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anon
do you smoke tobaccy? wdym my smoke shop if u dont smoke xd
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i vape but otherwise not rly
but i get vapes and kratom there, tho usually order krat online
anon
ahhh yeah
anon
me too I've been on the zoomer stick since like 15 -w-
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i got introduced to smoking cigs by groomer at like age 13
then would smoke on occasion cus of being undiagnosed adhd, then
anon
i got introduced by my middle/high school gf to marb reds lmao
anon
But vapes were our mainstay but cigs were.like a special treat
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i was smoking black spirits for a gud bit in my near worst relationship
anon
i still keep them around
anon
one on new years, one if someone dies, one if i get a job
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i wish i still had some of my vintage viceroys for on occaaasion
>>511955
anon
thats it :3
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but use other stuff instead, i never rly smoked a lot but
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did smoke spirit blacks like once a day for a short time in 2022?
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cus of bas situation
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viceroys are nice but not in US anymore, found them at a strange antique shop that has a ton of shit and just tobacco out in the open
anon
ahh gotcha s
anon
i never liked spirits 8dk why
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i didnt rly realize til was mentioned recently here but
theyre quiiite strong
anon
always was a marbs persosn
anon
my first gf was actually really cool
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and at the time i didnt get adderall or adhd meds so i was coping in bad ways
::sad
anon
our relationship was a comedy of errors
anon
i came out as gay and then i was like no im bi and we dated again and then she was like wait im lesbian so we stopped and then she was like wait im bi and then i was trans after that and it was a whole thing it was funny
>>511973
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mine was um smth
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ive shared here b4 but she had antisocial personality disorder and bad depression
not a very stable peep and ver toxic towards the end, as i tried to balance it while recently disabled
but she made cool art n liked based music we both did but yk
>>511972
anon
still talk to her sometimes shes really cool :)
anon
>>511970
aww im sorry :/ that can b hard
anon
my first gf was bipolar too but idk i never saw like the "bad" end of it i guess, always just the fallout, never blamed her or anythiny she had a really rough life
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and isoki pat
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my ex who i dated for a bit who was a pro csgo player came out as trans like a half or year after we stopped talking, and i was p much just a trans lesbian so yk
>>511981
anon
:3
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peeps here are cools bwa
>>511982
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hehe
>shy
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oh man the 900 lbs of
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heh
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900 lbs of 70-80s erotic fanfic
anon
whaaa
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video playing
anon
oh
anon
me the anon who cant open video player ;w;
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aw
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recommend to watch if can ill
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link u if open to, is great talk from last yr one sec
anon
im gnna go hang out with roommate but i wil watch after thank u :3 also h get
>>512026
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u can skip to a couple minutes in cus its a talk he waits for moar ppl to come in for at the start
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started playing cus he talks abt archiving the streams of and work from ppl who have passed
kate
Finally figured out how to launch blockly with npm
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yayyyy
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is that the thing u mentioned other day?
kate
I was mentioning block coding in general but yea blockly is a library google made for it
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yus
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awwww cheshire catalyst <333
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;-;;;
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n nicu
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RIP cheshire he was man
so cool
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>also known as the space hobo...known for being at all the launches where he lived
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also an OG hacker/phreaker
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aww memorial for him
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>legit had the phone number (321) lif-toff
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came bacc just in time, gon make chimchen alfredo in a few minutes
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but wanna stick around for this part, its rly touching
i gotta continue reading his graphic novel
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this being the end and part of his suicide note is so ;-;
him just, saying heres what you can do to take my stuff who should have...
like man ;;
<3
he made a history graphic novel on the hacker/phreaker scene and 2600
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>downloads 6tb of streams from one seeder in france of someone who took their life
>saves it to the internet archive to save all of his memory
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slang term books from the 19th century are cool
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>>512000
also i hope u have fun w games/doing stuffs, n smoking or whatever ^u^
kate
I aspire to live long partially because I wanna confuse kids of the future with horse plinko references
>>512028
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lmaooo
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chu listening btw-?
