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awe
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cuties, i hope isoki n not too much, the babysitting makes more sense now n would help if could
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i might see abt doing acid again sometime but yea id probs have to see cus not wan do alone n all
>>496124
anon
>>496103
Okay, well I will have to find the video, but I am also suspicious of the claim that evidence was being destroyed etc. etc.
>>496134
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i miss feeling that way so strongly n all, but love everyone (in a way dont wan dive into)
davesprite
>>496102
alao not trying to make an unfalsifiable claim don't pin fallacies on me
sometimes the answer is just that we don't know and only have a best guess
it seems likely it wasn't him
but the evidence gatherer weirdos found reason to believe it was not someone else so i will yk, bear that in mind as a consideration unless something firmer sets that down
>>496120>>496123
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also i dmed u the thing for when free x
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i gotta get on writing that one moar in a few, will live update that draft
anon
>>496119
I am saying it is unfalsifiable because there will always be a response to anything I bring up which essentially alludes to the situation being too complex or people involved being too powerful
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>>496124
was thinking abt thats but didnt wan assume chu took . . . .
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would thoughs
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sounds rly nicu
last times and only times ive done were w peeps that were either bad or being abusives
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snuggly cozy times
davesprite
>>496116
fair enough and in fact based
remain suspicious and judge for yourself
i would be more helpful and link you the footage but i am lazy with such things when on my phone lol
>>496136
davesprite
also i honestly don't know where it's still hosted
vimeo i guess
anon
>>496134
I am watching through the footage now on the internet archive but it's like an hour. Nothing with the sections involving the FBI raid seems unusual at all.
>>496137
davesprite
>>496136
i mean the presence of nypd, the lack of protective gear to prevent disturbing evidence on the scene, the way they cover up the windows and are boxing things up. it's a little odd
>>496138
anon
>>496137
Epstein was from New York and as I understand was being held on a charge involving the state of New York. I mean their presence and collaboration really doesn't strike me as strange. The lack of protective gear, what are they gathering forensic evidence like samples of semen? They are going through documentation, and yeah I would not want a random drone filming an investigation against a high profile person such that those involved could attempt to flee with new information. Like none of this strikes me as strange
>>496139
davesprite
>>496138
i mean you'd expect given epstein's network they should halt all activity on the island, treat indoor areas as crime scenes to avoid contaminating and find all prints and dna, etc
also i had forgotten this detail but the timing was relevant
it was partially that a lot of stuff went down on the island before they even showed up, weeks after the fact
the concrete stuff was before the cops and feds showed right
>>496140
anon
>>496139
I really don't think that standard practice in this case would be to search for prints and semen samples, I suspect they had likely also scoured for prints in relevant areas. And like I don't understand the timing point here
>>496141
davesprite
and there is no standard practice for this lol
we're dealing with a potential massive sex ring on a private island
whatever the hell procedure is, if i were the lead investigator i would want to know everyone who ever set foot on that island or as close as we could get to knowing
if a print is there it was a guest
if a hair is there it was a guest
unless they're surgically sterilizing the place there are things lingering from years past potentially that could get fucked up by a bunch of cops without protective gear barging around moving stuff
maybe it wasn't deliberate but it was careless
and it still doesn't explain why they covered the windows or why they showed up so late
>>496143>>496148
anon
>>496142
It seems like much of what Epstein did could be tracked with clear documentation and flight logs along with witness testimony etc. etc. Also I really don't know if it is normal for the FBI to be going into this in full gear instead of just y'know nitrile gloves or whatev. Like idk you are presenting something which really doesn't sound weird as "weird" because like you would have done this top to bottom search for every sample when the target in question is already essentially dead and buried with definitive evidence already gathered along with linking him to his co-conspirator
>>496146
anon
so uh, seen any good movies lately?
anon
#smartai how does it feel only needing a few months to a single year of facial electrolysis to have almost zero visible facial hair, yet knowing you have to walk around looking like a moustached man for up to two to three years, while you're saying other trans women who started out more hairy than you, getting full body laser and electrolysis at the same time, and completing their hair removal in only two years, while you have to wait much much longer to remove your androgenic hair even though you started out with less?

The emotional and psychological toll of enduring prolonged facial hair removal—especially when juxtaposed against others who seem to progress more efficiently—can be profoundly frustrating, dysphoria-inducing, and even demoralizing. Your experience underscores a harsh reality of transition-related hair removal: individual variation in follicle density, hair growth cycles, hormone responsiveness, and even the skill of electrologists can create vastly different timelines despite seemingly similar starting points.

Several factors contribute to this disparity:

1. **Growth Cycles & Synchronicity** – Hair grows in asynchronous cycles (anagen, catagen, telogen). If your follicles are stubbornly out-of-phase or deeply rooted (common with androgen-exposed terminal hairs), electrolysis requires repeated sessions spanning *multiple* growth cycles. Someone with denser but more synchronized growth might see faster clearance simply because their hairs are consistently "catchable" during treatment windows.

2. **Hormonal Influence** – Even on HRT, residual androgenic activity (e.g., adrenal DHEA-S or inefficient T suppression) can prolong regrowth between sessions. Others may metabolize anti-androgens more effectively or have inherently less resilient follicles post-hormone adjustment.

3. **Technique & Practitioner Skill** – Electrolysis efficacy hinges on precise insertion depth/angle and adequate current duration per follicle. Inexperienced technicians often miss bulbs or fail to thermocoagulate the germinal matrix sufficiently—leading to repeat visits for the same hairs while others advance rapidly under skilled hands.

4. **Pain Tolerance & Session Frequency** – Those tolerating longer/more frequent electrolysis sessions (or combining it aggressively with laser) accelerate clearance at the cost of higher discomfort/financial burden; pacing yourself due to pain/budget constraints unavoidably extends timelines.

5. **Follicle Trauma Response** – Paradoxically finer-haired individuals sometimes endure *longer* processes because vellus-like remnants evade detection until they miniaturize further after initial clearing phases—whereas coarser dark hairs succumb predictably to laser/electrolysis targeting melanin/bulkier roots first before addressing stragglers later via blend/galvanic methods if needed...

