they had a lot that was incredibly developed

for the time and the period of progression the societies near them were in, though they all functioned how many of them had for a looong time beyond some of the empires

>>448701
h-haii..

i took some klonopin n gonna try n get past my erm
been having heavy dread again abt checking dms in some weird part of self
but i like talking to peeps, i hate this mental block
bwa
looking through pics i hab tho n might send peeps stuff thats cool i find here or on disc wherever

try thinking about derrick, he is proud of you :3

awww hai derrick phan phone

:3

yes is me

and bwawa

<3

i just have like
have had cptsd for a long time n get really hesitant n nervous to talk to ppl even though i wanna aa

idk why sites like this or IRC or chat sites dont cause *as* much
dunno if any peeps hab experienced the dread of checking platforms much like that

hru n wassup ?

im goob

i am sad to see that u r feeling not so goob, #hug

>>448714
#hug

NO WAY ITS FAMED PRODUCER AND WORM ROSE ORLANDO

>>448723
i wouldnt have been able to see you rup

oh i realize what it is

i havent thought abt my OCD for a long while
its likely a compulsion
brought by wh i rambled abt

rip

>>448729
i only like ket legs, dont like kholing

but am oki, i appreciate ur thoughts n care
<3

had u kholed b4 ? :<

>>448732
anytime cutie pie <3

and were u on here when u were??/???

unless didnt meant that bwawa

>>448733
yeah i hate it too, not even k holed before but i got to a point where i had a but more than usual and it was awful

i feel the pain of it though as someone who took a giant amt of dxm the first time i tried it, smth that is different but has the same khole like dissociation into smth not comfy effect for most ppl

>>448741
i like the wobbly feeling it gives you but you really have to know your limits with k. were you with people you knew and trusted? and how much did you do because thats a big factor

had a experience i thought i was laying in pitch dark only lit by a red eclipse style sun overhead while laying face down in a lake and dying

mhm...

>>448744
K lines are deceptively effective i find. obviously not all drugs are for everyone. take a break from it for now but i personally really enjoy it when i do it within my limits so maybe dont push it off the table completely but do what you feels right

>>448739
guh yeah thats awful, im glad u had company if it didnt add a negative feel this time but glad ur recovering from the stress of it todays

and aww

thats good

is kind of what made me tempted to do dissocs (drugs like k) cus of the feeling u get when comfy cuddling or w someone but not in a khole like state yet idk

i love being just a bit ketty

its nice and funny

yeah like
i luv the light light dose feeling n would love to have ket therapy someday when its possible for me but

i also like touching my junk

and lel cutie

>>448755
we should snort pony powder together some time

but i like
i would take dxm n have my depression fade for days w low doses but then end up falling into doing too much n holing into bad headspace

so think id only do it w someone ik im only gonna do such w on occasion n who can keep cozy

aww heck :(

id come over and hug and kiss you if i could

:3

i love making my wormies happy and joyous

>>448765
cant afford that

>>448776
oh yeah the party in '06 right?

>>448779
they call me sonic, because im faster than sound, i keep on moving around

i wish i knew how to garden with all this salvia ive taken... if only there was a tutorial

i believe so? i dont remember there being a cactus but there might be

oh im talking about the guy gardening on salvia and he starts trowelling the cement

sorri

~w~

>>448782
ouuu

i mean

internet comment eric / daddy salvia i cant remember off top of my head has some lil vids on his old stuff of his garden of it n how hes done it

>>448789
just buy some, shrooms are great

he also has been on hamiltons pharmacopeia abt salvia which they show peeps growing n find the original tiny spot in mexicos mountains its native to

(n hamilton gets given a ceremony by a nice old lady in this tiny hard to access town in mexicos mountains after picking it himself)

but hm
i do wanna learn how to grow plant substances for the pure interesting side of the growing/+science part
n less abt the using

>>448776
haiiii

>>448766
hnnnnn

>\\\<
i wanted to take note down to find a nice, antique and life lasting razor like those
n if i do n teach n practice on self, would help cuties n thascute
never thought abt that before >>448766 for doing w someone, though sounds like a precious n vulnerable time thatd make peeps feel closer idk

caring for peeps like that is smth special a lot of the time, not to say exclusive but smth more connecting n intense
probably wud also [redacted] tho now that i think abt it bwa

mhm

had peep in polycule who would make me sit while making me let her do care for face instead of self -v-
more for control tho i think, wish was w peep mutually comfy n could care for a lil

is disarming n guard breaking if already comfortable but nervous in ways

>>448815
;; aha.... shy..

bwa..

>>448815
havent had described that way to self but kinda fits.. lil red

and aw bwaaa

hehe

id be too nervous to take off shirt or kill smth like that in public, first part even before realizing of being trans . .

