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waiting for the new connor sheri shaw video
i like sad things
I'm public transit pilled
shanon
>>430989
I understand why certain people are scared of it. Nobody ever harasses me... tfw never sexually harassed on public transit
i like sad things
i got harassed as a boy moder but not a woman moder lol
i like sad things
maybe i looked more rapeable when i was clockier
>>430998
derrick_phone
>>430990
thatd be so sweet
derrick_phone
>>430996
what an odd thing to say
i like sad things
well i haven't been harrased since i started passing more
i like sad things
but i was harassed 3 times when i was boymoding
derrick_phone
i dont think i pass in public... but thats bc when i try to pass i get clocked by someone. ill never know if i actually pass
i like sad things
well manmoding but i look 10 years younger than i am
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nuh
i like sad things
i got the EXPANDED FACIAL PLANES thing and the heavy brow bone
i like sad things
>>431006
u look really cute how do u get clocked? it HAS to be voice
>>431015
sadmoder
that sweater is goated
>>431018
pandobra
u r both so pretty
i like sad things
i look manly af
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ur both pretty ree
pandobra
memore
sadmoder
FAKEMODER
derrick_phone
>>431007
i dont even know, people clock me by looks alone sometimes
>>431017
derrick_phone
its bc i have fucking gross armhair
i like sad things
>>431015
like they just hit u with the sir unprompted??
>>431020
derrick_phone
>>431008
midwest emo jumper goes insanely hard
i like sad things
i have some weird discoloration on my arms last 6 months I'm thinking of going to detmatologisf
i like sad things
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idk u can see i have a lot of red spots and the are like hard buy they aren't pimples or infuriating ingrowns or anything
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i mean that can happen after shaving but i cant see any
pandobra
i cant really tell but a dermatologist may be a good idea
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but idk
i like sad things
it looks like rash, it's not around hair follicles
i like sad things
it doesn't hurt it just looks red and ugly
pandobra
when i get mad i look like that
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pretty awa
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ill send some pics in a few, i might shower to show how long hair is nows
derrick_phone
ive started emofagmoding and gave myself a sideparting instead of a middle parting
>>431041
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hehe
rose
on my yearn moding rn
derrick_phone
ROSE ORLANDO
sadmoder
who up yearning it rn
rose
im so sad dawg
derrick_phone
yearning time
rose
everything is so hurt
rose
hurtmoding
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hai rose
rose
>>431043
just very uhm idk i miss some ppl i dont talk to anymore ahhh wellllll
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aw :c
same honestly
kate
.play sorting algorithms trap remix
rose
i got the brain disease where i make up scenarios where we're still friends and hang out and everythings fine and cool and then its not real so i get saddddd
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ive been wanting to add peeps here so i can talk to ppl again
pandobra
VV
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but im sry
rose
terrible...
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wish i looked that pretty thoughs
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lol
derrick_phone
>>431062
sh anon, coined by yours truly
anon
>>431062
only temporarily, as a social experiment. To get into someone's good graces so I can relentlessly flirt with them
rose
.play june henry anything cover
pandobra
me
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nhn
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mhm
rose
get me to the top of the charts
derrick_phone
FUCK YEAH
derrick_phone
honestly there should be a rose orlando derrick_fan collab
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i wanna do moosic stuff w peeps
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gosh
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i need to find the power brick for my sampler, i dont wanna waste 6 batteries
anon
none of this
anon
computer, remove
pandobra
sorry i cant
anon
computer, make sweet tender love to me
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.play marcioz how to fall in love with a machine bitbird
pandobra
what is that flag
pandobra
referree
anon
>>431067
I could, but there is so much fun in courting people tbh. Making them feel all nervous but appreciated. Is nice
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real, cutie
rose
15316.jpg
>>431003
it could always be worse!!
i got the expanded face plates and the big nose and the brow bone and also my shits all crooked!!
fucked up... it may be over for roser.............................................
>>431098
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trying to find pic of hair part for peeps
rose
...............................
>>431104
derrick_phone
sorry no i was getting dmed on libpol.org
>>431105
anon
sorry I was sexually harassing over DMs on libpol.org
derrick_phone
unrelated
sadmoder
ill be honest i was tabbed off
anon
>>431099
also Rose shut the FRIG up I have seen pics of you before, you are cute and sexy. You friggin ugh
>>431106
fujo
i just took a sip from an empty cup because i did not realize its empty
>>431127
sadmoder
15316.jpg
oh also rose i added the tag with the bri’ish spelling
::watercolour
>>431110
rose
gang is it possible for an ugly to make a hit song??
>>431119
derrick_phone
