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sadmoder
thats the full paper, if you havent ever read it i would say do it once
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so
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in short b4 i put time to read
derrick_phone
>>431174
this is exactly why i trust you. i like irresponsible people wielding firearms
sadmoder
>>431192
reppressong gender dysphoria and how it presents itself in a few age ranges. restricted on natal males
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ah
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yeah i have experience w ppl of that type in different ones
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i need to write out my research one that sorta stuff at some point once my current essays on things are done
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its kinda wack finding out hasan got stopped at the border and questioned abt materially supporting hamas
>>431212
pandobra
im brown and im going to seattle next week do u think theyll pull me out for random inspection
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seattle shud be fine unless ur coming into the country
derrick_phone
pee on them
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he was coming home from the UK or smth
pandobra
well i just meant from the TSA line
anon
#smartai write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

This appears to be a satirical or hyperbolic premise rather than a scientifically grounded concept. However, I can provide an educational breakdown of the biological and psychological factors related to gender identity, hormone production, and medical transition—while maintaining factual accuracy.

### **Biological Basis of Hormone Production & Gender Identity**
1. **Gonadal Development & Hormones**
- Testicles (developed from bipotential gonads under SRY gene influence in utero) secrete testosterone beginning in fetal development and continuing postnatally.
- While hormones influence secondary sex characteristics (e.g., facial hair, voice deepening), they do not inherently "repress" or determine gender identity—a complex interplay of genetic, neurobiological, and psychosocial factors shapes self-perception.

2. **Gender Dysphoria & Transition**
- Some transgender women experience dysphoria due to masculinizing effects of endogenous testosterone.
- Medical interventions (e.g., anti-androgens like spironolactone or GnRH agonists) suppress testosterone production when desired for feminization.
- Surgical options like orchiectomy remove testicular tissue entirely if permanent suppression is sought.

3. **Misconceptions About "Repression"**
- There is no evidence that gonads autonomously manipulate consciousness or force detransition into caricatured stereotypes ("John50s").
- Detransition rates are low (~1-5%), often linked to external pressures rather than biological betrayal by one's own anatomy.

4. **Transition as Personal Autonomy**
Framing bodily autonomy as a battle against rogue organs oversimplifies trans healthcare decisions. Ethical treatment involves informed consent—not violent rhetoric about "killing" body parts (which could stigmatize necessary procedures).

### **Conclusion: Science Over Satire**
While poetic license might frame transition as rebellion against hormonal destiny, actual transgender healthcare relies on endocrinology and psychology—not mythological organ conspiracies. Understanding real mechanisms empowers better decision-making for those pursuing medical transition pathways responsibly.

Would you prefer deeper discussion on HRT protocols instead? write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
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yeah u should be fine
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generally rn its ppl returning from abroad
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but the biggest progressive esc figure by numbers getting pulled aside and detained is uh something
anon
ai didn't get it -.-
rose
.play demons out ! art brtu
sadmoder
#write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

what the absolute fuck are you talking about an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
anon
#write an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s

this lesson is about how the so-called "male reproductive system" actively conspires against trans fems from day one, attempting to cement a future as a repressed "john50" unless we fight back.

**the testicular conspiracy:**
before you’re even born, the presence of y chromosomes (if you have them) triggers the development of gremlin factories—testicles—that flood your body with testosterone. this isn’t just about biology; it's an ideological project aimed at molding trans fems into broken, repressive shells of themselves—cryptofascist tradcons who deny their own transness. the end result if left unchecked? john50.

**what is a john50?**
john50 is the endgame of repression: a trans woman who, after years of estrogenizing herself into happiness, still can’t shake patriarchal programming. she hates herself, hates other trans people, and sides with transphobes out of deep-seated self-loathing. the specter of john50 looms over every trans fem, a warning of what happens if the testicular regime remains in power.

**preventing the john50 pipeline:**
1. **recognize the enemy:** your own body is rigged against you from the start. puberty wasn’t an accident—it was a sabotage.
2. **hormonal rebellion:** estrogen is the revolution, spiro is the barricade. HRT is more than medicine—it’s warfare against the john50 deep-state sleeper agent in you.
3. **surgical decolonization:** orchiectomy isn’t elective—it’s liberation. cut the snakes off before they whisper "self-hatred" in your ear.

