatolog Treat, 2017).
- Maintenance treatments (~1–2 annually) may still be needed for hormonal regrowth.

In summary, while individual variability exists, a targeted course of *6–12 professional electrolysis treatments* should suffice for most cases of residual beard hair after optimal laser therapy. Consistency and proper technique are paramount—consult a board-certified electrologist for personalized assessment. if someones laser hair removal is extremely sucessful in the beard area, how many electrolysis treatments does it usually take in that case kill off the remaining sprase numbered beard hairs?

>>423998
#hug u 2

>>424006
god that's fucked they killed themself :<
do you think like we can stop elder queers from killing themselves ?

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>>424006
#hug

not hard to see why a lot of lgbt elders keep dying, i mean we only had around 8 to 10 years of lgbt rights existing in a semi stable state... what i mean is its the stress that keeps killing lgbt if nothing else

>>424014
it's just sad things r getting better n they got thru all this stuff and then die :< trauma n all

>>424016
A lot of like, the general lgbt population is dead before turning 65, and a lot of trans women are dead before even being 35 because of being treated so damn brutally, even the risk of premature stroke and heart attack are raised by the constant cruelty

>>424015
unable to get out of what?

>>424016
yeah absolutely like the recriminalization of our communities after having rights for only like one decade is tragic

I am old enough i was born where being lgbt we ilelgal when i was born and now peopl;e are trying to make it illegal again

>>424017
yep uh 'minority stress' i think is the medical term

>>424020
fuuck

>>424023
exactly the term yeah and i think a massive part of minority stress is the whole issue of, usually it seems like when an oppressed minority has like umm a reduced rate of being criminalized, here in the usa its almost inevitable you are gonna be re criminalized again in the future, if things keep going the way they have

>>424027
I don't think that's so true in the west, a lot of things have gotten better, for instance in the 70s i think religious ppl had a lotta power but their stuff died off too. so long as more liberal ppl have power it'll be going in a good way.

yeah I'm including england n usa n aus. I kno usa has swung but overall i think it's moving in a good way long term

>>424007
so i probably need about 12 electrolysis sessions to kill off my few remaining beard follicles, which will take almost two years about... ig not that not slow though, laser makes electrolysis much much much faster than it normally is at least

>>424031
by west do you mean most of europe outside of russia, or do you include the usa and uk??? cause it feels like the usa and uk are more lgbt phobic than most of western europe to me, and like the usa is going through an insanely transphobic state right now

>>424032
im not suicidal im homicidal

#smartai if it takes around 12 electrolysis sessions and 18 months to zap away a heavily lasered beard area, how many sesssions and years does it take to zap away a beard that hasn't or can't be lasered?

The number of electrolysis sessions and total treatment duration required for complete beard removal in non-lasered (or laser-resistant) facial hair follows different biological parameters than pre-treated areas. Here's a detailed breakdown based on dermatological studies and electrology practice:

**Key Factors Impacting Treatment Timeline:**
1. **Anagen Phase Dynamics**:
- Beard hairs cycle through growth phases asynchronously, with only ~30% in the destructive anagen phase at any given time
- Non-lasered beards typically demonstrate greater follicular density (300-500 follicles/cm² vs 150-250 after laser)

2. **Heterogeneous Growth Patterns**:
- Terminal beard hairs vary significantly in diameter (60-120μm)
- Coarse Caucasian/Mediterranean beards require more energy per follicle than finer Asian/African types

3. **Treatment Intervals**:
- Optimal spacing is 4-6 weeks to catch new growth cycles
- Aggressive scheduling risks missing dormant bulbs

**Projected Treatment Requirements:**

*For full clearance of virgin terminal beard:*
- **Session Count**: 75-125 treatments (±20%)
* Rationale: Average cleared area per session = 15cm² (vs 25cm² post-laser), accounting for denser packing and variable regrowth
- **Timeframe**: 4.5 if it takes around 12 electrolysis sessions and 18 months to zap away a heavily lasered beard area, how many sesssions and years does it take to zap away a beard that hasn't or can't be lasered?