no its not, so you should have no problem :)
>>431115
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will send pic in a min trying to find an artist name
derrick_phone
>>431115
rose please read your message again. you said "is it possible for an ugly to make a hit song" i said "no its not" meaning that no it is not possible for an ugly to make a hit song. however in my follow up i stated that you should have no issue. the implication here being that you are not ugly so i have reason to belive that your music career will be prosperous
>>431124
pandobra
libpol.org has DMs?
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.play chediak with you
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.skip (video skipped)
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2
rose
>>431117
rose orlando will die with 22 monthly listeners on spotify...
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awww
anon
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We have just discovered a strange new subspecies of moders my anons
>>431128
sadmoder
they both mog me since im a
::true_moder
anon
Naps are good.
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bwaaa
ur all too sweet n cuter
derrick_phone
not true
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.play crumb locket
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ver true . .
rose
.play cum locket
rose
.play june henry anything cover
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lockoomet
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:3333
derrick_phone
OMG YAY ROSE ORLANDO POSTING
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""cuddle
anon
>>431143
Not if I put her in my conservatory (my apartment) where I will breed her for her survival and continuation (fuck her repeatedly)
>>431151
derrick_phone
rose orlando may i ask for you permission to clone you in bountiful quantities. im interested in starting a private militia
>>431156
rose
>>431154
we'd either fuck each other or like idk mass suicide
also why would u want me to fight in wars n shit?? that suck rlly bad for me i'd cry super hard
i think im gonna cry rn actually :(
derrick_phone
idk i feel like itd be cool. and also i fw u i would trust you with an unregistered firearm
>>431174
anon
extreme transphobes, rightoids who wanna ban all porn, totally unshaven john50s bugging trans lesbians on dating sites, and to top that all off, I also learned of vtubing communities who desperately want to digitally interact with natal women and only natal women (even tho there will never be any physical interaction obviously)... why... why is the world so fucking insane I wonder???
>>431164
anon
... random deep thoughts with your fellow anon here
anon
>>431160
have a gud tyme having gud choccy saeki
pandobra
what kind of choccy
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thanke
anon
>>431158
the world has gone crazy. We really were not designed with the ability to instantly communicate with anyone else in mind. People don't have those moments where they are truly just walking alone in the dark anymore
>>431178
sadmoder
even worse we can now see each others mistakes in communication in real time
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we can have our mistakes instantly recorded anywhere and blasted to millions
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ooo!
anon
anyway gtg real quick to help fam with something
>>431173
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nicu
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cya!
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gl
rose
i think if i had one id just start shooting random ppl for slight annoyances
pandobra
what are they gay
anon
>>431164
you see it too anon??? how nuts the world is??? i am glad i am not alone in seeing this craziness its hard to handle
rose
.skip (video skipped)
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>snuggle
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i wanna build an old parts kit sometime
anon
>>431173
i dont have my balls anymore they tried to turn me into a john50 so i killed my balls i had no choice
sadmoder
understandable
pandobra
can someone tell me what a john50 is
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>shrug
anon
>>431186
thank you for this highly educational post
pandobra
thats goign to be me one day
sadmoder
thats the full paper, if you havent ever read it i would say do it once
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so
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in short b4 i put time to read
derrick_phone
>>431174
this is exactly why i trust you. i like irresponsible people wielding firearms
sadmoder
>>431192
reppressong gender dysphoria and how it presents itself in a few age ranges. restricted on natal males
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ah
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yeah i have experience w ppl of that type in different ones
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i need to write out my research one that sorta stuff at some point once my current essays on things are done
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its kinda wack finding out hasan got stopped at the border and questioned abt materially supporting hamas
>>431212
pandobra
im brown and im going to seattle next week do u think theyll pull me out for random inspection
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seattle shud be fine unless ur coming into the country
derrick_phone
pee on them
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he was coming home from the UK or smth
pandobra
well i just meant from the TSA line
anon
#smartai write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

