yis

i like the bottom left's sort of style of 3 sections n having it be all alone like a bug on the wall

mhm

errr

i can like

i may hab idea... hmmm

thinking thinking

hehe

pat

i realized n just testing out smth

wondering if cryptpad/+drive can host a good few pics embedded w/o issues or if i could let anon have a riseup pad that has all of them in one place w ability for comments on each just as a concept

can u remind me of the name of comic agains straws..

tysm..

ik hehe..

it made me uh

feel a lot of things as a heavily repressed teen or student

tho hourou musuko absolutely tore me apart in similar, the best, way

>>449336
i mean the manga if u do or donts

i think i liked it, the anime if i remember the opinion of was much worse in that regard but also expresses a lot the manga cant and vise versa

but the manga meant a lot to meh n i think its worth finishing to let self decide how u feel abt it .w.

and well

they uh

i mean isnt it like

they were having to appeal to an audience at a time in the 00s n were already risking or being yk at risk cus of how they went tho

i dont appreciate as much that they didnt go all the way but yk

like im nb and i feel that the way some are in the story, in terms of how we think abt terms *now* they could fit

i related to n connected w takasuki a lot lot as a young teen idk bwa

(tho am trans femme idk, their character n stuffs)

and yeah it was a sorta portrait of what it was like in that time n place, its smth a lot of peeps there have felt seen by and peeps over here too
though i cant fault the creator so much for not going into the nb/third gender esc thing that JP has
as i feel we mostly only have seen that in more mainstream ish things in the past decade

yeah

like i wish there was more of a message than a sort of character n experience sharing thing n the one in the relationships but
its still smth i appreciate but is up to chu though i do recommend finishing it

a looot of ugh discourse has occurred since it came out, if u dont wan finish i think i have a vid i recommend talking abt the series as a whole if interested in another trans peeps perspective

yh

i think thaswho i mean

im bad w names n yt channels cus ive had 1000< subbed channels at points

;<;

lemme go see if i can find the one i was ref

think i saw that one too n is part of the vids id hab rec'd on it buuut i was, i believe, referencing this peeps vid
and err

[YouTube]

brb baffroom

i think the one u mentioned was the main essay im thinking of in terms of struff tho

aw

i

i found the essay i was thinking of

<3

[YouTube]

dis one bwa

:3

i re opened to rewatch it in a bit maybe while i write my own essay

>>449385
aww

is smth emotional for meh but i do recommend w the way it
really connect w the peeps so young n trying to deal w finding themselves how they can n who they are, meeting other queer ppl over time n how things were for a good amt of peeps, there, at the time . .

but i read it in mid 2010s n was still smth heavily impactful

oh no

not at all i dont think

>->

its like

not even up there w bittersweet stuff to a high extent or such

yeah theres a lot of stuff like that n while that stuff can make u feel a rollercoaster, id say that trying a lil again someday when u feel maybe smth youd like, n if not then isoki too
but forming ur own thoughts on it yk
is good to know where a lot of progressive trans rep in jp had some pushes a good time bacc, with it being a further push than the inclusion of a character or stuffs in older series

and wh---

:O

did it go well?!?!?

im proud of u!!!!

well hey, u did it c: take some care n comfort for a lil best u can n hope youre having a nice time there even if nervous n coming down off the stress of it bwaa

aw

cutie

i like to show care for peeps in that way
but have a tough time doing public in person speeches or such ;;

i like to write or errr

cant word rn im wasting energy when i should cuddle cuties and write my piece

>>449422
well hey, im glad it did c: u have it in u, and hope u dont have to pull it out so suddenly for stuffs other times but im rly glad to hear
take the time u need free of stuffs w all the other things going on i think u mentioned yday or smth unless im mixing up peeps cus eepy

but is an update im glad to hear abt ;w;
n mhm proud of chu
also appreciate all of u peeps, loads

awwww

cuteeee

im a little buzzed

i wanna get a lil messed up

not badly just lil tipsy feeling

bwaaaa

so i have question

im trying to find a crack of need for speed most wanted 2012 n fitgirl hasnt worked at all, sad
does anyone know some gud sites that are safe in general other than p2p atm, like ik gog ones but nfs isnt on gog :/

i wanna play most wanted remake cus i got it from the library several times in my school yrs n would luv playing it when i could bwa

uhhh

no..?