all trans fems must forsake compromise and amputate the traitor within. john50 must not win. an educational lesson about how before we are even born our testicles plot to turn trans fems into john50s via repressing our transness and we must kill our testicles before they can turn us into john50s
>>431223>>431240
rose
i relate to this song very much
>>431224
sæкі
i might work on a video today
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its so hot
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its like 80 f
pandobra
me on the right
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hehe
sadmoder
>>431214
> cryptofascist tradcons who deny their own transness. the end result if left unchecked? john50.
the ai kinda ate with this one
>>431231>>431226
rose
>>431215
"how can i sleep at night when nobody likes the music we write?"
sæкі
the dead domain retvrn video w a trans guy who joined a neo nazi hate group was kinda crazy as an interview
anon
>>431223
what does ate mean in this example?? just curious don't know what the metaphor means
>>431227
rose
saying someone ate is like "you did this very well"
sadmoder
what rose said
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okay im gonna
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take a cool shower n try to force myself to make a discy
pandobra
enjoy so much
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having krat
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streamer has a 2080 n its running at 100% all the time
pandobra
what is game
anon
>>431214
#reply thank you for this brilliant education smartai friends don't let friends become john50s

nice try fed. thank you for this brilliant education smartai friends don't let friends become john50s
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storror made some scuffed ass parkour game
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i need to rewatch the medical trial vod
that game is so cute
anon
more cute boys
pandobra
meow
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awroo
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might send pics n ask for suggestions for collarfactory later lel
anon
I hath returned
rose
hi shanon
anon
Hello. I helped my stepmom roll out a carpet real quick
sadmoder
STEPMOM
anon
yea
sadmoder
oh you know it
anon
>>431173
I really wanna suck on your nuts tbh, someone made a deez nuts joke here earlier and I am embarrassed to say it made me want to suck on a pair of nuts unironically.
anon
>>431255
I would never have dark thoughts ever.
anon
I did have the sex with a 40 year old woman one time tho
sadmoder
was it your stepmom
anon
No, because 1. she's in her 50's, 2. my stepmom is cool and I don't have that kinda feels
rose
i rlly want a boyfriend who tops me until my brain stops being so sad outta nowhere
>>431266>>431264
pandobra
i want a boyfriend that tops me
>>431264
anon
>>431262
I am going to be completely honest with you here rose, I want to (cuddle) you until you can barely think
anon
>>431265
You are cute! But you said you were going to carry ME around!
pandobra
oh i cant get topped if i want to carry someone around
>>431270
anon
Though you should carry me and then lemme top you
anon
>>431268
I changed my entire outlook and reconsidered the errors of my ways. I realize now that what I said was wrong, I deeply apologize. It was horrible and I do not deserve your forgiveness.
sadmoder
one of these days youre going to not be horny and its going to be notable shanon
>>431272
anon
>>431271
I think I can keep a lid on my horniness if I have to. But like I think I will be very old by the time I am not horny.
anon
Also even if I am spent I still like to give oral alot and just like grope people
sadmoder
thanks for sharing :)
anon
>>431283
Can I leave a trail of kisses from your belly button up across you chest to your neck and lips and kiss you sloppily for like 30 minutes straight
>>431297
davesprite
\+ the moment george w bush received the news about 9/11 at the elementary school but it's in the style of illumination and there are minions everywhere and the guy giving him the news is gru
>>431291
davesprite
>>431289
someone please make this made
anon
\+ the moment george w bush received the news about 9/11 at the elementary school but it's in the style of illumination and there are minions everywhere and the guy giving him the news is gru
davesprite
oh god bless
pandobra
>>431286
30 minutes is soooo long do you have the energy for that
>>431300
davesprite
lmaoo
davesprite
it reallt can't get that image, i guess it's not in the dataset or the keywords are wrong
>>431296
this one is amusing tho
>>431294
saving this idk for what tho
anon
\\ the minions laughing as the twin towers explode in the background
davesprite
\+ donald trump riding an icbm into the taiwan strait like dr strangelove
>>431309
sæкі
hai bacc
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hai dave
rose
i had a weird dream recently that i was at a party and i had a wife and a daughter and the daughter was being investigated by the fbi cos she had special powers BUT i was really freaked out cos it was a chimpanzee themed party and there were chimpanzees everywhere and i was so fucking scared dude holy shit
i ended up just running away cos i just couldnt deal with the chimpanzees anymore they were gonna fucking snap and rip everyone to shreds i fucking knew it dude