This inequity is understandably infuriating when framed comparatively ("they finished sooner despite worse baseline"). However objectively assessing one's own trajectory requires acknowledging that variables like immune-mediated healing rates post-zapping collagenesis around treated papillae also play roles beyond mere scheduling adherence alone which no amount social comparison necessarily resolves unfortunately given biological stochasticities involved here regardless fairness perceptions surrounding them...

Would strategic adjuncts like adding low-dose topical eflornithine hydrochloride cream between professional interventions help mitigate interim masculinization visibility concerns psychologically meanwhile? Or exploring temporary options such as threading/waxing non-treated zones solely during transitional periods where feasible without risking paradoxical hypertrichosis feedback loops from certain depilation modalities known trigger those reactions occasionally too depending upon personal thresholds thereof perhaps worth considering pragmatically speaking given circumstances described above… how does it feel only needing a few months to a single year of facial electrolysis to have almost zero visible facial hair, yet knowing you have to walk around looking like a moustached man for up to two to three years, while you're saying other trans women who started out more hairy than you, getting full body laser and electrolysis at the same time, and completing their hair removal in only two years, while you have to wait much much longer to remove your androgenic hair even though you started out with less?
davesprite
>>496143
your kind of thinking is the reason the panama papers shit happens is all i'm saying
scandals like this should be investigated down to root and stem
we don't, it's often not standard procedure and often brass pressures lax treatment of stuff beyond the norm
but that doesn't mean it's good detective work
>>496150
anon
did you guys know stephane meyer rewrote the entirety of twilight but gender swapped
anon
>>496142
>and it still doesn't explain why they covered the windows or why they showed up so late
Because they don't want a drone buzzing around the crime scene, so they blocked its view hoping it would piss off? Like what? The police would block me from walking into an area they are actively investigating and tell me to fuck off. And as for showing up late, like what do we mean by late.
>>496149
davesprite
>>496148
i mean they showed up many weeks after his death and in the interim construction workers were all over the island burying shit in a concrete lot for some reason
>>496153
anon
#smartai how does it feel to be an extremely poor moderately hairy trans fem, to see extremely hairy but extremely rich trans fems remove their androgenic hair in just a few years at an early age, while you much older and naturally less hairy have to wait much much much MUCH longer to get rid of your thinner body hair cause of extreme poverty for over a decade?

Your question touches on profound intersections of socioeconomic disparity, bodily autonomy, and the often-unfair realities of medical transition timelines. The emotional toll is undeniably multifaceted—a gnawing sense of injustice at watching others bypass obstacles that feel insurmountable to you, compounded by the cruel irony that even your ostensibly "lesser" hair burden persists due to systemic barriers.

Financially privileged trans femmes can expedite dysphoria-alleviating interventions (laser, electrolysis, HRT with optimized anti-androgens) while poverty extends your exposure to gendered discomfort indefinitely. This isn’t merely about hair; it’s about how capitalism stratifies access to *livability*. Your thinner hair becomes a perverse taunt—technically less severe yet agonizingly permanent without resources. Meanwhile, wealthier peers leverage early intervention to minimize androgenic traits before they solidify socially or psychologically.

The temporal dissonance cuts deeply: enduring a decade-plus delay not only prolongs dysphoria but also robs you of years where smoother skin could have altered social interactions/self-perception. There’s grief in recognizing that had funds been available sooner, your thinner hair might already be memory rather than a lingering battleground.

This is structural violence manifest—trans healthcare should not hinge on disposable income. Your rage/fatigue are valid; the system *is* rigged. Solidarity exists among those similarly stalled by poverty (see mutual aid networks), but acknowledgment doesn’t erase the visceral sting when privilege accelerates others past hurdles you still face daily. how does it feel to be an extremely poor moderately hairy trans fem, to see extremely hairy but extremely rich trans fems remove their androgenic hair in just a few years at an early age, while you much older and naturally less hairy have to wait much much much MUCH longer to get rid of your thinner body hair cause of extreme poverty for over a decade?
anon
>>496149
Is this according to the aforementioned drone footage
davesprite
>>496150
do you need to be a cop to criticize how the cops do their job, is that where you're taking this? cmon man
>>496156
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lol
anon
>>496154
No, but I also believe that if we are going to make assumptions about standard procedure, it would help to have experience in what that procedure actually is
>>496161
anon
ur a cop
anon
im a detective.
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glowing posts even from someone who does investigative work myself
davesprite
>>496156
SHUT UP ABOUT STANDARD PROCEDURE OH MY LORD
i am talking about what is most thorough
not what's protocol
i don't give a fuck about the cops and their protocols
i already said it could well be incompetence
but there are potential crimes that they at best failed to investigate that's my view
>>496162
anon
>>496161
Okay, but I am going to go out on a limb here, the agencies involved do not operate with unlimited resources, there are likely legal impediments to certain kinds of investigations, and they already had epstein dead to rights. We are talking "what's most thorough" on a case where they already had what they needed for conviction as well as bringing him against other co-conspirators
>>496163
davesprite
>>496162
you're right we shouldn't bother devoting the absolute maximum possible available resources and efficiency in time to this random dumb nothing case involving
uh
HALF OUR BUSINESS AND POLITICAL ELITE BEING RAPISTS MAYBE
just some silly petty crime
whatever send out some officers in a month or so when we get around to it, eh
>>496170>>496171
anon
well i mean to be clear dna is not magic, if you just find a hair randomly it means nothing unless you have a suspect to test it against
>>496169
anon## global mod
#fish ˚⋅ 🐟 ₊ ‧
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haiiii modworm
anon
#smartai how much worse does it make capitalism for an severely autistic trans fem when they're born into an insanely transphobic family???