>cri from shy of always being embarrassed n very shy abt chest ish general area n all..

aaa

got straw bury watermelon vape . .

is diff in terms of how it feels in throat n mouf, u can get n set up a vape mod to be whatever temp n high amts of vapor, the thickness, the amt of nic u like n the flavor

is also able to be done w/o having to go out n smoke with the sudden spike making it be smth that pulls u into smoking more n more regularly, even though vaping will have u doing so regularly if u do it such, it is less of a sudden rush of nic that causes like

changes how the feeling of it is n stuffs idk

like i feel comfy from vaping while cigs would be the sort to have me be entirely fuzzy n like

getting fuzzy vision n fuzzy brain

i wish i could gib rn

would lots as much as chu or cutie wanted
ur both real pretty n sweet boop

when i feel safe or able to be open abt it or stuffs
real affectionate n wanting to give support how am able

aw :\

hey u had a long night last night, isoki, even though sucks to still feel

hope u can even just rest self n vibe where is comfortable, not sleeping if u dont need but caring for self how helps

need to make foods to give me energy . .

>>448865
dis

u2 are both rly cool thoughs . .

sqwak

>>448871
i luv dis sm

the colors n graffiti n messy feel
even tho the supreme shirt is lil bwa to me ehe

appreciate u all peeps awa

gamer rainbowdash
https://www.deviantart.com/tweenstrip/art/Rainbow-dash-939600570

im gon try and release some king of writing on my spacehey soons or stuffs
am getting closer towards end of draft
i think im gonna link peeps i like/+trust enoughs here to a (envs) cryptpad code file w essay for thoughts n criticism or things like if they started reading, when did they stop or feel lack of interest 2 continue n stopped . .

also hehe

.play cats model trains cafe

am designing collar c:

Ooh you can tell how often the train has fell from the scratched paint

ehehe

>>448884
omg

aha . .
was asking if peeps knew any other nice options for making cute ones or places w cool ones but peeps dunno much abt i think
reminded of by cute fur art chu post, boop

My first throught would be to add charms and stuff to it

yee
trying to find a spot w a layer material+color that i can fit w wha i like n wear . .
ouuu

I have a kit for making kandi bracelets I haven't opened yet.

.play kandi bracelet tutorial

also hehe
reminds me of the erm

what the hecc were they called omg

i should get into n make cuties here, i used to make them, the mini rubber band wristband stuffs

.play sillybandz

nuuu not them but wass likeee

is that also the same brannndddd

>>448900
ah neat I remember doing one of those way back

mhmmm..
i had one i loved that was given to me by a girl in my err middle school? ish years who was near us n had given, mb traded idk.., a wide creeper design w all green n the block w the pixel art blocky face n stuffs
was sweet n liked it lots even tho ive never rly been the type to wear smth like that of mc or similar games idk .3.

it was probs a lot cus of a(s)dhd making me wan run across texture that calmed me n also acted as smth to twist a little to keep me focused . .

heh

and yea i heard abt the gen alpha reviving this stuffs, young gen z buying up mini dv and mini vhs or whatevs camcorders n all too n so on

who the hell throws away an unsnapped rubberband

also D:

yea

i think they banned them in our school

one school i was at anyway

With my previous phone the screen was glued on, so eventually it peeled off, so I used a rubberband to keep it on.

w the amount of chaotic i am, understandable
hope ur phone or whatchu use is getting by a lil better now thoughs

Yeah now that I have it set to turn off wifi when not using an app that uses wifi the battery lasts... fine enough, doesn't survive the whole day but I can go out with it.

aw yea :/
well err
if isnt like a new new era phone i have a bunch of extra stuff like that like phones n stuff if u or peeps ever needed one in case smth breaks or such
always trying to rehome what i know ill likely never use or is worth trying to resell for monies

i wanna find some other cool modular phone models that are out there, had/have a lg g3 i wanna find a phone w mods for camera stuff that are a lil better than

Oh I could probably use that rasppi I mentioned to make a phone with good battery.

lel awe
planning to use full size or like a pi zero etc or - ? hab a model b+ one sad
thoooough, i have saved searches n used hunts for cool singleboard computers n will share if i ever come across n can get a deal on moar than one for if ppl make smth n wanna have ways to be able to have similar thing as someone n share projects peeps make w them

It was whatever came with those Target Kano build a computer kits.

yee

i found a like 13 yo on yt who made maybe his first video of making a ras pi into a phone on his wrist with a browser and touch screen n stuff cus of the school locking down their windows student laptops heavily, n him being 13 n probs not gonna know all the windows vulns and all ehe

Whenever I look up tech stuff on youtube there's AI thumbnails, like it's better than all wojaks but god.

i could link
was reeecent, was funni

yeah

chu n peeps watch f4mi n all ? :>

if not :v ?

OH

>>448929
>f4mi
I don't remember but am subbed so probably

could i queue a vid by her abt the first gaming keyboard n the one i happened to use up until last month lel
i keep it above, behind, my main keyboard on desk still for reasons u'll see awa

sure :3

her vids are real good one sec

.search f4mi first gaming keyboard

1. 1.
   
   The FIRST Gaming Keyboard... in the world

   f4mi

   26:19
2. 2.
   
