there is so many years of awful gross things he did but that one is the symbol

yes

he gets like

100k viewers at times

its sad.

hes an OG wow streamer

he became pro trump and was anti woke for like a couple yrs now

my dad started watching him on yt like 1,5 yrs ago painnn

>>449726
:o

thats kinda a fun music name for an artist song album or anything tbf

lmao yeah i wish u the best ;;;

im thankful mine isnt like that but

hes like a reactionary liberal

he watches TYT still

even tho he knows the issues ive said n how uh

they are abt ppl like me lol

yeah

its for the best

but watch out for ppl who talk abt him positively or reference him w/o yk

he like

he said in the past few months that quote
"im like 99% sure the holocaust happened"
(maybe a lil different but)

he also went down the palestinian hate path and got banned for a week over it
and yeah ;;

i watched him in 2018 or 19 ?

like cus i felt w his struggles hes had health n dealing w not being able to like

at my worst i related when i felt i was hopeless n unable to take care of self

a guy did analysis of his reddit and

i think it was 80+ % of posts were hating something

like close to 1/5 were hate towards trans/gay ppl i think

its so just
hes built the worst audience now n i hate that so many ppl had to be like dude i cant watch you anymore youre becoming.. this

mhm

he was like that but radicalized by having his chat be free to say practically anything

legit

he gets chat spam of "hitler w"

the amt its gone downhill is crazy

makes me sad n i feel for peeps who have family falling down their own or deeper spirals ;-;

yeah

oh god

ur dad?

or who wait

>>449774
ahhhh yeah...

i could tell many stories of ppl i was close to who did but thankfully my family kind of

they come from rough places of escaping persecution or violence and it instilled this sort of understanding in a lot of family members,

also

my cousin started going by masc name recently and asking my mom n her sister to call them that

think theyre working towards coming out bwa

>>449789
g u h

would do them w u

2 avoid the wackos n also cozy

aw

:<

hmmmm.

yeah

id erm

id recommend going ahead n taking it slow w that like

maybe a small hit or smth to be aware of yk

or having the understanding of how youll be

tripsitter for salvia is gud idea when possible

yeahj

i luv them but only wanna do when im w peep n can cuddle on them or be cozy like that

dissocs lead me to a dark place otherwise, but they improve my depression when am safe feeling n w peep i trust

is smth chu can do but recommend not rushing straiiiight into that yk

its roooough

i did the equiv of khole on dissoc my first time n i had like

a sort of ego death but not the kind other psychs usually give

n was thinking i was dead laying face down in a red lit lake

u make me wanna

lemme grab it for u hehe

i rewatched this recently
luuuuuv this show always and omfg internet comment eric (yk from his old channel being salvia only lel and doing tasks on salvia)
[YouTube]

what a collab

hamilton morris and eric

:0

ive not had shrooms either ;;;

ive done acid 2

been offered stims like meff but avoid the hard hard stuff...

yeah, i take kratom n my meds

mhm same

so um

i have been seeing a nurse practitioner or med specialist for my psych meds and now adhd etc meds but

she didnt know or think to find if i had

adhd

when id been in the medical system trying to see what my issue was for

5< yrs

and

she had lead me to get up to

2 mg of klonopin a day

smth that was in reality to cope w not knowing what the issue was n it being adhd

like ffs ugh

thasgud

i did all that when i was younger n learned the harm reduction side n interesting stuff abt a lot of pharmacology

n used that etc to be able to work towards a path where i take the meds ik i need n so on etc

yeah

same

hey am here if able to helps

tinnie helped me get crypto in exchange for cash recently n ordered hrt for me after being off cus of the family abuse esc stuffs
if able to help myselfs or stuff when in need cus of err

running out emergency, am around if can help work stuffs out for the time until ur able

awe

pat

wherever i tbh can find ik peeps n can be w someone i feel safe w and can room w ill probably go

that until i likely leave the US when the opportunity or opening appears (or i push n get to it)

i mean there are general more open groups like i have one locally at the less than city that wud be happy to hab peeps like ur position n all

its not just chu n online its very skewed

pat

am working on setting up a safe house for ppl to get to n for me to be able to have n hold down
long story of the plan n the group i started a long time ago for such stuffs but

working to creat those spaces

n mhm

am gon probs work on my work piece

wud if i had ability sigh

awwww

i need 2 eat more...

and w starting e ; ~;

aaa

sigh

it does

mhm

ima take anxiety med n some stims/+coffee to have energy to reach out to ppl finally w/o the OCD holding me back i hope..

wan curl up in ball n cry all the sudden bwa
take care of selves all too thoughs . .

compulsions still to isolate real bad i hate it, ugh . .
shy feels hrs
i hope ur cozy though urselves rn tonights bwa

hhh mhm..
need to reach out gib support then lel aha -w- but
would gib comfort n hope to kick the compulsion n reach n read n be there if need or wan talk through those times at all in a lil

hai fayeee, wedding going oki-?

aw

n sounds like a fun wedding, im glad ur getting to have a hopefully fun night n drinks awa..

so

im planning on buying stickers n art for laptop n phone n stuffs w all the new home lab gear i wan put some cute stuff on a bit of

would peeps be curious or have any ideas for cute stickers n stuff to get n put, or make to put, on stuffs

i dont mind
i like lo-fi

c:

>>450036
#tag (unknown booru upload error) smooched

>>450051
<3

so tired doing laundry

hiiii dakota < 3 hru

sleepy

mhmmmm

wassup - ?

not much just mid work week

thinking about eating some ramen but i'm kinda full from cookout

same but fried rice

wud make u n peeps food
n working on writing work piece mimimimi

drinking my seagram's to relax a lil

having kratom n coffee

alcy-?

bwa..

think i'm sick of cookout already i feel so damn bloated

;3;

like icould eat but the oil and gas make me feel like i wouldn't be able to

is seagrams an alcohol ?

its not super alcoholic just like 3.5%

ye wasnt aware off the top of my head . .

yeee

comfy

am gon take anxiety meds (for both their purpose and to get a lil mb tipsy feels cus i dont drink)

they just tasty and help me chill after a long day

gei gang <3

i'm a complete bottom lol

>>450088
mmmmh. . .

and im a switch when i feel comfy w someone
but generally ver sub

hrt broke my male parts

awww

mainly like to enjoy making peeps feel good
is idk
but need to actually try topping w someone i dont feel so ugh abt

for u i like being dominated

hai terry

chu have an oki day n up to much ⋯ ?

i tend to go puppy brain when i sub so uh yk

aw :c

and same