>>427142
that's not what i meant :/
fujo's suggestion was good. just try to like get yourself into a different headspace
#hug

>>427148
never did keto keto but went into ketosis a lot on a weird diet i did and god it feels good i think we were meant to fast occasionally

like okay strawbury if you're watching let me give you an idea of how you could vent this same feeling without dooming
>i am sad that i don't have a womb and MIGHT never be able to get pregnant/have biokids (or some variation), wahh wahh sad cry cry
that's fine
>iwn have a womb (transition science is doomed) and iwnbaw ( trans women are fake)
see the difference
it's in the implications and the like blackpilledness
stay yaypilled even when venting this is key

>>427156
okay but my point is posts like that tend us towards being a blackpill den
it's actually a psychohazard to let people post blackpill shit and treat it as rational thought
it's an evil meme infecting her brain

>>427159
i'm not calling for moderation omg i'm saying black pills are infectious
memes are psychically affective
and posts like "IWNBAW IWNBAW IWNBAW" are brain worms that spread

>>427162
can i just note that i only said this to her because i've seen her posting stuff like that for like 24 hours and it was getting to a point that feels like she's just using this thread as a dump for toxic sludge emotions
i try not to do that and so should everyone else is my only point
i have felt how she feels
but i filter it a little and rationalize through it before throwing it in public forums is all

>>427166
i said like twenty times she should stay and talk or do something to cheer herself up
but she should use different words
the internet is full of that shit and it's subject to entryism
if there's a high volume of it here the whole thing turns into a crab bucket
the right thing to do is not to say "valid, keep posting this, i relate" it's to say "i relate, but cheer up"

>>427169
it's not affecting me personally i'm more concerned with culture
like i just feel like chan type forums turn into nasty cultural spirals very easily unless people are being cheerful and silly and like, loudly rejecting certain energies
no spam no excessive horni no chvdtard no incel no dooming
that's how you keep a nice board without it needing redditshit moderation

and she's allowed to post iwnbaw all day in fact
but then i can sit here all day and tell her "it'll be okay you'll be happy and you are a woman" until she shuts up
it's like trolling but you be nice
that's how you maintain a chan

>>427173
it's never a wrong time to tell someone things will be okay and not to doom spiral
and it's literally never a good thing to encourage the spiral
i just wasn't very helpful
but ascribing it to an issue of intent is not right

i am so sick of the entire interent obsessively validating peoples' doom and self loathing. IT'S NOT FUCKING VALID

>>427180
yeah that's fair. getting on her about like psychohazard phrasing was not at all the thing to do here
i could have stopped at "stop dooming"

boots and cats and booots and cats and boots and cats

:)

>>427204
so based anon, that's where I grew up, most my childhood was in New Mexico, my mother was born there... Pretty based place, biggest issues are lack of public transport, and there's issues with the schools there, but long as you aren't school age anymore it's no biggie

I'm also from new mexico but the secret cool part you've never heard of and also uhhh i can't talk about it it's claddified

Roswell is a super fascinating place too, >>427217 I grew up in Abq and spent a lot of time in Santa Fe but Roswell is super fascinating

>>427217
zamn traveler

i always heart they had organized crime and were bad ppl in new mexico lol

>>427217
Also this place called Dulce New Mexico too, lots of fascinating stories about it

>>427220
sadly the violent crime rate is above average there that's no lie, i so badly wish New Mexico wasn't in perpetual poverty, New Mexicans deserve so much better than that.

>>427223
bazed new mexico civic worm

>>427224
that's good : )

>>427222
yeah dryness is pretty nice, my skin loses water faster than most peoples skin but I can easily compensate for that with just wetting my skin and putting on moisterizer

>>427229
oh my friend is from there i hope you have the nice eggplant dish

>>427230
you're woke to what they really look like don't let the fakers tell u different

>>427229
waow u should see notameri n randalfag next time u visit

#ai tell us fascinating fringe theories about a place called Dulce New Mexico

dulce, new mexico is a hotspot for wild conspiracy theories, mostly tied to underground bases and aliens. here’s the rundown:

1. **deep underground military base (dulce base)**: legend says there’s a massive joint human-alien facility under the archuleta mesa near dulce. supposedly, it’s where the gov does shady bioengineering experiments and houses greys or reptilians. whistleblowers like phil schneider claimed it exists before he mysteriously died in ‘96. skeptics say he was a fraud, but the story stuck.

