when on mobile n about to eep am usually the same

while hugging shork

- v-

same⋯

;;

errr

great lakes area cri

ill meet u in the middle

:>

hehe

:3

i should play nonagon infinity

aw

<3

aw

i do . .

>>445698
#smooch
-3-

relistening to darknet diaries ep i listened to while i was nodding during tooth ache nakey on couch the other week

pat

idk a way to w/o macros

eep well cutes

im a lil buzzed, gonna write

i used beta, ill be working on a CSS theme for ppl thats light n a new color one 2

not fun

gonna have to have a lot done n high cost -.-

yes

is a mix of hereditary and being so depressed as a teen after becoming disabled that i gave up on caring for self at all cus i thought id die sigh

am doing better now relatively but now guh

i use dark modes but on this im typing on a crt that is semi dim so i use the beta theme

do what works for u peeps

aw

have u listened to king gizzard much if this is wh u queued straw ?
and patpat, lil precious thoughs pat

oop said pat three times guh

icic

awww

i have a lot of stuff from that sorta thing

mhm

i could probably trace back a lot in my case like that, i hope youve been able to make things work for self n proud to see u out doing stuff like youve been posting w struggles like that as well .3.

but awa
and err
ill queue for after but
had OCD and stuff socialized or passed down from my dad
n a lot of generational trauma esc stuff from my moms side due to all the stuff her n her mom went through n the circumstances her side came to the US
n yea. .

is tough w him cus i respect all he's done as a professional and how he worked w bands to help them grow as a small indie manager n booking concerts for 30+ yrs but
he's kind of the shitty that comes along w that
and being religious bwa

tho ive been trying to think abt how OCD was socialized or passed down like that recently

my mom is 9 yrs older than my dad
and my dad holds control of all the money n makes us figure out how we'll have enough to pay for groceries while he makes her buy like 2-3 or smth boxes of sugar free fancy like 8-10 $ boxes of ice cream bars while we eat the cheapest stuffs

yea . .
is tough n hope u have the freedom for urself in ways that help or can soons
but mhm, w him he sorta uses the idea that just because he deals w managing how we afford having a place to live & get insurance, that he can not have to rly help w the rest of the stuff
he doesnt go into stores or like go places other than work and regularly going to restaurants n stuff . .

is tough sometimes n i hope peeps have the ability to manage n have their own control, or soon can

lemme find a version that works
the king gizzard album is a concept album that can be played looping infinitely and it fades into itself

might be too much for some peeps i feel so isalr to skip for those who dont wan, and also once its a while in i dont mind skip

.play [YouTube]

these guys have put out like

i think its 25-30~ albums in less than ten years

i mean ppl who dont like prog rock lel

progressive rock

im gonna

; w;

this is a fan made version of the album w all the vids in it made to be like a movie .3.

king gizzard have done like 10 min songs i think, tho that as a genre is just jam rock or jam bands

i luv the video fx on dis one

they also have these crazy microtonal jazz rock like albums
they move between genres for each one, its kinda crazy

yea. .
i wish i had peeps i was so comfortable w as collaborative partners or peeps i was close to that i could have such motivation or ability to even make stuff to any level like even a % of how peeps like them do ~ u~

>ny l .. ? ;o
and mhmmm..

hehe cutie

yeah, i have to do a ctrl a and delete when i miss an alt tab and it puts in like i wanna reply to ppl

or whatever the key is . .
put the message above or whatevs' # into msg box

idk it happens to sometimes uhhh

tab key

.play [YouTube]

awe

i luv the specials n that album bwawa

makes me wanna queue streetlight manifesto

;w;

take care chu need to unwind or stuffs n get comfy again

went n got pizza from mod pizza place earlier after the stress of dentist

from what i could understand of lyrics in one of the recent albums of theirs i like, was a gud set of climate change music n songs abt stuffs

i luv the original flobots fight with tools album which is abt sort of protest n lyrics abt how the US n such have killed leaders of movements n countries n also talking about pissing on cop cars

but that sounds like a sorta sad lyric'

lyric song but probs is also some of what makes them most meaningful to peeps even on errr
sort of subtextual level, or im thinking of other word . .

ehehe aw

i also find flobots use of american flags interesting, it was an album/music vids from the 00s during the iraq war, n how they use it to symbolize the people against the actions being taken by the government
turning the sorta way its used to symbolize the people under the US as a government, idk, into a sign of protest when combined w the lyrics . .