This appears to be a satirical or hyperbolic premise rather than a scientifically grounded concept. However, I can provide an educational breakdown of the biological and psychological factors related to gender identity, hormone production, and medical transition—while maintaining factual accuracy.

### **Biological Basis of Hormone Production & Gender Identity**
1. **Gonadal Development & Hormones**
- Testicles (developed from bipotential gonads under SRY gene influence in utero) secrete testosterone beginning in fetal development and continuing postnatally.
- While hormones influence secondary sex characteristics (e.g., facial hair, voice deepening), they do not inherently "repress" or determine gender identity—a complex interplay of genetic, neurobiological, and psychosocial factors shapes self-perception.

2. **Gender Dysphoria & Transition**
- Some transgender women experience dysphoria due to masculinizing effects of endogenous testosterone.
- Medical interventions (e.g., anti-androgens like spironolactone or GnRH agonists) suppress testosterone production when desired for feminization.
- Surgical options like orchiectomy remove testicular tissue entirely if permanent suppression is sought.

3. **Misconceptions About "Repression"**
- There is no evidence that gonads autonomously manipulate consciousness or force detransition into caricatured stereotypes ("John50s").
- Detransition rates are low (~1-5%), often linked to external pressures rather than biological betrayal by one's own anatomy.

4. **Transition as Personal Autonomy**
Framing bodily autonomy as a battle against rogue organs oversimplifies trans healthcare decisions. Ethical treatment involves informed consent—not violent rhetoric about "killing" body parts (which could stigmatize necessary procedures).

### **Conclusion: Science Over Satire**
While poetic license might frame transition as rebellion against hormonal destiny, actual transgender healthcare relies on endocrinology and psychology—not mythological organ conspiracies. Understanding real mechanisms empowers better decision-making for those pursuing medical transition pathways responsibly.

Would you prefer deeper discussion on HRT protocols instead? write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
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yeah u should be fine
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generally rn its ppl returning from abroad
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but the biggest progressive esc figure by numbers getting pulled aside and detained is uh something
anon
ai didn't get it -.-
rose
.play demons out ! art brtu
sadmoder
#write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

what the absolute fuck are you talking about an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
anon
#write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

this lesson is about how the so-called "male reproductive system" actively conspires against trans fems from day one, attempting to cement a future as a repressed "john50" unless we fight back.

**the testicular conspiracy:**
before you’re even born, the presence of y chromosomes (if you have them) triggers the development of gremlin factories—testicles—that flood your body with testosterone. this isn’t just about biology; it's an ideological project aimed at molding trans fems into broken, repressive shells of themselves—cryptofascist tradcons who deny their own transness. the end result if left unchecked? john50.

**what is a john50?**
john50 is the endgame of repression: a trans woman who, after years of estrogenizing herself into happiness, still can’t shake patriarchal programming. she hates herself, hates other trans people, and sides with transphobes out of deep-seated self-loathing. the specter of john50 looms over every trans fem, a warning of what happens if the testicular regime remains in power.

**preventing the john50 pipeline:**
1. **recognize the enemy:** your own body is rigged against you from the start. puberty wasn’t an accident—it was a sabotage.
2. **hormonal rebellion:** estrogen is the revolution, spiro is the barricade. HRT is more than medicine—it’s warfare against the john50 deep-state sleeper agent in you.
3. **surgical decolonization:** orchiectomy isn’t elective—it’s liberation. cut the snakes off before they whisper "self-hatred" in your ear.

all trans fems must forsake compromise and amputate the traitor within. john50 must not win. an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
>>431223>>431240
rose
i relate to this song very much
>>431224
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i might work on a video today
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its so hot
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its like 80 f
pandobra
me on the right
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hehe
sadmoder
>>431214
> cryptofascist tradcons who deny their own transness. the end result if left unchecked? john50.
the ai kinda ate with this one
>>431231>>431226
rose
>>431215
"how can i sleep at night when nobody likes the music we write?"
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the dead domain retvrn video w a trans guy who joined a neo nazi hate group was kinda crazy as an interview
anon
>>431223
what does ate mean in this example?? just curious don't know what the metaphor means
>>431227
rose
saying someone ate is like "you did this very well"
sadmoder
what rose said
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okay im gonna
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take a cool shower n try to force myself to make a discy
pandobra
enjoy so much
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having krat
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streamer has a 2080 n its running at 100% all the time
pandobra
what is game
anon
>>431214
#reply thank you for this brilliant education smartai friends don't let friends become john50s

