>>424020
fuuck

>>424023
exactly the term yeah and i think a massive part of minority stress is the whole issue of, usually it seems like when an oppressed minority has like umm a reduced rate of being criminalized, here in the usa its almost inevitable you are gonna be re criminalized again in the future, if things keep going the way they have

>>424027
I don't think that's so true in the west, a lot of things have gotten better, for instance in the 70s i think religious ppl had a lotta power but their stuff died off too. so long as more liberal ppl have power it'll be going in a good way.

yeah I'm including england n usa n aus. I kno usa has swung but overall i think it's moving in a good way long term

>>424007
so i probably need about 12 electrolysis sessions to kill off my few remaining beard follicles, which will take almost two years about... ig not that not slow though, laser makes electrolysis much much much faster than it normally is at least

>>424031
by west do you mean most of europe outside of russia, or do you include the usa and uk??? cause it feels like the usa and uk are more lgbt phobic than most of western europe to me, and like the usa is going through an insanely transphobic state right now

>>424032
im not suicidal im homicidal

#smartai if it takes around 12 electrolysis sessions and 18 months to zap away a heavily lasered beard area, how many sesssions and years does it take to zap away a beard that hasn't or can't be lasered?

The number of electrolysis sessions and total treatment duration required for complete beard removal in non-lasered (or laser-resistant) facial hair follows different biological parameters than pre-treated areas. Here's a detailed breakdown based on dermatological studies and electrology practice:

**Key Factors Impacting Treatment Timeline:**
1. **Anagen Phase Dynamics**:
- Beard hairs cycle through growth phases asynchronously, with only ~30% in the destructive anagen phase at any given time
- Non-lasered beards typically demonstrate greater follicular density (300-500 follicles/cm² vs 150-250 after laser)

2. **Heterogeneous Growth Patterns**:
- Terminal beard hairs vary significantly in diameter (60-120μm)
- Coarse Caucasian/Mediterranean beards require more energy per follicle than finer Asian/African types

3. **Treatment Intervals**:
- Optimal spacing is 4-6 weeks to catch new growth cycles
- Aggressive scheduling risks missing dormant bulbs

**Projected Treatment Requirements:**

*For full clearance of virgin terminal beard:*
- **Session Count**: 75-125 treatments (±20%)
* Rationale: Average cleared area per session = 15cm² (vs 25cm² post-laser), accounting for denser packing and variable regrowth
- **Timeframe**: 4.5 if it takes around 12 electrolysis sessions and 18 months to zap away a heavily lasered beard area, how many sesssions and years does it take to zap away a beard that hasn't or can't be lasered?

>>424034
ty saeki i like the transcript at the bottom too i'll read it

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>>424041
#reply continue the timeframe estimation

estimating for untreated beard:

- expect 24-36 sessions on average
- timeframe around 3-6 years total
- grows in roughly 13 week cycles
- need to catch each follicle in active phase
- finer/blonde hairs often take longer
- weekly/biweekly sessions at first
- spacing out more as density decreases
- maintenance phase lasts 1-2 years extra

key variables that change it:
- your natural hair density obsculeselexicon
- electrologist's skill/technique
- your pain tolerance affects session length
- healing speed between sessions
- individual hormone levels

shaving between sessions won't affect it like laser does continue the timeframe estimation

I talked to someone who got groomed about it, and what they said was this:
You can have sexuality as a kid n be happy
The problem is when you have people who just use you as a sex object n degrade you, and you build up maladaptive coping mechanisms where it's like 'i need to deal with my problems with sex.'
I think consent is something we created to avoid bad outcomes, not a good in itself. For instance, you don't give consent to be born, or for really most things in life like paying taxes, or seeing people on the street, but it's useful to give power to people and make them think about whether they want what's going on in their lives

>>424049
anyone who has sexual relations with a child deserves the highest level of agony imaginable they should have their kneecaps split open and tied around the back of their head so that their spines contort until theuy can never move again at which point they will be paraded around the streets and pelted with stones as everyone shames them for their unimaginable crimes and then they will be set into the public square whereupon they will be flayed to death by all those whom they have wronged and then their body will be consumed which will be the only useful thing to have ever comeof their life and then the faeces containing their remains will be fed to the pigs who will be consumd again

>>424053
right now the far right chuds who hate us really really REALLY wanna get married to white 12 year old cis girls

>>424048
So basically, without successful laser, beard electrolysis can take 6 years and 36 treatments, as opposed to only 12 treatments and just under 2 years

>>424057
I think they want to fuck them but not marry them. most of it is lazy n they don't want to be close to someone

>>424064
chuds favorite fetish tends to be the white breeding fetish with natal female children

>>424045
oooh cool

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>>424052
but I think it's important to understand the nature of hurt, because I think there are people above 18 who have the same dynamic happen to them, and people below 18 who do date n have sex n masturbate and are even open about it and are probably healthier than I was trying not to do any of that.

>>424081
saeki is gud and it is gud to talk to saeki

>>424051
I think the 'you have to have sex with me even though you don't want to and then I'll be done with you' is a big part of it

>>424089
*Purr purr ppuurrrsss*

>>424070
a lot of this was for casual sex though. I saw a gay guy who was supposedly living a good life who got attacked for trying to get his dick sucked by a teenager online. I'm doubtful that would have ruined the teenager's life, and the reaction certainly ruined the gay guys'

saeki hydrattion hours

>>424079
yeah

>>424081
it's crazy to me like very few cis men cut but it's so common in other groups. what is going on with self harm?