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curious nw
kate
on and off yeah
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ye
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i need to get yt dlp working again, preferably w my gui
kate
I was off for a bit to make food but I'll bookmrk this to watch the first half at some point
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ouu
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ye ye dw, did u happen to hear the part abt the streamer?
kate
yeah
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mhm
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we played a almost decade old one he did at HOPE abt his archiving, and then a secret second half abt suicide and the creative mind, n how he came in to help a guy dealing w having made a successful kickstarter and it ruining his life, n then helping him get his way out of that
the early kickstarters that blew up were a giant toll on a ton of ppl, that actually cared abt their work that is ;<
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i find it quite funny how mini vhs or digital tape format camcorders have become a thing where younger ish zoomers are willing to pay for modded expensive ones to record to sd cards
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think ima make the chimchen alfredo now
wont make sit through the full QnA but maybe some good ones, i forget
kate
Like those mobile ads where they're purposefully bad at it to get people to play
SadChan🍉🍉
i keep getting one that is like WOW THEY ARE COMING SO FAST, I NEED TO GET THIS CROSSBOW TOWER UP FAST
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-w-
and made the chicken fettuccine alfredo
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n lol
SadChan🍉🍉
hate mobile ads the worst
SadChan🍉🍉
the WORST
SadChan🍉🍉
xD
kate
I vaugely recall seeing a youtube short about that
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mlyp is great, just exposed grummz being a freak who made uhhhh catfight porn using his game studio's money
kate
like. feral stuff or what, cat furries or
oh okie
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like nude women violently beating each other
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he's a gross 50< yr old lolicon who worked on WoW
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and now is an anti woke dude who is giant on twitter and yeah
kate
I definitely remember him being a twitter main character a few times
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he is "making" a game
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like to try and replace firefall
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he bought this several million dollar bus to try and promote firefall
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awwww
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thascute
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ima play this cus its just so based and like wacko information to learn after he's been sorta true believer anti woke who gets replied to by elon at points
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he lead a lot of the whole uh whats the chinese game that they all said was anti woke for ps5
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cute avi c:
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i wan make 1 like it
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mb
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yeaaaa
kate
hentai with a gacha budget
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youll uh, youll see lol
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O-O
kate
Professional ERPers
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heh
kate
It is odd how "goon" has had it's definition diluted. Like that's a very specific fetish.
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yeah
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his main podcast is abt something awful and he's commented on the change of goon from how it was used there to uh this lol
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>the weaponized yaoi zone
kate
I'm still astonished how culturally different arknights is to other gachas, like people will be obsessing about not getting cucked on other games, meanwhile people ship their operators with eachother and npcs from the story.
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yeah
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were they the company/devs who got the whole thing blow up w incels also or
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they had smth happen, i forget
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(it happens too often)
kate
A famous example is Girls Frontline, which Arknights is inspired by.
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yeah
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ik abt gf but ye
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i watched a enby talk abt incels in gacha and how games will be pushed to not make male characters or such, and how gf2 (and in gf1) had its devs wanting to put in male characters u could have, but the incels not wanting any male characters in the pool u own lead to them getting attacked for the choice, i think going into the second game
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and they talked abt arknights but i forget wh they said, tho i think they said smth had happened that made them decide they wont play it anymore
kate
Seems like they could've just made the NTR an on-the-tin thing so people that are into that would come to it.
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yeah
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.skip (video skipped)
kate
When I see gaps in bricks it bothers me so much
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aw
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yeah i have that somewhat cus of diagnosed OCD but mainly w other stuff
kate
I'm really dicomforted with how "show your face" is a moral thing now
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the face goes away in a couple
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yeah its a pain
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like, i can understand how ppl get there w espec now ai etc, but its srs not a good precedent to generally set
kate
both from an infosec thing but also like, I don't like to think of myself as how I do fleshwise, I wanna be a cat on the internet
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mhm
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i preferred vrc and stuff at points for that reason n it just bwa
::shy
kate
>>512112
I need to try painting stuff with like, negative space, like how the orange stops short of the outline of the top left, that effect is neat.