>>424034
ty saeki i like the transcript at the bottom too i'll read it

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>>424041
#reply continue the timeframe estimation

estimating for untreated beard:

- expect 24-36 sessions on average
- timeframe around 3-6 years total
- grows in roughly 13 week cycles
- need to catch each follicle in active phase
- finer/blonde hairs often take longer
- weekly/biweekly sessions at first
- spacing out more as density decreases
- maintenance phase lasts 1-2 years extra

key variables that change it:
- your natural hair density obsculeselexicon
- electrologist's skill/technique
- your pain tolerance affects session length
- healing speed between sessions
- individual hormone levels

shaving between sessions won't affect it like laser does continue the timeframe estimation

I talked to someone who got groomed about it, and what they said was this:
You can have sexuality as a kid n be happy
The problem is when you have people who just use you as a sex object n degrade you, and you build up maladaptive coping mechanisms where it's like 'i need to deal with my problems with sex.'
I think consent is something we created to avoid bad outcomes, not a good in itself. For instance, you don't give consent to be born, or for really most things in life like paying taxes, or seeing people on the street, but it's useful to give power to people and make them think about whether they want what's going on in their lives

>>424049
anyone who has sexual relations with a child deserves the highest level of agony imaginable they should have their kneecaps split open and tied around the back of their head so that their spines contort until theuy can never move again at which point they will be paraded around the streets and pelted with stones as everyone shames them for their unimaginable crimes and then they will be set into the public square whereupon they will be flayed to death by all those whom they have wronged and then their body will be consumed which will be the only useful thing to have ever comeof their life and then the faeces containing their remains will be fed to the pigs who will be consumd again

>>424053
right now the far right chuds who hate us really really REALLY wanna get married to white 12 year old cis girls

>>424048
So basically, without successful laser, beard electrolysis can take 6 years and 36 treatments, as opposed to only 12 treatments and just under 2 years

>>424057
I think they want to fuck them but not marry them. most of it is lazy n they don't want to be close to someone

>>424064
chuds favorite fetish tends to be the white breeding fetish with natal female children

>>424045
oooh cool

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>>424052
but I think it's important to understand the nature of hurt, because I think there are people above 18 who have the same dynamic happen to them, and people below 18 who do date n have sex n masturbate and are even open about it and are probably healthier than I was trying not to do any of that.

>>424081
saeki is gud and it is gud to talk to saeki

>>424051
I think the 'you have to have sex with me even though you don't want to and then I'll be done with you' is a big part of it

>>424089
*Purr purr ppuurrrsss*

>>424070
a lot of this was for casual sex though. I saw a gay guy who was supposedly living a good life who got attacked for trying to get his dick sucked by a teenager online. I'm doubtful that would have ruined the teenager's life, and the reaction certainly ruined the gay guys'

saeki hydrattion hours

>>424079
yeah

>>424081
it's crazy to me like very few cis men cut but it's so common in other groups. what is going on with self harm?

>>424132
#bounce

oh no i didn't mean to do that i thought it would just hop up and down

ahhhhh

what in gods name

ty

its okie it was fun :3

>>424114
u can resensitize if u wan a lil i bet

weeeeeeeee

i had this nightmare once where i was outside a church and there was a cute guy so i hit him on the back of the head with a claw hammer and then i strangled him and he started crying while i was strangling him and he just looked so disappointed and i felt kinda numb it was awful

.play kitty says something to me but I don't understand it

>>424186
oh wow cant wait to see this

>>424184
i had this dream i was in a parking lt owith some random guy and i teleported behind him and beheaded him with a golfing iron

so if it felt bad then its a good thing?

I've been prescribed some shiet but I'm afraid to take it

>>424189
badass

>>424164
I think they actually do, like the ppl born in 2100 do matter, it's just that some people are better off not being born

#gyatt

chat what should i do