i watched a recording of

someone proposed during him playing shelter and got porter to congratulate them then restart shelter

my dad proposed to my mom by having peter himmelman (cant spell), the husband of the daughter of bob dylan, to ask my mom

yeah, i hadnt remembered if it was in law or blood

bazed

id call them gei then say smth sweet and very gay

i need

to re read Real Life Comics

i have the book version of it

ive told a bit of the story but

its a 1999-now webcomic that theres a book or two of and

i found it as a teen and it

was at a used bookstore, it had a signature that was addressed to someone w my deadname

very funny (pre changing name) getting a copy w a signed address to yk, and a lil drawing of their character but

the author came out as trans femme in 2020 ish

lel most recent one

its kinda sad its gotten so quiet now

is from the era of 1999-2000 webcomics

yea

i recently read the PA rape culture article and like ouch

i didnt read PA much but owie, i think theyve deeply changed since then but yeaaa

ye

yea i just read it at points cus i liked reading 00s quake/everquest ish era stuffs
but like

the PA peeps had made an article and comic and t shirt joking on their fans for getting made they made a very gross rape joke

then doubled down and called the people who said please do not do this etc and went the sjw path for a while

its changed now generally, but selling a t shirt referencing er yk how this rape joke you did got ppl pissed off to spite them is

yeah

its the same way with vivian james or games i forget

ooo nicu

i need to finally get into NV ;-;

i have so many cracked games on my drive i wanna plays

i also gotta re download or update cyberpunk and re-install all my mods

understandable and lol

>>504731
#throw
::hug

.skip (video skipped)

aw sorry if u were watching :c

.play brotherman bill

awww ;-;

the music part was done but

his vid i played earlier for a min

a journalist stole like

1000s of songs by contracts to tiny artists for their spotify royalties

.search benn jordan journalist spotify

1. 1.
   
   Spotify's Phony War On Bots

   Benn Jordan

   18:20
2. 2.
   
   Benn Jordan Exposes Spotify

   Top Music Attorney

   21:13
3. 3.
   
   Should We Hate Spotify? [An Objective View From A Professional Musician]

   Benn Jordan

   19:30
4. 4.
   
   Why Spotify Will Ultimately Fail

   Benn Jordan

   17:19
5. 5.
   
   Replying To Your Spotify Questions/Comments

   Benn Jordan

   22:22

.search benn jordan spotify song theft journalist

1. 1.
   
   Spotify's Phony War On Bots

   Benn Jordan

   18:20
2. 2.
   
   Why Spotify Will Ultimately Fail

   Benn Jordan

   17:19
3. 3.
   
   Benn Jordan Exposes Spotify

   Top Music Attorney

   21:13
4. 4.
   
   Should We Hate Spotify? [An Objective View From A Professional Musician]

   Benn Jordan

   19:30
5. 5.
   
   Using AI To Detect AI Music (and other music industry data-porn)

   Benn Jordan

   19:42

???

.search benn jordan how a new york times best seller

1. 1.
   
   "How Is Every Book A New York Times Bestseller" Myth Analysis

   Jonathan Koan

   14:04
2. 2.
   
   The Private Equity Buyout Of Music Production

   Benn Jordan

   22:03
3. 3.
   
   Tier-Listing Everything In My Entire Studio

   Benn Jordan

   1:21:49
4. 4.
   
   The Art Of Poison-Pilling Music Files

   Benn Jordan

   27:11
5. 5.
   
   How Influencers Break The Law (me included)

   Benn Jordan

   23:32

WTF

.play [YouTube]

>>504759
no, but just get a jumpsuit

some jumpsuits r rly nice

no

is what i said in 1st msg ;w;

u can find them and prison stuff on ebay

ie the clear electronics

theres a whole trade of ex prisoners hunting for the kinds of chips they ate in prison n such for years, the single company or couple that could sell to prisons

i luv how in the video for this song n this show he has a bunch of fans tweets n comments n discord messages be the lyrics

i think u'd look cute in a jumpsuit but prison ones... idk depends on color n dont wan comment cus of the implications ;w;

i wan a jumpsuit or smth sometime

nvm

guh

>>504779
#throw
::boymoder shy

i get only bad thoughts generally when i think of prison stuffs

.skip (video skipped)

here we go

also, heccin, i so wish i had the hardware to play the 2077 VR mod, its so sick . .