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mhmmm
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i wan practice n do drawing/art w stuffs again, beyond design
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hab a drawing tablet — made cereal
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vr mmorpg stuff has sadly mostly not existed or stuck around :c
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guh
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D:
kate
I know it's poor practice to describe stuff as eggy, but
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lmao the bus
kate
he bought a bus before even going into beta omg
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mhm
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i think he explains it more but
the bus is a total nightmare
kate
>too transphobic for gamergate
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heh
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-u-
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>sjw mentality
SadChan🍉🍉
im a smug sjw
SadChan🍉🍉
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::smug glegle
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gm again sad, sry u couldnt
SadChan🍉🍉
trying to sleep
SadChan🍉🍉
keep not sleeping
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awww
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yeah ;-;
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gonna put a dreamcatcher next to and tuck in
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western kabuki w
SadChan🍉🍉
jover
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1
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.skip (video skipped)
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>2nd piece of feedback was that im cringe and soy
>im aware
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here comes the bus
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>honk honk
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lmao
and gets 500k+ on first real vid
kate
Is lactation not vanilla?
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its not, usually, but yk boop
anon
p sure its milk
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it could be w like rly straight energy n not deep into it but i dont see it as vanilla, but no worse for such >->
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its foggy out c:
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while im foggy head
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heeere it is
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lmfao
kate
Oh that's not a decal, that's like the actual shape of the bus
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yepppppp
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it gets worse
SadChan🍉🍉
it folds out into a bed
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>had to be towed everywhere
>no ac
SadChan🍉🍉
i havent been really paying attn but seems just yet another game dev scam
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mostly an anti woke kickstarter grifter/+scammer
SadChan🍉🍉
good for him
SadChan🍉🍉
steal money from retards
SadChan🍉🍉
bazeddd
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it sucks cus it was donations from just fans of a real game
SadChan🍉🍉
oh less bazzedddd
SadChan🍉🍉
giant random hills you can make in 3 seconds in any game dev engine lmao
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also, its mostly an asset flip
SadChan🍉🍉
i can tell
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:c
SadChan🍉🍉
conservatives are ALWAYS PEDOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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bwaaa
kate
grumms's profile pic always reminds me of the blue archive senpai and I wonder if that's intentional
kate
like surely he's aware of the similarity
anon
the blue archive senpai is the hottest character in the entire game
SadChan🍉🍉
idk what blue archive is
SadChan🍉🍉
is it pedo content
SadChan🍉🍉
japan has a lot of pedos
SadChan🍉🍉
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thi sis looking PRETTY pedo coded
SadChan🍉🍉
is this one of the ones where you are a faceless military commander and they are all in love with you
>>512192
anon
its one of the outright pedo ones where you are a teacher
>>512193
SadChan🍉🍉
they are all wearing schoolgirl outfits...
kate
>>512189
nah I think you mean Nikke goddess of victory, this one you're like a teacher or something alll the factions are cool with for some reason
SadChan🍉🍉
I do feel like a superior human for not playing any pedo loli collector games.
kate
OST is great tho
anon
wish they’d make a game where I get to be a loli :[
SadChan🍉🍉
The only reason I would want to be a loli is like, just normal "i wish I could redo life" lol
SadChan🍉🍉
being cis would be SICK ASF
SadChan🍉🍉
if I ever get to go back in time to be a cis girl I will still stand the trans girl community okay???
kate
I remember an old meme from google plus that sorted games into "nu fun" and "neo fun" and a rendition later that added "soy fun" and that's how I think reactionaries unironically sort games in their head
kate
Like all paths lead to their discontent
SadChan🍉🍉
I actually ALMOST see a point there tbh, its just cloaked in shitty anti woke language
>>512227
SadChan🍉🍉
enshittification is real
SadChan🍉🍉
but it doesnt neccessarily ignore that there are real fun games, they are just showing examples of the catagories
SadChan🍉🍉
and I dont agree with it generally
SadChan🍉🍉
but like, imo triple AAA titles have gone down massively in quality
kate
oh yeah there's a kernel of real criticism there, they just pour on rhetoric like sauce at a instgram bait restruant.