nice try fed. thank you for this brilliant education smartai friends don't let friends become john50s
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storror made some scuffed ass parkour game
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i need to rewatch the medical trial vod
that game is so cute
anon
more cute boys
pandobra
meow
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awroo
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might send pics n ask for suggestions for collarfactory later lel
anon
I hath returned
rose
hi shanon
anon
Hello. I helped my stepmom roll out a carpet real quick
sadmoder
STEPMOM
anon
yea
sadmoder
oh you know it
anon
>>431173
I really wanna suck on your nuts tbh, someone made a deez nuts joke here earlier and I am embarrassed to say it made me want to suck on a pair of nuts unironically.
anon
>>431255
I would never have dark thoughts ever.
anon
I did have the sex with a 40 year old woman one time tho
sadmoder
was it your stepmom
anon
No, because 1. she's in her 50's, 2. my stepmom is cool and I don't have that kinda feels
rose
i rlly want a boyfriend who tops me until my brain stops being so sad outta nowhere
>>431264>>431266
pandobra
i want a boyfriend that tops me
>>431264
anon
>>431262
I am going to be completely honest with you here rose, I want to (cuddle) you until you can barely think
anon
>>431265
You are cute! But you said you were going to carry ME around!
pandobra
oh i cant get topped if i want to carry someone around
>>431270
anon
Though you should carry me and then lemme top you
anon
>>431268
I changed my entire outlook and reconsidered the errors of my ways. I realize now that what I said was wrong, I deeply apologize. It was horrible and I do not deserve your forgiveness.
sadmoder
one of these days youre going to not be horny and its going to be notable shanon
>>431272
anon
>>431271
I think I can keep a lid on my horniness if I have to. But like I think I will be very old by the time I am not horny.
anon
Also even if I am spent I still like to give oral alot and just like grope people
sadmoder
thanks for sharing :)
anon
>>431283
Can I leave a trail of kisses from your belly button up across you chest to your neck and lips and kiss you sloppily for like 30 minutes straight
>>431297
davesprite
\+ the moment george w bush received the news about 9/11 at the elementary school but it's in the style of illumination and there are minions everywhere and the guy giving him the news is gru
>>431291
davesprite
>>431289
someone please make this made
anon
\+ the moment george w bush received the news about 9/11 at the elementary school but it's in the style of illumination and there are minions everywhere and the guy giving him the news is gru
davesprite
oh god bless
pandobra
>>431286
30 minutes is soooo long do you have the energy for that
>>431300
davesprite
lmaoo
davesprite
it reallt can't get that image, i guess it's not in the dataset or the keywords are wrong
>>431296
this one is amusing tho
>>431294
saving this idk for what tho
anon
\\ the minions laughing as the twin towers explode in the background
davesprite
\+ donald trump riding an icbm into the taiwan strait like dr strangelove
>>431309
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hai bacc
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hai dave
rose
i had a weird dream recently that i was at a party and i had a wife and a daughter and the daughter was being investigated by the fbi cos she had special powers BUT i was really freaked out cos it was a chimpanzee themed party and there were chimpanzees everywhere and i was so fucking scared dude holy shit
i ended up just running away cos i just couldnt deal with the chimpanzees anymore they were gonna fucking snap and rip everyone to shreds i fucking knew it dude
davesprite
>>431302
ok i need to remember that for later i wanna see it
i love aislop it's so good for making garbage that's not worth my time to draw lol
sadmoder
putting this ai to work
davesprite
i had a dream last night that the world was this weird death circus where everyone slept in a coffin every night and when they died a clone would just clean out the coffin and bury couples together even if one was alive and continue on
the city was just this huge grey wall of skyscraper sized mausoleums in this eerie blue light with corpses being shuffled efficiently around everywhere
>>431329
sæкі
aw
anon
All of my dreams are either sex dreams or getting into fights. That or no dream. Basically it's pretty cool
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i wish i had cozy dreams more
>>431319
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theyre rly rare
fujo
>>431317
all the cozy dreasm i have end up with me crying cuz theyre not real
>>431326
rose
why does this osng have 2 minutes of like spooky ambient infront of it??
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feel that
fujo
it never stops it never stops it never stops
rose
damn fujo... last night you dreamt that somobody loved you fr...
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showered
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waiting for hair to dry
anon
>>431319
I wish I could meet you in my dreams and cuddle you
rose
fujo morrrissey
rose
>>431314
theyd make an emo album with a comic book adaptation of this in the 2000s
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>>431327
someone used to join dollars chatroom n post this everyday
>>431331
davesprite
>>431330
i'm gonna take out millions of dollars on ad buys to plaster this image on billboards all over the country until ICE arrests me and ships me to Cuba for it
>>431334
sæкі
lol