>400 artists
smfh

>new york times journalist
smfh cmon

>"an" artist

>wait what?

lol

ooo

u can uhh

so the guy starting trying to get benn to sign over all his ownership for a "collaboration" and 50% of the royalties, the copyright,

and did this to 462 artists

(that agreed and assumed and were told theyd be getting a giant opportunity)

hehe

ill find my power supply for my SP404SX to try and make music stuffs tonight perhap

heh

it was so cool seeing benn go from only a nerdy music/aud eng creator and long time musician/live performer n so on
into doing investigative stuff now, he just had a long essay vid on post capitalism blow up to over 3 mil views in like a month bwawaa

i should play his like 2012 documentary he made near ish to where i lived in chicago, though an area much more urban and struggling due to stuffs than even where i was

yea ;-; but also was like

a lot lot of smaller artists, thinking this was their first time being seen yea

.search the flashbulb the candy store documentary

1. 1.
   
   Andy's Candyland (2012)

   The Flashbulb

   7:13
2. 2.
   
   Candy Capital — A Chicago Stories Documentary

   WTTW

   55:48
3. 3.
   
   The Flashbulb - Undiscovered Colors (Official Video)

   The Flashbulb

   4:25
4. 4.
   
   Home Town Sweets - Documentary on Wittich's Candy shop

   James Higgins

   9:59
5. 5.
   
   CANDY STORE UPDATE: The Original Funk Art Show movie (1967) (excerpts)

   Laurence Campling

   7:47

1

hehe yeah

man when i saw this i
i was so surprised he made that vid but also

i recently learned he never did or finished school cus he had been charged for having weed while owning a gun

as a teen or smth
now he's like into neuro research, researching the financial market, tons of science stuff, music, poisoning music/audio to make AI unable to steal ur music

is like the level of stuffs i would, even to a small percent of what he's achieved, 'pray' to get to someday w being a generalist interested in everything
n past w struggling w issues he's talked abt

he also did a recent yrs semi-followup to this documentary, talking abt how police use and stuffs use tech to target poor/non white areas in chicago

.search benn jordan police data

1. 1.
   
   Using AI To Detect AI Music (and other music industry data-porn)

   Benn Jordan

   19:42
2. 2.
   
   The Private Equity Buyout Of Music Production

   Benn Jordan

   22:03
3. 3.
   
   Looking into the Past

   Benn Jordan - Topic

   4:11
4. 4.
   
   Benn Jordan - Looking Into The Past (Audio)

   Guusgo Rivera

   4:11
5. 5.
   
   How A New York Times Reporter Scammed Hundreds of Musicians

   Benn Jordan

   20:03

.play [YouTube]

the story at the start of the one i just queued is so tough and sigh...
but this next one is smth ive heard abt a lot personally and is very real ; -;

his $1 patreon has a lot of cool audio stuff like sounds and field recordings n stuff

;3;

top hugger hat wud be funny meme to get

matching w opposite colors

::sad hug

, ;<

yeah, in these parts of the city, in the next vid theres a lot of productive interviews but
theyre overpoliced to meet things like quotas and also uh yk :c
its rly tough
here if can gib peeps support how able

i think it says but this is

smth

real n true

;_;

fuck
i forgot abt sum parts of this cus havent rewatched in long while

n yeah the robbing thing is wh i have heard a lot abt in terms of
u hear abt it way more regularly than gang muggings in similar ways

ive always, so, wanted to go to this part of the city (its like a no mans land sorta rail area) but the sketch it can get w cops or stuff like this makes it kinda not worth unless have group n safety
theres some rly sick abandoned like coal or oil processing plants cus of chic being where the railroads passed in the center of the US

the ex bf i last dated who was a guy, in person, drove me out this way in the middle of the night for no reason one time
to the bridge crossing into the most aa area at 4 am, for no reason
as much as i luv the scenery

ooo

could i show some watches i wan 2
and yea

theres some rly cool cheap like chinese watches on places
that one looks cool pika

ima look for cyberpunk watches along w (mainly replicas) of famous mythologized watch from this region

persona 3 made them so expensive

>>504865
wha

i found n remembered i have some, older but great sounding, BT noise cancelling sony headphones that might try n gib a better home n gib to frens (here or otherwise) n ship or give or smth

ah

these are made of solid metal and are from 2001

>>504871
preeetty sure these models are metal
a lot of sony ones from that era were made to laaast
but yeah

i have some whadduhecc were they called

i have some headphones my ex-poly peeps gave me when i moved out (they MF stole my AKG monitors id been given a yr b4 tho n never sent me bacc my clothes or poster or headphones, despite giving them both korg volcas . . )

o-o

ahhh

btw

the amt of deaths of kids to guns here is

3< minutes long ;-;

800 for some stat of a year i think he said its
its like

the issue is often that police are put into situations that increase the tension, and gangs originally came to exist cus of white ppl attacking non white ppl and needing to have ppl to walk black ppl home from work, safely

.skip (video skipped)

but the deaths thing atm is mainly cus of the loss of

its become where there is near no older members in these groups, theyre called cliques and are just legit friend groups there to protect each other in the cycle the area is trapped in