2. **cattle mutilations**: since the ‘70s, ranchers around dulce have reported bizarre animal deaths—bloodless, organs removed with surgical precision. some blame secret military ops, others say it’s aliens harvesting dna for hybrids. fbi files confirm weirdness but no hard answers.

3. **native american legends mixed with ufos**: local apache/jicarilla lore talks of ancient subterranean beings called "the ant people." some ufo believers think these stories are proof aliens lived underground long before modern sightings.

4. **human-alien hybrids**: some insiders claim dulce is where they splice human and alien dna to create hybrids. freaky? yeah. proved? nah.

most evidence is hearsay or cherry-picked "leaks," but the combo of tribal myths, weird sightings, and gov secrecy keeps the rumors alive. fun to think about, hard to verify without a one-way ticket to the mesa. tell us fascinating fringe theories about a place called Dulce New Mexico

>>427238
U can go volunteer for the war like that son of the cia guy

https://istories.media/en/stories/2025/04/25/michael-gloss-story/

This could be you!

>>427240
yay fancy city

Im gonna go 2 bed soon how is faye :3

>>427211
hit me so hard in the nostalgia thank you for that

>>427252
::pat nice

>>427251
it's very important to serve the interests of the french state I often just mail them money myself since I wouldn't be a great soldier. Considered russia though

>>427265
waow

there was a cool looking girl who reminded me of u at the library yesterday nona

>>427268
i wish i had 100 lives to give for france

this is a francophile board

so tru

I have never spoken to my family about relationships or whatever

they said as a kid 'haha just don't get anyone pregnant' idk always felt ashamed never had sex or whatever tho

>>427263
Humidity is easier on the skin than dryness usually, especially for me because my type of skin flushes out water faster than most peoples skin does, I have actual issues with bleeding in the winter time it gets so bad, that all said, New Mexico is usually on the warmer side, and hot and dry seems easier on my skin than cold and dry... And like, I can just order skin products to override the fact my skin is more suited to humid environments, which I use daily anyways,

I moved somewhere far away much colder than new mexico and in winter time suddenly my hands just suddenly break out bleeding, my skin is so bad at handling cold dry weather

waow

awww u r too ofc smooch smooch

ok so you're settled on going to serve russia right?

>>427288
she looked like she knew what she was doing on the computer n had i think your hair color w a little green hairdye n idk had a strong aura like you sometimes have had

>>427289
u might not be able to get to the front as quickly if u do that

>>427285
I moved to the northeastern united states very different climate than new mexico, the increased pollen levels give me bad allergies here, and if I am not careful to moisterize a lot in winter time, my skin esp my hands and arms can suddenly start bleeding severely.

I do agree btw anon, feels like life is so random and you don't choose the body you get in the meatspace realm, I mean esp applies to being trans but other things too. Kind of crazy how my skin hates dry weather but my hair seems to prefer dry weather, shows how rng life is

>>427295
waow bazed

>>427300
think of how u could take the pressure off the north korean soldiers

>>427297
Am doing body laser atm, the more I laser off, the more often I shower, and more of my body I moisterize. I have about a year or so of leg laser I'm undergoing, once the leg laser is done gonna moisterize my legs daily.

>>427300
the male fantasy

>>427302
:)

>>427304
they have that too in russian military!

>>427307
oh what about laser scares you??? and yeah I have to do laser cuz like, I get horrific ingrown hairs no matter what, and my hair is so dark on such pale skin shaving does jackshit to make my skin look glassly smooth, hence laser is absolutely essential to me after the non consensual male puberty

>>427309
not as loving as u are though...

>>427313
do you mean you're scared the laser machine is gonna malfunction or somethiong or is it something else?

>>427315
I would totally mess with it if i worked there

I'd point it right at the door to prank customers when they walked in

I'd put on mirrored sunglasses n shine it at my eyes so it looked like I had laser vision

didn't u already buy a bunch of leather?

>>427319
Erm I see, ig we all think differently.... Tbh anon when I first learned about male puberty, the hair shit freaked me out, and ofc, I remember everyone around me insisted there was no way to prevent it and no alternative.

First time I saw a trans fem get laser I knew I wanted it, to finally be free of those body/facial hairs I was coerced to embody by society... But ig we all think different so *shrugs*... what do you mean you may suffer the ultimate twinkdeath and for like what reasons?? Do you feel ambivalent about transition or not able to or something?

>>427322
it wants u

cum in your fiber optic cables

>>427326
I see anon, it's too bad we can't use something like CRISPR or CAS-9 yet to change how our genetics respond to sex hormone exposure...