The intersectionality of severe autism, transgender identity (specifically transfeminine), and familial transphobia within a capitalist framework creates a profoundly oppressive matrix that exacerbates systemic marginalization. Capitalism—defined by private ownership, profit maximization, and competitive individualism—often fails to accommodate neurodivergent or gender-nonconforming individuals due to its reliance on normative social and economic participation. When compounded by familial rejection, the material and psychological precarity intensifies significantly.

### **1. Economic Marginalization Under Capitalism**
Capitalist labor markets prioritize productivity metrics that frequently disadvantage autistic individuals due to sensory sensitivities, executive dysfunction, or communication differences. For transfem people, workplace discrimination (e.g., hiring biases, wage gaps) further restricts economic mobility. Without family support—or worse, with active hostility—access to financial stability diminishes drastically:
- Higher risk of unemployment/homelessness (studies show ~30% of trans youth experience homelessness).
- Reduced access to transition-related healthcare (HRT/surgeries are often prohibitively expensive without insurance/family aid).
- Greater dependence on exploitative gig economies or informal labor sectors where protections are minimal.

### **2. Psychological & Social Consequences**
Familial transphobia induces chronic minority stress: internalized shame + external invalidation increase risks for depression/PTSD (~40%+ lifetime suicide attempt rates among unsupported trans populations). Autistic hyperfocus/routine-dependence magnifies distress when forced into masking/closeting behaviors in hostile households.

### **3. Structural Violence Feedback Loops**
Capitalism commodifies care; therapy/medical transition become paywalled privileges rather than rights. Lacking family as a safety net forces reliance on underfunded NGOs or state systems rife with bureaucratic barriers (*especially* for multiply marginalized autistics navigating inflexible institutions).

In essence: capitalism’s valorization of "self-sufficiency" is catastrophically misaligned with realities faced by disabled/trans folks abandoned by their primary support networks—rendering survival contingent upon luck/grit amidst intersecting oppressions rather than equitable societal design.