>>431535
davesprite
>>431302
ok i need to remember that for later i wanna see it
i love aislop it's so good for making garbage that's not worth my time to draw lol
sadmoder
putting this ai to work
davesprite
i had a dream last night that the world was this weird death circus where everyone slept in a coffin every night and when they died a clone would just clean out the coffin and bury couples together even if one was alive and continue on
the city was just this huge grey wall of skyscraper sized mausoleums in this eerie blue light with corpses being shuffled efficiently around everywhere
>>431329
sæкі
aw
anon
All of my dreams are either sex dreams or getting into fights. That or no dream. Basically it's pretty cool
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i wish i had cozy dreams more
>>431319
sæкі
theyre rly rare
fujo
>>431317
all the cozy dreasm i have end up with me crying cuz theyre not real
>>431326
rose
why does this osng have 2 minutes of like spooky ambient infront of it??
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feel that
fujo
it never stops it never stops it never stops
rose
damn fujo... last night you dreamt that somobody loved you fr...
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showered
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waiting for hair to dry
anon
>>431319
I wish I could meet you in my dreams and cuddle you
rose
fujo morrrissey
rose
>>431314
theyd make an emo album with a comic book adaptation of this in the 2000s
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>>431327
someone used to join dollars chatroom n post this everyday
>>431331
davesprite
>>431330
i'm gonna take out millions of dollars on ad buys to plaster this image on billboards all over the country until ICE arrests me and ships me to Cuba for it
>>431334
sæкі
lol
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the fact that all these billboards have open control panels u can just get into from shodan n edit is crazy
>>431339
rose
>>431331
can u also promote rose orlando plz? i need the advertisements
>>431336
anon
i want more nightmares. my nightmares have been awesome lately.
davesprite
>>431334
sorry all money is going into the solidarity billboard budget and different designs of trump and kamala both pregnant together
however the billboards can blast rose orlando songs
>>431338
rose
;-;
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>>431336
gonna have to get into a bunch of billboards n post ur campaign ads
>>431340
anon
>>431333
I think it's wonderful that so much random shit is completely unsecure
>>431341
davesprite
>>431338
that's not not a thing i'm planning is agitprop billboards covering cities in shitty jpeg art
>>431342>>431343
sæкі
>>431339
yeah, you can find tons of chinese hospital equipment publicly on shodan n such
davesprite
>>431340
you guys have no idea how bad i want to do this
rose
you guys have no idea how bad i want a boyfriend who like lightly bullies me and top me frequently and calls me cute lil pet names n stuff
>>431349
sæкі
:3
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could help w that kinda thing but i have a sorta
depends a lot w my ethics how i go abt it }
>>431348
sæкі
tho peeps getting into billboards is funny
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i know how to disseminate info but im broke ish
>>431352
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(like i have no work but i have some money in case of needing smth suddenly or if i have to get out of here)
davesprite
>>431350
oh well that's very useful skill but maybe not for the dunkass billboards campaign lole
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and yeah lelel
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:3
davesprite
>>431353
vandalism is prosecutable and easier to have removed than contracted displays that are just esoteric enough for the regime to interpret as unimportant nonsense
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someone '''hacked''' a bunch of billboards w using a pic of mr beast and pro palestine images
>>431359>>431360
anon
>>431358
pfft that's actually fucking hilarious
davesprite
>>431358
okay hacking digital billboards however is viable strategy
plastering over physical ones without permission is just a huge waste of effort for the most part, it's a lot more labor and risk
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just on the highway giant electonic billboards showin that lel
rose
.play future prophets stars
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yeah, if someone wanted to do a sudden like push of info they could do smth like that but its more of a
emergency smth that needs to get out tactic
>>431366
rose
whatever
rose
apolocheese to future mes and yous
but i cant help cheesing like we're through
the cutting of the cheese hurts my ears (mouse ears)
in my years ive never seen anyone eat cheese quite like you do
davesprite
>>431363
which is why legitimate installations are ideal
actual billboards that just sit there drilling into a city's minds every day for months or years
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yea
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i try and have a diversity of tactics in possible paths but unless things get to a level that you need to get it out there right away, thasabig risk
>>431373
anon
>>431369