SadChan🍉🍉
like, putting God of War 5 next to Mario Oddysey is such a dumbass take
SadChan🍉🍉
I didnt play God of War but it was obviously a very high quality production that lots of people enjoyed, it was a well made game from everything I know about it and it deserves the praise it gets. like I dont even get why it would be soy it seems like an incel power fantasy tbh xD
SadChan🍉🍉
one guy is SO ALPHA that he FUCKS all GODS because ALPHA and ANGRY and hes BIG AND RIPPED
SadChan🍉🍉
but maybe god of war in general just has too much actual plot and story?
SadChan🍉🍉
I think maybe the nufun category kind of resonated with me tho because there are so many games that are GOOD, but they get so much praise when they are deeply flawed and we dont really be critical of them because the zeitgeist has excepted they are perfection despite deep flaws
SadChan🍉🍉
like Witcher 3 is an AMAZING game, but lets face it the gameplay itself is very bare bones and repetitive with lots of bad balancing and design decisions. Whats good about is not the very entry level button mashing sword combat, its the huge beautiful word that feels authentic, alive and great story telling and voice acting.
SadChan🍉🍉
sry for spamming chat im a gamer
SadChan🍉🍉
i want curry udon
SadChan🍉🍉
WHAT THE FUCK WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO REAL
SadChan🍉🍉
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anon
By the way I’m new here and I have got no idea how this place works
anon
srry if my english is bad it isnt my mother tongue
anon
how do you get your names?
anon
by registering or by using the person shaped icon?
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and its become rot economy, long past enshitification
7amada
nvm figured it out :]
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haiii
7amada
hiii!
SadChan🍉🍉
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
SadChan🍉🍉
hiiiiii
SadChan🍉🍉
:)
SadChan🍉🍉
there are peoples from all over the world here... :>
7amada
yeah I’m arab !
SadChan🍉🍉
nice welcome :)
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welc welc
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few peeps from here around that region, i forget who exactly thoughs off the top of my head
::eepy yuri
7amada
thats good to hear
7amada
or not, because it’s hell here
7amada
the culture is nice, i’d prefer it over anything else, but thats all
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yeah, theres still loads of issues rn from there to where "here" is for most users on here but, hope chu and peeps can be as safe as possible -v- bwaaa
7amada
been stalking this place on and off for the last few months, its nice
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yea i probably stalked while working on writing n research work for a gud while beforehand, but made a name, finally, at one point a bit before the whole 4chan deth thing
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::bwaaaa
7amada
i don’t actually remember how i found this site
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yea, me neither tho was probably in my hunt for ones like it w certain energies, guh
>>512254
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i gotta heccin see if i have sealed syringes anywhere w finally getting e again guh
7amada
>>512252
i’ve found that most places are usually either too law abiding or too hate-fermenting
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i avoid most places like this cus of the amt of brainworms ppl apply to others, usually
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yea
is a hard balance to hit with either being so errr social darwinist where its a constant competition of baiting attention or too overly moderated in an almost authoritarian moderation sense lelol
but here is usually chill enoughs
>>512259
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tho do wish there was more of a wider swath of different kinds of ppl/identities, some days (plus its just quiet at these hours)
7amada
>>512256
i’ve seen a lot of weird responses to the whole diy thing :[
7amada
trying to get it legally isn’t viable or safe here and trying to prove im intersex might get their eyes on me and thats the last thing i need
>>512262
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yeah thats a major point of contention, i came largely from harm reduction/"drugfeel" type spaces for somewhere between tripsitting and dont OD by not asking if ur dose is way too heccin much, so coming into DIY i had to find somewhere that i knew wouldnt be so restrictive like plenty are -v-
7amada
>>512260
btw you need to be ambigious enough chromosomally(?) and physically here to get treatment and i doubt its any good
>>512264
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and also then theres the ones that are either far too too positive and optimistic in ways that can hurt ppl down the line (as sometimes is with some reddits) and then the, more common, so incredibly toxic and yea hate stewing
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ehe
7amada
same country but very different, villages and all
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yea thastough guh
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the sizes of some countries over there and cultures causes a wide variation n stuffs
>>512272
7amada
>>512271