Would you like citations from critical disability theory / political economy literature? I can provide specific academic references if helpful in contextualizing these dynamics further. how much worse does it make capitalism for an severely autistic trans fem when they're born into an insanely transphobic family???
davesprite
>>496164
well yeah but if they got hair samples from everyone remotely connected to epstein they could make a cross reference database and compare to dna samples they could have potentially acquired on the island
i mean, we know there are perps roaming free
they didn't ever arrest a bunch of people over this and he did have guests
bobby kotik is the most likely yeah
and if he is, many others are probably out there
>>496173
anon
>>496163
Or perhaps in the course of the investigation, when dealing with the documentation and witness testimony, they had figured out who was actually a conspirator in the matter that they could nail on. And that we are just chomping at the bit for this to be something which "blows the deep state wide open". I go back to an older point, we have an admin that has every reason to release their own redacted report to attack anybody they want on the matter if they just had something, anything. Yet they are floundering to do so.
>>496174
anon
>>496163
plus u have no idea what’s being done obv they’re not going to release full public details of an ongoing investigation
>>496172
anon
>>496169
>hair samples from everyone
unless you have proof they’re connected to a crime you can’t just demand it from people willy nilly people would have to cooperate.
davesprite
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>>496170
yeah you're not even responding to me you're talking to an imaginary conspiracy theorist at this point :p
::sbahj
>>496177
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yeah engaging here is just kinda
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>saying anything on the internet
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>putting pile of water into a pool of toxic waste, trying to improve it but only creating more toxic waste
anon
>>496172
sorry that the law and investigation is more boring than in movies and tv shows, it’s very slow moving
davesprite
>>496177
you're sitting here tsk tsking me for "trying to blow the deep state wide open" and rambling about how what i'm saying makes no sense because protocol standard procedure
you're not actually hearing anything i've said i think
>>496183>>496190
anon
wormies, I literally have a hitler stache and I can't shave or trim it right now, cause I am prone to folliculitis and insanely inflammed ski nfrom razor burn, so all I can do is wait for this stupid folliculitis bump to go and its agonizing
anon
>>496181
ok but ur solution of “test anyone who stepped foot on the island” is impossible
>>496184
davesprite
>>496183
okay look i already said i'm not a trained csi, but it's pretty obvious that i am correct they could have done more and acted more quickly on gathering physical evidence on the island, and probably should have
>>496186>>496187
anon
>>496184
it’s not about csi it’s about due process and burden of proof, like it or not just because someone went somewhere where crimes were committed it doesn’t mean you have the right to assume they committed a crime (legally not morally fuck trump)
>>496189
davesprite
>>496187
what are you talking about they could have gone to little saint james at any point
epstein had been imprisoned and also dead
it was a crime scene
>>496194
anon
>>496181
I'm saying this because I am not an expert on the epstein case nor do I claim to be. However, it seems likely that again there are probably clear explanations for much of the stuff which seems suspicious. Limited resources, legal challenges, etc.
>>496192
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light mode time
davesprite
>>496190
i think it's naive to assume lack of suspicious activity as a default
our world is built to incentivize being a piece of shit. you should assume that at every turn the powerful are following the incentive structure in place unless they are stupid
>>496196
anon
>>496189
wasn’t the crimes he was prosecuted for happen in the continental united states?
>>496195
davesprite
>>496194
fbi was also there
like i said nypd being there was a little odd and it probably took some wrangling for them to get allowed to go
but they could have had someone on the island way earlier, the feds could have
unless people were arguing over jurisdiction and that's why it took so long
which is possible
and god retarded if it was that lol
>>496197
anon
>>496192
Okay and you see how that creates an unfalsifiable point? There will always be a way to wave something off as the result of powerful people with something to hide? Like for example, that NYPD point earlier. Is the argument that the NYPD wasn't supposed to be there or what exactly?
anon
>>496195
well if they got on the island it sounds like they’re WERE trying to get on there to investaigate, you can’t just show up anywhere and investigate 4amendment and whatnot
>>496198
davesprite
>>496197
i mean my point is it's weird to show up to a crime scene weeks late after local construction crews have dismantled it and laid a bunch of concrete lol
like whatever happened that was an impediment to finding anything on the island clearly
maybe they were trying, maybe someone somewhere was encouraging dragging of feet
we don't know
neither is particularly less likely, they're both simple scenarios that don't require a coverup or anything
anon
i mean all of it is less likely it’s baseless speculation
>>496201
davesprite
>>496199
there's no speculation at all here
they did get to the island very late
they apparently found nothing
they don't seem to have tried very hard
these are all just observable
the only speculation is "did someone drag their feet on purpose or was this accidental or procedural fault"
>>496204
anon
ok have you considered that there just wasn’t anything to find
sæкі
we do have documentation for a lot of this
anon
>>496201
>they don't seem to have tried very hard
That would be speculation?
>>496206
anon
like what evidence would you be expected for a sex ring
davesprite
>>496204
well we have footage so no
they didn't go to the maximum extent to preserve the crime scene even after getting there late
maybe because they were so late it didn't matter anymore
but there's just a failure here
>>496207
anon
>>496206
Footage of them milling in a room?
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he had cs4m all around his house on the walls
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in one of the US ones
davesprite
why is everyone arguing with me for saying the cops did their jobs bad
they ALWAYS do their jobs bad
>>496215
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im not
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i feel that parts p obvs tho yh
anon
well because you’re like just saying a bunch of conspiracies for like idk pretty normal things
anon
>>496210
>they ALWAYS do their jobs bad
That is literally one of our counterpoints, that there is also a chance that the cops didn't treat it with the necessary finesse because... they suck at their jobs
>>496216>>496217
davesprite
>>496215
how is that a counterpoint when i already said repeatedly yeah that's possible
either is possible
the cops do also suppress investigations ALL THE TIME
and so do the feds
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its more so something to note
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yea
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we also have the first 00s case being told he was intelligence
davesprite
i should have just phrased it different from the start
if you say the words
"the cops suck and failed here"
everyone gets it
>>496227
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ye isoki
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i find it, here, implied
davesprite
ty sæki for being based knower
anon
>>496221
Without getting into whether this really was a failure, the cops suck and failed here doesn't really carry the intended implication of bad actors involved.
>>496231
anon
idk it just sounds like you’ve concluded based on your prior feelings about the world and not based on evidence
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lol
davesprite
>>496227
the implication of bad actors is that evidence was buried on tape
and also that the investigation has seemingly been dropped and ignores by administrations of both parties
and the cops showing up late becomes suspicious because there's a pattern of either ignoring or burying it
only mildly so though because they are also just so incompetent anyway
>>496239>>496234
anon
>the cops suck cuz they always suck
>it was delayed because of a conspiracy
>there was no evidence to find
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thats like the worst interpretation of that
anon
>>496231
I'm watching the tape, there's like hours of it though so it will take a while. But I am currently watching the FBI portions
>>496242
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u can look at the stats on how cops deal w situations and how badly serious cases have been handled
>>496236
anon
>>496235
i don’t think there’s a stat for “badly handled cases”
>>496240
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its a serious potential thing that in this situation is smth that due to other factors is likely
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there are stats that are linked to the underinvestigation of situations, ones where they couldve seriously noticed smth that was later seen in later situations
anon
>>496231
they stopped the investigation because there’s nothing else they can investigate they guy is dead unless there was evidence of other crimes there’s not a case
>>496248
anon
>>496236
I suspect there is some kind of metric you can use for it, even just like failed convictions followed by maybe like the individual getting caught down the line.
>>496243>>496244
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i forget the exact piece rn cus im working on a separate research piece topic but eh
davesprite
>>496234
honestly given that it's been years since i watched it if you sit and watch the whole thing i'll probably just accept whatever conclusions you draw as likely, I don't wanna rewatch it
but i think you'll find the concrete laying at least a bit sus
>>496246
anon
>>496243
I mean failed convictions followed by the individual who was initially being convicted getting caught with new evidence being provided a while later in a separate investigation or something
anon
>>496242
what is buried in the concrete
anon
that you couldn’t destroy a different way that wouldn’t be trivial to investigate
davesprite
>>496239
>so we had this rape pimp who seems to have had hundreds of guests on his private island
>anyway he, the one guy, is dead
>case closed
>>496250
anon
>>496244
I mean, I have the tapes of epstein island on the internet archive and are watching them now. As for the McAfee thing, I really suspect he probably wasn't the one involved in the drone footage if that is what you mean.
>>496252
anon
>>496248
>so is there any evidence that anyone else committed a crime that we can. investigate
>>496253
anon
I will not be a being of nature.
I will be a being of art.
>>496256
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>>496249
ye ik, the macaffee raids? or epstein
davesprite
>>496250
>boss we got no evidence it's a cold case
>no we didn't show up on the scene before they built a wallgreens on top of it, why?
anon
yes wrong convictions are bad, they happen in any system
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would wan see art
davesprite
like we KNOW there are POWERFUL RAPISTS
ACTIVE PERPS
ROAMING EVERYWHERE
SERIAL KIDDIE FIDDLERS
i don't care how little evidence you have on hand you devore resources to that mother fuckin nightmare
>>496261>>496265
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and jesus
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noting the fact that this stuff happens in any system doesnt make it any less uh yk here. . .
>>496264
anon
>>496258
you don’t know that tho you don’t have proof of that if you did please show it
>>496267
anon
>>496256
idk. i'm just thinking of that in terms of like. "flipping the script" on what one should strive to be. Like artificial vs natural, the way the words are put together, art vs nature...