>>504890
awwww

i could maybe help u learn or find way to better get into cus

if ur using blender its gonna be a sorta brick wall for a lol ;;

>>504906
i mean the conception of gang that the US has, as in black people going out shooting or grouped together & such

it came abt in the 60s

cus of lynchings

>>504913
but u are...

aw

i wanna um

look at clothes w cutes i could maybe see wh wan or wh styles trying to do
n how peeps wanna look

but

can always probs in the discy giving input to peeps w how they wan look or smth

>>504926
u can! (even tho i feel u r) but its a sorta

theres certain looks that can be rly gud and personalized cus of the indie approach

similar to the way of styling/presenting w punk/queer antiracist/fash skinhead types

i think they could be shown rly pretty n look real nicu from what ive seen i believe :<

even though may feel ugh abt them

i wanna do smth that can show mine but-

have a good amt of self harm scars on thighs

>>504939
#hug

i gotta shave legs mores

>reminding me of the daydreamy thought of being comfy enough w someone to shave or help them shave together

im glad i hab light body hair too, but calves have the most relative to how mine grows across rest of

me or rose :v

i weigh 115-120 lbs 5'7~

; w ;

i have uh

i used to have lot of errr
idk thigh area was yk from mega biking a lot

but

i have a looot of thigh pics tho cant send here as was tagged as suggestive when i posted one lel

>one moar reason to setup discy , , '

>>504962
id be interested if u ever wanted to collab on doing covers or stuffs

i have a lot of stuff idk if ive showed u of sorta stuff ppl have multiple times said were album cover esc

and yeah

i get that
im a sorta
jack of all trades type trying in my designs
but i do/did practice graphic design for a whiles cus of where web dev work was, w designing front ends or stuffs

id be interested to see ur ideas n single cover drafts or ideas 2 if ever wan, other than what can see on ur pages :3

>>504971
nicu!

oo

u got to hotel today??

oh i think it was fujo going to hotel unless im ..

r u anon w name ik or changed name anon or stuffs

just curious, do i have u on discy or stuffs i am

bad memory at times
un

ohh

yeee

(w anons i mix up sometimes outside of being able to recognize speech patterns)

and ye, appreciate . 3.
im kinda ugh w

im betting tbh, tragically, the person probably got off w some light punishment

>>505020
i cant be sure but i might go into researching it deeper again for new piece follow up;

i plan to do it and

if i do, could be of use to have couple peeps to work through thoughts or ideas on etc

and well

errr
a lot of this wasnt in the original preliminary essay, but

(also the mentioned audio recordings, i have on a drive here)
but she admitted to it on recording, her family was made aware cus of
and
she had continued to do it a yr after our first intervention, leading to me getting into her discord account and finding (the number is at or above) 13 minors in the recent chat communications, i have this documented somewhere — outside of what she did to me n peeps i was close to — and was what lead to us reporting her

we'd told her, she needed to get and go to a in patient facility to get help as an ultimatum before she would lose coverage at 26, but she didnt do so
and she promised to do that, and also get an attorney in 2020-2021, we were trying to be semi buddy buddy to avoid her getting the full whiff when we realized what she'd done, so she could delete all evidence

it took 4< yrs for the report to lead to anything, even tho we had included yk the direct evidence (but the feds do have to acquire it themselves, like if u send logs they have to still req them themselves from discord and wait) but they sat on it for a long time

it was a thing of them not rly going through it for many yrs from what we gleamed but
they charged her w 10 counts respectively for both distribution and possession, she took a plea last holiday ish time but we dunno what it was yet
apparently she was having her lawyer or representation say to the tiny local outlets for yahoo etc that things were looking like they could be dropped, which is the mess of all of it

yeah, i hope that she doesnt n that stuff can change but
w them specifically, it was smth that had been being done for maaany years and with like so many people i dont even know yk . .
but if this scares them or makes them get treatment to some extent, can be some kind of improvement while we work through if its still happening

yea, she was mentally stunted due to trauma esc stuff and drug use, and had gotten to where attraction to minors (like the psych way of no matter the gender) became a thing that it manifested in or stuffs

yea bwa
just hope that no matter the case outcome, can get the info out there to make sure that people are aware, dont wanna ruin her forever or anything, just keep from doing this stuff so brazenly bwa

""hug

>>505048
yeah, it brought me further into the sphere of doing aid for victims n stuff, n theres a loooot of sadistic ppl out there doing it w no real thoughts on how to go abt it ethically or in a way that it can lead to good outcomes, a legal case, or so on
this is more so seen w profit seeking though on YT and kick

yeah, ah man

i knew this guy who did that on VRchat who was like