the emirates had a lot of wars between them back before they became the uae
>>512279
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but some places like dubai are uh
>>512282
SadChan🍉🍉
im very sad at how hard religions r on trans oeople :(
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yeah
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yeah
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is what was the big issue for my family
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and the whole situation of the ever presence of things like the snitching app n stuff like it
::bwa
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(nowadays)
7amada
>>512273
i could hardly call it a part of the country ever since it started pandering to tourists, someone said the word bubble would fit it
>>512285
SadChan🍉🍉
im very grateful i live in new york where the right to be trans is still protected
>>512289
SadChan🍉🍉
-_-
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>>512282
yeah, plus the whole err
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the work situation in the city is
ugh
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and the rich being the ones that just
not even for the people at all
::shrug
7amada
>>512283
i have no choice but to find myself a gym rat
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also dunno if steroid users exist much there but they can be a way to get access to diy w/o seeming as yknow
>>512293>>512295
7amada
or to play with the risk of it getting seized at customs
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ye
7amada
>>512290
its said to be “popular” at gyms on the newspapers but since news are very controlled its probably bs
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its smth thats out there, but its not as obvious or open as most places display it as
SadChan🍉🍉
it probably is, its popular among gym rats everywhere
7amada
honeypot kind of thing
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yeah
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its a culture thats generally hush hush unless you find urself in one of the gyms thats big abt it, or a muscle type thing guh
SadChan🍉🍉
only thing i worry about is gym rats being like "why are you buying it??" and being transphobic and stuff
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but DIY iiis still possible and finding local or national sources and having a place to get it delivered thats preferably not where u rly live, when its that big of a worry; tho customs are a major thing and some markets do srs shipping strategies to be safe abt it, tho its tough to find a good path, sometimes
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thankfully E isnt as controlled much here so was able to finally get an order made n just gotta find if my syringes are still somewhere, or if i used them all last time
>>512304
7amada
>>512303
heard from a friend that her friend’s E was seized at customs once
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it does happen, but in NA theres not rly any issue with it beyond that unless they think its heavy drugs
>>512307
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my old source got probed/investigated cus the feds thought she was selling fent
7amada
>>512305
there was a post on reddit about customs, where they opened up some guy’s nutritional supplement because it looked suspicious
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ah yea that happens
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its a p common way ppl do ship that stuff, but usually its more discreet, and just causes pain to normal ppl trying to buy normal stuff
rose
is me rose orlando
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HAIII
rose
haiiii saekiiii
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how was eep ? any dreams ? c:
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might nap in a bit till when i can get nicotine
rose
i had a dream jimothy cool died and was replaced by jimothy cool 2 and also i was at the beach or smth
>>512320
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silly
rose
.play i just robbed the band director now i got a saxophone
7amada
>>512316
far more interesting than some of the movies they play these days
rose
.play i promise i did not cheat believe me i was getting my dick sucked by lil phoebe
rose
.skip (video skipped)
rose
i promise i did not cheat lil bitch believe me
rose
i was just getting my dick sucked by lil phoebe
rose
waiting for my breakfast 2 cook rn
rose
also new pokemon tcg pocket expansion dropped
7amada
I cannot call the europeans dairy-obsessed anymore now that I’ve tried يقط
>>512337>>512339
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is that the fermented horse milk drink im
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forgetting
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where that is popular
7amada
fermented what milk
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ill find it, checking the vid i learned abt it from
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it might be horse or its smth else-
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airag/kumis
7amada
>>512329
looked it up and this is called jameed in english
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fermented horse milk

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