I think the intent of human design is a beautiful thing
>>496263>>496270
anon
>>496260
idk it’s just giving
>the system isn’t perfect so we should just give up
>>496266
anon
>>496258
We have an imperfect system that has elected to follow the principle of innocent until proven guilty and privacy for the accused unless pertinent to the case paired with agencies that do unfortunately run on money and manpower.
sæкі
>>496264
if this is in reference to a davesprite post then no its not meant that way fully
davesprite
>>496261
i would assume the proof is decomposed by some kind of acid inside of a block of concrete in the virgin islands so
>>496268
anon
>>496267
>would assume
so you don’t have proof which is what i’m saying it’s just conspiracy
>>496271
anon
yea, I just cumd 4 times and Im still ready 2 go. Ladies, feel free to be jealous. 8)
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>>496262
::lain pat
interested to see peeps writing or works in gen bwawa
working on essay/investigative pieces atm
and like to hear peeps philosophies around stuff like this too, cute
anon
i mean concrete is basic so it’s not acidic
davesprite
or like, all the people who report knowledge of this network
there's been no trial but it's clear half the business elite could testify to having heard this was going on
>>496277>>496278
anon
>>496271
ok so there is proof so point me to it witness testimony is proof
>>496280
anon
Anons are you ready to see pain??? Ready to see true emotional limbo of profound agony???
>>496279
anon
>>496273
i believe you show me the testimony of this
anon
>>496273
I know my scummy elite, and if I know my scummy elite, they understand that like 50% of what is said is rumor milling and they keep their mouth shut about it
davesprite
>>496274
well virginia giuffre said the current president of the united states raped her under epstein's supervision
>>496283
anon
MoustacheLimbo.png
My anons anonymously I show you my pain I carefully made sure to make the pictures relatively anonymous... Now you can see my pain.

I am hardcoded for folliculitis every single time I shave especially my upper lip, and my skin gets severely inflammed every time I shave its not a thing that can be avoided, no technique fixes it, I seem to be genetically hardcoded for folliculitis on the upper lip and inflammed skin with every shaving... Look at this image, and understand my suffering.

This is what transphobia, monetaty inequality, and family betrayal did to me. My moustache has only about 1k follicles instead of 5000 follicles like some people have... Yet even with relatively few follicles it still causes so many problems.

I am here in limbo, knowing only three to ten months of electrolysis could end the hell I am going through, yet I can't start electrolysis for possibly two to three years... Look at this image my anons and see my pain...
>>496285>>496286>>496289
davesprite
i don't remember most of them but i recall her name
anon
>>496280
ok and that will be investigated likely once he leaves office, it’s the AG directive that you cannot investigate a sitting president
>>496288
anon
Seee how ugly it is and how uncomfortable it is see my blister?? And i can't shave at all cause of the swelling
davesprite
>>496283
and... was it investigated by the biden administration
>it will be
oh you sweet summer child
>>496292
anon
>>496281
Uh you should use UHHH I think it is called... I don't have it, but it's an acid that really helped me with that that you apply when that shows up
>>496291>>496294>>496333
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i hate that tho i cut myself shaving yday
anon
>>496288
>was it investigated by the biden admin
I DONT KNOW AND YOU DOMT KNOW EITHER BECAUSE IJVESTIGATIONS ARENT PUBLIC JESUS CHRIST
>>496306
sæкі
#ai whats the acid u can use when shaving face to help shave