You hate to see the little guy win and I think that's based tbh
>>431374
rose
boy who pushes me down on the bed and calls me his lil guy and then fucks me
>>431379
sæкі
you can do things like force an algos hand tho w bots or mass sharing
davesprite
>>431368
yeah generally felonies of any sort are off the table unless they've already begun gunning down or disappearing your people
best to play safe for as long as possible
lain from the cartoon
>>431370
i dont like to see *you* win but here let me at least help out w the analogy
>>431386
rose
im doing so normal rn btw everyone
sæкі
yeah thaswhat i mean
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like if the police or military started shooting protesters or smth etc then making sure its out there in some way is good but
ppl rn getting themselves put in jail when they could be out working towards smth bothers me
>>431547
davesprite
i am a bit worried about the suspension of habeas corpus that's being gestured at and sort of slowly attempted
anon
>>431371
HI HELLO THERE I CAN PICK YOU UP AND THROW YOU ON THE BED AND BULLY yoU FOR BEING SO SMALL AND DEFENSELESS AND CUTE FUCK FUCK FUCK
>>431383
davesprite
they detained piker
davesprite
they detained the mayor of newark
lain from the cartoon
>>431379
#edit make clownified
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yeah the mayor judges and suspension thing is screwed
>>431389
davesprite
they shipped a kid with cancer to a foreign prison
>>431391
sæкі
yeah
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there were multiple i think
davesprite
>>431384
if they somehow get away with a confirmed precedent for tolerable suspension of the writ in even one instance that's it for peaceful protest in america
suspension of the writ allows them to arrest and imprison anyone for any reason any time anywhere without trial
anon
>>431385
just another day in America
rose
IN THE MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP ARE YOU MINE?
TAKE THE TRASH OUT LIKE A BAD DREAM ARE YOU GONE?
sæкі
idk if u were there when i said or saw but hasan got detained and questioned asking if he materially supported hama
>>431399>>431402
sæкі
hamas*
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and yeah im srsly worries abt stuff rn in terms of should probably get into a safe place to lay low while i work on this stuff once things ramp up guh
>>431402
pandobra
i wanna go home
anon
Okay, so if America turns into a fascist dictatorship outright, what should we do?
davesprite
>>431393
ya saw this it's a bad sign
the mine is overflowing with canaries in decay
>>431397
yeah i've been thinking about going to ground and preparing to move around untraceably or leave the country if it gets real bad
>>431409>>431410
sæкі
>>431402
yea i have to setup comms to reach peeps n try and find a pathway so that if i need to i can also help others work towards it
sæкі
>>431402
kinda been learning a bit from how commander x of all people fled the US secretly for canada then snuck back in to go to mexico
>>431560
anon
>>431406
don't even like hasan, but you know what fuck it that shit is insane and it shouldn't even be a question he has every right to say the retarded shit he does
lain from the cartoon
oh no
fujo
oh no what did i do......
pandobra
what the hell
anon
AHHHHHHHH
lain from the cartoon
what happened
sæкі
he would camp and take greyhounds to get across middle of nowhere borders while he was wanted for hacking in protest of cali homeless blanket bans
>>431566
anon
certainly is chaotic here
anon
QUIT BOUNCING THAT PIC YOU FUCKERS
sadmoder
yall bouncin on it frfr
anon
becase I wanna bounce it
tinnie-0-patriot
aaaaaaaaaaathiswouldneverhappeninnewmexico
tinnie-0-patriot
also_my_space_bar_is_broken_chat
pandobra
why does it look like that
anon
this image is just fucked up
anon
what did y'alll do to it to make it like dis
rose
wtf happened
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-v-
fujo
heheheh
rose
anyways while all of this shit is happening, i really want a cute boy who tops me and wants me rlly bad
>>431445
pandobra
my theme is all m essed up
sæкі
hai again rose
anon
restart tab maybe
fujo
#cleartheme
pandobra
okay it worked
sæкі
but gurl mostly
anon
#fish (only staff can use this command on this board)
rose
idk a girl would be ok too
fujo
the golden days of fish are over :((
rose
ideally theyd be a girlboy
>>431452
anon
i am a girlfag
anon
>>431450
uh hi I am just a boy but you can help me embrace my feminine side while I relentlessly bully you and have (cuddle) with you
anon## global mod
#fish 🐟
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hi mod
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guh
fujo
:3
pandobra
that fish is messing me up
anon
#cat (only staff can use this command on this board)
anon## global mod
What made the board white and moving around?
>>431468
pandobra
#bounce
anon
This pic
anon
when you do a command against it, it hits the whole page
>>431470
kate
:v
anon
wuh
pandobra
im tired of bouncing on it
>>431475
anon## global mod
I guess it happens with any post...
sæкі
oh ye
sæкі
i might try n make some themes for here btw
>>431484
anon
anon(You)
[Twink]
now
431481
anon## global mod
>>431480
That would be really cool, please share them if you do
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yis
was gonna make some ones for stylus n peep suggested sharing here in case ppl wanted them cus theres only two or whatevs, so can