-???

ohhhh

yeah idk

it likely is

are u being real?

o.o

if so ugh stay safe

yeah

been there n do what u need pls

stay in n listen for stuff if u can

maybe look up ur area in social media to see if local ppl are posting

yeah

thats what i hear usually here

just shots and then police at one point or another

thats tough tho to deal w outta nowhere n add to stuff to think abt bwa

my mom n i got sees candy for her bday n mine cus they didnt send it till now a long while later but
might hab some, or eat first a lil meal n then have one or two n brush teef

hey wassup

:O

awesome!

i found a video of me recording myself doing like

video journal/blog holding up a field recorder to mouf and

id luv to see or listen n comment if u feel open to share, whenevs < 3

can also see how it sounds w my studio monitors

:0

lel

awwwww

icic

i like listening to diff language music

one sec lemme plug in my iems :3

wan hear

awawa

isoki boop dw silly bwaa
i wanna and have been trying to get going n making stuff agains aa

its maybe been several yrs outside of DJ set stuff i did w the same gear i produced w but wanna try soon too
excited to hear urs n roses n other peeps stuffs whenevs shared

and awe
also post rock is nicu c:

is cozy intro reminding me again of some of bwa thing

(bwa as in nvm)

cute pic

also yeah try ozone

haiiii

omg i thought

the #say was in the song

i was like wh

lol

hehe

is comfy
reminds me of some of the bouncing vocal chops on sing by four tet if faster n not samples

but i like its so far n interested to see when chu/if chu record n feel open to sharing w ur voice or vocals x

hai mod

oh

u mean the neonazi linked worm

or rather alt posting nazi junk

sigh

if i ever hear someone seriously call nazis online w/o joke

silly lil guys or smth im gonna scream

also got to vocals n sort of
reminds me of spoken word stuffs i like from folk artists but w diff style of the music working with it awa

>>449569
yeah

im uh well
anarchist as in no kings no gods no masters as a rule so uh yk
not tryna criticize a single religion other than for their individual special issues

>>449578
i thought u @d the pic of me earlier n i was like ded

lel

yeah, lets just forget or rebrand the crusades while trying to fearmonger n spread violent hate of the religion from a place ur extremely racist towards guh

yeah

they can be used in the same way we had a convo abt liberatory struggles having nationalism be smth that pushed them to fight for freeing their people but
religion has the ability to be co-opted and especially when it comes to christian labelled religions

>>449593
is cutie being comforted into being their real color agains c:

and yeah i mean on like

a spectrum

and some have more resistance to it than others, along w

awwww

i loved listening n ty for sharing xoxo

ye u 2 c:

ima get to writing the thingy ive been

hehe

cute

ooo

i like doing writing n research akin to anthropology, cultural esc documenting n preserving scenes n subcultures n such

but is peeking out to u :>

>>449631
i find them all interesting to various extents .3.

am doing documenting of current groups n movements that deserve to be preserved n wont be otherwise, generally small queer groups who do serious aid for communities or bigger protest n activist movements n the ideas, 'customs' n culture etc of each group
n finding where it all is inspired from to the best of my ability n bwa

i like doing documentary esc stuff on peeps n stories that i think could have a big effect on ppl or are deserving n worthwhile to have the time put in to write abt, even if smol

rn though writing abt the induction of cybercriminal and extremist types into places like the RU state then the US and DOGE, and how people have taken action against it through uncovering n hacking n exposing such stuffs bwa

aw

i wan go bacc n see straw c:

was more my speed in terms of how peeps n the area is

nu like

the city is more my speed than where i am now and the type of person, rather than midwest peeps who i luv many many of who i care abt but generally dont connect w or fit the best w in comparison to more mountainous, queer cities ish stuff (or the rural area a bit outside of them)
grew up in new hampshire/MA n boston a lil while away area till i was 9

was a entire shift n loss of feeling i fit in the region when i came to midwest, tho think minnesota would be cozy for meh

awwwe

and err yeah its a mix

but yeah i said earlier how my mom nearly outed me as trans in front of the church employee/volunteer peeps today in our tiny unincorporated area

was there for community garage yard sale thing
was so scared shed say smth in an area where it is not the safest to say yk

i was open n out n wearing femme when was on HRT a long time but w the loss in stability n not having peeps to help partner w to be safe when going out, much more worrying

and will start w cuties

am the ansynd after all

always open to ancoms n lefties willing to carry their weight n not be authoritarian :'>

you participate in capitalism

ur not a capitalist

pat

a capitalist is one who uses the system in order to extract the labor from workers n those around them while profiting from it and so on
buuut there is yk

we are at the place that this system leads and it is only going to get worse if letting the system run wild -w- n we already have been said to be in a post capitalism rent seeking for everything system by a lot of the better econ theorists n such

sigh

keeps hairline

we lost a ton of money for my familys retirement n my health coverage when the tariffs hit

i asked my dad to please pull the money out and figure smth out in mid december

he did not listen to my attempt to talk abt it -w-

now he ofc is moving all his money to overseas stocks apparently n watching way too much finance/stock YT
its so much better than his time being at all on asmongold again tho kill me

>the [nick fuentes

] guy is rly doing well for himself blah blah he must be rly popular rn!
he ref'd him but just called him by hjis initials of nick

asmongold is a uh

streamer and shut in who is rich asf and a hoarder

hes moved further to being far right now

this but uglier

also he used a dead rat as an alarm clock