>>427326
We can change our sex hormone levels, but we currently can't change how our bodies respond to estrogen/testosterone exposure, if we could turn off/turn on certain genes related to those things, we would have a lot more freedom of form.

>>427330
#trvke (quoted post has no text)

>>427330
more like mice???? Do you mean more options for voluntary human test subjects???

if u were fighting in ukraine right now u wouldn't be worried about internet

mice are a lil different from ppl :<

>>427335
tbh if you could somehow create human bodies but without a brain and no nervous system you could do human experiments without the ethical issues, since there would be nobody experiencing the tests... either that or totally voluntary test subjects

>>427339
>s.
it's the internet talking to us directly!

>>427338
frfrfrfrfrfr

but u need nerves 4 heart n hormones n eep

and a lotta pain is at the base of the brain mbe????

I should really get into that chicken brain removal stuff maybe that's what's holding medicine back from really going for it

>>427347
is that the animal type of bear or fear of twinkdeath type of bear?

>>427347
it luvs u

>>427343
i think something like that

I wonder how hard it would be to seduce an adult brown bear

I believe it could be achieved with modern science

is that enough do you think? How convincing of a suit would you need?

>>427359
it's a lil otherworldly

>>427368
>368
cute girl~

We should all move to new mexico and become ultra-newmexico-regional-patriots

we should change our names to parts of newmexico

rank will be by time spent in new mexico

we will ONLY consume food and water from new mexico

>>427388
ig that makes my name Edgewood and my rank is 15 cause i moved to New Mexico at 2 and left jsut before turning 18, so I would start as Edgewood-15

>>427390
waow

oh shidd xD

I'm still a 0

I eagerly await the holy land

I don't see your name

I only obey real new mexico patriots

this will be our vehicle

o7 o7 o7

sounds like a not new mexico problem

Las vegas is also an option for a name

probably for a master of espianage against non new mexico patriots

o7

...I don't see patriot there....

do you LOVE new mexico????

I will eat nothing but the sacred and healing soil of new mexico for a month

The soil of new mexico tastes like brownies

the rain of new mexico is like soda

:O the promised one......

One day you will become her edgewood and we will transcend our earthly shackles for a pure new mexican state

>>427428
bazed

>>427428
new mexicophilia

alaska is PNW. alaska is rightful pacific northwest clay. Alaska will lead state defense in cascadia. ALASKA IS PNW alaska is fucking pacific northwest its the same trees and the same sky and the same sea everywhere and the same people just replace liberal with libertarian

new mexican website

alaska is rightful new mexican territory

ALASKA IS PNW CLAY

>>427439
o7

>>427437
you are WRONG alaska is PNW

PNW is mexico

New england is new mexico

The south is new mexico

the midwest is new mexico

>>427446
you want to sow seeds of division and hatred among brothers

mexico is new mexico

>>427448
o7 from your words to our hands exhaulted one

california is NOT pnw though.

>>427456
nope. totally different. it's all yellow there

pwn is dark turquoise and so it alaska simple as

#write what do ppl do for work in new mexico

in new mexico, ppl work in a mix of stuff like:

- **energy/oil/gas** (lots of drilling & renewable energy like solar/wind)
- **gov/military jobs** (air force bases, sandia/los alamos labs, national labs)
- **tourism/hospitality** (ski resorts in taos, santa fe art scene, hotels)
- **agriculture** (chile peppers, pecans, cattle ranching)
- **film production** (netflix, disney, and other studios film here bc tax breaks)
- **tech/manufacturing** (some small aerospace & defense companies)
- **healthcare/education** (univ of nm, presbyterian & lovelace hospitals)

not a ton of big corporate hq’s, so jobs lean gov, trades, or tourism. what do ppl do for work in new mexico

labs r cool that would be cool to work at los alimos

sleep well and dream of our return to the true land

ikr testing stuff and a whole fancy facility

do you have to limit your water consumption in the promised land?

do you SUPPORT new mexico????

ah that's smart

my life for new mexico everyone'd lives for new mexico

what new mexico culture should we learn to prepare for pilgrimage?

what did u win

uh

alright then

have fun with that anon

>>427492
would choose just that moment to cash in the oral sex coupon (while nona takes a photo)

it can be engraved on your tombstone

new mexican hero

waow so pretty

pretty large frame mbe

leaves

i like theb

have u done any more radio adventures are you gonna make your bf stand next to a fast food restaurant while you test your radio to test his love?