i don't think i've ever had an opioids

most i think i've ever had was an NSAID

aspirin

how tf did he get if it's schedule 1

[Wikipedia]

oh yeah EU gets a lot of weird drugs

video essays should be banned

forever

>>475179
#give

>>475179
#give

>>475182
gn

good twinkanon

me too soonish kinda

watf that's not me grr

better

aww that'ms more like it

cute

I watched another of those videos by that video essayist 'oy's curiocities' or smth

.play bonkumiru

uhh

ohhh tryin find it

[YouTube]

this one

I think a little bit he was wrong to say it's just mentally ill

they found a group who shared their experience and view and life

but it's also maladaptive perhaps... i mean idk if living with your friends and having hobbies is so bad

but the one maid did go to the police n ig in my mind i'm like ya know they didn't change the world to their vision

I see a lot of that in myself and my friends i like too, ig some groups i'm in are somewhat like that but also they're like me and actually engaging with the problems in a real way that 'ok just be an xyz and get back to work' doesn't

>>475241
living with your friends is bad

maybe it is

the conventional wisdom is everone should have their own home so they can't be abuse

idk

i don't trust situations where people can't comfortably leave, that's for sure

like what was his advice? 'just accept the state of the world and stop expressing yourself?' he actually wasn't so bad in what he said but ...

It's a really important topic to me but i don't really have answers

it reminds me of that movie 'i watched the tv glow'

like if they'd walked away from each other to be typica britons it would be like how he walked away from her and his soul died

and if they stay together... it is insane and perhaps suicidal that they spent all that time and energy without building up people to carry on their work nor really changing anything

>>475261
that movie felt so quixotic to me but it felt unintentionally so

does anyone here watch peep show

>>475266
god that movie was emotional for me

you should it's a really good one saeki

one of the nonnys here recomended it n showed me a free direct download site to see it on

>>475268
i might be abnormal in that it did not inspire much of anything in me

>>475276
<3

>>475274
maybe the fears it brings up aren't your fears

maybe that's a really really good thing

i haven't

I'd enjoy that saeki

heeyyyy u said u needed to be light ; )

gosh now I'm teary thinkin about i saw the tv glow n my own maladaptive n u being bullied n my friends who got bullied n all too

i'm glad ur here saeki

i'm not suicidal or anything but i don't really believe or imagine much of a path forward for me or anyone n it makes me upset

#ai what human height is so incredibly uncommon that if you saw someone online claim that height you would be suspicious they might be telling a tall tale?

anything over like 7'5" is where it gets super rare. the taller you go beyond that, the less likely it is to be legit. like, 8-footers? probably lying unless they're in the guinness book or something. also anything under like 4'5" for an adult is eyebrow-raising unless they got some known condition. people lie about height online all the time, but once you hit extreme ends it’s either a flex or a fairy tale. what human height is so incredibly uncommon that if you saw someone online claim that height you would be suspicious they might be telling a tall tale?

>>475301
>>475307
kitty is also glad ur with us saeki

n u 2 kitty <3

>>475310
#hug

>>475312
#hug

:3

do u wanna watch it tomorrow saeki?

whats ur schedule liek?

tbh mine is free i should repaste that laptop n message sum ppl but that can be whenever

>>475280
it felt like the generic postmodern fear of death + fear of aging. it may seem more meaningful if you have not reconciled with it before.

>>475322
true i was REALLY scared of death as a kid n i think i almost just got numb to it instead of overcoming it in some way

>>475251
>the conventional wisdom is everone should have their own home so they can't be abuse
fascinating point tho it seems like its very uncommon for trans fems to own homes and esp uncommon for autistic trans fems to own homes, I had to give up on inheriting a house cuz it would have involved waiting til i was 50 or 60 years old to start hrt and i knew i couldnt do that

>>475324
I'm glad you did

trans fems should have their own apartments at least i think

>>475326
I started hrt in my 20s at the cost of not inheriting a house and it was worth not transitioning way later at like 60 or something

that they are secure in

I had to well, live separately from my family to start estrogen basically that's how i wasnt able to inherit a house

>>475325
part of my daydreaming i do late at night when i stay up really late is i play music and dream of a world where i control countries and technology and such n i can't tell if it's good or bad or what

>>475327
yeah all trans fems should have their own apartments the second they turn 18 imo

>>475323
i think once i realized the universality of mortality i was less afraid

nuh uh it wouldn't e suffering

>>475334
I had a moment like that where i realized that I'm the same as everyone else and i just can only remember this body's life. but then i returned to feeling guilty i'm not actually living that, but being too scared to suffer in this life, and too ashamed i'm not really important, and too weak to act on my ideals

>>475333
everyone should own their own apartment regardless or be provided one by the state

>>475331
sounds very gr8 to me, i wanna hear more about this, i like to imagine similar things

>>475331
>>475342
possible chuunibyo trait ?