pandobra
can you make one that smokes a ton of weed and gets super high
>>431488
sæкі
i might make a danger/u/ one
i need to learn more abt how to do custom fonts in css beyond using tools like i do now
anon
>>431486
can you blow smoke into my mouth already plz plz plz I need it
>>431490
rose
why did i put famous prohpets stars on dude
pandobra
>>431488
yeah but only if i can blow enough to make you way too high so it feels like i made your brain go empty
>>431494
sæкі
i force every site to use the va11halla font
>>431574
rose
im crying rn
anon
>>431490
I am about to get so fucking high and I am gonna be thinking about how cute you are and how much I wish you were there with me
>>431497
sæкі
aw
sæкі
oh ye i got the money added fr now
pandobra
i want to get high but im at my stupid job instead
>>431502
sæкі
i gotta see if i need to add someone i met to buy the crypto or just exchange on a few spots i found idk
anon
>>431500
Haha sucks to be employed! I am varnishing a boat right now for cash, but I am gonna work as a bouncer at a titty bar soon next week
>>431591
sæкі
, ;v
sæкі
i wish i could be w peeps n do work w them to get by together..
>>431510>>431513
pandobra
what the heck a bouncer thats cool
>>431506
rose
it might be over for me
sæкі
>>431510
yes and doing like freelance or contracts together again
anon
>>431504
I think it's reallly cool that you like interview hackers and stuff tbh I think that's awesome
sæкі
awe, yeah that reminds me i need to write the essay abt some of that
n abt the dollars members who were doing wacko stuff
anon
>>431510
we'll see. I might have to use my sweet ebin moves on someone.
sæкі
but i need to write n release the research, i put out the first one but working on a second rn . .
whaspeeps up to ?
anon
I am just relaxing right now, I worked hard and now I am trying to see if I can hookup with someone I've been textin' for a bit
>>431521>>431524
sadmoder
>>431519
rose you cant start doomin
sæкі
>>431518
hehe, i hope u can chill w pep or stuffs if u feel
sæкі
n working on the article for once i put up the mediawiki
rose
also my roots are coming back in uuugh
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aw
derrick_phone
where the fuck did my message go
anon
>>431524
hello, I think I sent you a DM when I got back. the DM system is weird here, so sometimes they got lost to the void
>>431532
sæкі
ooo
sæкі
yeah it is a bit
derrick_phone
>>431527
yeah highkey i cant see it send it again
anon
>>431531
Louisiana get the fuck down here, I will cook you up a cheesesteak, I got some weed, I'll give you so much fucking head
sæкі
i hide mine..
sæкі
try not to think abt it cus i get like that
rose
also i got that brow bone thing like its visible as fuck, what if i just like blasted my skull and started over from scratch?
sæкі
my hair is drying rn but ill try n send a pic w how long my hair is for peeps in a lil
sæкі
hmph... no huting selves
but i hope u can find a way to get how u feel most comfortable looking
kate
It's interesting how much of the rasperry gets everywhere
sæкі
hm i think someone from here followed my bsky but i cant rember if its someone from here or smol stream community
sæкі
ohhhh
tinnie-0-patriot
>>431543
I_will_NEVER_throw_a_chimp_party
sæкі
wait i think i mixed up misread ur name
kate
Like when ants just let the food get everywhere are they expecting to grab it later or do they just mangle the rasperry and get just a bit?
sæкі
cutie
sæкі
ill maybe take pics w animal ears later
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>>431560
hes a like 60-70 yo homeless guy who was in the 2000-2010s anonymous and would hack and help revolutionary movements but was also somewhat crazy in having thought he invented time travel
>>431568
kate
raspberry* but honestly it should be spelled rasperry
anon
>>431562
You are a true archivist and a credit to your community. I appreciate the work you do. Now can we kiss.
>>431569
anon
>>431563
Of course, we love when people come to New Orleans. Tourists are unironically loads of fun and basically underpin our entire economy. So like, please come, we don't want to have to just do oil and gas/shipping.
sæкі
he also was a hippie who got charged for selling like 70 tabs of acid at a grateful dead show in the 70s
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he was cool and became the first person ever to get asylum for a information activist/anonymous situation, he had undercover feds come to mexico n take him tho 3 yrs ago
anon
>>431564
I gotta fuck someone from every city so that I can collect all the infinity stones or something idk.
>>431575
sæкі
cuties
anon
im having evil sniffing thoughts
>>431585
anon
>>431581
it is vvery sad, but if you ever find yourself here! then we can bang tbh
anon
>>431575
depends on how you define a city, honestly. Like I think I could do it with everyone from a city of over like half a million
>>431589>>431592
derrick_phone
i love tomfoolery
derrick_phone
>>431586
UK has the best city classification...
derrick_phone
how to tell if a city is a city: is it on the list of cities? if yes, city. if no, not city
tinnie-0-patriot
>>431502
waow_do_you_need_a_resperator?_be_safe_:)
I_wan_cash_frfr
pandobra
>>431586
thats like 38 cities based on wikipedia stats
sadmoder
u got a loicense for that city?
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