forcefemming u

>u drink the water

o.o

jeez

if u hadnt said what u did yday id even if teasingly call chaser

ur holding urself back

real

waow

ugh

hiccups

what

i know so many who do and ive had many

i have a gud few

ye ik that n get that but

just not gud thing to generalize abt

-,-

sigh

i used to be mostly friends w cis n trans women

i thought u said school shooter dudes but thats implied

i cud smonk a lil

i made a pumped up kicks edit as a depressed teenager that blew up

(just the song w picture)

yea theres a lot of stories like it w peeps being in the age where androg or leaning towards same interests n

it was cool but

now i get, and had to leave the acc cus of, neo nazi vaporwave/synthwave accs brigading and russians leaving shooting threats

its at over 3 mil views i think

tooooo much.

>>497588
#hug

it was an edit of pumped up kicks so...

music copyright

i do have enough stuff w that acc now to apply

its rly not transformative enough sigh but yea

just a sort of running through my FX/sampler and changing things with a photoshop i did

^ this pls

i might, in a bit, sleep till or have alarm till like

7-10 pm so i can

or a bit later
so i can be up for dentist mid tomorrow

i have like

my body hates me n has adjusted to this insomnia wake times but when over 24--28 hrs its too much

😔🖤🥺

but, i am gonna be stuck awake and i woke up only an hr or two before last appt w this new dentist and ill die if i do that again, i wanted to cry when i got home so bad he
teased me for the whole 3~ hr appt as ive mentioned

would help match how u wan look n support getting there if could

but its possible to do w hair n dressing ways, and

wdym

i try, sad

cutie

appreciate lots

but just so much err as ive gone into w living where i am still the stress n trauma makes me unable to get comfortable and rest

i was msging on the day of last one, he like

i was having to try and balance panic boiling up while trying to answer and

he asked if i was in a relationship w x or y

and i said im not in one rn and he teased me abt not dating anyone atm for a few minutes, and ur mouth is open so

and is stress that lots of peeps feel but is smth u can work around the things that r in ur case, though its still possible and very likely u will look nicu

anhedonia

lemme find the pic of current hair length

tho again he also told me i should find the address of my old dentist and bring a gun to her house

there were some funny things but other points of like god god fuck

cus boymode

hair is past mid bacc in parts behind

isoki

idk if hes gon be like that this time im gon have to get stuff done

anxiety too high
but

ill probs end up idk, tho he might not be like that all the time tho it was constant

>lookslike ur gonna have to get all ur teeth pulled
repeated jokes but not in that light of a phrasing

<cri in hereditary and mental health struggle teef issues

struggle related*

not looking for ideas i cope

n can still works but is also tough at times w different body types, though is still smth thasdoable for most peeps

n yeah is mostly cus i havent figured out wh i fully wanna do w or style as idk

i do put on some stuffs at times but not in that pic

most of those i wouldnt post here cus full face exposey

root canals tomorrow i think

i had my wisdom teeth and one other pulled two ish months ago

(i might get an implant or something that helps w that)

and thasgud, mine being, mightve helped but idk. i have neuropsych condition that causes constant migraine stuff but its too trauma related to link to teef unless theyre in *pain* pain

i had a 4 day period, when we were all on lains mc server here, where i had to ice left side constantly like 3-4 weeks ago but it went away thankfully

i generally dont have any tooth pain thankfully other than aches from eating or biting/grinding if stress gets rly bad and i dont notice

yea

i have waxing waning constant migraine from stuffs n is a struggle to ID what is the specific thing w it coming out of right then

(when it gets worse bwa. . )

<at its weaker points is just mostly headache esque and manageable

cuddles help tho bwa ;;

thassweet aa

< 3

i have some other stuffs like that but usually semi of self so dont send, i need to DL a crack of adobe suite again

and block it from connecting to the net this time so i dont get rekt by adobes anti piracy shit

i use gimp/krita and photopea though usually rn

they bricked my copy cus id downloaded yk

krita is nice if u wan draw evers again, i need to *try* to practice n manage tremors to be able to use my old drawing tablet again
or give it a better home

found some of the old multi media esc photo shops i did w cuts of other pics collaged in, trying to fit the main pic w stuff floating n hovering but
lots had pre coming out/pre trans self so is bwa

(some for class that required them be including person)

awe

have essential tremors in hands n feet

yeah
i can manage and theyre only rly bad under immense stress/panic

ye

can be helpful, did that somewhat to help improve my aiming ability while using like 16< in mousepad and 300 dpi when i played R6S/CSGO

i got to where cus of practice i could write for my research notes/journals w hand ver quick though (relative to me/some peeps in gen and not using cursive)

and also being in an alphabet i didnt pickup till taught self in school

and d'aww

cuties. .

am generally closest to being demi-girl cus of not having a solid connection to gender or such but femme

i did learn eng cursive and use it at points but im unpracticed, mainly useful for reading

so can remove sooome of the upsides of latin alphabet writing in cursive, tho not a *ton*

have been able to get to where i can write in cyrillic, mainly, while looking away at the thing i am doing work surrounding

ive been so used to always having had like trash chicken scratch handwriting cus of school making me have 0 interest improving, personally

(motivation, rather)

>>497736
and oooo hope isnice n oki time c:

::happy\

haaaaii!!

:DD

self ban?

mnhm

#ksay shreeempadia

its nice 2 c u < 3

n both of u generally

aw

:V

nicu, was gud or ugh ?

yayy

:33

awawa

dawwww cutie

heh

cat we almost adopted was named akira

i got family to msg and ask and yes was from anime

and awawa

dog or peep from here 2 ?

heh

god

now im thinking of whats her name

talking abt having phantom limb esc sensation for tail lel

patricia taxxon 2nd channel vid

:3

mlem

:333

cute

oh!

i should show peeps who can watch queue

this essay is great

i linked, once

.play [YouTube]

the machinima is cute, i wanna make videos using machinima film making stuffs at sum point again, i did as a young teen-ish

>crushes clay man
nyoooo ;-;

i wanted to learn how to do it in quake esc stuffs, but also do it in VRchat where its easy to manipulate/mocap esc stuff

;w;

geez 8 kids in that situation ;w;

>>497837
HAIII

>>497835
:0

do u wanna see or peeps here wan see my pokemon cards and game saves sometime.....

i still have binders

d'aww

i come back and i love this part

>>blush

>>497849
:3333333

i showered a bit ago to take pic in bed w blahaj n stuff to send cuties

awrooo

omg this clip is

haha

heh

>in the future ppl pay a lot of money for pics of cartoon animal ppl fucking

>dont show them, theyll think ur deranged, but trust me itll all pay off

yis pls

need to oh!

i made smol discy priv server im gon maybe watch stuffs w cuties in n stream games or smth

, ;3

mmmmm

u make me wanna i

might make some

ugh ill change that pics tags

i have ability to mod n edit n delete booru stuffs n trying to help organize on there a bit

haiiii-!

this vid n his lil kid thoughts on what to learn is rly cute

yay!

hope ur having nice time~<3

awrooooo

hehe

and awww yeah thasguh

have lots of fun n nice date though rose :3

us but yuri

heh

i might make cocoa pebbles..

:0

i need to watch the latter halffff

hab snuggly nice time x

;w;;;;;;;

i hab some like that but not ket

god

oh god

just got reminded of crushing uhhh