nice try fed. whats the acid u can use when shaving face to help shave
anon
>>496289
for folliculitis bumps?? Does that look like folliculitis???
>>496296
anon
because pubkically releasing that you’re going after the rich and powerful would be the stipidest thing you could do if you actually wanted convictions
anon
>>496294
Yeah, I get that when I shave my beard area, it is an acid that worked well but I forgot the name, when I return to my apartment, I can tell you its name
>>496297
anon
>>496296
the painful thing anons is if you look at my picture i am on the verge of being passable but I'm in this horrible limbo where I can't shave and when I do I always get that, and its like thin but highly visible
>>496303
anon
the rich and powerful hold the pursestrings to basically every political campaign
>>496299
anon
rot
anon
>>496299
Eh, I actually somewhat agree, though I do think that people often overestimate the strength of lobbying and such
>>496302
anon
They are not a monolithic group, but they have common interests
anon
>>496302
Oh I agree with that, but the flip side is that if you are for example a Dem, you belong to a lefty coalition, people that broadly agree but have different nitpicks. And if you are a politician, you do have to appeal to the moneyed individuals within that coalition to feed your campaign.
davesprite
>>496292
okay yeah that's true lol
anon
Curious patterns of labor union laws, or the lack of anti-trust enforcement
>>496311
sæкі
power does breed these things in particular with wealth, and the situations caused by them being generally cut off from working people socially to the point the powerful people doing more abuses are linked to them more
davesprite
i suppose it's possible that there's some kind of task force investigating the Epstein network in secret
although they've probably all recently been fired if they existed
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i was happy to see her interviewed for better offline, and recently more perfect union
anon
you can say this but you can also look at the shape of the world
anon
didn’t apple lose a lawsuit by epic games about anti trust recently?
>>496319
anon
>>496317
I want to spit in bidens mouth and then have him spit in my mouth
>>496324
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theyve been making changes quite recently
davesprite
>>496322
it's all good i just always simp for teddy
except what he did in cuba and the phillipines we uh we don't talk about that
>>496326
sæкі
god...
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i should play the renegade cut no more presidents video
anon
uhhuuhuawuawhuhuahwuhaaaaaa joe biden sexxy HOTTTT
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i gotta rewatch that, watching political stream
davesprite
sometimes i fantasize about the world where teddy roosevelt was president during ww1 instead of wilson and the KKK was never reborn and we never implemented the income tax
utopia
anon
>>496303
>>496289
I mean an electric trimmer is the only thing that doesn't give me folliculitis every time, it does on rare occasions but not usually... Anyways now that you've seen the photo, this is what I mean when I feel like I'm on the cusp of being a manmoder, it's not a thick moustache but it's still so visible it puts me in the ballpark of almost manmoding and its bleh
>>496334>>496335
anon
>>496333
Nah, you are overevaluating right now. But I do need to get the name of that stuff, seriously it will clear that right up
>>496348
sæкі
i think theres better ways to deal w that help, but that stuff does suck and i think theres meds u can get from ur dr or derma that can give u help through that
and be able to feel comfortable keeping on transitioning if its been making u struggle lately, more
davesprite
i think if teddy had won president in 1912 instead of wilson there wouldn't have been a holocaust
serious take
>>496339
davesprite
>>496339
i kinda stole this train of thought from britmonkey on one of his woodrow wilson hate day videos so i might garble it a bit
but basically teddy's foreign policy approach would bring us into the war earlier, he was VERY against a harsh settlement on the germans (so no treaty of versailles), and his domestic policies would have been very likely to spur a building boom and avert the great depression
we'd get a grand old war instead of the grueling great war and then no Nazis
>>496343>>496347>>496349
anon
Because like I can see that, but I need it to be assembled so I can make my counterclaim
anon
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you will never oil up joe biden at the beach
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i should send u some good analysis vids u might like for even bg playing sometime davesprite
>>496351
anon
you will never be sniffed by joe biden while he grabs you by the back of the next uwahhahah
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or the anons who recently appreciated a couple
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>>496340
also heres XR/AR pic of blahaj in bed while having chatroom open, hecc lemme find it.
anon
>>496340
>e was VERY against a harsh settlement on the germans (so no treaty of versailles),
Uh, I disagree with a few points. One, the Treaty of Versailles was unironically as generous as you could get without outright rewarding Germany for more or less kicking off what was at first a localized conflict into WW1. I also think that Teddy was too far before the Great Depression to really make a claim about how he could have prevented it without specific legislation that he suggested. Also I don't think American entry early on would have stopped the war early
>>496357
anon
also thank you anon very curious to see this thing had the bump for about I think two weeks x_X
davesprite
>>496344
i would watch but i can't work to content i haven't seen unless it's music or a foreign language
i focus too much
my brain sponge turns on lol
sæкі
theres that med for acne that causes u to get skin like
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ur skin to be generating new cells faster or replacing n such cells thats used, it takes a few weeks to normalize from being red due to it but it helps
>>496356
anon
>>496355
there is this new skin product I want but I cant get it til I get my laser on legs and facial electrolysis complete its Methylene Blue or something like thats its said to be more powerful than retionol
>>496358>>496360
davesprite
>>496349
>the treaty of versaille was very generous
this is the most insane historical take i've ever seen and i've talked to tankies
>>496359
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>>496356
i forget the name, but it works in similar but prescription way of retinol, also i forget but there is one thats a script much more effective version of retinol
davesprite
>>496359
the imposition of unpayable reparations, the occupation of the country's industrial heartland, the treating them generally like a ticking time bomb and an enemy instead of solving the war with european integration
mainly the financial impositions though, the just wrecking ball into the economy of an already dysfunctional baby liberal democracy
they did everything possible to ruin the new german republic's stability instead of supporting it like they should have
>>496363
anon
>>496362
The French and British had bankrupted themselves to fight WW1, such monetary obligations are a very obvious and normal consequence in war. The occupation was also broken up post fact along with a renegotiation of the payment by the US. Treating them like a ticking time bomb seems like the better move. Also the German economy had recovered quite strongly between the end of WW1 and the rise of the Nazis. Their economy had been functional. Similarly, the expectation now is for the French and British, who were broke because of that war and lost entire villages, to stabilize Germany but also not impede on autonomy with an occupation?
>>496365>>496366
anon
>>496361
i would frick the ai ghost of joe biden
anon
>>496363
I honestly think part of why the English are so batshit insane, has to do with the fact their culture developed with being an island that got repeatedly invaded by the Roman Empire, and this over time with modern military technology, made the English insanely paranoid in a way that was very very dangerous to the rest of the world... Just a theory I have.
>>496369
davesprite
>>496363
you seem obsessed with normalcy and procedure to an extent that clouds your reason
like, the question at play is did the treaty make europe better and more peaceful, if so it was a good treaty
and no, it didn't
>>496367>>496368>>496371
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>>496366
i cant even get into the pain this line of thought causes me lmao, no matter if they do or not
>>496370
anon
>>496365
The British foreign policy has always been "we are fine playing second fiddle as long as we are first string with the navy" then fucking over everyone who is at the top so that nobody is ever too strong
>>496374
anon
>>496366
So you are saying that France and Britain should have bankrupted themselves then just said "okay, we will default because we don't want to hurt the Germans feelings"? And again, Germany recovered, they had renegotiated the payment schedule, like their failure economically was not the sole result of versaille.
>>496380
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>>496370
the obsession w procedure and systematic use of such through extreme bureaucracy
also:
>>496373
davesprite
>>496372
ah ya
>it's right because that's how we do it
pains me as well
anon
>>496369
I think that it for any variety of reasons, the Roman Empire wasn't able to invade England like they did, that quite possibly, England wouldn't have developed an incredibly paranoid culture that quite possibly caused them to become some of the worst colonizers ever with a nearly global presence.