>>424132
#bounce

oh no i didn't mean to do that i thought it would just hop up and down

ahhhhh

what in gods name

ty

its okie it was fun :3

>>424114
u can resensitize if u wan a lil i bet

weeeeeeeee

i had this nightmare once where i was outside a church and there was a cute guy so i hit him on the back of the head with a claw hammer and then i strangled him and he started crying while i was strangling him and he just looked so disappointed and i felt kinda numb it was awful

.play kitty says something to me but I don't understand it

>>424186
oh wow cant wait to see this

>>424184
i had this dream i was in a parking lt owith some random guy and i teleported behind him and beheaded him with a golfing iron

so if it felt bad then its a good thing?

I've been prescribed some shiet but I'm afraid to take it

>>424189
badass

>>424164
I think they actually do, like the ppl born in 2100 do matter, it's just that some people are better off not being born

#gyatt

chat what should i do

>>424205
make sadchan less sad

no, in relation to my problem

have there been any nice cute things n your life lately strawchan that aren't like the violence?

not in general

i dunno if it's good to say that, I know the advice is usually to listen to ppl huh?

>>424216
I've been prescribed sertaline for anxiety but I read that it takes a couple of weeks to have any effect and for the duration it's just headaches and stuff

>>424213
i saw a little worm on the sidewalk while i was waiting for the bus and it was rlly cute

but I can't have headaches because I have exams in 2.5 weeks

>>424207
E A T

cats r so sily

>>424218
c: thank u for telling me about it

I see lil birds n things sometimes.. I hope you get to see it again

>>424244
stinker

im sorry im sorry ;w;

>>424221
well see if u get bad headaches then mbe c:

>>424257
i'm poor i can't try out medicines to abandon them

>>424260
hmmm? but isn't that the point of trying them? even if u can't afford the next one u at least lern smth by trying this one i think

bwawawaawaaaaaaa

>>424263
but if it doesn't work then I wasted the money

cliff faces always have teeth after it rains

i wonder if taking ssris maybe can let me study for final exams or am I just fucked

>>424279
I'm lacking not having derperssion for 4 years

>>424243
brain is big n it's not like one circuit for good thoughts uses one chemical

>>424267
oh u haven't picked them up then. Well IG u kno ur budget yeh?
... i need a budget so i kno what i can afford

>>424268
my mom wanted me to get that but my doctor prescribed a blood test n it was ok, idk if that's large enough though

>>424254
oh interesting well that's good ig

>>424275
i c ur back home how was the trip?

#ksay daughter

#ksay loved

omg nadie????

>>424288

ohh interesting i'm on stims again i wonder if smth else would be better all I've ever tried

apples can be very sharp on the inside. if u get a big enough apple u can make someone very uncomfortable and even traumatize or seriously injure them

::dong dingaling

::ding dongaling

:;glegle shoe

#ksay type shi

psychiatrists are assholes they dont know anything i hate my psychiatrist i just lie to him all the time

>>424297
#hug I'm rly glad ur okish

>>424306
hmmm sister is on antianxiety meds now i wonder if i should try em instead of adhd meds

>>424371
saeki ur wonderful I wanna b a good friend i dunno what to do I think in theory chatting all day is bad but i feel better w the convos i've had w u and i have a friend who's just like 'focus on school, join a tenis club, stop being online all day' n it's just bullshit

#smartai after a trans an orchiectomy in ng/dl what are the testosterone levels after this procedure at the very highest??

After an orchiectomy (surgical removal of the testes) in transgender women or individuals undergoing feminizing hormone therapy, testosterone levels typically plummet due to the absence of Leydig cells—the primary source of endogenous testosterone production.

### **Expected Post-Orchiectomy Testosterone Levels:**
1. **Without Testosterone Replacement Therapy (TRT):**
- The adrenal glands produce small amounts of androgens (primarily DHEA and androstenedione), but these contribute minimally to circulating testosterone.
- Typical post-orchiectomy serum testosterone levels range between **10–50 ng/dL**, though some individuals may have slightly higher values (~60 ng/dL) if adrenal androgen secretion is robust.
- Levels above 70 ng/dL are exceptionally rare without exogenous androgen exposure or residual gonadal tissue.

2. **With Estrogen/AA Monotherapy:**
- If estrogen alone is administered post-orchiectomy, further suppression via negative feedback on LH/FSH can drive levels toward the lower end (**<20–30 ng/dL**).

3. **Potential Exceptions & Variability:**
- In cases where incomplete surgical excision occurs (retained testicular remnants), mildly elevated levels (>50 ng/dL) might persist until revision surgery resolves this issue.
- Certain intersex conditions involving extragonadal androgen synthesis could theoretically elevate T beyond typical castrate ranges, but such instances are medically noteworthy rather than normative.

### **Clinical Relevance:**
- The World Professional Association for Transgender Health (*WPATH SOC8*) defines "castrate" T as <50 ng/dL for optimal feminization outcomes.
- Monitoring should include LC/MS-MS assays for accuracy at low concentrations; immunoassays may overestimate due to cross-reactivity with other steroids.

In summary, while individual physiology varies, *the highest plausible endogenous post-orchitectomy testosterone level* absent confounding factors would not exceed ~60–70 ng/dL under rigorous assay conditions—far below cisgender male ranges (300–1000+). Persistent elevation warrants investigation into residual tissue or adrenal pathology. after a trans an orchiectomy in ng/dl what are the testosterone levels after this procedure at the very highest??

i lied to my psychiatrist or psychologist or whatever about my mental health and he still raised my risperidone dosage lel