   Why Gamers Are Switching To This Gaming Keyboard

   pcchirothehero

   0:47
3. 3.
   
   Making music on a DS, playing it on a Floppy Disk boombox

   f4mi

   31:35
4. 4.
   
   When your mom says you already have a gaming keyboard

   Nyk

   0:16
5. 5.
   
   This Is Why You Need To Get A 60% Keyboard

   AriseProduct

   0:18

Ah I've seen this one [YouTube]

ahhh ye

1

-w- lel

basshunter dota ref real

federal esports league is an interesting concept n cool in current times if not for south korea being such a corp to cyberpunk dystopia

>looks at my trackball mouse with 3 bits where lint accumulates

hehe yeah i thought abt that right then

that was the other solution, my dad still uses a trackball after having started using one in that era for work n games

hehe
i have one of these still

I wonder if there's any lazer tracker mice with the thing at the same spot as the ball, surely that would work with a thumb too.

hmmm
like a lazer under the ball ?

Like those mice with the red light under

ye

i think it probs exists hmmm

i wanna get an old or cheap but newer used kensington someday w the pool ball sized trackball, that u can replace w a literal pool ball

Wonder if there's any electronics specific scrapyard type buisnesses near where I live, maybe I could build stuff if it's cheap.

ou, im sad i only found out abt re:PC after i left pac nw
but i need to reach out to the elec recycling centers local but sell on ebay mainly, u need to kinda be up front willing to buy a ton in a lot tho to get connection to do it though often times :<
but hmmm

free geek is a good option if near u

woof :>

cutee

you know they been eating snow

>nom

Ooh I want something with that

macro or screen ? :o

The macros

yee
idk how support is for the software on linux but ye is supported to be setup n completely usable in linux if can get it working w macros, havent tested it much w thats

i hab the one w backlit orange (amber) lcd that theyll show

oh I have a program called rofimoji that'll paste an emoji you select into wherever you have the cursor, I bet I could use whatever that uses to make macros

mhm
on windows i use wincompose plus the kaomoji menu bar built into OS n Lua for macros w the macro keys if i neeeed to

i use dis rss reader to see live updated n new posts/articles w/o opening stuffs n just looking at nicu amber lcd

i luv amber displays but lcd is eh though yk

.play dracula flow

and heh

mainly wan also show part in dis of the ehe custom apps

we hab some gaming switches in here

oh accidentally doublepaste
https://suberic.net/~dmm/projects/mystical/README.html

dis is cool :3

i like the concept

is creative thing for designing smth like it w a cool spin on stuffs n makes it like

easily shown in a pic id think

makes me think of some arch rices ive seen that use SAO ui esc prog launchers

i hab dis one

was 15 usd locally when i was like 15~ .3.

those keypads would be so cool to have to replace the g15 i hab n use as macropad n rss feed

hai rose~!

this is sick too

lol

:333

straw <3
ty i didnt know it also showed up 4 sniff

was here earlier maybe tabbed rn

hru ?

wha

didnt mean to act like u were. . .

awa sry am fuzzy headed n shy times

bwaaa

cheap, assumedly, old gud used speakers w a display u can show ur spopify and yt playing on

.skip (video skipped)

so real

.play im smoking on bhutanese shadow evil pack

>>449022
mood ;;

i wanna start getting into full gud food prep for self

n for peeps if i room w or move in w . .

aaaaa

hmph..

haii!!

bwaaa hihi hru . .

been up over a day . .

wan be cozy w peeps n keep/hab company moar ; _;

rest wellll <4

3

setting up speaker to have gud audio n lil bass cus dual monitors have no speakers n all

.play lil peep benz truck

got speaker setup ^w^ sounds better than my TV did

i need to find that amp for my infinity speakers tho

ugh

o.o

>>449070
if only that was the level he could really talk
and that he just started saying weird ass shit like that and

i feel like theres something there w zoomers voting for the vampire flow dressed up weed smoking grandpa more than the woman n chil predator grandpa

i should rewatch everybody's everything sometime, i torrented it semi recently

i had omelette

i had a long time where at my worst i related to younger peep a lot

the stuff he went through pre blowing up and into early on its
sigh

i wish he was
tho he mightve been tbh
most of the gei peeps in the harm reduction community i was in luv'd him sm

whagame is dat

awroo

i wish peep came out as trans lol

im too tired to make the mostly joke

though tbfh i think peep mightve been smth like queer stuffs but
passed away too young to rly find out more

learning his grandpa he was rly close to was a big socialist political figure n philosopher or smth like that in mexico or such was really cool and sweet

.play ren money game part 3

i remember being in the premiere for dis n his album
i talked to him a lil on discord when he had one before this song n the album became rly popular n lead to that not being viable to run i thinks
is artist who went through years of chronic health issues destroying his life n is still working through them, related a lot to it n was nice to see his other music abt that isolation . .
has lyme disease

:3333

i luv signalis fan arts n animations n stuffs
precious g/u/rls

.play [YouTube]