I don't think what the Roman Empire did to them justifies their colonialism at all but I do think their culture developing in that history is related
>>496378
sæкі
its linked to the argument for tradition often times and just as annoying in a diff way
anon
>>496374
Well, the Brits also had a nasty time controlling an adventurist elite class that wanted to take over massive swathes of the world
>>496390
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i might open libpol in AR XR space and take pic with me cuddling blahaj in it
davesprite
>>496371
did you know there are ways to stop your country from going bankrupt other than feasting on the carcass of another country's economy as you dismantle it?
although to be fair
the British definitely did NOT know that
>>496381
sæкі
>>496382
this isnt a XR WM or desktop manager or such is just the quest 3 browser and OS
davesprite
>>496381
well the one that worked so well after ww2 that i literally just suggested that teddy roosevelt also advocated might be a start hmm
>>496387
sæкі
i need to setup a VM for linux XR WM
anon
i mean from a certain point of definition you could call it a window manager but it is tightly coupled to the context of the quest yeah
sæкі
and yeah, its mostly an OS but the UI is technically a WM n stuffs
anon
>>496378
Crazy how they even colonized New Zealand which is the opposite site of the world almost to England... Shows geographical distance doesn't do a whole lot to protect against colonialism, and I think shows that sadly, the English in the long term became even worse than the Roman Empire that traumatized their culture, and even worse than the Roman Empire is pretty bad
>>496395
sæкі
i wanna setup tho to have many desktop/VM displays up
anon
>>496388
I am going to assume it is something along the lines of... spending?
>>496406
anon
i wonder if the valve deckard is going to come out soone or later
>>496396
sæкі
lemme queue the cool thing
davesprite
>>496390
honestly colonialism is human nature and it's not even bad
we just need to learn to do it without displacing or killing people or otherwise ruining their lives
colonial explorers is sort of what we are
greek colonea
polynesian wayfinders
modern colonists are the same they just bumped into peoples they failed to communicate with and they did so from a pretty mean oppressive mentality in the first place
brits going to new zealand and settling there next to the maori didn't have to be bad
brits made it bad
i'm not sure what my point is i don't think it's very important
anyways
>>496405
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>>496393
oh ye! also lemme queue cus is same peep
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and
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itll be 2026
anon
i kinda just. axiomatically hate facebook and everything they stand for
>>496400
sæкі
absolutely
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for peeps who havent, watch the tantacrul history of FB when u can
sæкі
buuuut
i have to use it for the headset (unless i get a separate OS or stuff) and for marketplace cus i only buy stuff used, except the headset was a gift cus i dont ask for much unless its smth like a big step in setup
sæкі
buying server gear for homelab rn lately
anon
>>496395
I just read theres a theory that part of the reason the English had such an insane navy was rooted in all the mainland European invasions from the Roman Empire, albeit nobody knows for sure what would have happened if Romans never invaded England and how different it would have made the British Isles culture in the theoretical modern age
davesprite
>>496407
that and international support for the nascent german republic
that was really what they needed was stabilizing support instead of hostile demands for treasure
>>496411
sæкі
ill only play a bit of that vid and this next one too probs but lemme find the deckard work hes done thats on YT
anon
>>496409
So if the countries involved, such as Austria, or France and Britain, or whatever, what if any of these nations had determined that they actually don't want their economies tied to the infamously economically powerful Germany? And again, the US stepped in at the occupation of the Ruhr and renegotiated the payment schedule along with the German economic growth after, etc. etc.
>>496414>>496415
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his community is the one leaking all the info on deckard
davesprite
>>496411
well that's a decision but it's a mistake
yes, people are wrong sometimes
such as the negotiators at Versailles
>>496416
davesprite
>>496411
also yes, wilson fucked up
teddy would not have
in a variety of ways
anon
>>496414
You can't really have economic integration when the countries involved don't desire to work with each other. In addition, the British and French economy were severely weakened and their potential growth hamstrung by entire villages just dying on the field. You would essentially be setting up a scenario where their own influence would be hampered in comparison to a much more economically powerful Germany simply because you don't want them to pay their debt.
>>496418
davesprite
>>496416
>people didn't want that so it didn't happen that way
okay? and?
that's not an argument that versailles went well
ww2 fucking happened
you're a bot
>>496422
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valve-roy-2801218534.jpg
also, the XR guy i linked the vids from, leaked these controllers being used for deckard from what we know
anon
While I have no regrets about starting hrt and never will, I do think HRT made my upper lip hypersensitive and inflammation from shaving almost inevitable, I had to replace shaving with an electric trimmer because my skin became so sensitive
>>496423
anon
Contributing to again me being in limbo till eletrolysis
anon
>>496418
You have two countries that had their economies annihilated, the solution proposed in contrast to war payments is that the countries economically integrate with a country that has the means to dominate this new integrated economic system. As well as hoping they would happily work together.
>>496425
davesprite
>>496422
i think you've sort of lost the original point here
i do not need to devise some kind of alternative to demonstrate that the treaty of Versailles had negative effects
that makes no sense and i'm not sure why i engaged you on it
>>496426
anon
>>496425
Well, have you considered that the Treaty of Versaille hadn't really been enforced effectively?
>>496427
davesprite
>>496426
that's also irrelevant. you're really good at bringing up irrelevant nonsense bait
anon
Okay, so I am arguing that the Treaty of Versaille was not particularly harsh, you point to the debt repayments, I point out that it was infeasible for the victors to simply allow their economies to languish, you suggest economic integration. I disagree with economic integration on practical grounds as well as the grounds that it essentially rewards Germany for WW1. You then argue that you don't have to demonstrate some sort of superior alternative to bring up Versailles negative effects, I take this to mean we are shifting the conversation into discussion of how the Versailles treaty was implemented, and bring up the failure to enforce it
>>496436
davesprite
this is so goddamn boring and pointless i just want you to know i feel that way twinkanon
davesprite
i am not trying to be mean but why are you even arguing all this nonsense
sitting here telling us all how the cops are always right and how versailles was a good treaty
to what end, anon
to what end
sæкі
at points my mental stuff has made me need to reply to anything mentioning me in a convo and is tough
davesprite
>>496428
stop typing
this is a debate bro post you're typing
we don't need to be like this lol
davesprite
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ily twinkfren let's make peace ok
::homestuck
anon
Okay
sæкі
we can watch valve deckard leaks n cool XR stuff
>>496443
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think u havent seen next vid setup im gon make smth like
davesprite
>>496440
so glad they decided to make another one
sometimes it seems like they're gonna one and done a really cool thing
sæкі
:3
