nee work tho

aw

oh no

o-o

lol

>>547266
hehe

hai №

haiii :<

whaswrongs :c

gm <3

heyaaaa

awww ;_; sick get worse on top of stuffs? im sorry you had to deal w that on top of everything

aw ;-;

im sorrryyy thasawful

bwaa

yeah

i heard about the first part but on top of other stuffs chu are dealing w n then that too is just guhhh

mhm...

i get that, im sorry, ive been there n if can help let out the stress of that n vent or stuffs u can reach out but thats just ughh
but hmph smfh reeee

yeah

i had a similar thing happen a long time ago nows n ended up just ugh

horrible peep

take care of self n step away for a time if it helps n stuffs, maybe err hiding dms or things if u need its
some ppl in that area of stuff just get nasty i ;_;
wanna give comfort n care, sad

deserve to feel loads better hmph

yay

happi for u i

need to find my syringe and

start...
ive been putting it off/procrastinating cus of stress

yus

i got order after long time cus of dad blocking me from being able to get it

ye, n glad chu got ur new one too bwa

just strssy cus i forgot what the dose was i started on originally when i was taking cypionate and i have to convert it to when i need to take, now that its valerate, and see if i should be errr

ramping up a dose for monotherapy or just starting at the rec'd dose for it generally

aw

>>547418
yeah i was looking at the uh i forget if theyre called trans researcher or scientist comparison tool n the hrt wiki

i just couldnt remember if i had to ramp it up last time but E is quite safe so its probably fine either way

and

i had blood tests last time i was on it from err well

i had a like

doc that was an hour to three away who was whadduhecc is it called

endocrinologist but didnt prescribe me anything n just gave me blood tests, it was kinda like uhhh

if only i could just get prescribed by u -w-

and yeah i can get blood tests p easily, generally

have had a uh

lot

well ye

ive been in the medical system for 7-8 yrs

it can be helpful to get them but its not smth everyone can do or yk

DIY is quite safe if u have a source thats got public test results regularly n so on

and yeah

are menopause when w hrt you go too low

right

lacking or having too little of either hormone, like having neither would suck and is not great w mental

had to go through hard stopping taking E after 2.5~ yrs

not fun

and yeah

just gotta remember the time frame change

yeah

dealing w the errr

rebound of hormones and suddenly not being on E probably induced similar for me, i was dead for like months

O-O

carefulll

yeah

>>547480
#hug

yeah i had to stop watching all that cus it killed most of

interest idk

i had a VRC avatar that i used that played this song n had a big animation

i have a needle/syringe wrapped somewhere i believe that was the kind i liked for subq but i gotta find it

i put them in a plastic thing usually

i mean that are more easy for me to articulate bwa

and used to

i probably have insulin ones somewhere but id rather get a new pack if i go for thoughs

>>547499
i dont believe it works like this but there is a condition that converts it, and possible gene therapies that can convert it

all drug stores will have insulin needles

i like 29-30 ga 1/2 in ones

i also kinda dont enjoy the sensation of insulin needles n like the bigger ones feel tbh

probably stockholm syndrome

oh man

so when i got my wisdom teeth out

they gave me general anesthesia but also benzos

injected

weba

and

i woke up rly quickly after and right after having them removed

they thought i was gonna fall over but apparently i was like

the first person one nurse had seen be able to walk fine so immediately after

idk if is bc of my tolerance to benzos/having been prescribed them or is because of my hereditary tolerance to anesthesia, or both

>>547546
i mean i think theres a lot more to that in most cases and is usually cus of performance enhancing droogs but also is smth that can happen, tho i mean i know of peeps w conditions that cause their T levels to be way too high and doesnt rly cause this always yk

its probably smth that can happen and i forget the specific forms of the hormone that get converted

>>547573
hehe

hai sad

>>547597
opened img to look through in a fews
and will try n make one bwawa oh wait

ur in the

smol me u n rose discy right

i can send it there in case ur off of here when i have

i hab 4 displays but my crt cable is being a pain

id give u one of my displays

i have a bunch of tvs