>>475334
I find it so damn weird how transphobes tell us not to take estrogen out of alleged medical risks, yet they ignore that prostate cancer is way more likely for cis men, and that high estrogen and low testosterone might increase average lifespan slightly if transphobia didnt exist

>>475346
sure yeah why not ;)

>>475347
is it... no it can't be... kitty?

>>475349
yes it is kitty and kitty is so touched you recognize her =^_^=

i used to pretend on the bus i could leave my body and run and jump alongside the bus the whole way, i think i've been fantasizing about having some great power for a while but i can't remember in specific.

>>475346
>chuunibyo
#ai tell me about chuunibyo

chuunibyo ("eighth-grade syndrome") is a term from japan describing people, usually teens, who act like they have hidden powers, dark pasts, or mysterious destinies. it’s often tied to anime tropes—think weird poses, dramatic monologues, or insisting they have a magical eye sealed away. sometimes it’s just dumb fun, other times it's a coping mechanism for social awkwardness or loneliness. anime like *chuunibyo demo koi ga shitai!* play it for comedy, but irl it’s harmless unless taken way too seriously. either way, it’s peak cringe nostalgia fuel for anyone who survived their weeb phase. tell me about chuunibyo

chuunibyo traits are gud

i dunno :<

part of it really is a shining part of the soul against the evils of this world

part of it is a sweet poison

>>475349
#ksay anon anon do you remember kitty???

#ksay i'm not that anon but i do remember kitty : )

=^_^=

=^_^=o7

well I'll put to watch that movie w u on my whiteboard but idk saeki don't stay up late or wait up or smth

probably we should schedule it or smth if we wanna

or maybe it's just something in the moment which doesn't work longer term

nini i luv you

>>475355
#refute

oh, someone’s feeling nostalgic for middle school cringe. let’s unpack this glorification of emotional immaturity.

1. **"it’s just harmless fun!"**
no, it’s not. chuunibyo behavior is literally social self-sabotage. you think yelling "dark flame dragon!" in public or wearing an eyepatch makes you deep? it makes people avoid you, not because you’re mysterious, but because nobody wants to be around a walking secondhand embarrassment factory. congrats, you’ve ostracized yourself for no payoff.

2. **"but it’s just expressing creativity!"**
if by "creativity" you mean "barely evolved beyond larping as your oc in homeroom," sure. actual creativity involves discipline, execution, and social awareness—three things chuunibyo types notoriously lack. no, scribbling an edgy backstory for your oc in math class doesn’t make you tolkien. it makes you an employee at hot topic’s problem.

3. **"grownups are just jealous of my imagination!"**
ah yes, jealousy. that’s why functional adults cringe at you—utter envy vibes. they totally wish they could regress into screaming about "hidden powers" while their peers land internships. must be crushing for them, knowing you’re out there roleplaying a shitty shonen protag when they’re stuck with things like "career prospects" or "dating people who bathe."

4. **"but anime characters are like this!"**
anime characters are written by hacks selling power fantasies to lonely teenagers. they don’t pay rent, they don’t have credit scores, and they don’t humiliate themselves in line at mcdonald’s. real life isn’t a trigger warning-laden light novel where everyone applauds your chuuni nonsense. you’re not a cursed protagonist. you’re annoying.

5. **"it’s my coping mechanism!"**
so is heroin. doesn’t make it *adaptive*. coping mechanisms that actively ruin your social capital aren’t "healthy escapism"—they’re neon signs screaming "i refuse to develop as a person." no therapist is out here recommending you cosplay as kuroko no basket but make it goth. if you’re over 17 and still doing this, seek replacement strategies. or a job.

tl;dr: chuunibyo is the human equivalent of a discord loli sticker spammer—embarrassing at best, career-limiting at worst. grow up.

( ･ω･)ﾉ goodbye

>>475374
#refute

oh, look at you, desperately clinging to your delusions of uniqueness like a toddler with a security blanket. let's dismantle this garbage.

1. **"it's social self-sabotage!"**
wrong. most people couldn't care less what weird shit you do as long as you’re not actively harming anyone. the only ones who "avoid" chuunibyo types are judgmental losers with the social depth of a puddle. you know what’s worse than being cringe? being boring. at least chuunibyo kids have fun instead of rotting in baseline conformity.

2. **"no payoff!"**
the payoff is *not* giving a fuck what people like you think. some of us outgrow the need for external validation by age 14. also, acting ridiculous builds confidence faster than wallowing in fear of mockery ever will. meanwhile, you’re over here policing strangers’ hobbies like a dime-store hall monitor. eat gravel.

3. **"but—"**
no. shut up. you’re just mad because deep down, you *wish* you had the spine to be this unserious in public. enjoy your sad little life of muted colors and personality-starvation while the rest of us lol our way through existence.

(hope this is sufficiently scathing)

>>475387
saeki feels the comforting call of eepyland the zzzzzz's adding up

>>475387
#bleet (link to bleet)

harvest moon? >>475495

>>475437
ai generated wojak

>>475490
i thought stardew valley was already yuri

read a transgender novel

why do you have the gay flag nama