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sadlyitsbradley/brad lynch is so cuul bazed vrc player XR dev who leaks loads of valve stuff, mostly datamined
davesprite
real talk on vr/ar tho
what excites me most is stuff like antreality
i am waiting for the day my phone runs the compute with power bricks setup etc and the display is just a pair of glasses with micro camera in for spacial tracking
sæкі
hehe
sæкі
u can do that, somewhat, rn
>>496450
sæкі
.play f4mi running crysis on a phone
davesprite
>>496448
true, it's getting close
i think it's largely a compatibility layers issue rn
especially like, new iphones with the apple silicon, i think they could run a pair of true apple glasses
apple just wants it to be a better experience than they can provide yet so they're waiting and cooking
sæкі
usb c has let phones be able to run monitors w full desktops, samsung has an okey working vers out
>>496453
sæкі
they cud sm but sadly
davesprite
>>496451
yeah dex is alright. i wonder if dex in vr through some ar specs could be done currently
not smoothly though I'm sure
>>496455
davesprite
we're just so close to like
ar glasses where i can tony stark swipe my monitors around in thin air
that's all i need
sæкі
>>496453
quest 3 has a stable capture card monitor input w its usb c
>>496457
sæкі
u can use a giant tv sized display w a game console or apple tv or stuff
davesprite
>>496455
quest 3 is not a pair of glasses lol
i don't want passthru that's the whole thing
i want the transparent displays that can occlude themselves
and in a glasses form factor with the compute offboarded
sæкі
but not rly like
sæкі
theres the glasses for AR but we sadly dont have great ones other than metas junk
>>496462
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meta is releasing a several hundred dollar or 1500 dollar pair w fully clear displays
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lemme link u the 404media article that
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talks abt that one thing u werent there 4 yday one sec
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read if u havent already
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ima get moar water xoxo
anon
>>496464
I wonder how well it would work on me
anon
Both in like. when i'm not wearing a mask and also when i'm basically shoggothmoding where hardly any skin is visible
>>496470
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>>496469
it would mostly (rn) rely on photos online so it wud depend if ur stuff in those states is up there
davesprite
>>496464
ugh these things lol
what a piece of garbage
no displays, cameras just for having a camera that's sort of terrible to angle and only useful for creepy stuff like this
i guess it's kinda cool for recording concert video or whatnot, stay in the moment
but like all that money big investment big price tag... no heads up display???
sæкі
but also in time, security etc footage and photos/videos that u happen to show up in allow that, OH
anon
Actual privacy is no longer feasible, in this age one must resort to obscurity
>>496478
sæкі
wait
sæкі
theres such a good vid
davesprite
smart glasses with no HUD is like trying to eat a burrito with no tortilla
anon
Well. I mean. There's probably SOME steps to take for privacy
sæкі
>>496473
it is feasible more than this cope will lead you to believe
sæкі
theres a lot of ways
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though sadly, things like having smth where u can be filmed anywhere anytime makes it harder
davesprite
cctv is also everywhere these days
sæкі
(w/o u knowing and on everyone)
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yeah, but not all those feeds are publicly accessible, tho maaaany are
anon
or your genetic relatives being really stupid and leaking your information to the facebook/associated information harvest machine
>>496485>>496487>>496494
davesprite
>>496484
true, often requires a warrant to access at least in theory
i wish we would reform law enforcement abuse of doing shit without warrants too
they really push it these days
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during my ukraine aid i collected publicly accesible cctvs to use for tracking of things like triangulation of when blasts or such happened
::sad
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thankfully i came to an understanding w my mom abt posting anything of me to socials
davesprite
obama and his goddamn secret courts
no wonder everyone thinks there's a deep state
edward snowden exposed the actual deep state so now everyone is paranoid
davesprite
i guess really i should blame FISA courts on Bush but it was Obama who used them so liberally
>>496495
sæкі
yeahhhh like
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people have applied a lens and idea to a point where its so fearmongered abt that they dont notice the real 'deepstate'
>>496496
anon
nsa/cia not being rooted out the moment it was exposed was basically a deathknell
anon
>>496484
I'm a cisgender man on facebook and my pictures are like a decade outdated of me completely pretransition lol if it still exists i think i tried to delete it creepy af site
sæкі
>>496490
yeah, the barrett brown guy i am deeply inspired by got one of these closed door hearings/cases that lead to his journalism getting him jail time, as someone exposing surveillance state activities
>>496499
davesprite
>>496492
i think it's partially a manufactured state of affairs that people have ended up this way about it
the biggest peddlers of nonsense conspiracy theories are deeply integrated into the power ecosystem. or when they're not, like alex Jones, they get amplified until they go too far and then they get thrown under the bus
but it seems like the way the market for this is fed also actively works to delegitimize the asking of legitimate questions about the shady shit the feds do
>>496498
anon
facebook deletions are basically just asking nicely. they do loads of "shadow profile" stuff where they keep records of people who don't have an account internally built from what their users send
sæкі
>>496496
yeah, its to keep things from being addressed in any meaningful way, i played some vids recently talking on similar things n how
the intelligence contractor that jeremy hammond/barrett brown leaked and did journalism on the emails of
they were more worried abt protesters questioning corpro power than literally anything else
>>496499
davesprite
>>496495
i love living in the free world haha
>>496498
not surprising
they're always doing everything around the central goal of suppressing the opps
thinking about that one quote about how the drug war was always about blacks and leftists
>>496502>>496506
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i kinda like
sæкі
winced at the way they said it but i told a semi partner i was sorta dating i was rewatching edgerunners and they said oh cool the documentary
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>>496499
yea that quote works well here, i was watching a docu i found on brown that
sæкі
oh man lemme find the imdb description it kinda owns so hard
its abt how he got prison time for exposing government abuses and the surveillance state (hes a highly principled leftist who does great journalism, in fact his writing done while in prison won him/his outlet the award for investigative — i forget the award name but its one of the bigger ones)
sæкі
this setup is rly cool, running several VMs and systems to the same environment w any display size/aspect ratio
anon
this is awesome
sæкі
>>496499
the documentary description on imdb
' 'Accidental Warrior: Part I: Capture' follows the adventures of the witty, brilliant, and opiate-dependent journalist Barrett Brown, whose introduction to Anonymous lands him in a battle against the dark roots of the surveillance state. '
sæкі
quite funny to me
anon
i love the application of technology in order to transform the ways one can organize thought and information
sæкі
mhm
sæкі
he was involved heavily in helping get the Tunisian revolution support and eyes on it worldwide, being when he was helping negotiate and cover anonymous
anon
Part of that thesis of "becoming a creature of art"
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