i found out earlier in chat w mom in the car that my dad knows/has worked w for a long time one of the err idk if most famous or most relevant protest musicians from the UK aparently

apparently hecc

my dad doesnt mention who hes met knows or anything n never takes photos or anything so its like
ill learn random things like that guh

ouu, will check out in a while, hab it opened c:
think i know them from hearing abt them referenced in places bwa

the upfrontness or idk what word to use, but reminds me of some of the better corporate avenger songs n titles

tho w them having other songs like 'i dont fault the police' im like guh

heh

corporate avenger

i luv FBI file by them tho
'fbi's got a file on me'
'fbi's got a file on you, think they dont but they god damned do'

wrong pic but -w-

pat

cuties

take a lil if u need before eep n stuffs

hai aleixi agains bwawa

pat

>>445869
, ;3333

wan see peeps art or work they do bwa

lewd -v-

awroo

https://justfuckingusehtml.com/
if AVGN did webdev

lmao

just find dis or practicing html n stuffs ?

>>445887
saw a video reading it
[YouTube]

~ w~

aw oc

ic

>>445890
god i knew as soon as i saw that title itd be primeagen

ptretty peeps but yeah

<3

no horni in the church of glegle

hope things going okej mod ( :
realized there isnt even a full light theme so i think ima start that cus its simple

(i luv beta tho dont get me wrong bwawa)

mhm

the pain of when things uh
dealing w pron being allowed n people then pushing the boundaries past that gets to be pain at times n dont wanna see peeps have to moderate smth like that again lel
(even tho social media platforms make content mods go through so much shit, though thats an example of what can happen tbh; not to say that 'trolls' wouldnt send it cus the rules say x y z )

yawn

yeah

its smth that can be dealt w but a lot of small spaces or BBS type sites w/o proper rules turn into a cesspit cus of such stuffs

and baibai!!

cya take care n have nice meal :'>

i should go through like some of the IDE themes i have downloaded to find cool color palettes
thatd probs bring up some cool matching combos for testing stuffs

ye
ill make it run on stylus or smth to show people what it'd look like--
so can be up to you or everyone n admins etc whenevs x

(and will make a paste)

ehe

o7

luv u all peeps

hehe

meh

the asking grok for comment type shit has been both funny and a facepalm worthy development

theyre gonna be like based for a second then get mad again cus grok is still woke otherwise

as in it isnt gonna lie to suit their ideology as they have tried to make it

yes ik

i mentioned this earlier

whats his name

whos the jewish investor they blame everything on again

yeah

they ask grok if smth is george soros funded and then it continues to reply about how thats a false conspiracy theory
(not that he hasnt funded x y z but ofc he'

he's not funding some protest against trump by paying protesters to show up to town halls for ex)

:v

haii

c:

-w-

i wanna make game vids again eventually
got a video script im doing on other mediums w Durarara rn tho
outside of my typical essay stuffs

sigh

says u

i used to make vids sharing stuff n like recording/documenting old mc anarchy server bases id found n free stashes i found but
have done a lot of weird lil things over the yrs..
made music vids where i put sfx n light edits like sorta the way peeps do w breakcore n had a channel that had a vid get way too big from it but

vids rn ive made some scripts n planned out some vid essays bwa

aa
maybe able to link sum but the one that blew up was from my chan era and is of a song that attracted, sadly, a ton of awful ppl as like bwa

i was a like 25 sub channel n the song erm over the yrs its hit smth over 3 mil views, i dont check cus its like

ive shared a pic of one of the guys who commented a lot, lemme find it
i kept banning him but he'd come bacc on an alt

idk if u saw it before but it was the vaporwave neo nazi w a bunch of slurs and hatespeech in his channel bio
so strange

i think he got pissed i blocked his acc from commenting plus he kept getting banned off yt

but i had a lot of those types in the comments yea
was a uh

i didnt just do this song so yk im not that kinda person but was a pumped up kicks song mix w fx that made me hit the exact wrong king of ppl

like, i forget the song, but yk that one foster the ppl song that blew up on tiktok w neonazi retvrn types
it kinda went that route
i officially stopped checking the account and comments when i got a comment in russian saying the person was gonna do the action uh talked abt in the song

.play gnome hyperborea

(note, i made this vid at like 15)

holy shit

but yea be careful peeps
though im making more satisfying to me scripted vid essay type stuffs

trying to figure out how long i wanna do this one i wanna work on cus i can write it real long np but then would put myself in the deep end of recording n editing w it

yea, i have smaller ones i can do but they might just be err
might turn my essays im working on or gon release on my site n stuff into script format to make stuff i can practice editing again in
>me either dusting off my cracked vegas 15 copy or going into trying to further learn resolve

cozy times