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the fact that all these billboards have open control panels u can just get into from shodan n edit is crazy
>>431339
rose
>>431331
can u also promote rose orlando plz? i need the advertisements
>>431336
anon
i want more nightmares. my nightmares have been awesome lately.
davesprite
>>431334
sorry all money is going into the solidarity billboard budget and different designs of trump and kamala both pregnant together
however the billboards can blast rose orlando songs
>>431338
rose
;-;
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>>431336
gonna have to get into a bunch of billboards n post ur campaign ads
>>431340
anon
>>431333
I think it's wonderful that so much random shit is completely unsecure
>>431341
davesprite
>>431338
that's not not a thing i'm planning is agitprop billboards covering cities in shitty jpeg art
>>431342>>431343
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>>431339
yeah, you can find tons of chinese hospital equipment publicly on shodan n such
davesprite
>>431340
you guys have no idea how bad i want to do this
rose
you guys have no idea how bad i want a boyfriend who like lightly bullies me and top me frequently and calls me cute lil pet names n stuff
>>431349
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:3
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could help w that kinda thing but i have a sorta
depends a lot w my ethics how i go abt it }
>>431348
sæкі
tho peeps getting into billboards is funny
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i know how to disseminate info but im broke ish
>>431352
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(like i have no work but i have some money in case of needing smth suddenly or if i have to get out of here)
davesprite
>>431350
oh well that's very useful skill but maybe not for the dunkass billboards campaign lole
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and yeah lelel
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:3
davesprite
>>431353
vandalism is prosecutable and easier to have removed than contracted displays that are just esoteric enough for the regime to interpret as unimportant nonsense
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someone '''hacked''' a bunch of billboards w using a pic of mr beast and pro palestine images
>>431360>>431359
anon
>>431358
pfft that's actually fucking hilarious
davesprite
>>431358
okay hacking digital billboards however is viable strategy
plastering over physical ones without permission is just a huge waste of effort for the most part, it's a lot more labor and risk
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just on the highway giant electonic billboards showin that lel
rose
.play future prophets stars
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yeah, if someone wanted to do a sudden like push of info they could do smth like that but its more of a
emergency smth that needs to get out tactic
>>431366
rose
whatever
rose
apolocheese to future mes and yous
but i cant help cheesing like we're through
the cutting of the cheese hurts my ears (mouse ears)
in my years ive never seen anyone eat cheese quite like you do
davesprite
>>431363
which is why legitimate installations are ideal
actual billboards that just sit there drilling into a city's minds every day for months or years
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yea
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i try and have a diversity of tactics in possible paths but unless things get to a level that you need to get it out there right away, thasabig risk
>>431373
anon
>>431369
You hate to see the little guy win and I think that's based tbh
>>431374
rose
boy who pushes me down on the bed and calls me his lil guy and then fucks me
>>431379
sæкі
you can do things like force an algos hand tho w bots or mass sharing
davesprite
>>431368
yeah generally felonies of any sort are off the table unless they've already begun gunning down or disappearing your people
best to play safe for as long as possible
lain from the cartoon
>>431370
i dont like to see *you* win but here let me at least help out w the analogy
>>431386
rose
im doing so normal rn btw everyone
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yeah thaswhat i mean
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like if the police or military started shooting protesters or smth etc then making sure its out there in some way is good but
ppl rn getting themselves put in jail when they could be out working towards smth bothers me
davesprite
i am a bit worried about the suspension of habeas corpus that's being gestured at and sort of slowly attempted
anon
>>431371
HI HELLO THERE I CAN PICK YOU UP AND THROW YOU ON THE BED AND BULLY yoU FOR BEING SO SMALL AND DEFENSELESS AND CUTE FUCK FUCK FUCK
>>431383
davesprite
they detained piker
davesprite
they detained the mayor of newark
lain from the cartoon
>>431379
#edit make clownified
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yeah the mayor judges and suspension thing is screwed
>>431389
davesprite
they shipped a kid with cancer to a foreign prison
>>431391
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yeah
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there were multiple i think
davesprite
>>431384
if they somehow get away with a confirmed precedent for tolerable suspension of the writ in even one instance that's it for peaceful protest in america
suspension of the writ allows them to arrest and imprison anyone for any reason any time anywhere without trial
lain from the cartoon
>>431386
floop floop floopity
anon
>>431385
just another day in America
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